good man story

When Cygnus Black was very young, he didn't know what the outside world was like.He stayed in the old house at NO.12 Grimmauld Place all day long.This house existed a long, long time ago, at least he was born in this house.Of course, that's what his mother told him.Signus loved it here, and in his running and jumping years, the greatest joy in his life was exploring the house.I don't know how many days and nights passed, even though his younger siblings lost interest in the house later, Signus still couldn't enjoy each other.He had forgotten when he finally finished exploring the house, and then, like his younger siblings, they all yearned for the outside world.

Time to see the outside world.Little Signus made an oath to himself that he would step out of the gate three days later when his parents were away, and he would step out openly, instead of sneaking through the back door like others slip.Unfortunately, the door is not so easy to walk out.At least little Signus got caught, and he paid the price by not being able to eat dinner.

——If you want to go out, just tell me, I will take you out, Orai has already gone out!

The future head of the family, Walburga, who is now the patriarch's daughter, whispered that she came to smuggle some food for her brother who was locked up.

——No need, I will go out by myself.

said little Signus.And then something kind of silly happened to the Blacks, and whenever he got the chance, he'd try to get out, through the gate.Being caught is not once or twice, and it is not once or twice that he is locked up. Little Signus always admits his mistakes with a positive attitude, but never changes.A dozen times or dozens of times, probably based on the pity of the adults, our little Signus finally pushed open the gate of Grimmauld Square.This time he stepped on solid ground.

The outside world is no different, the sky is blue and the air is humid, but there is a little boy outside who cannot be named, and Signus finds that he and he are so compatible, even if they are separated by a race .

One is a wizard and the other is a Muggle.

As night fell, Signus returned to the door, back to the old house he was very familiar with, and today he did not pay for the dinner, even if he was really sure that his father saw him when he came in.

—Sig, are you having fun?

--Yep.

—Want to be friends with that little boy?

--……kindness.

- He's a Muggle, did you know that?

--……kindness.

- Do you know what to do?

—…Can’t we be friends?

--cannot.

--why?

—Because you are a wizard, you are pure blood.

--……kindness.

After that day, Signus forgot about the little boy, and he never sought him out again.

——That’s what it is, as long as they don’t find out.

The little Alphard touched his brother and said slyly.

—I also have a good friend who is a Muggle.

——If you can't be friends forever, don't pour your feelings into them. You will be sad when you lose them.

Alphard blinked, not understanding the words.After a long, long time, when Alphard saw Signus strangle his favorite puppy, he remembered what Signus said when he was a child.

—Why did you kill it?

— it's leaving.

——It is leaving, are you going to kill it?

——If you can’t stay by my side all the time, just die by my side.

Later later, the boy is no longer young, the boy has become a man, the boy has become a father.

Orion said, second brother, this is our first child, do you like boys or girls?

Walburga said, oh, your second brother doesn't say anything, but he likes girls.

Alphard, good girl, good girl.

Signus, the girl is someone else's, preferably a boy.

It's a frail girl.Signus seemed to have forgotten what he had said, and looked at the little baby on the side without blinking in the intensive care unit, holding his wife who was resting in bed in his hand.What was revealed in those eyes was anxiety, for the daughter and the wife.

Druela said, hehe, just say what you like, and say you want a boy.

In the dark, Signus blushed at his wife's words.

Signus said, no, don't like it, don't worry, Bella will be fine.

Druela said, well, I know.

Signus said, it will be fine, let's have a boy instead of a girl.

Druela said, what if I want a girl?

Signus said, . . . the girl.

It had been a year since the therapist said it was okay to hold the baby, and the night before that, Signus hadn't slept, and when the limp baby fell into his hands, Signus really I think girls are better than boys.Soft, light, small, and beautiful.

He is a father.This is his daughter, this is his child.

Emotions cannot be controlled, even if rationality tells Signus that it is best not to pour emotions on people or things that are destined to be unstoppable, but watching her, watching them grow up little by little, watching them learn to walk, Having learned to run and jump, Signus had already forgotten what his reason was telling him.

Years later, when the little girl who called her Daddy told him that she was in love with a Muggleborn, Signus felt his heart was ripped in two.Later, he handed the little girl's hand to a strange man, and he lost half of his heart, so Signus couldn't smile, and an incomplete heart couldn't smile to bless, so he said to the strange man.

—You better treat Andy badly, so I have a reason to bring her back.

And the feeling at this time is the same, the remaining half, Signus doesn't know whether he will stay or be taken away.He asked Andy to take Druella away, and then drove away everyone in the ward.He didn't want them to see, see what might happen.

Success is barely alive, failure is that pool of black blood.

I can't watch you come into this world, but I want to watch you leave, you will not leave alone, you will take my love away, from now on, heaven and man will be separated forever, and you will be my girl in the next life.I am incompetent in this life, and I will protect you from any grievances in the next life.

Signus prepared for the worst, but in fact, this is not the worst, neither success nor failure is a good result.He felt a little resentful, there were so many people in this world, and there were so many boys and girls, why did such a thing happen to his own child?He even has an idea that all the children in this world will encounter such a thing, so that his heart will be balanced.But he thought of Andy again, and thought of his second child, and he felt guilty again, ashamed of himself.

Am I really too incompetent?Let you be hurt like this?Did I really do a lot of bad things to make you suffer like this?Merlin, what's wrong, can I bear any punishment?Can you not hurt my child?She is innocent, she is implicated.

Signus thought like this, with a heavy guilt, almost desperate prayer.Merlin never answered his words, Merlin never accepted his prayer, he prayed devoutly at first, but after too long time he began to hate, hated Merlin, hated everything he could hate.Voldemort, Sylvia, the wizarding world, Muggles, he hated everyone, cursed deep in his heart, and vented all his dissatisfaction in unknown places.

A father's love is like a mountain, and the moment the landslide occurs, it must be the greatest despair in the world.

At that time, Signus, who had his eyes closed, knelt on the ground, his knees ached from the cold floor, and then he opened his mouth, unable to utter curses or full of resentment, he just hoarse The voice was dry and heavy, like despair, like hope.

"...Thank you...Thank you...Thank you..."

Tears burst into eyes, love is heavier than mountains.

Outside the door, Sylvia stood for a long, long time, smelling the strange fragrance greedily, unable to reach out the hand that wanted to push the door, and also failed to pull out a smile that survived the catastrophe, but after all, blocked those who wanted to open the door. The crystals bursting out of the eyes.

Thank you.

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