imaginary rival

Yan An felt that the things he did were no one else.

Who would Baidu such a thing in the early morning of the birthday?

And still in the case of just washing the pants.

No one should be able to do such a thing.

If this matter is shared, Yan An feels that he can become famous, and no matter what, he can be elected as one of the top ten people who touched Chinese boyfriends. After all...however you look at it, it is not normal.

And Yan An was too embarrassed to tell anyone about it.

Some pictures with unclear meanings popped up on the search page——Yan An actually couldn’t understand why some people always like to use food as a metaphor for making messy things, such as banana sausage. After such a metaphor, should they eat it or not ah.

There was a time before, probably in the first semester of high school, before Jiang Shiyu came, he and Xie Lanlan were squatting in the canteen and eating sausages, and when a few boys came over and saw Xie Lanlan, they started whistling at her, and gave birth to his mother At that time, he blew very loudly like a whistle.

Yan An and Xie Lanlan reacted almost instantly. They made a very low-level "joke" to Xie Lanlan, which was not cryptic, because Xie Lanlan, a girl, was eating sausage.

Although those boys were beaten up by me and Xie Lanlan, they were still not relieved, and always wanted to find a chance to beat them up again...

Yan An stared at the screen.

fuck it.

Off topic.

Yan An swiped across the messy pictures, buried himself in the quilt, took a deep breath, and continued to look down.

The first article to look down: How did two men xx-expert answer ([-] articles in total)

[xx Chief Physician

Hello, in the situation you mentioned, AIDS is transmitted through mother to child...]

Yan An has never been so speechless in his life. He was silent for a while, exited the webpage, stared at the ceiling for a while, and felt that it was useless to just look at Baidu.

He probably knew what to do in his heart, hadn't eaten pork, hadn't seen a pig running, hadn't he seen a pig?

If you haven’t seen a pig, you must have heard of it, right?

Looking at these meaningless Baidu experience information strips, it's better...to watch the movie directly.

See how the pigs run.

Boys almost have one or two small websites, which are placed in the most hidden favorites on their mobile phones or computers. Yan An also has such a website, which was shared with him by Chang Ze before. Just popped it out to have a look.

He clicked on the regular dialog box, searched for a while, and found the address of the link. Yan An copied it to the browser, opened it, and various people immediately appeared in front of him.

Yan An only felt that the blood all over his body began to flow to his face, his skin was burning like a fever, and if he burned it for a while, he might be able to move his hairline back a few centimeters.

He got out of bed, went to lock the door, took the charged earphones by the bed and put them on again, thought about it and took them off again, played a song casually, and put them on again after making sure that the earphones did not leak sound earphone,

It’s hard to find films of the same sex on this kind of relatively open website. Yan An searched for a long time before finding one. After 5 minutes, he took off the earphones again, played the song and checked to make sure there was no sound leakage, and then lifted the quilt , The whole person got in, buried his head in the quilt, and only dared to turn up the volume.

Feeling like a thief, he was afraid that something might disturb someone, so he took a deep breath and clicked on the video.

The video needs to be buffered. After going through a black screen for 15 seconds or more, Yan An didn't know how he spent this time. He just felt stuffy in the quilt, lack of oxygen, dizzy, and burned his face before he even started to look at it. A poached egg.

After the buffer was over, Yan An poked his head out, took a deep breath, and then hid back. He poked the play button in the center of the screen with his finger, and the screen he wanted to see immediately appeared on the screen, but it didn't feel like what he thought.

After all, he himself didn't know how he wanted to feel.

Yan An stared at the screen intently, and unconsciously grasped the quilt with his hands. He didn't feel anything, and his mood was neither excited nor dull, but the arms exposed by the two people in the video were really too white, even whiter than Jiang Shiyu's. .

...oh, it's a white guy.

Jiang Shiyu wasn't that white.

As the time of the video progressed, the progress bar moved rapidly, and Yan An's thoughts became more and more deviated.

Jiang Shiyu.

I really miss Jiang Shiyu.

Yan An still doesn't understand how much he likes Jiang Shiyu, but he knows very well that Jiang Shiyu is the first person who made him dare to take this step, and also the first person who told him how the future should be. people who go down.

It's hard for parents to say these things, it's inconvenient to say it, and they don't want to put on an adult posture to say it, and even if Yan An said it, he might not listen, but if Jiang Shiyu, who is his age, said it, Yan An would really say it. Take it into consideration.

Sometimes the suggestions of peers are easier to listen to than the suggestions of parents, and they will communicate better.

If they are not a couple, they will definitely become each other's family.

But better as a couple.

Couples... couples can touch and hug, Yan An quite likes to touch and hug with Jiang Shiyu.

But this one is so compelling that you can't touch it!

Yan An sat up suddenly, a surge of anger suddenly rose in his chest.

Why not let me touch it!

He grabbed the phone, and was just about to ask Jiang Shiyu why he didn't let him touch it, when his disconnected thoughts suddenly connected - what am I doing?I'm watching a movie!When I was watching the film, I actually planned to ask my boyfriend why he wouldn't let me touch it!

Please Yanan!Go see a doctor, don't let the disease overcome you as soon as possible!

It's really impossible to find a prison for a while!

It's okay to find a factory to accept the soles!

Yan An rubbed his hair irritably. Just as he was about to close the video, he caught a glimpse of the screen and stopped on it. The progress bar was halfway through, and the video continued to play. Yan An glanced at it, and his brain, which had finally reconnected, was disconnected again. .

