good man story

Bella couldn't let go of Sylvia, which was something she couldn't do anyway.It was just that day when the wind said lightly that day.She couldn't figure out why Sylvia broke up with her, and she couldn't figure out what happened during the few years she left.She barely survived and accepted the reality, so why is there only one person who should be a couple?

What was the reason, she wondered.

She watched Sylvia grow up, and her words and deeds could not escape Bella's eyes. If Sylvia despises her identity, according to Sylvia's personality, she would say it directly, not the evasive one. appearance.And now, Sylvia still doesn't want to see her. After thinking about it for a long time, Bella thought of something.

She is lying.

Sylvia has never been a master of lies in front of her.She could fool herself, but she couldn't fool Bella.It was like she was in front of Sylvia.

She didn't want to give up this relationship for inexplicable reasons, not to mention that she couldn't give up at all. It had already been integrated into her blood, and had penetrated into her bones. Life without Sylvia would be a desolate place for Bella.Bella felt aggrieved. After being hurt so much, she was left alone to cling to this feeling.In this emotional competition, she is the one who should be comforted and cared for, but why has she been humble from the beginning?

Suppressing the complaint in her heart, Bella didn't want to give up.

Sylvia didn't know that Bella didn't want to give up, she hoped that Bella would give up.But Sylvia didn't know at all what kind of person Bellatrix Black was.She had long forgotten the appearance of the crazy female Death Eater in the movie, and she had long forgotten why the so-called Bellatrix Lestrange became the right-hand man of the second-generation Demon King.Tribulation and pain can never destroy that persistent woman.And Sylvia will never know.

The ending that should have made no progress, just happened quietly when one person was pursuing hard and the other person was unconscious.

Bella would think that it was really like what Sylvia said, she didn't like it anymore, she was complaining that she was selfish and disappeared for a long time, and she was indifferent to that emotion, so she proposed to break up.Even she is ready, as long as Sylvia says that she really likes someone else, and that there is someone who replaces her company in her painful moments and makes Sylvia feel emotional, then she will be quiet leave.She can't give blessings, but she can give fulfillment.She can even leave the magic world immediately, as long as Sylvia doesn't want to see her.Of course, the premise is that Sylvia really doesn't like her anymore.She was also prepared for Sylvia to dislike her identity, so she would not force her anymore. From then on, she would not bother her, and she would not even ask for friends.But Bella never thought of this...

—Sylvia D. Porter, I, Araminta Isa Melibran, curse you with my soul, curse your loved ones, suffer a thousand sufferings, the empire you forged, fleeting, your For future generations, male thieves and female prostitutes, I swear with my soul, when you die, three thousand blood will be shed, your body will be trampled by thousands of people, your name will be reviled for generations, and your soul will never rest in peace! ! !

Bella was not happy because of this unsuccessful curse, she just felt sad, so sad that she wanted to cry.Then she couldn't hold back the tears, and just like that, she pushed open the door of Sylvia's office.

With a pale and thin face, Sylvia wasn't doing well.Meeting at this moment, Bella was in tears.She didn't understand at all that the woman who looked so astonished at the moment was worth her effort, but she had a pretty face?It's just that she grew up with him?Or is it just because she is Sylvia?She didn't understand what she had worked so hard for all these years?She didn't even know whether the piece of sincerity she threw out was really given to Sylvia or to a beast.

"How did you come?"

Look, she is still saying such things as if nothing had happened.Sylvia, do you still want to say something to humiliate me?Can you tell me what kind of existence I am in your heart? !Why you just refuse to give me a little bit of trust, why you just refuse to give me a little respect, how am I worse than you?What on earth have I done to make you think that my feelings for you are so cheap!

"Sylvia Potter." Bella said, she didn't want to stop her tears, it couldn't stop at all.It's not pain, it's not out of sadness, it's out of disappointment.It was the great disappointment brought about by her overwhelmingly trusting feelings.She couldn't control herself. At such a moment, she really realized that becoming a medicine man was nothing at all, and it was not even worth mentioning in front of the humiliation He Sylvia gave her.

She strode forward and walked up to the woman who was half lying on the sofa, with tears in her eyes, she slammed down fiercely at the face she had been thinking about day and night.

The tears that broke the embankment, the unspeakable grievances, all poured out on Sylvia at this moment.

"...Sylvia!!! You bastard!!! You broke up with me because of this shit!!!"

It was angry, unprecedented, stronger than when Sylvia insulted her with money.She slapped Sylvia's face one after another. The strength was not strong, and it didn't hurt to hit her face.Bella didn't understand why she couldn't let go of this person, let alone why her efforts were ruined by this person, but why couldn't she give up on her?She was angry at Sylvia for not understanding it, and at her own incompetence.There is no way to leave Sylvia, and there is no way to end this relationship.She became a drug person inexplicably, was broken up inexplicably, she was at a loss when facing everything unfamiliar, she was alone and helpless in the face of uncontrollable powerlessness, the person she most wanted to rely on was not by her side, the person she most wanted to confide in not there.

It's not that she can't face everything alone, she even has some spare energy to support her strength, and use her own smile to comfort those who are in her heart. She doesn't ask much, it's nothing more than a smile from Sylvia , It's nothing more than Sylvia's saying that it's okay, but what did Sylvia give her?

