Rival, go away

Love it so much that you can't extricate yourself, or even give up your life?What was that like?Zuo Qiuze didn't know that feeling, nor did he want to know.He won't give up himself and give up his life for one person. "This kind of thing is your self-comfort before you die?"

Originally thought Su Zimo would fight back, but he just smiled calmly. "People will have a deep memory of the things that have passed away. The things that have passed away mean that they will never come back. For me, the greatest comfort is that Xiaoyuan will remember me for the rest of his life and will never forget me. I Will live in his heart forever."

Angry, unprecedentedly angry, Zuo Qiuze almost couldn't help rushing up to beat up the guy on the hospital bed.But his rationality told him that he must not beat this man, it would only push Lin Yuan away.

Trying to suppress the anger in his heart, Zuo Qiuze left his ward after sneering at Su Zimo, who had a pale face on the hospital bed.

Zuo Qiuze was very irritable, this was the most irritable time he thought he had grown up.Originally, I planned to find a female companion to accompany me to relax, but I don't know why I felt that I couldn't cope, so I had to go home and drink.

Lin Yuan took care of Su Zimo in Su Zimo's ward every day, eating and lodging in the ward. It was not until Su Zimo's parents came back to the hospital from abroad that he went home to rest for a night.

On the tenth night in the hospital, Su Zimo passed away in a peaceful night.When Lin Yuan saw his face was covered with a white cloth and pushed out of the ward, his heart was empty.Su Zimo's mother and younger sister kept crying along with the cart, while his father Su Xi patted his wife on the back to comfort her.Lin Yuan did not follow the cart to the mortuary, he now needs to find a quiet place to calm down.

Two days later in the afternoon, Su Zimo's funeral was held in a cemetery.Basically all the employees of the company came, and some people in the industry also came to visit him.Lin Yuan was standing outside the crowd, smoking a cigarette. He stretched out his hand and took away the cigarette in his hand, "Smoking is not good for your health, so don't smoke in the future."

Lin Yuan turned his head to look at Zuo Qiuze in a black suit, and reluctantly licked the corner of his mouth at him. "Why are you here?"

Zuo Qiuze took the cigarette to a nearby trash can, extinguished it, and threw it away, walked back to him and said, "If you don't want to laugh, then stop laughing, seeing you laugh like this will make people feel very uncomfortable."

Lin Yuan didn't continue to answer Zuo Qiuze's words, he watched the people who came to pay their respects leave one by one, and only the Su family was left in the end.He went forward with Zuo Qiuze and put the white chrysanthemum in his hand on the pile of flowers in front of Su Zimo's tombstone, then took out a photo from his suit pocket and put it in front of the tomb. "This is a group photo we took on S Island. I took it out at the photography studio the day before yesterday. I thought you would like to see it, so I brought it here. I will take care of Uncle Su and Aunt Su for you. I will come to see you, you are doing well over there, and we will see each other again in a few decades."

Standing up and bowing earnestly three times towards the tombstone, he turned around and said goodbye to Su Zimo's parents, and left the cemetery with Zuo Qiuze after the worship.

Zuo Qiuze drove the car and looked at Lin Yuan who was silently looking out the window in the passenger seat, frowned and turned back to look at the road ahead. "Would you like to find a place to blow some air?"

"Okay, let's go to the beach." Rubbing his forehead with his hand, he closed his eyes and added: "If you can, buy some ice cream, I suddenly want to eat it."

Zuo Qiuze hooked the corners of his lips, it seemed that Lin Yuan didn't have much problem. "Okay, what flavor do you want, I'll buy it for you."

"I want them all, why don't I have one."

"That's not okay. Eating too much ice cream will cause diarrhea. It's not just for children."

"Then do whatever you want. I just want to cool down my heart. I'll eat whatever you buy."

The beach is a bit far from where they are now, and it takes about an hour and a half to drive there.Zuo Qiuze thought that he could see the sunset almost at the beach, so he bought some food and a tent.Passing the ice cream to Lin Yuan, he drove directly to the beach.

The two arrived at the beach before the sun set, and the sea breeze blowing on his face made Lin Yuan feel a lot more relaxed.Zuo Qiuze moved all the things he bought out of the trunk, he also bought a mini grill, and prepared to relax by the sea and Lin Yuan.

Turning back to look at Zuo Qiuze who had been moving things outside, Lin Yuan stepped forward and looked at the bags of raw meat skewers and asked, "Are you going to barbecue by the sea?"

"That's right! I see you're not in a good mood, so I'm going to bake something for you to relax you." Zuo Qiuze smiled and looked at the bags of meat skewers beside him, "This is pork tendon, grill Next to it are mutton kebabs and chicken kebabs, as well as crispy bones, grilled wings, and sausages!"

"There are quite a lot of things, but I don't know if I can eat them all. Also, what kind of fire are you going to use to roast these things? This is a stone area, no dead wood, right?"

"That's right!" Zuo Qiuze looked around, there were indeed no trees here, but there was a forest on the other side of the road. "I'll go over there to find a branch to make a fire, you help me take out the things, the seasoning is on the back seat of the car!"

After Zuo Qiuze finished speaking, he ran towards the side of the road. Lin Yuan looked at his back and sighed, and took out the things one by one.

