Jin Zhener never thought of using this incident to punish Quan Zhilong.Although he still had some small concerns in his heart, he didn't ignore Quan Zhilong.It's because she clearly understands that this is a hurdle, if she doesn't step over it, wouldn't she be reconciled to being tripped and beaten to death.She sat on the swing in the yard, looked at the sky, and felt that everything was predestined. She hurt Zhilong, met Han Zhexi, and Zhilong planned a car accident. She saw Han Zhexi's so-called love clearly and realized it again Zhilong got out of control and resolutely returned to him.Is this a causal loop?

There is too much pain in this world, but it is because of being attached to what should not be attached, and letting go of what should be cherished.She didn't know if she was the one in Quan Zhilong's life that she shouldn't be attached to, but she knew very well that he was the one she should cherish.These days, she often wonders if she hadn't met Zhilong back then, would it be a different situation now.Does she hate Quan Zhilong? No, because she understands rationally that he just loves her. Hiding in a corner and watching the person she loves be happy for three years, that kind of jealousy will drive people crazy , Like him, like her.So don't hate, because if it was her, she might do it even harder.But she blamed him, what is the dream, probably the kind of thing that will not feel hard no matter what to do, ballet is a kind of dream in Jin Zhener's life, her dream was broken, she stood up again, Never touch that thing that was once regarded as a dream again, but now someone suddenly told her, Kim Jin Ah, the person who ruined your dream is the one you love.How do you let her accept it as if nothing had happened.

But she had to accept it.Some people punish themselves and their lovers for an irreparable mistake, Jin Zhener will never do that.Now that it is irreparable, you can only persuade yourself to accept and forgive.She sighed, since she had decided to stay by his side all the time, and the engagement ceremony was held as usual, then they should be together well.Or slowly ignore the past.

After she figured it out, Jin Zhener got up and went back to the house. She knew that Zhilong's life was not easy during this time. Although the two still talked and walked as usual, the gloom in his eyes became deeper and deeper day by day.Standing on tiptoe, I took out the ingredients my mother sent me last time from the cupboard, put on an apron, and started cooking.

Two hours later, the soup was ready. She put the finished seaweed rolls in the lunch box, then took out the thermos and filled the ginseng soup into it.In the end, as usual, I put some fruit in the bag.Put on a light makeup again and go out.Sitting in the taxi going to YG, Jin Zhener looked out the window, Zhilong is in a kind of extreme self-loathing, maybe she was hurt by this incident, but she also understands that Zhilong's mood will not be better than her own .A woman needs to show weakness, even though in this case she was the victim.

In the past, no matter when Jin Jiner and Quan Zhilong were arguing or some trivial matters, Jin Jiner always let him.It's not because I'm in a weak position, or because I'm too humble, but even if two people who love each other more, even if they win the topic in the quarrel, they will lose each other's sincerity bit by bit.Resignation does not mean compromise.It doesn't matter who wins or loses, what matters is what the other party gets.Whether it is in life or in relationships, giving in is actually another kind of high profile.Of course, the premise is that this person is worthy of your concession.

Shengli and the sun stood at the door and watched furtively.Shengli opened the door and whispered in doubt, "Brother seems to have a bad temper recently..." Rao Sun, who had known Quan Zhilong for so many years, didn't quite understand what happened to his bamboo horse.He shook his head and said, "You remove that 'seem', he has already dropped his fourth vase in more than a week." Yang Xianshi also asked whether Zhilong encountered a bottleneck in his creation recently...they said they also Very curious, obviously that guy is finally satisfied and engaged to Zhen'er, why is his mood getting worse and worse.

Quan Zhilong threw the pen on the table irritably, looking at the impromptu lyrics left on the paper, the more he looked at it, the more he found it annoying, so he tore it up and threw it into the trash can.Subconsciously touched his pocket, thinking that he seemed to have decided to quit smoking in order to quietly please Zhen'er.If other things happened, he could think of all kinds of ways to make her happy, but he couldn't ask her to forgive himself for the car accident.Can't think of any way to do it, just think it would make her happier if she could notice once in a while that she wasn't smoking.

He couldn't think of any other way, he could only clumsily hope that she would be happier.

Sun thought that things couldn't go on like this anymore, at least he couldn't let the president call them over to inquire inside and outside to find out whether the man was not going well at work or in relationship.Sun turned his head and glanced at Shengli, who was observing seriously, good Shengli, good brother, when don't you use you now?Sun took a decisive step back and kicked Shengli's ass. Before Shengli could exclaim, he realized that he had been pushed in by that unkind and unreliable Sun.

Quan Zhilong looked back at Shengli and frowned, "Why?" His tone was as bad as it could be.While selfishly scolding that unscrupulous teammate inside and out, Shengli squeezed out a greasy smile, "Brother, are you hungry..." Quan Zhilong no longer looked at Shengli, and continued to write on paper. Writing and painting, his tone was very calm, "I'm not hungry, go and eat by yourself." Shengli touched his nose, thinking that although Brother Zhilong is usually very talkative, if he walks along with him, he won't He would argue with himself, but he knew it was different now, brother Zhilong...well, not anger...but an emotion more terrifying than anger.Shengli laughed dryly, "Then... bro, keep busy, I'll go first..."

"Why did you come out?" Sun stood in the aisle, seeing Shengli come out disheartened, he couldn't help asking.

Shengli curled his lips, and said unhappily, "Brother, you can be more kind."

