How to make the white lotus surrender

Zhu Zhi's eyelids trembled slightly, and the calm and gentle young man seemed to lose his calm shell in an instant.

He subconsciously took a step back and clenched his fingers.

The corners of Yuebai's robe fluttered in the air, giving off a very beautiful, broken sense of fragility.

Yu Deng struggled to half stand up, and his little finger gently hooked the young man's cuff.

His movements were too soft and feeble, if he took a random step back inadvertently, the hooked fingertips would be thrown off.

But Zhu Zhi seemed to be bound in place by the weak force of the fingertips, and he couldn't move his feet.

Yu Deng opened his lips, his face was pale and cold, perhaps because this is a puppet body, so his skin is not as white as jade, but has a feminine feeling like white paper.

Yu Deng could feel that the blocked force in his throat was being slowly dissipated.

He worked very hard to let his vocal cords make a sound, and because of the urgency, his cheeks were covered with a thin layer of charm.

"...Senior Sister, I... am back."

The young man's voice was too hoarse, but it was terribly beautiful.

Zhu Zhi's throat slid slightly, he clenched his finger bones with some restraint, turned his face slightly for a while, and responded hoarsely.

It even sounded cold.

But Yu Deng knew that this pale, almost sick young man was just covering up his embarrassing and fragile side in front of him.

The strength of the limbs began to recover with a momentum of recovery, Yu Deng's lower eyelids were still slightly red, he casually wiped the moisture from his cheeks, stood up, walked lightly and steadily, and walked to the side of the young man.

Yu Deng's hands trembled slightly, and he gently hugged his senior sister.

Zhu Zhi couldn't see anything, but he clearly wanted to.

His whole body was stiff, and he didn't know where to put his hands. In the end, he just clenched them tightly, and the blue veins on the back of his thin white hands were obviously pulsating.

Yu Deng looked up at him, Zhu Zhi was taller than him, his delicate and gentle face was thin and sickly, even showing a bit of nervous sharpness.

Yu Deng's eyes were red again, and his tears could not be stopped. He wept quietly, like a weeping Buddha statue.

It is a Buddha who only wishes to take care of one person.

"Senior sister, does it hurt?"

Zhu Zhi pursed her lips, her voice was hoarse, and her voice was very weak, as if she was afraid of disturbing something: "It hurts a bit."

His expression was a bit aggrieved, and it seemed that he was just narrating calmly.

Just after he finished speaking, he thought for a while, and then added: "But it doesn't feel like much to me." Don't be afraid of me.

Yu Deng's voice was a bit crying, because this body was too honest, he couldn't restrain himself at all: "In the future, tell me if it hurts, even if it hurts even a little bit."

Zhu Zhi's gentle and calm expression suddenly changed. His expression was too bewildered, a little dazed and indescribable fear, which completely subverted his previous restrained and elegant appearance, as if his mask had been smashed, and he could no longer support him. Can't help the many emotions that were buried.

He closed his eyes, he said don't cry, I will tell you from now on, it really doesn't hurt.

Yu Deng hummed, and hugged the young man's slender waist with great force.

Zhu Zhi let go of his hand, and his arms lightly climbed onto Yu Deng's shoulders. His gesture of embracing the young man was very intimate and possessive.

After a while, Yu Deng let go, and his tone was a little more relaxed: "So, senior sister, what is the situation of this dream? When did you recover your memory?"

Zhu Zhi pursed his lips, and said after a while: "I have controlled the way of heaven. It uses life and death chess as a medium to connect the two worlds, so that I can meet you in the dream."

"My memory has always been intermittent, and I remember it intermittently."

Yu Deng raised his eyes and looked at the young man in front of him. Zhu Zhi's closed eyes made him feel pain in his heart.

He said, "Your eyes..."

Zhu Zhi seemed to know what he said, and quickly said: "This is a dream, and I won't be really hurt. Besides, the Zhulong python has a very strong recovery ability. Xiaodeng, you don't have to worry about me. You can recover within two or three days at most." It's grown up."

Yu Deng felt a little unspeakable in his heart. He was not only distressed, but also had an unspeakable sense of depression. He gritted his teeth and looked at the young man in front of him and said, "Zhu Zhi, you are always like this."

Yu Deng rarely calls Zhu Zhi's full name directly, he always calls Senior Sister Zhu Zhi habitually, and occasionally calls Zhi Zhi very affectionately, so suddenly calling Zhu Zhi's name like this makes everyone look solemn.

Zhu Zhi lowered his eyes even more quietly, maybe people who lost their sight would be more sensitive, he pursed his lips and lowered his head, as if admitting his mistake.

But he clearly didn't know where he was wrong. He was only afraid that his sweetheart would hate him, fear him, and even want to leave him.

Yu Deng gently opened the young man's clenched fist, and clasped his cold hand intimately with five fingers.

He said: "Zhu Zhi, I don't like the feeling of being hidden from others, I don't like being cheated, I don't like being blindly protected by others."

The more he said, Zhu Zhi's expression became stiffer, his already pale face became even paler than white paper, as if he would die in a second.

Yu Deng raised his head slightly, and a kiss fell on the young man's lips.