Yan An didn't know how to describe the short 5-minute video.

After the video finished playing, it automatically turned to a black screen, and the entire room was also shrouded in darkness. The sound of vehicles passing by outside became very clear. Yan An put down his phone in a daze. When the vision is blinded, the hearing is extremely sensitive.

He heard one or two sounds of vehicles entering the garage from downstairs from time to time, and he also heard the rain that was getting heavier, crackling and falling on the ground and eaves, and finally formed puddles after puddles in the community—listen The most clearly heard was the sound of his own heavy breathing as if he had run five thousand and five thousand five hundred and fifty.

Yan An didn't dare to close his eyes, because Yan An was afraid that he would think of the white man when he closed his eyes, and it was the strangest thing to compare the white man with Jiang Shiyu.

Jiang Shiyu is really quite white.

This summer passed without tanning.

Could it be some kind of illness?

The earphones were taken off, but he still seemed to be able to hear those voices. His heart was beating very fast and his reaction was very intense. Logically speaking, he should do it by himself now, but Yan An didn't think of moving at this time.

He didn't understand his own emotions.

nausea?dislike?impulse?None of these emotions could accurately describe his mood.

After a while, Yan An moved his hands, grabbed the quilt tightly, turned over and lay down.

I want to move.

Not one finger wants to move.

He listened to the rain outside the house, and his mood gradually calmed down. As long as he didn't think of those things in the video, he wouldn't have any rejection reaction, but that kind of reaction can't be called a complete rejection, in short...very strangeness.

After lying down for a while, Yan An went to the toilet, came out after washing his hands, lay on the bed, and suddenly said to himself: "It's nice to be young..."

After speaking, I laughed, and slowly moved my gaze to the ceiling, opened my eyes and stared for a long time, completely unable to fall asleep.

Jiang Shiyu got up very early the next day, and opened his eyes before the alarm clock rang.

One is because the biological clock has been adjusted to that point, and he can wake up automatically without an alarm clock, and the other is because today is Yan An's birthday.

When he opened his eyes today, the first thought that came to his mind was "Don't forget to bring a gift for Yan An later, and the first sentence is to wish him a happy birthday."

Like a robot, very vigilant.

Jiang Shiyu pursed his lips and smiled lightly.

After taking a shower and changing clothes, he put the dark green velvet box in his trouser pocket, and when he was about to go out, he checked his phone, and Yan An just sent him a message.

-When are you coming?

- ready to go out.

- I'll come find you.

Jiang Shiyu raised his eyebrows when he saw the news, and called Yan An.

"What are you looking for me for?" Jiang Shiyu said as he walked towards the door, "I'm going to your house now."

"I..." Yan An's voice sounded a little strange, dry, "Well, I think the first person I saw on my birthday was you."

"Oh," Jiang Shiyu smiled, "Then you have to come here with your eyes closed, there are so many people on the road."

"Fuck, if you don't harm me, can I die?" Yan An cursed, his voice not suppressed, and Jiang Shiyu felt something was wrong.

"Where are you?" Jiang Shiyu asked.

Yan An's voice sounded a little hollow, like an echo.

In the corridor?

In whose corridor?

"I..." Yan An hesitated, cleared his throat, "Then what, you open the door."

Jiang Shiyu was stunned, then subconsciously stretched out his hand to grab the doorknob, pushed the door open, and Yan An was standing at the door.

"What are you doing?" Jiang Shiyu was shocked, "Come here so early, are you afraid that I will run away?"

"No." Yan An walked in with a frown.

Jiang Shiyu felt that something was wrong with Yan An.

After seeing each other overnight, Yan An seemed to have realized the true meaning of life, with a serious and dignified expression, walked in, closed the door, and cleared his throat.

"...Why?" Jiang Shiyu took a step back.

"I," Yan An looked at Jiang Shiyu, "I want to try."

"Try what?" Jiang Shiyu kept his face full of shock, and took another step back.

"Why the hell are you running!" Yan An roared, and stepped forward to catch Jiang Shiyu, Jiang Shiyu slipped fast, backed up a few steps and ran directly to the door of the room.

"No," Jiang Shiyu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he stood at the door and looked at him, "Did you take the wrong medicine?"

"You stand for me," Yan An paused, and rolled up his sleeves, "I want to try!"

Try a fart!

Yan An was in a state as if she was about to twist a wrench.

Can this be tried!

Jiang Shiyu turned around and went into the house to lock the door in one go, with complicated emotions. After a while, he suddenly became happy.

Amazing.

Ann, it's amazing.

What kind of deceptive behavior is this?

Jiang Shiyu leaned against the door and laughed for a long time, but when he heard that there was no movement outside, he unlocked the door. As soon as the door was opened a little, Yan An rushed in, put his arms around his neck, buried his face in his shoulder, and muttered Gudi: "I just... want to try, why don't you let me, it's so unfair."

"Have you been stimulated by something?" Jiang Shiyu asked with a smile, putting his arms around his waist.

"...Don't worry about this," Yan An continued to mutter, "Anyway, I just want to try."

"Is it awesome to have a birthday?" Jiang Shiyu continued to ask, "Is it true that I have to listen to you whatever you want to do today, and follow you?"

"Ah," Yan An's voice became tense in embarrassment, "will you let me go?"

Jiang Shiyu laughed sullenly for a while, although he didn't know what stimulated Yan An, but this reaction was too funny: "Come on."

The author says:

I'm sorry I've been so busy moving recently that I don't have time to update (crying) sorry