When Sun was about to ask something more, Jin Zhener stood not far away holding a slightly heavy food box and asked, "Why are you standing here?" Sun and Victory breathed a sigh of relief at the same time, and the savior came .Shengli said with a grin, "Brother Zhilong hasn't eaten yet, is Zhener here to deliver the meal?"

Jin Zhener nodded, although he felt that the expressions of the two people were very strange, but he didn't ask any more questions, and walked into Quan Zhilong's studio wondering.

Quan Zhilong thought it was victory when he heard the footsteps, he pulled off his earphones a little annoyed, and subconsciously touched his pocket... probably because he wanted to smoke.Just when he was about to say something, a pack of cigarettes appeared in front of his eyes. Quan Zhilong raised his head and saw that it was Jin Zhener, who was a little awkward to speak, "You...why...why are you here?"

Jin Zhener sat on the side, put the food box on the coffee table, then pointed to the pack of cigarettes on the table and smiled, "If you want to smoke, smoke it." Quan Zhilong clenched his right hand into a fist against his lips and cleared Cough, "I'm planning to quit." Jin Zhener looked at him with a smile, and joked, "Can I quit smoking for so many years in a day or two?"

Quan Zhilong didn't speak.

"When I was in class, I heard from the teacher that even if you quit smoking, you should do it slowly and reduce the amount of smoking bit by bit, but you don't stop smoking suddenly like you." Jin Zhener opened the food box and continued to add "Although I really want you to quit, it's not on the basis of forcing you." In fact, Jin Zhener really hopes that Zhilong can cherish his body, and also hopes that he will quit smoking and stop going to Got a tattoo, but later she also thought it over clearly, she thought it was for Zhilong's good, but would he feel forced, might it not be what he wanted at all.

In fact, few people would like the kind of people who put the words "I'm for your own good" all day long to educate themselves.People are independent individuals, there are likes and dislikes.Although Jin Zhener thinks that is for his own good, she hopes that he can live a happier life according to his own ideas.All she can do is take good care of him as much as possible.

Quan Zhilong couldn't help but relax when he heard this, but he still said, "If you really like it, I like it too." In short, I will do whatever you like.If there is a woman who can make the young Quan Zhilong and Quan Zhilong who has seen all kinds of troubles fall in love with him even if he is humble, there is only Jin Zhener.

Jin Zhener just smiled, opened the thermos, and poured him a bowl of soup, "Let's drink the soup first."

Quan Zhilong just felt very happy, and the gloom of this period of time disappeared.In fact, his idea is very simple, as long as Zhen'er is still willing to stay by his side and let him watch her.

Just as he took a sip of the soup and felt very comfortable, Jin Zhener looked at him fixedly, and suddenly said, "Zhilong, what you like to do is also what I like. You don't have to change for me. You don't want to do it." The habit of changing." Quan Zhilong put down the spoon and was about to say something.Jin Zhener put her hand on his arm, as if she had made some kind of determination, she said slowly, "Zhilong, let's live a good life from now on."

Quan Zhilong looked at her in astonishment, a little unbelievable, he didn't expect Zhen'er to say such words to forgive him.He couldn't believe it, but his body was honest, trembling with excitement.Jin Zhen'er's nose was sour, forget it, as long as this person is Zhilong, there is nothing unforgivable, and there is no hurdle that cannot be overcome.

The two of them tacitly stopped mentioning that matter.It's as if it never happened.

But under the surface calm, there are some subtle changes.

As long as Quan Zhilong is not working, he basically stays at home with her, almost never leaving her.

Today, he is naturally not so naive as to check Jin Jin'er's cell phone and computer.But without her knowing, he secretly installed a system at the door. No matter whether Jin Zhener is going out or coming back, Quan Zhilong will know the specific time. He also has the hospital's duty schedule in his hand. If the time is not right, he will pretend to be Zhen'er who called casually and ask where she is.

Quan Zhilong is accepting an interview today.

Jin Zhener just came back from the hospital when she received a call from Feng Yi.

"Zhener, come back quickly. Teacher Sissi passed away..."

Jin Zhen'er was in a hurry, after all, this mentor had been taking good care of him in those years.

Originally, because of the concert in Japan, Quan Zhilong had already given her her passport at that time.Jin Zhener hurriedly booked a plane ticket, simply packed a few clothes and ran to the airport.

In fact, Quan Zhilong has always remembered the passport, but why didn't he get it back with Jin Zhener, because he didn't want Zhener to think that his possessiveness was terrible.At least it is not now to return the passport.So this thing has never been implemented.

Jin Zhener called Quan Zhilong at the airport, but no one answered.Had to send him a text message before boarding the plane.

[Zhilong, because my former mentor passed away, I have to go back to the United States to mourn.I will be back soon. ]

Turned off after getting on the plane.

Quan Zhilong returned to the waiting room while wiping the sweat from his forehead.Take out your phone, because the interview was muted just now.Originally, the whole person was a little careless, but when he saw this text message, he was stunned.There was no longer the calm look just now.

At night, Quan Zhilong was alone at home, sitting at the dining table eating the takeaway he ordered.

The panic in her heart became more and more uncontrollable, and the scene of her leaving him once again appeared in front of her eyes.

As if he couldn't control it anymore, he stood up abruptly, exuding a gloomy aura from his whole body.

Sweep all the bowls, chopsticks and cups on the dining table on the ground.

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