[Attack on Titan] Junia's Diary of a Soldier

33.

Thick and thin hair.

If Junia had to describe her awareness of Levi's emotions, that's what she would probably say.

I won't wrap you in a passionate embrace, and then make you so sweet that it's hard to breathe.

It won't accompany you like the spring breeze and be gentle like water, and then if you don't have him, you will be lonely and unbearable.

He seems to hope that you can survive unscathed even if you leave him, and at the same time, he deeply understands that you don't want to get rid of him in this life, and you are willing to stay with him even if you are trapped in a cage named Levi. beside.

Junia thinks this is Levi's love.

Very possessive but does not take away your abilities, Levi's love.

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"Put the wounded on a wooden carriage covered with hay, put the corpses on a wooden board and cover them with a white cloth, and move quickly. The team leader said that we should try our best to get back inside the wall before sunset!"

"Yes!"

Looking at the corpses covered with white cloth lined up on the grass, most of the soldiers were too busy to open them one by one, so they didn’t have time to confirm whether they were their friends. Having already done preliminary treatment, she lay on the pile of dry grass and closed her eyes tightly. Junia clenched her hand on her chest.

It only took half a day to end up like this.

This is the first time that Levi's class has become like this, and Junia also hopes that it will be the last time.

"Why didn't you treat your injury?"

Seeing that the scratches on Junia's body were still eye-catching red, Levi frowned and pulled her arm and dragged her towards the medical soldier. Junia didn't resist and knew that she was wrong and let Levi pull her.

"I just heard that the two soldiers said that you and the regiment leader were inhumane and abandoned the corpses of their companions."

Such words are so harsh, knowing that Levi and the leader are naturally considering the overall situation, Junia is a little worried that Levi will care.

"What do you think?"

Seeing Junia's closed brown eyes, Levi pursed his lips and spoke.

"You just don't want your living subordinates to risk their lives for the dead, I believe you."

"Hmph, that's fine, I don't care what those people say with short-sighted eyes... But, you can think of it that way, it's good."

Just when Junia thought Levi would say something like 'I'm very happy', the words turned into 'very good'.

Obviously the corners of his mouth are raised!What's so arrogant about being arrogant, you can't grow taller because you have always been arrogant! !

Thinking that the column of Levi's height on the file was empty, Junia felt that it was tricky. Levi's class agreed that it was because the medical examiners didn't have the guts to write 1.6 meters under Levi's threatening eyes. He didn't have the guts to increase the height casually and didn't know how much Levi would need to be satisfied, so he just left it blank.

Of course, Junia made up countless times that Levi stepped on his feet when he was measuring his height, with a calm and natural look on his face... and every time he thought about it, he would laugh uncontrollably for a long time.

Junia rolled her eyes and made a face behind Levi's invisible face. Before she could hold back her expression, Levi pressed her into the chair for a moment, and saw that Levi quickly passed from the side. The medic took a bottle of medicine in his hand.

"what is this?"

Yunia thinks why this bottle has a strong feeling, and it will hurt to death if it gets on the wound?

"Hydrogen peroxide."

This answer was not much different from 'don't know' to Junia.

"...I'll do it myself.

Reaching out to catch Fukong, Levi raised his hand holding the hydrogen peroxide and cotton swabs and raised his eyebrows.

"Do you know where?"

"Of course!"

As she said that, Junia quickly raised her hand to touch her cheek, but she didn't touch the wound under her fingertips. She moved up and down suspiciously, but when she touched the wound, she withdrew her hand in pain.

"let go.

This time Levi's tone became tougher, and Junia honestly put down her hands to enjoy the high-level treatment of Captain Levi's medicine... The problem is that Levi used it directly?

"hiss……

He took a deep breath in pain, but after the first second when the medicine touched the wound, there was basically no pain. Feeling the cool liquid dripping down his face and onto his clothes, Junia realized that she had just died escape.

"Detoxing and disinfecting."

After finishing the four concise words, Levi picked up a little white ointment with a cotton swab before applying it.

The movement was unexpectedly gentle, compared with the ferocity and sharpness when holding the knife, Levi who was holding the cotton swab at this moment was really too gentle, when Junia unconsciously wanted to immerse herself in the illusion, a malicious force pulled her back Come on.

"It hurts!"

"It's your wound that's uneven."

"It's just a scratch, and it's still uneven?!"

"whispering sound."

