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Shang Bai sent Shi Muran back home, during the whole process, his face was gloomy, he didn't say a word, Shi Muran didn't dare to ask easily.

After arriving in the room, Shi Muran changed into his slippers and walked into the sofa, Shang Bai closed the door with his backhand, and walked into Shi Muran slowly.

Shi Muran sat obediently on the sofa, maintaining his usual posture with his hands hanging on his legs, obviously embarrassed.

Seeing him like this, Shang Bai sighed softly, stroked the curly and soft hair of the young master with his broad palms, finally calmed down a little in his heart, and said after a while: "Don't you have anything to ask me?"

Yes, there are many, but I dare not ask easily, for fear that he will be unhappy if he speaks out.

"Of course, are you always so careful? Will it be tiring to be with me?"

Shi Muran immediately replied: "No!"

Be careful because you care.

Shang Bai sneered, and looked at the young master tenderly, feeling very satisfied.

He used to want to have a smart and sensible Omega, but now he desperately hopes that his Omega can be more self-willed.Like, it really is the most unreasonable thing in the world.

Shang Bai didn't intend to keep hiding Shi Muran's secrets, since Shang Mingchang appeared, some things were not good for him, so he just kept hiding.

"Shang Mingchang is indeed my father, but I don't admit it."

So Shang Bai is really the rumored illegitimate child?

"In the third year after my mother passed away, I moved out by myself. When I was a little older, I stopped accepting any help from him and started to rely on myself. I wanted to completely sever ties with him."

Shi Muran saw Shang Bai's expression slowly changing into pain, and felt a prick in his heart, and his sharp-toothed and sharp-tongued wit disappeared completely: "Shang Bai..."

"Of course..." Shang Bai raised his head, his eyes fluctuated, "I hate him very much."

How much I hate him, I don’t know, but I will eventually become him.

When Shang Bai accidentally bumped into Shang Mingchang having an affair with Omega, he felt nauseated. When Shang Mingchang received a call from his mother, he rushed out of the gate.

Just when he was about to vent the suffocation in his chest, his mother stood in front of him smiling like a flower.

Only then did Shang Bai know that his mother had actually noticed his father's betrayal earlier than he did.

After that, the two people still acted as if nothing had happened, respecting each other as guests, without seeing the slightest change, but their relationship became more and more estranged day by day.

How can the broken mirror be glued together again? The business name Chang Cheng was not at home all day, and the mother's mood gradually became unstable. She began to sit on the sofa alone for a long time in a daze, and then there was a weird smile on the corner of her mouth, watching business cypress.

But as soon as Shang Mingchang came home, she seemed to be a different person, and her eyes were no longer gloomy. She would put on the most beautiful dress, put on the most exquisite and beautiful makeup, and turn around to Shang Ming in a gentle and generous manner. Chang soup.

But when the soup was finished, Shang Mingchang would leave most of the time.

At that time, Shang Bai was still very young, but his psychology was much more mature than ordinary people, which was somewhat related to the top-level Alpha pheromone in him.

Even so, the fear of bad things that belonged to a child still took over his heart, and he sometimes wanted to ask his father to stay at home overnight.

It's not that she doesn't want him to go, it's just that if he goes, Mother Omega will overturn the table and smash the plates full of delicate dishes.

Sometimes, he would cut his own flesh and blood with the shimmering plate fragments.

Shang Bai was flustered and frightened at first, but later became very calm after many times, and even learned to bandage her.

One day, Shang Bai finally stopped his father when he was about to leave home, and took him with him to witness the whole process of his mother going crazy.

With pain in his eyes, Shang Mingchang invited the best psychiatrist for his mother. During that time, he rarely went out again, and his mother's illness seemed to be gradually improving.

Just when Shang Bai thought the family could still go on, two unexpected guests came to the house suddenly.

Omega took a girl to find the mother who was cooking in the kitchen wearing an apron, and she was preparing Shangbai's birthday longevity noodles.

The mother took off her apron, sat down gracefully on the sofa, and even made a cup of tea for the woman herself.

And that girl who looked three or four years older than Shang Bai had been sitting quietly beside Omega, turned her head to the study, and looked at the silent Shang Bai.

