paranoid like you

"Why should I divide the occasions?" Fu Chaosi said it as it should be, "I wish the whole world knew that you belonged to me."

"Nervous." Ye Mu wanted to push him away, "Let's go, it's over."

Fu Chaosi looked at Ye Muxiang's reddened ears, and laughed from ear to ear, then he followed and returned to the living room together.

At this time, several other people had already turned over the books around the coffee table to do the questions under the guidance of Zhang Shuai and Feng Yi.

Xiang Yang was sitting directly opposite to Fu Chaosi, the former raised his head and looked at him, looking more shy than him, he quickly looked away from Fu Chaosi, took a piece of chopped mango from the coffee table and stuffed it into his mouth, pretending nothing happened.

Fu Chaosi didn't understand this, he was obviously the one who was caught raped, and the people who watched the excitement felt embarrassed instead.

Fu Chaosi was obviously not interested in studying with everyone.

But Feng Yi was very motivated, and even made a detailed study plan, just to do the so-called collection of wrong questions that Feng Yi had been sorting out all night.

But in the end, Zhang Shuai did his best and no one cared about him.Big Zhang knew almost none of them, so Xiang Yang patiently explained them to him one by one.Feng Yi sat next to Ye Muxiang, discussing different solutions to each question with the latter devoutly and earnestly.

Fu Chaosi was the only one left, looking down at the question.Cut, mentally handicapped questions, too simple to be lazy to do.

Fu Chaosi stood up and looked at Ye Muxiang who was discussing with Feng Yi with his head down, but saw Ye Muxiang's expression was gentle and serious, not at all like the fierce look when he was with him.

The more he thought about it, the more he felt sore in his heart, he was uncomfortable at all, he stared at Ye Muxiang, he couldn't bear to blink, for fear that he would run away if he didn't pay attention to Ye Muxiang.

After the two of them discussed a question midway, Feng got up and went to the bathroom together.

During this interval, Ye Moxiang was still lowering his head to sort out the study materials, but suddenly he stretched out his hand and pushed his face away, "Don't look at it."

"Why not let me see?" Fu Chaosi raised his eyebrows, "Are you shy?"

Feng Yi came back from the bathroom very quickly, and hurriedly continued to discuss the topic with Ye Muxiang.But before Feng Yi returned to his seat, Fu Chaosi was sure that he heard the other party say, "En."

He no longer looked at Ye Muxiang, but shifted his gaze to Feng Yi.Seeing Feng Yi wearing big thick glasses and looking like a good student in the eyes of the teacher, Fu Chaosi suddenly understood why he was so bitter with this kid.

Ye Mu thinks that he won't blush because of Feng Yi, and won't get angry because of Feng Yi, because Ye Mu doesn't like him!Not only that, but Ye Moxiang would not be on the balcony with Feng Yi, ignoring the lingering eyes of others, nor would he personally help Feng Yi solve his physical needs.But Ye Mu wanted to do all these things with him, isn't this a sign of loving him?

The more Fu Chaosi thought about it, the happier he felt, and he completely lost the confusion just now.He casually put down his pen, returned to Ye Muxiang's room with his mobile phone, leaned on his bed and watched the NBA game.Whoever likes to brush the questions will do it, anyway, I will stop doing it!

Ye Mo wanted to arrange for Fu Chaosi to go to the kitchen to help carry the dishes until he was about to have lunch.

The big guy on the side leaned over, slammed his arm, and said with a smirk, "It's so lingering with your Ye Xueba on the balcony this morning!"

Fu Chaosi snorted softly, not shy at all, "Xiangyang told you?"

"He was the one who said about the balcony, but I've already seen how tired you two are." Big Zhang just finished washing his hands, turned on the faucet and flicked the water, "But don't worry, Little Sunshine will also take care of this matter." Just tell me, you won't tell anyone else."

Fu Chaosi didn't care that others knew what he and Ye Mu were thinking, on the contrary, the previous sentence made him curious, and he turned his head to look at him, "What did you see earlier?"

"I see that you and Ye Mu want to have an affair!" The tall man smiled and waved his hands, "Actually, I guessed it was him when you said that you suspected that you had a physical reaction to a man. But at that time I really think that everyone is straight, and I didn't think about it at all. Then you two are on good terms?"

Mentioning this, Fu Chaosi felt a little annoyed, "Nothing."

"No?" The big man was stunned.

"I did too much before, he still doesn't trust me, plus some other reasons, so he hasn't promised me so far."

No matter how you think about it, Big Zhang feels that this is not normal, "Then you two kiss and hug like this when you are not together?"

Fu Chaosi sighed, "I forced him to do that. He has a character that would ignore anyone if he doesn't fight or snatch it. I'm the only bastard who bothers him every day. He really can't stand it, so he can only rely on me. .”

Big Zhang patted him on the shoulder, "Brother, please come on, but Ye Xueba is destined to like you, otherwise he wouldn't be like you. He will figure it out sooner or later, just like me, who suddenly became enlightened one day Alright, I figured everything out."

The other party's topic aroused Fu Chaosi's interest, "Then why did you suddenly figure it out?"

"Brother Fu, you should have experienced it too. It's just that there is only one person in your mind every day, but the reality tells you that you can't love him or miss him. It's impossible for you."

Fu Chaosi parted his lips and smiled, but didn't answer.