He said he was going to bake something for Lin Yuan, but seeing Zuo Qiuze's clumsy appearance, Lin Yuan drove him to the side to watch.

After eating and drinking, the two of them blew the sea breeze for a while, lay on the beach and looked at the stars, and then they got into the tent they had set up earlier and prepared to rest.

The two were lying in the tent with their shirts on, Zuo Qiuze slightly opened his eyes to look at Lin Yuan, and asked in a low voice, "Are you feeling better?"

Lin Yuan didn't open his eyes, he bent his mouth slightly and said, "Thanks to you, I feel much better. I have to go back to work tomorrow, go to bed early. By the way, sleep on your side and put your coat in the middle across."

After Lin Yuan finished speaking, he got up and put his coat between the two of them, then looked at Zuo Qiuze and waited for him to hand over the coat.Zuo Qiuze didn't get up, he frowned and looked at Lin Yuan, and said in a very dissatisfied tone: "Are you despising me? Why do you want to draw a clear line?"

Lin Yuan sighed, "Because you have the habit of hugging people when you sleep, I am afraid that you will wake me up in the middle of the night, so I have to take precautions."

"Come on, I never have the habit of hugging people when I sleep. Those girls and I..." Zuo Qiuze held back what he almost blurted out, threw the clothes beside him angrily and turned sideways. "Let's just keep it apart, anyway, I won't hug people!"

Lin Yuan straightened his clothes aside, pressed two bottles of mineral water on the clothes, and fell asleep with his back to him.

Early the next morning, when he opened his eyes and saw the back of a black head, Zuo Qiuze thought he was still dreaming, but after a while he knew that he was not dreaming.

Carefully taking his feet off Lin Yuan's lap, and taking off the hands tightly hugging his waist, he finally sat up with sweat on his face and his beating heartbeat. "How did this happen? I don't have the habit of hugging people when I sleep! I have never done it before, so why do I behave like this now?"

What answered him was the sound of Lin Yuan's even breathing, who was still in a deep sleep, and the sound of the waves churning.Putting on his coat and holding his cell phone, Zuo Qiuze tiptoed out of the tent, Zuo Qiuze dialed the number of a friend of his who was far away in country M in the somewhat salty sea breeze. "Morning, Liping!"

A man on the other end of the phone came with a low magnetic voice, "It's early, it's almost night, okay. What can I do for you?"

"There's something I want to ask you."

"What's the matter, tell me."

Looking at Lin Yuan who was still sleeping, Zuo Qiuze walked to the empty road and said, "I sleep, you know, we often sleep together in college, I didn't have the habit of hugging people before, right?"

"No, it's good that you didn't kick me down, and you still hugged someone. Why, do you have to hug someone to fall asleep now?"

"No, it was fine before bed, but I just woke up and found that I was hugging a friend of mine, and it was still very tight."

"Oh! How tight!"

Zuo Qiuze frowned and looked at the opposite woods, "You don't want to be gloating, okay, I'm telling you something serious! I was also startled when I woke up!"

A man's laughter came from the receiver, and then the man stopped laughing and said, "Okay, serious, how tight are you hugging your friend?"

"It's just... all limbs are wrapped around him."

"Well, under normal circumstances, human beings like to sleep with things in their arms because they lack a sense of security. Some of them are because of loneliness, or a habit accumulated over a long period of time. I think it is also a manifestation of insecurity like you. Subconsciously, you It should be because you are very worried that your friend will abandon you or leave you, so you will unconsciously grab him in your sleep. What kind of friend is this? Girlfriend?"

"No, just ordinary friends. And he's a man. Well, I won't tell you anymore. I'll go back and catch up on sleep. I'll contact you later, bye."

After hanging up the phone, Zuo Qiuze stood by the side of the road in a daze.Just now Liping said that he was insecure like this, and that he was subconsciously afraid that Lin Yuan would leave him, how could this be possible.However, if I was really attached to him before, what is impossible?I have already decided, since I have different feelings for him now, then follow my heart, he has never been a person who will go against his will.

After sending Lin Yuan to Chonghui, Zuo Qiuze drove home.After packing the necessities and clothes needed for daily life, he went to Chanxin.Before the end of get off work time, he went straight back to the company to pick up Lin Yuan who was about to go home.

Just as Lin Yuan went downstairs and walked out the door, he saw Zuo Qiuze's car parked not far away. He walked over and knocked on the glass door to say hello and go home, but Zuo Qiuze didn't lower the window but directly Opened the co-pilot's door.

Lin Yuan walked around to the other side and got into the car, looked at Zuo Qiuze with a smirk on his face and asked, "What are you smirking about? What do you want from me?"

"I'll come and pick you up, close the door and tell me your address."

"I came here specially to pick me up, thank you. Go ahead, and I'll show you the way."

Zuo Qiuze nodded and started the car, and drove forward slowly in the direction Lin Yuan pointed, and he didn't reveal his plan from the beginning to the end.Thinking of Lin Yuan's surprised expression, he would want to chuckle, but now it's better to drive seriously.

The author has something to say: Happy New Year!

On the first day of 2016, everyone is in a good mood!

A new year and a new beginning, I wish you all the best in 2016!

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