imaginary rival

Yan An didn't take out his hand, and let Jiang Shiyu hold it all the time.

They were too close, and the clasped hands were just covered in the shadows. No one noticed what they were doing, and everyone's attention was attracted by the phrase "on the spot".

Jiang Shiyu has someone he likes.

And on the spot.

It can only be Xie Lanlan.

The other girls, Yan An, guessed that Jiang Shiyu didn't remember what they looked like.

In this case, even when asked by Xie Lanlan, she had to say how much she likes her, Brother Xiaoyu.

Yan An came back to his senses, his heart ached, he raised his eyes and saw Sun Ke and Xie Lanlan looking at Jiang Shiyu at the same time.

Sun Ke's eyes are very meaningful, while Xie Lanlan's eyes are obviously strange.

"Damn, it's true or not," Zhang Ci was dumbfounded, "Who do you like?"

Jiang Shiyu put the wine bottle back on the ground, shook his head and remained silent.

"Say it!" Zhang Ci was full of excitement, "There are only three single girls present! What you say is no different from a confession!"

"The truth only needs to answer one question." Jiang Shiyu said.

"Hey!" Zhang Ci was excited, "Then I must transfer to you!"

Jiang Shiyu smiled and said nothing.

After he said "on the spot", it was not as difficult as he thought.

On the contrary, it became more relaxed, and there was a sense of steadfastness as if the dust had settled and I had just fallen into self-defeating.

I just like Yan An.

No matter how evasive, no longer willing to admit it, he has already fallen in love with Yan An, and there is nothing he can do about it.

Jiang Shiyu exhaled.

Only now did he realize that he was still holding Yan An's hand, and he hurriedly let go, his palm covered with sweat, rubbing it against his trousers, and passing a glance at Yan An from the corner of his eye.

Yan An was a little dazed, but was soon brought into the lively atmosphere by Zhang Ci, the leader of the atmosphere team. He didn't see anything unusual, and he didn't intend to ask who he liked, so Jiang Shiyu heaved a sigh of relief .

In the subsequent games, Zhang Ci kept teasing everyone to question the person in Jiang Shiyu's heart. Jiang Shiyu couldn't be fooled by him, so he didn't choose Truth or Dare, but just drank.

After drinking two or three bottles in a row, Yan An suddenly snatched his bottle away, Jiang Shiyu glanced at him, amused: "Are you a child?"

"What?" Yan An didn't understand.

"I robbed you and you have to take it back again?" Jiang Shiyu continued.

"...No," Yan An explained, "I'm afraid you'll vomit."

Jiang Shiyu groaned, smiled and looked away.

Yan An finished the wine for him, and the bonfire performance over there was almost over.

After all, they drank a whole box again. Jiang Shiyu looked as if he had drunk too much, he kept smiling, and laughed at the cardboard box for a while when he put the wine bottle into the box.

"What are you laughing at?" Yan An asked him.

Yes, what are you laughing at? Jiang Shiyu.

Even if he admits that he likes Yan An, this feeling can only be kept in the bottom of his heart, and he can't say it out in this life.

It's a crush destined to be fruitless.

But I just want to laugh.

It was very relaxing, like a boulder chasing behind for tens of thousands of miles, and finally decided to let the stone smash yourself to death, it is better than exhaustion, so decadent and relaxed.

Although the analogy is a bit scary, but he is in such a mood now.

Jiang Shiyu turned his head and said to Yan Anle twice: "Guess."

Yan An was laughed at by him, and the two of them stood in front of the cardboard box and had a blast. After the music, they packed up their things and turned to wash their hands in front of the sink in the barbecue restaurant.

"Hey, I haven't seen you smile like this for a month." After washing his hands, Yan An flicked water on Jiang Shiyu.

"Not so long." Jiang Shiyu flicked back.

"Yes, you laughed before, but...you didn't laugh so relaxedly," Yan An looked at him, "Now you are in exactly the same state as I was when I finished the last question of the test paper."

"Ah." Jiang Shiyu looked at him.

"Although I don't know if it's right or not," Yan An walked back, "but I feel very happy to have written the answer."

Jiang Shiyu walked over, put his hand on his shoulder, and hummed seriously.

Yes, that's it.

No matter what happens in the future, anyway, he is very happy right now.

They washed their hands and went back. Xie Lanlan and the others had put a few lights at the entrance of the tent, so that no one would turn to the wrong tent, which was quite scary.

