good man story

Sylvia has never been a game master, she will never be like the legendary god, with a murder weapon in hand, I have it in the world.She bought the game card for a long time, and it took so long to clear [-]% of the level. The price was that she died nearly a hundred times.

When Greck knocked on the door and came in, Sylvia was struggling to set a new record for herself, and then heard Greck's words.

"Boss, the professor said he wanted to see you."

Without even thinking about it, Sylvia blurted out, "No, just say I'm not in the bureau."

"That excuse has been used up."

"Say I'm busy, in a meeting, whatever, don't see me." Cold and ruthless, Sylvia almost crushed the handle, she was too focused on the virtual world in front of her, she never realized that in such a scene Here, saying such words will make the third party sound cold.

"But……"

"Why the hell is it so hard, a group can't stop a person! Why should I support you!"

Sylvia yelled loudly, because of the failed game of breaking through the level, and because of Greg's failure, she suddenly raised her head and looked at the person with cold eyes, with suppressed anger hidden in her eyes.Greg was not helpless, he just endured the gaze silently, turned his head and looked back, because the almost inaudible voice made people speechless.

"……Let's go back……"

At that moment, Sylvia was extremely astonished, her face was as white as a sheet of paper.

The faint fragrance was getting farther and farther away, and Greck was still standing there. He didn't look like a well-trained soldier at the moment, but a big boy who was helpless. He seemed to be in a dilemma, scratching his head in embarrassment , is not a refutation nor an explanation, but a statement.

"As a professor, you can freely enter and leave the General Administration. The certificate you gave the professor before has not been withdrawn. We really can't stop it."

Greck left, and Sylvia was helpless, her extremely pale face flushed red in a moment, it seemed to be annoyed, and it seemed to be filled with regret in her eyes.But the words spoken are like water poured out, which cannot be taken back or changed.

Sylvia didn't want to see her, Bella thought.

Greg looked at the woman in front of him who had taught him, he wanted to say something, so that the atmosphere would not be too dull, and the aura emitted by the person in front of him would not be so worrying.But he has never been good at this, he wants to say that the boss really cares about you, she just...

just how?

Greg didn't know what was supposed to follow that sentence.Is it just that you are afraid of getting hurt again, or is it just that you are in a bad mood, or is it just that you have a bad temper?

These are not reasons.

In the end, he could only open his mouth, and then closed it again, sighing quietly in his heart.

Probably seeing this embarrassment, Bella pulled the corners of her mouth reluctantly. It was not too ugly, but a fake smile that anyone could see through at a glance, hypocritical and far-fetched, was even more ugly than not smiling.

"...Go ahead...Thank you."

You're welcome, my mission is to protect you.Unable to say anything, Greg slightly bowed his body to show his respect, then he turned around and left this somewhat empty and somewhat scary room.

There are two teams of people guarding the outside. Their task is to protect the woman in the room, just like Grek.The one who appeared was Frank who had been following him, he asked in a low voice.

"How? What did the boss say?" Greg was able to understand their thoughts, understand the situation, and then guess based on the development of the situation when he would not have to do the job of guarding.To be honest, this task is not difficult, but it is troublesome to death.There is no way to be lazy, and if there is a slight problem, it is not a matter of deducting wages.

"It's hard to say, don't ask about it." He wanted to tell the truth, but he remembered the people in the room.The sadness under that calm face really made him, an old man, feel worried.Why did such a good couple end up like this?Greg couldn't figure it out, so that's all he could say.

"Ah? Then when will this task end?!"

"There is no boss, you will continue to be on duty tomorrow." Gleick said, he didn't want to be scolded by the boss anymore, if the professor asked again, he would be in a dilemma.

Frank panicked, "Why? I won't be on duty tomorrow?"

"Temporary increase, I have to take turns."

"...Captain, you are too unkind!"

"Who told me to be the captain?"

No matter how much sadness there is, it belongs to someone else after all, just like Greck, what happened between Sylvia and Bella, they know and are clear, but it has nothing to do with them.If you have never experienced it personally, even outsiders who are parting from life and death will not understand how painful such sadness is.It was like everyone knew that Sylvia had defeated Voldemort, and everyone knew that Sylvia had paid a terrible price, but besides expressing sympathy, they cheered more.Who can bear the pain of the victims, no one.All pain can be shared, but in fact it has no meaning other than to gain more sympathy.

Bella understood this truth, so she used all her efforts to accept everything she should accept.These days, she has already had the strength to face everyone with a smiling face, even if she is ready to face Sylvia, she can tell her that she is fine with a smile, or hug her to relieve some exhausted pain Heart, her request is not high, just look at her, you don't even need to say anything, just hug her and you will have the strength to continue on this thorny road.She can even lower these requirements a bit, as long as she looks at it from a long distance, it is enough.In this way, she at least knows that no matter what happens in the future, there will be at least one person who will always be with her, and at least there will be a share of happiness waiting for her to work hard.

