good man story

What would Bella think?

Bella told herself, don't think, don't guess.She knew Sylvia, they grew up together, they knew each other so well.She must have something more important to do before she agreed to marry far away in France.It must be necessary for Sylvia to make this kind of decision, and it must be very, very important, so she would rather sell herself to do it.

She told herself that Sylvia Potter was not an ordinary woman, she had ambitions higher than the sky, and ambitions wider than the sea.Sylvia is just...

...Sylvia is just getting married...

Yeah, just getting married.

……

Mo Le is a fire pit, and everyone knows that Sylvia wants to jump into this fire pit.She didn't go to Rodolph's bar to save herself with brandy, she didn't go back to the office to stay in that empty and closed office, she didn't go back to the blunt hospital room that was her temporary rest.

She returned to her home, to the bachelor apartment.

The houses allocated in the bureau, although a team can live in the bureau, but it is outrageous for the team members to live in the dormitory with their families.Sylvia was neither married nor in a relationship, and what was assigned to her was just a single apartment.Over the years, she rarely came back, almost never.The house-elves weren't worth the dust that was accumulating in the house with no one to clean it.Sylvia shook her hand, the dust in the room was gone, and she threw herself on the sofa, Sylvia didn't want to move anymore.She wanted to take a sip of hot water, but there was nothing in this place called home.There were still a few bottles of brandy in the wine cabinet, so I reached out and summoned them to quench my thirst.

...I'm getting married...

Sylvia thought about it, and then downed a whole bottle in one go.Whether he drank too much, or because of other reasons, it didn't take long for him to feel a burning stomach pain after drinking the scorching wine.She thought about how long she could live without getting drunk, but she couldn't hold back the churning alcohol before she figured out why.

How did she drink it, and how did she spit it out.And scarlet.

Oh, yes, she hasn't eaten anything today, and she drank so much on an empty stomach, it's normal to vomit.

This time it was the cold water rushing into the stomach, the cold didn't suppress the pain much, but at least she wouldn't vomit.Thinking of this, she collapsed on the sofa, not because she didn't want to move to the bed not far away, but she didn't want to move now, not at all.

Just closing her eyes in a daze like this, she felt a little drunk, it was so strange, she obviously spit out all the wine she just drank, how could she still be so drunk?

When the sound came from the door, Sylvia woke up and opened her eyes, but she didn't think about moving.Then she closed it again, maybe it was the voice from the other side. It is said that the other side was a young couple who usually came back quite late.She closed her eyes and thought about something that had nothing to do with her. Then Sylvia heard the door open and smelled a scent that she shouldn't have smelled.

Bella saw Sylvia, her long hair was loosely draped.She was lying on the sofa, and the room smelled heavily of alcohol.Sylvia doesn't like to drink, and Bella knows it.In the past, when she drank, she had to drink for entertainment, but now Sylvia has become addicted to alcoholism.

And Bella doesn't know why...

"Why are you here?" Sylvia sat up from the sofa, her stomach didn't hurt too much, at least she could stand up, and she wouldn't roll on the ground clutching her stomach like a waste.

I lost a lot of weight.

Sylvia and Bella thought at the same time.

Bella tried to force a smile, but she found it too difficult for herself at the moment.So she didn't do that, she just spoke.

"Come and give you the key back."

key.

Bella has a key to this apartment. It was given to her by Sylvia many years ago. At that time, she stayed in England and stayed with Sylvia. Sylvia said, live with me.Then Bella said yes.In the short days, Sylvia is busy, but there will always be a few days when they sneak away and they live here.It's like the dress that Bella bought for Sylvia in the closet, and there are traces of Bella's living in the bathroom.

"Oh, give it to me."

Sylvia said so.Although she wanted to ask her more, is she so unwilling to hold the key?She almost forgot what was in the back of her head, so it's good to pretend she doesn't know?At least you can come in my house anytime.

The key is a Muggle key, and this apartment is a Muggle apartment.At that time, when the houses were allocated, they tried their best to be concealed, so most of the people were mixed in with the Muggle crowd, and Sylvia was no exception.They have enjoyed Muggle electricity and Muggle technology, and then they discovered that sometimes magic is not conducive to life.At least they don't have a thing called networking for a while.A small plastic toy was attached to the bright silver key, and Bella held it in her hand but couldn't reach out for anything.