"Go to sleep, it's getting late," Sun Ke checked the tent on the girl's side, "Good night."

Xie Lanlan glanced at him and said nothing.

"Good night!" Zhang Ci had already got into the tent.

Yan An pushed Jiang Shiyu into the tent, not wanting him to see Xie Lanlan and Sun Ke flirting there. After entering the tent, he immediately zipped it up, turned around and took out a flashlight from his bag.

"The tools are so complete," Jiang Shiyu sighed, "How many things did you bring?"

"Not much." Yan An said, and took a few mosquito repellent watches from his pocket, which were still children's models.

"God," Jiang Shiyu smiled and fell on the mat, "You're just worrying about your life."

"This is what Xie Zhu insisted I wear!" Yan An finished explaining, grabbed his hand and put the watch on for him.

He casually brought Jiang Shiyu a pink one, which matched his complexion very well. His wrist was very thin, but the muscle lines of his forearm were very smooth.

Yan An stared at his hands for a moment, then suddenly threw his hands aside and said, "I'll take some for Xie Lanlan and the others."

Jiang Shiyu lay still, watching Yan An get out of the tent.

At this moment, the people watching the performance have come back one after another. Fortunately, the tents are quite far apart, and they must not be able to hear what they whispered.

But it can be seen clearly.

Especially if the lights are left on in the tent.

Yan An watched the two figures stick together. After a while, one of them suddenly buried his head, and then the other turned off the light as if he had come to his senses.

"Fuck." Yan An cursed, looked away, and went to give everyone a mosquito repellent watch.

Xie Lanlan and Sun Ke were still standing outside the tent, whispering something, but shut up immediately when they saw Yan An approaching. Yan An looked at them and handed over the watch.

"What's wrong with you?" Looking at Xie Lanlan's expression, Yan An couldn't help asking, "Did you quarrel?"

"No." Sun Ke said.

"There is no quarrel," Xie Lanlan put on his watch, "Don't worry."

Yan An glanced at her twice, then went to distribute the mosquito repellent watch to others.

After distributing the watches, Xie Lanlan and Sun Ke also separated, and each went back to the tent. Yan An returned to the tent and took out his mobile phone to send a message to Xie Lanlan: Didn't we quarrel?

- It's all right, go to sleep.

- If Sun Ke bullies you, tell me and let Jiang Shiyu beat him up.

Xie Lanlan paused for a while before replying: OK.

"Let me tell you," Yan An threw the phone aside and said to Jiang Shiyu, "Xie Lanlan and Sun Ke must have had a fight."

"Huh?" Jiang Shiyu was stunned when he heard the words Xie Lanlan, "What's wrong?"

"Xie Lanlan's face is quite ugly," Yan An said, "otherwise we find a chance to put Sun Ke in a sack and beat him up. I've wanted to beat him up for a long time."

"Then Xie Lanlan's face became even uglier." Jiang Shiyu said.

He could guess the reason for Xie Lanlan's ugly face.

She is a very smart little girl, and she is much more skilled than Yan An in observing people's words and demeanor, so she...asking such a sharp question can only be because she discovered something.

It's really uncomfortable.

Jiang Shiyu could feel that Xie Lanlan sincerely regarded him as a friend, that's why he had such an ugly expression after he was convinced that he liked Yan An, after all...he was gay.

The phrase "on the spot" he said was almost a modification of Xie Lanlan's guess answer sheet, changing the question mark into a period.

"Why don't we go and beat Sun Ke now, and then say that other people got drunk and went to the wrong tent and beat him, how about that?" Yan An sat cross-legged on the mat and pushed Jiang Shiyu, "Listen Didn't listen to me."

"I'm listening," Jiang Shiyu came back to his senses, and looked at him helplessly, "Can you think of some practical solutions?"

"Isn't it practical?" Yan An asked.

"It's too practical," Jiang Shiyu said, "Go and fight, I'm sleepy, I wish you success."

Yan An laughed twice, turned off the light, and lay down beside Jiang Shiyu.

Once lying down, the space of the entire tent seemed to shrink a lot.

All I could feel was the breath of the people around me.

The heat of the skin.

Arms, legs, the back that rubs against when turning over, the skin through the fabric.

Jiang Shiyu seemed to let go of a heavy heart, he was so relaxed that he was about to take off, but Yan An couldn't fall asleep.

There was a small slanted window at the top of the tent. They didn't close the blackout curtain of that window, and they could see a little bit of the dark night sky through the small square.

