Encountering the Koi

How to make a break with Shen Zheng, Shen Ye thought for a long time.Although he was reluctant to leave that person half a step away, he was also reluctant to have his father suffer such a great grievance, and even provoke resentment from his grandparents.Whether it is reluctance or necessity, he has to make a decision.

Shen Ye told Su Zimo what he thought, but he never dared to let Shen Yingqiu know.

After Su Zimo heard this, he frowned and asked, "Have you thought about it?"

"Yes." Shen Ye replied, "Thought it out."

"No regrets?"

"No regrets."

"Really?" Su Zimo frowned.

Shen Ye didn't answer, but just looked into the distance with those big eyes.

Su Zimo glanced at him lightly, without any disturbance in his expression, and said, "Ye Er, you have grown up."

Shen Ye smiled slightly: "Father, it's time for Ye'er to grow up."

Su Zimo looked at Shen Ye firmly: "If your father finds out, I'm afraid he will be even more sad."

"As long as Dad doesn't tell, Dad won't know." Shen Ye said.

Su Zimo was silent for a long time, and said calmly, "I don't want to make him unhappy."

"Father, let's not talk about it."

"I don't want to lie to him." Su Zimo said again.

Shen Ye frowned: "Just this time, this time, Daddy, Daddy won't know."

"I don't want you to be sad." Su Zimo continued.

Shen Ye was taken aback by these words, he lowered his head and remained silent.

Su Zimo continued: "Ye'er, Dad can't see that man crying, and he can't see you crying either."

"Boy knows." Shen Ye choked up: "But, but Daddy these days, being aunt and the others... Zhenggegege didn't compromise, if this goes on... aunt and the others will have to make trouble again..."

"Let them make trouble." Su Zimo interrupted him: "I can't deal with a few ordinary people, can't I?" He clenched his fists and said, "If it wasn't for the sake of that person, I would definitely not forgive them like that them."

"But, they are Daddy's family..." Shen Ye whispered.

Su Zimo frowned and remained silent.

Both father and father were silent, and after a while, Su Zimo said: "Go, go home, that person must be waiting impatiently."

"Father." Shen Ye called him: "Then...can you agree?"

"No." Su Zimo said lightly, and then returned home.

Shen Ye stood where he was, dazed for a long time before returning home.

The next day, he went to find Qingyun, and after telling Qingyun what he was thinking, Qingyun was so frightened that he waved his hands immediately: "I can't do it, I can't do it, that stupid fish will take my skin off if he knows."

Shen Ye pouted: "Grandpa Yun, we won't let father and father know."

"Do you think you can hide that stupid fish? Even if we can, we will never hide it from your thoughtful father." Qingyun said: "If Shen Zheng doesn't come to look for you, we won't miss you anymore , you met him and he no longer knew you, do you think your two fathers won't be suspicious?"

Shen Ye was speechless, lowered her head and remained silent.

"Grandpa Yun, is what I said reasonable?" Qing Yun asked him.

"It's reasonable." Shen Ye replied: "But it's reasonable...I don't want daddy to be sad anymore. I can't persuade him from my brother's side, so I have to..." He said and looked at Qingyun: "Grandpa Yun, can I ask for help?" It's just you."

Qingyun frowned, but kept silent while brushing his beard.

"Grandpa Yun..." Shen Ye called again and paused: "Actually, I don't want to be with brother Zheng anymore, I, I am a demon, he, he is a human...we, we...I, I don't Dad has the courage to go all the way with a person who has to go through the cycle of life and death..." His voice was choked with sobs: "I'm timid..."

After all, Qingyun thinks farther than Su Zimo, he thought for a moment, and said in a deep voice: "That's fine, if you are not bound, you will not experience the pain of life and death, for you little fox demon and his mortal body Wouldn't it be a good thing..."

"Then, Grandpa Yun, did you agree?" Shen Ye asked expectantly with big eyes.

Qingyun was silent, he was thinking that he would be blamed by that man and fish in the future, but he couldn't bear the little one in front of him crying and begging him, he was silent for a long time, frowned and said: "Then let's go."

Shen Ye smiled through tears: "Thank you, Grandpa Yun."

After all, the two disappeared into the courtyard together.

When we arrived at the door of Shenzheng's room in the Shen family, the room was dimly lit by candlelight, and it was quiet.Shen Zhengfu was writing something in front of the desk.

"Ask you again, do you think about it?" Qingyun asked Shen Ye.

"Think it over." Shen Ye said softly.

After that, both of them were silent for a long time, and the lights in Shen Zheng's room were still on.

This kind of waiting seemed to be a torment for Shen Ye, he stretched out his hand and tugged at Qingyun's sleeve, Qingyun turned to look at him.

He said: "Grandpa Yun, don't wait, if you are waiting, I'm afraid..." I'm afraid I will regret it.

Qingyun looked at him, and after a while, with a flick of his sleeves, Shen Zheng in the room fell down on the table and fell asleep.

The two of them entered the room and stood in front of the desk. There were a lot of papers on the desk, which were filled with Shen Ye's name and his portrait.

Shen Ye almost couldn't control it, and cried out. Qingyun gently pulled out the papers, glanced at them, and asked: "Ye'er, Grandpa Yun will ask you one last time, do you think about it?"

"Grandpa Yun, do it." Shen Ye tried hard not to cry.

Qingyun sighed, waved his hand, and touched Shen Zheng's head, thinking to himself, forget about it.