But Sylvia didn't want to see her.

After that roar, Bella no longer dared to think deeper.She was afraid that even the courage to laugh would disappear from then on.

Maybe, really busy.

……

Sylvia never wanted to step into the next door, she ordered herself not to be soft-hearted, she warned herself over and over again, you have already hurt her to such a degree, why are you still close to her.She can't be too greedy, Merlin has already let the person she loves the most live according to her idea, but how can she ask for more?She ordered herself not to go, she asked herself to leave far away.That's what reason says.

But how can feelings be controlled.

I just take a look.

Sylvia thought that once this idea was born, it could not be destroyed, as if there was even a tiny bit of possibility, it would make greedy creatures like humans expand that possibility until it swallowed it all up.

I glanced at her quietly, then left.Look, it's late at night now, and she's asleep, and she won't know I've been here, or that I love her.I have been indifferent to her for so long, she is not a fool, even if she guessed it, she would have guessed it.Damn heart, should have died long ago.Maybe we can still be friends, isn't there many people who can still be friends after breaking up?Of course I won't be friends with her, just thinking about it, but it doesn't stop me from going to see her.Quietly at night, just look out the window, I won't go in, I won't touch the doorknob, I won't let her know.I can't just not show up like this, I can't...

As if possessed by a demon, Sylvia found countless excuses for herself.She didn't feel that she was wrong, she didn't feel that her brisk steps towards the next door made her feel the heat, and she didn't notice that there was a trace of warmth in her already cold heart.

look at her.

See if she's really nice.

See if she's really what they say she is, she's fine.

look at her...

The hand is resting on the doorknob.Sylvia was stunned, because she suddenly remembered that she had promised herself that she would not touch the doorknob.

"... 37 days..."

A slight sound came from outside the door.Very light, very weak, but thunderous.

Sylvia felt that the handle in her hand seemed to be turning. At that moment, she clenched it tightly, holding it tightly, just like biting her lip.

No.

With the sudden sound, Sylvia knew that she would never be able to fool the person at the door.

Can't turn...she doesn't want to see her...

What kind of feeling invasion is that?Bella couldn't think of how to describe the feeling.It's not loss, it's not pain, it's not despair, it's just a faint feeling, so faint that there is almost nothing unusual, but it reminds her all the time that it exists.

"...I've been waiting for you for 37 days..."

Is it every boring late night, is it every cold night, this woman leans against the wall like this, enduring loneliness and exhaustion alone, just waiting for someone to arrive?Is it that she is full of hope every time footsteps sound, or is it that she loses all hope every time she passes by quietly?

Sylvia bit her lips tightly, and she also tightly closed her eyes, but the bitten lips could suppress sobbing, why couldn't those tightly closed eyes seal the tears?

"...Xi Wei...I'm very tired..."

She said she was tired.In this most painful moment, the one who is by her side is not the person she loves the most. At this moment when she is most needed, she is not there.But now, she still wants to turn into a knife, and plunge straight into that exhausted heart, and she also wants to turn into a sharp sword, to cut fiercely into that suffering heart.

Tears burst into tears, and Sylvia collapsed. She wanted to just open the door and hug the tired woman who was talking softly, hold her tightly in her arms, and whisper to her not to be afraid, I am here.She also wanted to kiss her lips deeply and tell her seriously, it's okay, I'll accompany you.

But she can't.

The first time it was like this, what about the next time?

In fact, she should have understood a long time ago, these years, it was agreed to protect her well, but when did she really protect her well?

Not once.

I'm sorry, Bella, I just want you to be well, I'm willing to let go of the chance to be with you, and I only hope that you will be safe in your life.Live where I can see, just let me love you all the time, as long as you are safe, I will be content.

"us……"

He choked up his breath and heard it, but he no longer had the strength to turn the doorknob.She didn't know what it was like to feel at this moment, and she didn't know how long she could last.She knew that all her efforts would be shattered by the collision in Sylvia's next words.

"Let's break up..."

Bella wanted to pull out a smile, but she knew that the smile was too fake, too hypocritical.She lost all her strength and the only thing she was thinking about was not being able to cry.Why can't you cry?Because of what Sylvia said to her?Because of Sylvia's departure?

"...can I... know the reason..."

Why are you forcing me?Sylvia's heart was pierced like a knife, even though half of her heart had been lost, it still hurt.I've already made it this far, why do you still force me to push you farther with my own hands?Wouldn't it be nice to just leave peacefully like this?Goodbye like this, at least we can leave some good memories between you and me, at least we can lie to each other, we broke up peacefully, why do you want me to say something that even I can't forgive myself?

"...There are so many reasons. If you don't like it, you don't like it. It's easy to get together and go away. Don't be so boring, okay?"

——Sylvia, I want to be with you all the time...

"……it is good……"

There is more than one broken heart, more than one pair of broken love?

……