good man story

After Bella said that she promised to abide by these three rules, Sylvia slept peacefully all night.Unfortunately it was only for one night.The person who was almost forgotten by Sylvia did the same thing as Rodolphs a week later.Sylvia was sitting at the Gryffindor long table at that time, she didn't go to Slytherin to hang out every day.What Douglas Newman said was so beautiful that Sylvia almost bent the fork.

——It was you who gave me the opportunity to let me realize black magic, Bella, if possible, I really want to stay by your side all the time, it seems that love is still too young, if you want, this journey to maturity slowly, Would you like to take one with me?

clever!Really clever!Sylvia thought, Bella doesn't like naive people, what Douglas said just hit Bella's arms, it's nothing to blame, she saw a little more appreciation in those black eyes, even if Bella said Still no.Sylvia was relieved, because of the refusal, she was not relieved because of Douglas Newman's words.

——I have never tried to make a spare tire. If it is you, it really makes me very happy.

Bella, "...what's wrong with you? I don't quite understand, I don't seem to provoke you?" This is what Bella said to Rodolphs and Douglas in an empty classroom. She didn't understand why These two people insisted on holding on to her, and they still had a spare tire and a spare tire and the second one. She obviously did nothing, but now she's all right, so many girls in the school are envious of her, and she still wants to spend the rest of the year in peace. Woolen cloth.

"Brother's heart is real, and it's really meaty to hang out with my brother." Rodolphs expressed his true value.Bella was speechless, "I said it too early!"

"It's okay, I can wait for one year, I can wait for five years, and I can wait for ten years." Douglas said with a smile, Bella blinked and said without hesitation about his identity, "I don't know you very well, Don't wait, you made me embarrassed enough, how can you be friends in the future. "

"My lord, I've been your friend all my life, so there's nothing to be embarrassed about." Rodolphus said, and then pushed Douglas, "Do you understand, you lost the duel that day."

"I never said I would lose forever."

Bella, "..."

The best option is to turn around and leave, and then say something like you can do what you want.Bella did exactly that.It's not that Hogwarts doesn't have boyfriends and girlfriends, that's very common, but it's really enough to confess in public, once is enough, and it's two times in a row, she's upset.

"Hey, President, if you don't chase after your wife, you will run away." Arthur looked at his president with aggrieved face for several days, and he said this out of pity.Sylvia turned her head and couldn't lift her spirits, "It's not my wife. I don't know who it will be in the future. Anyway, it can't be Newman's wife. The surname is too ugly, let alone Rodolphus, it's too long. Writing a letter is a waste of ink."

Arthur, "..." He shouldn't have said that, his president is so stupid, he's almost drunk.Just as she was thinking about it, Sylvia comforted herself in a lack of interest, "...Anyway, she promised me that she would not find a partner for twenty years, and if she dares to violate me, she will sue her."

Kingsley, Sylvia's dog-headed strategist and Gryffindor's playboy, "Verbal promises don't matter, President, let me tell you, according to our incomplete internal statistics, it is not the one who covets Miss Black. Alone, the time is really running away, you really have no place to cry."

Sylvia didn't believe it, and looked at Kingsley with her head on her elbow, "Who is it? I want to know who dared to hit her?!"

"Look over there." Arthur stretched out his finger and pointed to Ravenclaw, "Look over here." He pointed to his own college, "No more, no less, there are so many in each college, do you need to count them? A list for you to look over?"

"...Let's just talk nonsense, she's so attractive if she has no figure or face..." Sylvia didn't believe that evil, Kingsley spread his hands, "You said, if I go early, I can still catch up Where's the number three spare tire?"

Sylvia stared, "I see how dare you!"

Kingsley spread his hands, he didn't dare to just talk, let him, the little prince of Gryffindor, explain to his own president what should be explained.

"Actually, I'm also quite surprised. Why are you so secretive when you obviously like Missy?"

"I don't like it, that's my best friend."

"Hehe, I'm still a girlfriend, you have no place to cry when you're late."

"That's right, she's a young lady, if she wants to look good, she can have whatever she wants, and she's amazing in everything. I won't say how many people in the school secretly like her. From my standard point of view, she will definitely look good in the future. "

"She doesn't have a figure." Sylvia complained to herself, "Besides, she's not the type I like."

"Then which type do you like?"

"I like the ones that are particularly powerful, whose force value is comparable to mine, who can beat me in fights, and who are also very gentle, and they have to face me, and the domineering ones, you can't always control me, I want to do it Well, the kind that agrees right away, preferably the kind that supports me unconditionally."

"You're not looking for a partner, you're looking for a bodyguard." Arthur complained, and Sylvia turned her head in disdain, "You little kid doesn't understand, she grew up with me, what happened to her I don't know? Look It’s like that, keep talking about me.”

Kingsley felt that this education lesson was not delivered, and that the president is not a human being who can communicate, "Really, it's too stupid for the president to say this just for you."