All the surrounding lights were turned off, and after the eyes adjusted to the light, the starlight flickered unacceptably.

The two of them didn't feel sleepy for the time being, and they chatted for a long time, and when they thought about what they talked about, they couldn't remember anything.

Jiang Shiyu looked relaxed, but he was actually thinking about something, and his breathing calmed down in the middle of the night. Yan An turned over and looked at Jiang Shiyu's face through the starlight from the window.

"Are you asleep?" Yan An whispered.

Jiang Shiyu didn't say a word, and slept soundly.

Yan An turned over again, lying on his back, and began to radiate his turbulent brain circuits again.

For some reason, he suddenly remembered that those two people who had left the lights on in the tent made an embarrassing mistake. In the middle of the night, he got goosebumps all over his body, kicked his feet twice, and turned over to face Jiang Shiyu again. .

Coincidentally, Jiang Shiyu just turned over and left his back to him. Yan An stared at the back of his head for a while, and then suddenly reached out his hand to shake the hair on the back of Jiang Shiyu's head.

Jiang Shiyu's hair is quite soft, like a child's hair.

Yan An moved for a while, and put his hand lightly on Jiang Shiyu's small pillow. After a while, he let out a long sigh.

"Jiang Shiyu," Yan An withdrew his hand, "You said if someone started this mess, can we listen to a live broadcast?"

Jiang Shiyu didn't answer him.

"Maybe I can play background music for them, what to play, run with the wind and freedom is the direction..." Yan An said, enjoying himself for a while.

Maybe Le's movement was too loud, Jiang Shiyu turned back again, frowning lightly, as if he didn't sleep well, Yan An quickly shut his mouth and turned to stare at him.

He began to regret sleeping in the same tent with Jiang Shiyu. After lying down, they were so close that they could sweep each other's breath, and the small space was filled with each other's heat.

The cicadas outside were screaming loudly, making people very irritable. He stared at Jiang Shiyu's face for a long time, then suddenly moved forward, and when his lips were about to touch, they parted again and fell back on his pillow.

His heart was beating fast, and he took a slight breath, raising his arms to press against his eyelids.

"Jiang Shiyu," Yan An called him in a low voice with a hoarse voice, "...what should I do?"

No one answered him.

Yan An forgot how he fell asleep in the second half of the night, and only remembered having a lot of dreams, but when he woke up the next day, he didn't even remember what he dreamed about.

Noisy human voices came from outside the tent, as well as Zhang Ci and Sun Ke choking each other. Yan An stared at the tent for a while, recovered, let go and sat up.

Someone next to him let out a long sigh.

"Hey," Yan An was taken aback, and turned his head to see Jiang Shiyu lying straight, like a dead body, "What are you doing?"

"You held my hand and slept all night," Jiang Shiyu sat up and said expressionlessly, "If you don't wake up, I'm going to kick you."

"...Have you caught it?" Yan An looked down at his hands.

Jiang Shiyu looked at him without saying a word.

Yan An's hair was messed up when he slept, several strands of hair were curled up, and there were sleep marks on his face, and his voice was full of the kind of laziness that hadn't woken up, which was very cute.

Jiang Shiyu reached out and scratched his head.

"Revenge?" Yan An looked up at him.

"Let me tell you, this trick is a unique skill passed down from my master," Jiang Shiyu said solemnly, "Just grab thirty times, and your meridians will be severed, and you can't take care of yourself..."

Before he could finish his sentence, someone outside the tent suddenly took a very hard shot.

Jiang Shiyu was startled, he tightened his hand, and pulled Yan An's hair up, Yan An cried out in pain: "Fuck!"

"Are you awake, you two!" Zhang Ci's voice came from outside, "Hurry up and pack up and go back! You can still make time for lunch!"

"...Ouch," Jiang Shiyu hurriedly let go and rubbed Yan An's head, "Are you... are you okay?"

"When you grab it, my hairline will go back at least 30 years." Yan An opened his hands, rubbed his head, and looked up at Jiang Shiyu, "Hey."

"Huh?" Jiang Shiyu looked at him seriously.

"My—" Yan An dragged out the ending, and said the rest of the words quickly, "Brother Yu, who is too weak to take care of himself, why are you even more courageous than me!"

Jiang Shiyu was stunned.

Yan An didn't wait for him to react, he had already got out of the tent, and greeted the people outside energetically. Jiang Shiyu came back to his senses, and laughed for a while with the pillows of the two of them.

The author says:

We are really getting together soon!