Encountering the Koi

When Shui Qianmo left, Shen Yingqiu didn't know.

It was like having a long, beautiful dream.

From being alone to having someone by my side, that person is a monster, who takes care of himself, makes himself happy, and is the object of teasing when he is bored.

He responded to his needs, and never made himself afraid in the dark night.

—— Qianmo.

He called the demon's name in his dream.

Please don't go, please?

Don't go, please.

Qianmo, please...

Shen Yingqiu yelled, stretched out her hand to grab it, but found nothing, and suddenly opened her eyes.

He didn't look aside, but hesitantly stretched out his hand to touch the half of the bed, coldly, Qian Mo really left, and his heart sank.

After staring at the bed curtain for a long time, I got up.

A table, two chairs, two pairs of bowls and chopsticks.

Shen Yingqiu stared blankly at the empty seat in a daze.

He just sat there in a daze for a whole day.

Outside the window, night fell.

In a short time, the lights of all houses will be extinguished, leaving only a quiet world.

Shen Yingqiu stared at the dark night in a daze, for a moment he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe smoothly, he thought, it turns out that these few months of love are really like a dream...

The demon left, and the dream woke up.

After waking up from the dream, I shouldn't just stay in the dream and refuse to wake up.

Shen Yingqiu sighed and sat for a while, he was tired.

Then he got up and went to bed, lay there and closed his eyes and fell asleep.

He was wondering if Shui Qianmo would come back after waking up.

He was wondering if he would continue to dream if he slept for a while.

He was thinking, if this happiness could last a little longer, it would be great...

The next day, when she woke up, before she opened her eyes, Shen Yingqiu stretched out her hand to the side in a daze.

I hope Qianmo is sleeping next to him.

But it came to nothing.

There is only a cold half bed and a silky quilt, nothing else.

Shen Yingqiu didn't have the courage to open her eyes. The outstretched hand was placed on the half of the bed, gently stroking.

In the end, unwilling to reconcile, he clutched the quilt tightly, and his joints turned white from the force.

It took a long time before Shen Yingqiu dared to turn sideways and look at the cold side of the bed.

He sniffed the pillow next to him.

Well, there is still the smell of that demon.

Shen Yingqiu touched the pillow and quilt, thinking to herself, why did you leave without saying a word?

And don't let me watch you leave.

You villain, you know that I can't bear to see you leave.

As everyone knows, I can't stand not seeing you one more time before you leave.

Bad demon, really bad.

Suddenly, thinking that this demon was afraid of his own sadness, he chose to leave quietly, which was very rare for him who is so stubborn.

Moreover, he fulfilled his promise and promised himself to be as healthy as an ordinary person.

Thinking of this, I feel warm in my heart.

When one leaf falls, one knows autumn in the world.

Autumn solstice, the weather turns cooler.

Although there was Qiuhu, he didn't struggle for a few days, so he let his temper go, and it rained a few times.

The so-called, one autumn rain and one cold.

So, on this day, it quickly became cold.

Shui Qianmo had been gone for more than half a month, but Shen Yingqiu had been thinking about him obsessively for more than half a month, and she was quite haggard.

No one could stop him from thinking about that monster, not even himself.

After an autumn rain, Shen Yingqiu fell ill.

He didn't tell his parents that he was recovering from his illness, and he never went out with his clothes covered, so they didn't see that he was recovering.

This time, he was very ill and very weak. He was lying on the bed, drinking those bitter medicines, and couldn't speak a word because of the pain.

It's not because of the pain of the medicine, but the discomfort.

Rather, suffering from having too much of what he can't get.

The most uncomfortable thing is that there is no relationship with that monster, and they cannot fall in love.

He thought, why did the heaven want us, a human and a monster, to have such a thousand-year relationship, but finally want us to separate?

Thinking of this, he gritted his teeth with hatred.

why! ?

Why is it?

Shen Yingqiu lay there thinking, complaining and hating.

He didn't dare to imagine how desolate and boring it would be without this demon's company in the years to come.

I really dare not even think about it. Whenever I think of this, I just feel uncomfortable even to breathe.

Therefore, I can only suppress this negative thought in a hurry.

Force yourself to say: He will come back!Chimo will be back!

A few days later, the frost began to rise, and the night was cold.