"What's the matter?"

"I don't know, we are all watching. What are you saying that the eldest lady never listened to you, and she is not gentle? What do you want to be gentle? Go find your goddess by yourself. To be honest, the eldest lady will What a waste of you."

Sylvia, "..."

Who will tell her what exactly Bella has poured into the future Minister of Magic!

Arthur sighed, and patted Sylvia on the shoulder, "Come on, President, Bella isn't something you meet every day, if you're not interested in her, don't let her fall in love, and be a girlfriend, you two I have passed the line of girlfriends a long time ago. And I have the same opinion as Kingsley, Bella has an irresponsible person like you, I really don't deserve her."

Sylvia: Am I irresponsible?Where am I irresponsible?ah! ! !Stop and come back and explain clearly! ! !Sylvia roared inwardly, probably because it was too loud, and Arthur came back after taking two steps.

"Do you know why Elena broke up with you?"

"...you know?"

"Whose bed did you sleep in when you were with her, and when you got along with her, you said something about Bella, and the funniest thing is that you even added that I like you to her. I never told Bella about this, whether you are really stupid or fake, whether you really don’t understand or not, you always say that rabbits don’t eat the grass by the side of the nest, you have chewed up the grass, how many people say You put him to sleep, that is to say, you suppressed it and it didn't reach your ears..."

"I'm so wronged, I really didn't sleep with her!"

"Then stay away from others, so as not to delay them."

"It's uncomfortable to be far away..."

"You are cured."

"What disease?"

"Lovesickness, let me tell you the truth. You said she always cared about you. With your temper, no matter what you can do. How could she forgive you when you scolded her in front of the whole school two years ago? You can forgive me Is it?"

"Uh, you said she likes me?"

"I know about love. It can't be perfect. I've been with Molly for three years. You know we always quarrel, but we can't do without each other. Love at first sight is very good, very happy, but In the end, what you really need is someone who can stand by your side and call you an idiot, and that's nothing else, that's life."

"...What do you know about life, you little brat?"

"What you know is survival, what I know is life. How long has it been since you watched the sunrise and sunset?"

"...When did you become so artistic..."

"Compared with love, this is not literature and art, this is happiness."

"..."

……

Sylvia didn't know happiness, so she knew she was uncomfortable, but no matter how uncomfortable she was, she had to live with it.Whether it's Rodolphs who flatters more and more smoothly or Douglas who can be seen everywhere, it is enough to make her uncomfortable mood square.

Do you really like it?Is it true love?

Arthur said a lot of words, and he didn't pay attention to them, but the growing irritability made Sylvia have to go through those words again.

Being taught what love is by a kid is also drunk, Sylvia secretly thought.But after thinking about it this way, she really felt that apart from being educated by a child, no one could educate her.

love.

It's not like she hasn't experienced it before. Sylvia's first love happened when she was not called Sylvia. It was in high school at that time, and she looked seventeen or eighteen years old. At that time, she and her best friend were in different high schools. The new place of the school can't help the carefree Sylvia since she was a child. In the crowd, Sylvia experienced what love at first sight is. After many years, she has long forgotten the original person's name, but she can't forget that person. Although the process was extremely difficult, Sylvia still made a vow with each other.At that time, I really felt that this life was her, and I couldn't let go of whatever I said. Unfortunately, there was always such a stinking ditch between reality and ideals.Sylvia felt reconciled at first, but after years of wandering around in the mundane world, seeing her first love who was holding a child and holding her husband, Sylvia had a sore nose and felt that she was being played hard by life. a handful.

For so many years, Sylvia has forgotten the appearance of her first love in two lifetimes, but she can't forget what the other party said.

——It is said that love is not as valuable as bread. For us, love is more valuable than bread, but I want to live in this world, not survive.

At that time, Sylvia didn't understand the difference between survival and life, but later she understood that survival is just giving back, and life is living happily.That was only understood after Sylvia arrested a criminal but was forced to write an apology.Not for anything else but because the other party has a father who bullies her several times.

Sylvia sometimes felt that she had changed. In her previous life, she had brought out those justice to the fullest. In the words of the senior who brought her out, she was just a stubborn donkey who never knew how to turn a corner and never knew what it meant to be enlightened. .There are no small mistakes in big mistakes, and she is talking about it.But in this life, she has become the one who releases the villains. Although she does not do bullying by relying on her power, she is not bad.

Is this the justice she is after?

Sylvia asked herself this again, and then she couldn't get an answer.She searched for life with the same heart as before. At sunrise and sunset, Sylvia felt tired, but she didn't feel that she was living a human life.Perhaps Arthur was right.

"What are you doing here? They said you've been here all day." In the middle of the night, after the curfew, Bella quietly came out of the dormitory and found Sylvia who had been staying at the observatory for a day.