It is humiliation, it is contempt.

Bellatrix Black can resist all the suffering and accept all the bad luck, she will not be knocked down by the suffering and pain, she will proudly face the suffering and pain, she does not care about herself Whether she is scarred or not, she doesn't even care if she is exhausted, because compared with those, she cares more about whether she can sneer at the last moment and say the last sentence is nothing more than that.

But Sylvia insulted her.

Again and again, again and again.

She disrespected her, for the first time.She doesn't trust her, for the second time.This time is the third time.

She doesn't understand her.

Bellatrix Black never needed pity, much less protection.She has her standards, she has her pride.But the love she believed in, the person she believed in, took her pride and dignity and trampled on it fiercely.She once bent down under the Dark Lord, and she was kneeling at that time, but both the Dark Lord and others knew that what this bent and kneeling woman wanted was not love, let alone a high wall to build.No one can insult Black, and no one can break a Black.

It is pride that lives for and dies for.

She had killed Sirius Black once, but Sirius had never blamed her.That was the pride of Sirius, she had vowed to follow Voldemort to the death, that was not an addiction, it was her pride.

But Sylvia.

For Sylvia, she flattened her horns, for Sylvia, she withdrew everything she had, for Sylvia, she even took away the stubbornness in her bones.

It's for wanting to be with her all the time, for the white hair and white hair, for the everlasting.She has regressed a lot, she has nothing to ask for, but why is Sylvia always like this.

"... Woo... What else do you want from me?! Can you trust me once, can you respect me once?! Is this difficult? Do you know who I am? I am not raised by your side Canary, I am a human being, and I have feelings too. I have put up with your unreasonableness and self-assertion, but can you show me some respect and let me know that you really care about me! Huh...you Well, it's always like this... I don't mind if you want to give up, or if you think you are self-righteous, I don't mind anything, but can you let me know that you are worth what I pay for!"

"Then don't pay!"

These were the words yelled out. Sylvia's face was red, and her eyes were also red.She suddenly couldn't control her mouth, she couldn't face Bella like this, she didn't dare to say sorry, even if she really should say it, she didn't even dare to call her name, she was afraid that she would be unable to extricate herself after that, Can't help but hug her, can't help kissing her.So she could only yell with red eyes and scratch her neck.

"Have I asked you to pay? You can leave as soon as you say, live your life as you want, without a single letter, without a single greeting, where did you go when I needed you? Where did you go when you were sad? You can walk as long as you want, come back when you want, what about me? I am waiting for you every day, thinking about when you will come back every day, what am I? People? When you left here, do you remember me as a person? How many years, who knows if there was someone else when you were hanging out—”

"Snapped!"

A crisp slap on the face.Bella's face paled.She never thought that she would hit Sylvia, just as she never thought that Sylvia could be more vicious than insults.She suddenly didn't understand how love could deteriorate into this way, and she also suddenly didn't understand whether it was Sylvia who was wrong or she was wrong.It was obvious that they were not like this, and she had agreed that they would never separate again this time.

Sylvia's whole body turned cold, not because of the slap, but because of her own words.Regret is like a bug devouring the heart that has been chilled for a long time.She didn't know what to do, because she saw that face as gray as paper, and she didn't know how to face the woman who seemed to be drained of all her strength.

Why did it become like this?Obviously she is the woman she wants to protect the most, obviously she is the person she loves the most, obviously that is the woman she holds in her heart, but why is it always herself who really hurt her? !

Freezing freezes anger, but it cannot freeze pain.

"...Xi Wei...I never betrayed you..."

"..."

It was a piercing pain, the sharp pain involved the pain between the chest and abdomen, because the anger exploded in the chest, because the pain invaded everything.I lost the tit-for-tat, but I couldn't lose the tears that slid from the corners of my eyes.

"...I never want to argue with you, because I know that no one in this world can say more hurtful things than you..."

Sorry stuck in her throat, Sylvia couldn't say it, she didn't know how to say it.

"...I know you didn't do it on purpose, but you were out of breath and didn't know what you were talking about."

"..."

"... But, Xi Wei, there are some things that cannot be said. You hurt me once and I can pretend that I didn't hear you. You hurt me twice and I can bear it. But the number of times, I am so scarred, how can I tolerate you? "

"..."

"...Xi Wei, you don't understand love, you don't understand anything..."

"I don't want to understand, do you understand? I just want you to be well, do you understand?"

"Then have you ever thought about how I feel?"

"What is more important than being alive?"

"you."

The tears could no longer be hidden, and fell quietly, the emotion in the light gray eyes was like erupting magma, hot and scalding.Sylvia wanted to laugh, but she couldn't. Bella loves her, and the person she loves the most loves herself. What kind of gratification is this, what kind of happiness is this?But what about the result?

"...I just want to die, I don't want to live..."

Relatively speechless, Bella looked at her, unable to wipe away her tears, and unable to stay in this sad place.She walked out step by step, moving slowly as if waiting for the people behind to leave her behind.

But no.

Step by step, stay away from this.

Sylvia, am I really insignificant in your heart?

People who are far away, love who is far away, everything that is far away.

The corners of Sylvia's lips were raised, with tears in her eyes and a smile, she spoke softly.

"...Do you just want to die? But I would rather die..."

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A certain one: Beast!

Sylvia: Go!

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