The warmth and noise of Levi and Junia attracted the frequent glances of the soldiers coming and going around. Although the news that the two had an affair almost spread very early, but seeing it with my own eyes Still somewhat surprising.

"Levi... did you hurt your leg?"

After carefully observing Levi's stalemate for a long time before using very subtle movements to get on the horse, Junia basically confirmed her guess, approached and looked up at Levi who was sitting on the horse looking down at her and asked straightforwardly.

"No, it doesn't matter."

The two words without hesitation kept Junia silent for a second.

"Looks like Levi's class is going to be on sick leave."

To hell with nothing.After finishing speaking, Junia hurriedly turned around and slipped to sit in the carriage where Petola and the others were lying. Firstly, she was considered a wounded person, and secondly, she wanted to accompany Petola.

"I'm on sick leave. Levi's leg injury can't get worse, and it's good for you to take a break."

Erwin's faint words made Levi's eyes quickly sweep over.

"Erwin, do you also like to do things like listening to the corner?"

"No, I just found out that you were missing, so I came to see what happened."

I have to say that Erwin has a serious facial paralysis without changing his face. No matter what lies he tells, it is hard to doubt. How can he lie when he always feels like this?

However, in fact, Erwin has indeed kept a calm face and listened for a while...

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Allen woke up from a coma, Petola and the four of them all entered the medical department, Levi was on sick leave with a leg injury, and Junia was on sick leave.At the moment, only Alan, Junia, and Levi are left in the base, and a wonderful and indescribable atmosphere spreads among the three.

"Hey, that guy Erwin said that he has something important to come, but he still hasn't come."

With his feet domineeringly resting on the table, Levi sat impatiently on the main seat, knocked on the table impatiently, raised his hand and drank the black tea that Junia had just made.

"Today, the captain said a lot unexpectedly..."

Allen whispered to Junia on the side, since just now, the captain has been talking about it alone.

"I'm good at talking, kid, do you have any opinions?"

It's never a wise choice to bite one's ear in front of Levi, although it's not a good ear, but Levi's all senses are surprisingly good, such as vision is more like hearing.

"No……"

Junia snickered twice, and Levi admitted that he was quite self-aware, but this also shows that Levi was in a particularly irritable mood today, maybe it was because of sick leave or because he was powerless to let go giantess.

"I'll go out and have a look and get some air."

Allen was really restless, so he found an excuse and ran out.

"I've always been conflicted about whether I should believe in my abilities, or should I believe in you as my companions. I should trust and rely on you, but in the end I almost ended up dying. If you were all dead today instead of being seriously injured, this I may have to repeat the question countless times, and I don't even know the answer."

Maybe it was Allen who went out, Levi was silent for a while, his eyes looked at the flickering candlelight and he spoke in a slow voice, with the usual tough tone of speech, Junia watched him flickering with the candlelight Huan's face was a little drunk.

"Isn't it good to believe what you see, hear, and touch?"

Levi's thinking is always unexpectedly deep and terrifying, but straightforward and deep.

After thinking about it, Junia expressed her understanding.

"No, compared to what I saw, heard, or touched, I would rather trust that pain that makes people feel clear. Pain is a way to deepen memory."

His eyes moved from the candlelight to Junia's face, with a very subtle expression of relaxation, Levi refuted his opinion and expressed his unique opinion, and clasped his hands in front of his chest after speaking, as if this passage was his most profound personal experience .

"Then...all the pain I put on my body is to make me remember better?"

Following Levi's meaning, Junia smiled and asked back.

"You understand quickly."

There are some words that don't need to be said, Junia smiled knowingly, agreeing with her previous thoughts even more.

Thick and thin.

Levi's feelings are slowly oozing out and savoring and feeling. Under the dim light, Levi's expression becomes lazy, his blurred gray-black eyes are half closed, and he doesn't know what he is thinking about.

Smiling uncontrollably, Junia suddenly thought of a very deadly sentence.

"For the sake of being so kind to me, I don't think you're short."

Of course, as soon as this remark came out, the consequences can be imagined. When Allen brought the leader and the others in, they saw Junia sitting in the seat farthest away from Levi covering her bleeding mouth.

Junia was pretending to be dead throughout the meeting, thinking of what Levi whispered in her ear, Junia felt that her whole body was going to burn.

"Don't dislike me? I don't dislike you for giving yourself to me."

After scolding the hooligan a hundred times in her heart, Junia still blushed shamefully.