"...I'm introspecting." Sylvia said very sincerely, she was really introspecting, what happened in her previous life, what happened in this life, she has too many memories, so much that she hasn't been able to get through all of them until now again.It's rare for Bella to see this kind of Sylvia, at least it's rare for her to seriously say that she is introspecting.

"What did you reflect on?"

"I haven't finished reflecting on it yet."

"Then you continue to reflect, I'm going back to sleep?" Bella asked tentatively, Sylvia looked at her straight without saying a word, Bella blinked her eyes to show that she didn't understand her silent exchange.

"Did you really fall asleep?"

"..."

It's not a cute and pitiful appearance, but just such a face, expressionless, gray eyes staring at himself, neither crying nor making noise, nor screaming nor laughing.If Sylvia could put on a hippie smile, Bella could still fool her into going to sleep with a few words, but this situation made it impossible for Bella to just turn her head and go to sleep.

Her best friend, who cares if she doesn't care?Bella comforted herself in her heart, and then sat on the same bench with Sylvia.

"... Reflect on it."

"I think I've changed." Sylvia said so, and then nodded affirmatively. Bella admitted this matter. Before, this brat wouldn't reflect so seriously.

"For the better, for the worse?"

"It's gone bad, and I'm a little confused. The justice I'm after is still not the justice it was at the beginning."

"..."

justice……

"Power is really a harmful thing. I used to know how to do things when I didn't have power, but now I don't know how to do things when I have power."

"...What is justice and what is human affairs in your mind?"

"It's people living and working in peace and contentment, doing what they think in their hearts, and achieving what they can achieve. I don't think my nature is bad, but I don't even know myself when I play tricks. Sometimes I feel that I am doing something. Good thing, but when it happened I felt like I was doing something bad. I really wanted to be an Auror, but when I thought about all the shit I did, I didn't deserve to be an Auror at all."

"Have you encountered any difficulties? It's okay if you say it, but you will be in trouble if you don't. The book says that it is easy to go to extremes in this situation."

"Everything written in the book is deceiving. It's not my style to retreat. I'm not afraid. I'm afraid that the final result will not look good."

"...How should I put it, you have always been big-hearted, so I won't say anything, but there is one thing you really need to reflect on. Now that you have decided what to do, don't worry about it. The more you think about it, the more it will affect your life. Judgment, it is better not to think, do things to the end, don't look back when you are done, because turning back is failure."

"...If you make a mistake, don't look back!"

"Pay the price that should be paid, and solve it as you want. Xi Wei, winners have winners' rewards, and losers have the tolerance of losers. Life is your own, and how you want to spend it is your own business, outsiders'. Evaluation won't make you grow any more meat, even if you really regret it one day, you have to finish what you have to do before thinking about the next thing."

"...You seem to be more extreme than me."

"Perhaps, if you want to be an Auror, go to be an Auror. When you return to Merlin's arms, if you can say to yourself that you have a clear conscience in this life, I think that will be enough."

Sylvia's heart was full. Looking at Bella, she really felt comforted by the child she watched grow up.Bella just sat on the bench so casually. At this moment, she didn't feel that this child would be a Death Eater among the Death Eaters in the future, nor did she feel that this person would become another Dark Lord. She just watched This person spoke so plainly that there was no ordinary rhetoric at all, and she said words that she had never thought of. She felt that the Slytherin in front of her was more like a Gryffindor than she was.Is it because she has been with her for a long time, or is it because she is like this?Sylvia couldn't figure it out, it was abrupt, at this moment, Sylvia smiled, it was a kind of relieved, relieved smile, and she didn't understand that these few words were actually of no help to her Sex, but the dullness that weighed on my heart disappeared just like that.

"Oh, I was taught a lesson by a child like you."

"..."

To be despised by the brat.

"Hey."

"what?"

"Arthur said my life is not life, it's survival."

"and then?"

"I have no love anymore, my heart is tired and I can't love."

"Uh, are these two sentences related?"

"I want to return to life, do you mind if I, a person without love, exists in your life?"

"what?"

"...Damn, I'm confessing my love to you, do you have to understand me if I'm like Rodolphs and Douglas?"

"...You have over-reflected."

"No, let's be together. I don't worry about putting it in someone else's hands, but I don't worry about putting it in mine. If you have my food, you will have your soup."

"...I'm sorry I don't like soup."

"Then you eat and I drink soup."

"If you can't hear it, I will reject you again!"

"Why?"

"Rabbits don't eat grass beside their nests. Really, Xi Wei's joke is not funny at all."

"I'm not kidding."

"Not even that."

"Why?!"

"I said earlier that I never thought of falling in love so early. If you dare to say that you are the third spare tire, we will break up."

"..."

"I'm going to sleep, you should reflect on it slowly, from now on, you are not allowed to sleep in my dormitory, or I will really break up with you."

"...I like you!"

"I don't like you, I mean love. Goodbye!"

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