Shang Bai's expression was indifferent, and the girl looked very similar to Shang Mingchang.

The two of them talked peacefully for more than an hour without arguing, and the mother always had a gentle smile on her face.

Shang Bai didn't know what they said at that time, but just when he thought that Omega had quit, Shang Mingchang often didn't go home again.

The mother is no longer as angry as before, and she has learned to use her pheromones to call her father home.They have a high degree of compatibility, the kind that even if they are thousands of miles apart, Shang Mingchang will come back to mark her mother whenever she has a fever.

After that, the mother learned to control Shang Mingchang with pheromones.She is no longer as noisy as before, and she no longer laughs, like a walking dead.

She surprisingly cooperated with all the treatments of the psychiatrist, Shang Bai saw the slowly numb expression on her face, and suddenly felt chills in his heart.

He saw the awkwardness, but he couldn't tell what was awkward.Later, he learned that his mother's depression was already very serious at that time, so severe that she lost hope of life and regarded death as home.

A person no longer feels pain, it is because she has been hurt to the bone a long time ago, and the scars are willing to be exposed, it is also because she is either dead or injured, and the injury is not important.

Finally one day, that is, the second year after Omega came to look for her, my mother put on a water-blue dress and beautiful curly hair, and personally celebrated Shang Bai’s birthday. Bring it back to the table.

That day, she and Shang Bai sat face to face, smiling brightly, Shang Bai never knew that it would be the last time he saw her smile.

He looked at the cake and longevity noodles on the dining table, and the corner of his mouth twitched abruptly: "Mom, I thought you were not at home."

The woman's eyes sparkled again: "My son's birthday is today, how can I not be at home", and finally added, "Blow out the candles and make a wish."

Shang Bai blew out the candles and started cutting the cake, handing one piece to the woman and keeping the other piece for himself.

However, just as he was about to put the cake in his mouth with a fork, his mother suddenly said: "Shang Bai, you are the best gift God has given to mother."

The mother looked good that day, and her spirits were normal.

But later she knocked over the cake in Shang Bai's hands, and said inexplicably: "Mom forgot, the cake has already fallen off."

Shang Bai only ate the bowl of longevity noodles.

When he was sleeping that day, his mother came to his bedroom and covered him with a quilt carefully and gently.

Such a woman made Shang Bai both familiar and unfamiliar.Familiarity is because when he was very young, his mother often covered him with a quilt so tenderly, but strangeness is that she has never been so gentle for a long, long time.

At that time, my mother took a deep look at Shang Bai: "Xiao Bai, you are really a treasure given to me by God, but I can't keep it to myself. You are so outstanding, you should belong to more people."

For example, it belongs to sunshine and belongs to love.But the only thing that cannot belong to darkness.

"Mom has sunk too deep and can't get out, so I can't take you with me."

Shang Bai grabbed her hand and asked softly, "Where do you take me?"

His mother stroked his hair, with a sly gleam in his eyes, and a very mysterious smile: "This is a secret, I can't tell you, I am not going to take you with me, you are too good, I want to stay with you Father."

Shang Bai wanted to say something more, but his mother covered his mouth: "Shh, be quiet, it's time to sleep."

Shang Bai was stunned, and said good night to her.

The mother backed out lightly, and when the door was closing, she suddenly said something to Shang Bai, which seemed very important, and she said it several times.

Shang Bai always thought that his mother was just warning him that pheromones would not deceive people.

So, he remembered it for a long, long time after that.

When his mother walked out of his bedroom, she turned and went to the living room. She put the cake cut by Shang Bai into her mouth one by one, with a relieved smile on her face...

Shang Bai woke up from the nightmare the next day, got out of bed in a daze, opened the door and went to the living room, where his mother lay quietly on the cold floor.

His blood flowed backward in an instant, and he didn't know how he got to his mother's side. Anyway, when he held his mother's hand, the touch was cold.

She had a smile on her face, and there were unfinished cakes on the floor, but her heartbeat never stopped.

[The author has something to say: There is a foreshadowing buried in front of the section where my mother celebrates Shang Bai’s birthday. In Chapter 28 (for the convenience of Ni Meng’s reading, I have been looking for it for a long time), I forgot about the plot, so let’s review it La. 】