Big Zhang continued: "During that time, you suddenly went to Beijing again. I called you several times when I was sad, but you ignored me at all. You didn't answer my calls at that time, and you didn't even reply to my text messages. "

Hearing the other party say this, Fu Chaosi blamed himself a little.It was also when he was suffering, he didn't even care about himself, how could he have time to care about others, "Sorry, I also..."

"You don't have to be sorry, I understand now. That feeling is really uncomfortable." Big Zhang sighed, "At that time, I felt that life was worse than death every day, but I still couldn't help thinking about him. At that time I often Alcohol paralyzes me, but when I drink too much, I find that I miss him even more."

Big Zhang was a little tired after standing for a long time, so he leaned against the wall, "When I didn't know that Sunshine was Xiangyang, I thought of him as the type of girl I like. I told myself that I like girls, and I I loved him before because I thought of him as a girl. But later, when I think about him again, he is what he is now, a boy. But I don’t feel disgusted at all, but I like him more and more.”

"What about after that?" Fu Chaosi asked.

"But I still couldn't pass this hurdle psychologically. I broke the glass door of the bookshelf in a fit of anger, and scratched my arm with the glass. I thought the pain would wake me up, but I found that I still miss him." The big man shook Shaking his head, "Then I went crazy and ran directly to their house. His mother was there at the time, but he still brought me in."

Fu Chaosi didn't interrupt, and quietly listened to Zhang Daguo continue talking.

"He looked at the blood on my arm, didn't ask why, and just silently bandaged my wound. All I could think of was strange things. Then I couldn't control it and kissed him."

Fu Chaosi suddenly felt that Big Zhang had more flair than him.

"I kissed for a long time, I wanted to let go but I couldn't bear it. You know that feeling, it's so exciting! And Xiangyang didn't push me away,

But I tasted the salty taste on his lips, he cried and was kissed and cried by me. "The big guy hung his head, and the more he talked, the more frustrated he became," but he didn't say anything or ask anything from the beginning to the end. "

"Later, I slept in his bed for one night, and he just held my hand and stayed by my side all night. That night turned out to be the most solid sleep I had during that time." Big Zhang said.

"But when I woke up the next day, I walked away without a word like a deserter, and I never contacted him again." The big man squeezed his knuckles tightly, "Until you transferred to No. [-] Middle School, I suddenly Think about it. I'm not very promising, and my family really has no throne to inherit. The most awesome thing I've done in my life is falling in love with a man. Why can't I face myself? I just fucking love him, what's wrong? !"

Fu Chaosi patted the tall man's arm and gave a thumbs up.

"Simiao, it's time to eat." Xiang Yang came to the kitchen and interrupted them.

"Okay." The grown man turned to Fu Chaosi and said, "Let's go, let's eat first."

Looking at the backs of the two, Fu Chaosi suddenly felt that this world was really wonderful.No one should say some bold words as they should, maybe the next day, they will be overthrown by themselves irrationally.

Slapping the face is cool, but the process is painful.

Grandma cooked a small portion of today's dishes, most of which were made by Chef Fu Chaosi.

When grandma came up with the last dish of garlic prawns, Fu Chaosi grabbed two of them on Ye Muxiang's plate first, "It's too troublesome to eat prawns, peel one for me."

Ye Mu who was beside him wanted to glance at him, but she didn't refuse, picked up the prawns on the plate, peeled them, and put them into her bowl.

When peeling the shrimp, Ye Moxiang got some soup on his hands, saw that there was no napkin on the table, and was about to get up to get it, but was stopped by Fu Chaosi grabbing his wrist.

"This hand is full of essence, it would be a waste to wipe it off." After finishing speaking, Fu Chaosi took his index finger, which was stained with soup, and licked it with the tip of his tongue.

Seeing this situation, Big Zhang, Xiang Yang, and Feng Yi all turned their faces away, covering their foreheads, almost unable to see.

Ye Mu wanted to be startled, quickly pulled his finger out of Fu Chaosi's mouth, picked up Fu Chaosi's collar with his right hand that hadn't been licked clean, and said, "Fu Chaosi, don't seek death!"

Fu Chaosi just looked at him with the corners of his mouth bent, neither conceding nor attacking.

"Hey, kindness makes money and kindness makes money, and the two bosses calmed down." Zhang Shuai hurriedly let go of Ye Muxiang's hand, "Don't be angry even if you think about it, brother Fu is used to being coquettish, don't take it seriously, don't take it seriously .”

Ye Mo didn't want to say anything, turned around and went to the tea table to get a tissue to wipe his hands.

Taking advantage of the time Ye Mu wanted to leave, Zhang Shuai whispered: "Fuck, Brother Fu, you were too coquettish just now, I would have beaten you to death if Ye Mu wanted to. Who is Ye Xueba, you dare to do that , It’s like dancing on the grave, admiration is really admiration!”

Fu Chaosi smiled and said, "No, he is reluctant."

Zhang Shuai gave a thumbs up: "I am also convinced of your innate blind self-confidence, awesome!"

Seeing that Ye Mo wanted to return to his seat with a sullen face holding a tissue, the two of them stopped talking about it just now.

Later, Ye Mu wanted to ignore him, but she still peeled the other shrimp on the plate and put it in Fu Chaosi's bowl.