Sylvia didn't reach out, she didn't want to take back the key that belonged to her.

But why did she tell me?

Is it because she said to return your key?

Silence begins at this moment.

Bella tried her best to force herself to return the things that did not belong to her, and it didn't matter what happened in the future.But she suddenly felt that the key was so heavy that she couldn't even handle it anymore. She didn't know that so many excuses were useless, why she used the last thing she couldn't do as an excuse.

Obviously she just wanted to see her.

Obviously...

Tears fell like this, Bella didn't want to, but her body was out of control.This is probably a beginning, this is probably an initial.Her tightly closed eyes failed to shut off the raging tears, and the death of her heart, which gave orders, failed to stop the pain.It's like she forced herself not to do anything to embarrass Sylvia, but after all, it was just a dead letter in front of this person.

Sylvia was right in front of her eyes.

……I can not do it……

hugging people.It was Bella who hugged Sylvia. After missing her for many years, she finally felt the warmth of Sylvia at this moment.

"...Xi Wei..."

"... Woo... Xi Wei... I can't do it... Woo..."

What can't be done?

"...Woo...I, I told myself...Woo...Tell myself that I can't stop you...Tell myself that you must have something very important to choose marriage...Woo...I can't stop you... ... woo woo... I told myself... can't cry... can't stop you from going... woo woo... tell you to be careful... tell you I'll wait for you... woo woo... I want to tell you... Woooo... I don't mind... Woooo... But, but, but I can't do it... Woooo... Woooo... I can't do it... I don't want to be separated from you... Woooo... ...I don't want you to go... woo... what to do... Xi Wei... what to do... I can't let you go... I can't bless you as if nothing happened... woo..."

"...Bella..."

"...you are aggrieved... woo... Xi Wei... can you not go... woo... If you, if you don't want to see me... woo... I, I won't appear in front of you again... ...Woo...don't go...I'll listen to you...don't go...I won't run around anymore...uuu...Xi Wei...what should I do...I can't bear you... "

The hand that was about to be raised was finally unable to hang down.Sylvia really wanted to wrap her arms around that thin body, and even more wanted to hug the person in her arms tightly like this.

It's agreed to let go like this, but how can she let go with such a person, such softness, and such heartbreak?It was agreed to never see each other again, but the fragility in her arms made her say goodbye?

I also miss you.How much I want to just wrap your arms around you like this, how much I want to just raise my hands to create a world for you, how much I want to just hold you tightly like this and never separate again...

but……

"Sorry, Bella."

She should have said sorry, she should have said it a long time ago, she should have said it when she changed her life without authorization.Sylvia thought, and then she said, in an inaudible tone, with inaudible emotions.She didn't comfort the crying person, she didn't hold her in her arms and tell the touching words of love, she just told a fact that would make the person in front of her let go, she just said that she couldn't forgive her own sins.

"I was the one who allowed Irene to be the 'Dream Flower', and I was the one who made the decision to use the 'Dream Flower'."

It's relentless.

Sylvia looked at the woman in her arms, at her body that had changed from trembling to rigid, she wanted to look at the face that had turned from passionate to ruthless, and she wanted to see Bella freeze her emotions even more.This can remind her, this can tell her all the time, don't want to hug the person in front of you, don't want to be soft in your arms.She blocked her own way, and she asked the person she loved the most to give up on her.And after that, there will be no more harm.

From their own hands.

Sorry, Bella, for breaking your heart;

Sorry, Bella, for making you cry;

I'm sorry, Bella, for making you like this;

Sorry, Bella, for changing everything about you.

"Sorry, I hurt you—"

"I know."

As light as a swan, as shocking as thunder.

Sylvia couldn't see the woman's expression, couldn't see the woman's appearance, let alone the tenderness in the woman's eyes.

She was held tighter, she was held more precious.

The ones she had hurt deeply, the ones she was hurting, hugged even tighter.

"...I know everything...Xi Wei, I don't blame you...just, just, don't leave me...I don't care..."

Bella doesn't blame her.

Sylvia thought.

"But I care."

Sylvia said almost numbly.

"..."

Is this love or hate?

……