Shen Ye slightly closed his eyes, seemed a little desperate, and asked with trembling hands: "I... I'll take these as thoughts, okay?"

Qingyun looked at the tears in Shen Ye's eyes, with indescribable sadness on his face.

Before he knew it, this little guy was so sensible. He would rather bear it by himself than his father.

Those teary eyes made him feel distressed: "Ye'er, it's up to you whether you stay or not, Grandpa is just afraid that you will hurt your feelings if you touch something."

"I, I..." Shen Ye cried so hard that he couldn't make a sound.

Now Qingyun doesn't say anything about his heartache, and he's still a little scared. If that demon really knows, he'll really have to take my skin off if he doesn't keep it all right.Thinking of this, I broke into a cold sweat, it's over, it's over, this time it's really a big deal.

Just as he was thinking about it, he saw Shen Ye put Shen Zheng back on the bed, covered him with a quilt, and stared at him reluctantly. After a long time, he turned around and said to Qing Yun, "Grandpa Yun, let's go."

Qingyun nodded blankly.

The grandfather and grandson walked all the way back, and they were both speechless.

Not long after walking, when he was about to reach the door of the house, Shen Ye couldn't stand it anymore, stood there looking at the calligraphy and painting in his hand, and cried bitterly.

Qingyun stopped in his tracks, hearing the crying, his heart felt as if a knife had been pierced, he closed his eyes, stretched out his arms, and held Shen Ye in his arms, coaxing and rubbing him like he did when he was a child.

Shen Ye cried even more aggrieved and louder.

Qingyun felt sad, and sighed secretly: "Ye'er, you deliberately don't want to make things easier for Grandpa, do you?"

Shen Ye stopped silently, biting his lip and weeping silently.

Seeing him like this, Qingyun couldn't bear it anymore, and sighed: "Forget it, just keep crying if you want to cry, it won't be so uncomfortable after crying."

"Hmm." The meaning of being coquettish was obvious, Shen Ye sobbed: "Ye'er wants Daddy and Adie to hug her."

"If they see you cry, why don't you kill me?" Qingyun panicked and sighed, "Is it possible for Grandpa Yun to become like them?"

Shen Ye nodded with a "hmm".

So Qingyun turned into the appearance of Su Zimo and Shen Yingqiu, coaxing Shen Ye for a long time.

Looking at Shen Ye's eyes swollen from crying, he said: "Not to mention that stupid fish, if your father saw you crying like this that day, he would feel very sorry."

"Yun'er knows." Shen Ye's voice was soft, just like when he was a child.

Qingyun sighed secretly, frowned and said, if only he didn't grow up, he wouldn't have so many troubles.

A few days later, when Shen Yingqiu heard that Shen Zheng had gone to the capital, she couldn't help but frowned, and looked at Shen Ye, seeing his expressionless face, her brows were even more tightly furrowed.

When he went to bed at night, he specially went to Shen Ye's room, saw that he was in a daze, and called out: "Ye'er."

Shen Ye recovered, looked at him and called, "Daddy."

Shen Yingqiu sat beside him: "Tell Dad, what happened recently?"

"What happened?" Shen Ye pretended to be stupid.

Shen Yingqiu frightened him with a look, Shen Ye lowered his head, and said timidly: "That's right, that's right..." He frowned slightly: "I made it clear, brother Zheng, let's not meet or anything, let him go to the test for fame first , I will talk about it later when I am admitted to fame.”

Hearing this, Shen Yingqiu frowned: "Really?"

"Really." Shen Ye didn't dare to look into Shen Yingqiu's eyes.

Shen Yingqiu always felt that Shen Ye was lying to him, but she also thought that what he said might be right, the two of them might really be discussing to slow down their affairs, so as not to cause such a turmoil, that there was no point of keeping them.

Sighing, he said to Shen Ye: "Alright, let the two of you separate for a while, and let your uncle and aunt take it easy. If Zheng'er can get the honor in the exam, maybe things will really turn around."

Shen Ye whispered: "Yes."

Shen Yingqiu took his hand: "Ye'er, Daddy sees that you are not happy these days, the pain of lovesickness is a bit unbearable, but, your elder brother is going to have the New Year's Spring Palace Examination, and you can go home after the Palace Examination , then you will be able to see him." Lately: "During this period, if there is any hurdle you can't get through, tell Dad." Speaking of this, he suddenly smiled: "Daddy almost forgot, Ye'er, you know magic, go The capital is looking for your elder brother, and your father won’t stop you. But, you can’t delay his merit test.” Speaking of this, he suddenly thought of something, and asked: “Ye’er, do you want to test for merit?”

Shen Ye shook his head.

"That's right, you little fox, why do you take that test." Shen Yingqiu hugged Shen Ye: "My Ye'er has more important things to do."

Shen Ye remained silent.

Shen Yingqiu said something before returning to her room, the fish monster was resting on the bed with its eyes closed.

Seeing Shen Yingqiu coming back, he opened his eyes and sat up: "Have you finished talking with Ye'er?"

"Yeah." Shen Yingqiu sat down and leaned in his arms, muttering: "I always feel that Ye'er has something on her mind."

Su Zimo stroked his head affectionately, and said in a muffled voice, "There is nothing you can do, he has to learn to bear some things alone."

Shen Yingqiu smiled slightly: "You can say it." She said with a sigh of relief: "Forget it, you are right, some things have to be borne by one person."

The author has something to say:

Ye Er is very sensible, right?