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He leaned on the side of the young man's neck, his voice was a little unsteady: "Maybe you have been in the Demon Realm and don't understand how to fall in love. Actually, I don't understand either, but the relationship between us should be equal, not that you love each other. For me, I have to give without a bottom line; if you don’t want to make me sad or worried, hide some things that you think are bad and make decisions for me; think that I will hate some of your shortcomings, so you keep hiding them.”

"It will be very tiring for us to get along in this way. If we want to be together forever in the future, then I will know your true side sooner or later. There will definitely be some small friction between us, but you don't have to let me all the way. In the face of danger, We can face it together, we can turn our backs on each other without fear of betrayal."

"Zhu Zhi, I was abandoned by my parents since I was a child. I never believed in love before. I always wanted to live my whole life alone. But now, I want to believe in you."

Yu Deng exerted a little force in his hands, as if he wanted to transfer the heat in his body through the touch of his wrists.

Zhu Zhi's expression was a little numb, or he never thought that Yu Deng would say this to him.

He is always pessimistic and desperate, always thinking that Yu Deng knows the real him and will definitely abandon him without hesitation.

How could anyone in the world like a crippled monster like him?

If Yu Deng knew his real appearance, it would be normal to hate him, just like those who took his blood, they hated and disliked him extremely, and at the same time knelt down to him when the sacrifice was taking blood, calling him It is a gift from the gods.

They said he was nothing more than an animal.

Zhu Zhi's pale face was covered with fine sweat stains, and his haggard and sickly appearance made people feel pity.

He was slow and firm, and his black hair was pulled to his chest by the wind. His voice was too gentle, even a little illusory, like the uneasiness after a long-cherished wish was fulfilled: "...I know, I will Change, I won't hide it from you...as long as you don't leave me."

Yu Deng's fingers rubbed against his side face: "I don't know how to say sweet words, not to mention that some things don't need to be guaranteed, and everything can be proved day after day."

Zhu Zhi's ears were completely red.

This is when the two of them are truly open and honest.

Yu Deng asked when he would be able to leave the dream world, Zhu Zhi was silent for a moment, his mood seemed a little depressed, he did not hide his true emotions, but for the first time he really showed his true emotions in front of Yu Deng.

"It may not work now. I went back and asked Heaven. It has no ability to bring you back or let me go to your world. This world has been restarted too many times. It can't bear too much. It can only rely on life and death chess and us The soul-soul connection between the two, smashing the void, let me go through the small world to find the world where you are."

Yu Deng was slightly stunned, and suddenly asked: "How many times has the world restarted?"

Many pictures seemed to flash in his mind, all of which were pictures of himself getting along with the young and young Zhu Zhi.

Zhu Zhi pursed her lips, her eyebrows and eyes slightly curved, as if she was a little happy: "Well, Xiaodeng, this is not the first time we met."

Looking at his fair side face, Yu Deng suddenly thought of something, and tightened his hands: "So, these dreams all happened in real life?"

Zhu Zhi nodded hesitantly. Hearing something wrong with the young man's voice, he explained softly: "It's all over. We couldn't help ourselves at the time, and we don't even remember it after the world restarts..."

"I only know now that no matter how long it takes, no matter how God manipulates you, you will come to find me, and you never abandoned me."

"We love each other and that's enough."

Yu Deng was silent for a long time before forcing a smile: "Well, what we should think about is the present moment."

"In the future, we will definitely go on for a long time to make up for the previous lives."

The corners of Zhu Zhi's lips curled up, and there was a bit of pink on his face, he rarely laughed so uncontrollably, without the slightest haze, the sun seemed to shine into his heart completely.

Youth is like a radiant willow branch, so full of vitality that one cannot help but be moved.

Yu Deng's mood changed with the mood of the young man, and he bent his lips and asked, "It shouldn't be too difficult for you to crush the void, but generally things are not so simple, will there be any price?"

Zhu Zhi's lips moved, he seemed to be thinking about something, but he remembered what Yu Deng said, he hated cheating, they were lovers, and they had to face everything together.

Just thinking of these few words, there is an unbelievable sweetness fermenting in his heart, sweeter than the sugar pill Yu Deng once gave him.

So he had to compromise: "It's not difficult to crush the void, but the difficult thing is that even if we have telepathy between us, the influence of various small worlds after crushing the void may make me unable to find the exact direction. I may need to spend some effort , to find you slowly."

"This dream has come to an end. If I choose to wake up, we may not see each other for a long, long time."

There was an indescribable sense of loneliness on the young man's expression.

He said: "What if you fell in love with someone else during this time?"

Yu Deng couldn't help but knocked on his head: "Why don't you say that I'm still worried that you will be fascinated by other goblins."

Zhu Zhi said very seriously: "I will never, I have already made a vow to the soul, if I betray you, I will be burned by karma and live forever."

Yu Deng couldn't help biting his back molars: "Zhu Zhi, you're doing it again now, are you starting to pretend to be a white lotus, right? Who doesn't know that it is impossible for the two of them after the merging of spirits and souls to accommodate others, don't you?" Just want to hear me confess to you?"

The author has something to say: the countdown is almost over!

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