Looking at this day, it seems that it is going to be winter.

Shen Yingqiu thought.

"Qiu'er, Qiu'er."

He turned his head and saw his mother pushing the door in with a quilt in her arms.

"It's cold at night, mother prepared an extra quilt for you."

Shen Yingqiu smiled: "Mother, it's not winter yet, there are so many buildings, winter is here, what should I do?"

"For a brazier in winter, you need to prepare more quilts. You can't freeze you right now. Hot spots are better than cold spots. Otherwise, your body will be uncomfortable."

After Shen Yingqiu heard this, she felt guilty. She was already well, but she was still pretending to be sick.

It's not that I don't want to say it, but, the pain in my heart is more than the joy, teach him how to happily say that he is cured, and how to say how well he is?

In the end, I had no choice but to sigh secretly and decided not to speak.

These days, I live unhurriedly.

It was cool in late autumn, but Shen Yingqiu would still carry a chair and sit in the yard for a while, his gaze mostly staying on the big tree.

Thinking that the demon used to lean on the tree and accompany him.

"A fish in a tree."

"You are so boring."

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile.

That stupid fish.

After sitting for a while, he felt sleepy, and his insomnia has become worse recently, so during the day, he would always fall asleep, and most of the sleep would be groggy.

He went back to bed and fell asleep again. At lunch time, his mother called him a few times, but he didn't want to get up. Finally, seeing that he was so sleepy, he quietly closed the door and retreated out.

Shen Yingqiu slept for quite a long time, and when she woke up, it was already evening, she walked to the courtyard alone, watching the sun set and the sky gradually darken, she suddenly had the illusion of losing most of the world.

Moving a chair, bringing a cup of hot tea, and holding a book in her hand, Shen Yingqiu sat in the yard, watching the fallen leaves, feeling the wind, quietly watching the sunset in the distance fall inch by inch, without a word. A word, no expression.

The evening wind is half cold and half warm, with a thin coolness.Shen Yingqiu just sat there for a long, long time.

"It has nothing to do with Fengyue. At some point in the future, you will be lonely. I will wait for you to come back."

"Ah."

You bad fish, you accepted that day, why, why haven't you come to see me for so long?Why never come back?

You really don't miss me at all?

Alas, on the day of parting, I didn't mean that I would not let people come to find me.

Shen Yingqiu closed her eyes, suddenly let out a long sigh, shook her head, then frowned again, the expression on her face was indescribably complicated.

He sat there, kicking the ground under his feet, one after another.

The strength is getting heavier and heavier, as if venting anger.

After a long time, he stood up and walked slowly towards the house.

The days passed quickly, and some days passed, and I don't know the exact date.

Shen Yingqiu only remembered that when she woke up, there was a vast expanse of white outside the window, with dazzling eyes.

Snowing.

After blinking, Shen Yingqiu secretly sighed.

It's snowing, and the demon hasn't come back yet.

I remember that on the day he left, the trees in this yard were still lush and green, but now, it is actually a vast expanse of white, leaving only a piece of paleness.

Dress up and put on your cloak,

Stepping out of the door, the dazzling whiteness made him unable to open his eyes.

He raised his hand to half cover his eyes, looking at the snow scene in the yard.

After a moment of silence, I took a few steps and grabbed a handful of snow.

cold.

Really cold.

He threw the snowflakes that had already melted in his hands on the ground, stared at the white snow on the ground for a moment, then turned and entered the house.

In the past, in winter, I loved watching snow scenes the most.

But now.

Without the company of the demon, I feel that there is nothing to see in this snow scene.

At night, the charcoal fire in the house was burning vigorously, but he was leaning against the open window, his eyes drifting away.

I don't know what to think.

After a long, long time, he looked away, closed the window, lay down on the bed, and blew out the candles in the room.

In this dark, cold night.

Shen Yingqiu's last line of defense finally collapsed.

Holding the quilt covered by Shui Qianmo, facing the air, she called: "Stupid fish."

Just this sound made him burst into tears, unable to make a sound.

For a long time, for a long time.

Sucking his nose, he murmured softly, "I miss you."

Really Want……

Then there was no other words, only a trace of sadness in the dark night.

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Good night, everyone, two articles together, I hope you like it