The joy in my heart is related to you [entertainment circle]

"It's not like this! I haven't told Luo Hui about my orientation. Although I can feel that he wants to chase me, so far I feel that he is just a friend!" Si Wei said with some embarrassment, "He gave I sent a message, and I considered accepting it...but I really didn't feel much. Maybe we met too little and didn't know enough.

"..." Zhou Wei didn't want to speak.

Si Wei explained: "I am now a contracted artist of Xingyue, and I cannot casually disclose my orientation, which is one of the reasons why I did not tell him." Then he smiled wryly, "Now you are the only one who knows about this matter !"

or only?Zhou Wei didn't feel honored at all.

If a girl shared the only secret with him, he would definitely be heartbroken to death.But the current situation made him feel like a mess!

Thinking of the earthy love words he said and done just now, he wanted to hit the wall with regret—no wonder Si Wei reacted like that!

"Why did you tell me? You hid it well? I didn't see it at all." Before Zhou finished asking, he began to panic again, "You don't know..." Think about me, right?

"No!" Si Wei quickly denied, and in order to dispel his doubts, he said sincerely, "Zhou Wei, you want to believe me, I really cherish you as a friend! I know you are a straight man, and I won't let you Disgusting thing... As I said before, I treat you like a friend like an older brother!"

Hearing what he said, Zhou Wei's heart just got some comfort, and soon began to feel unhappy and fuzzy - who the hell wants to hear this?

Si Wei couldn't see any emotions on his face, and asked cautiously, "Zhou Wei, I delayed talking until now, do you think I'm annoying?"

Zhou Wei has calmed down from the initial annoyance, with a slight smile on his face: "I won't hate you! It's your personal right to make it public or not. I respect the privacy of every friend."

"Really?" Si Wei couldn't hide the light tears in his red eyes, "Are we still the same as before?"

"Really!" Zhou Wei nodded seriously.

Si Wei was so happy that she opened her arms to hug him, but suddenly felt that this action was inappropriate.

He has come out of the closet, and he needs to pay attention to many details, so as not to make Zhou Wei feel uncomfortable.

Zhou Wei saw his arms open, and then retracted them with an embarrassed smile. She really wanted to go over and hug him, but reason warned him to restrain himself.

Zhou Wei thought about it, and still wanted to remind him: "Don't blame me for talking too much, I have only met that apprentice Leo a few times, and I don't know much about him. Although he and you are alumni, we don't know what kind of character he is. Clear. Don't tell him everything stupidly, unless you are sure that he is someone worthy of your trust!"

"I understand." Si Wei nodded.

Zhou Wei stood up with her mobile phone: "Go to bed first! I'll go out and make a phone call to see how Lin Yuanyuan and the others are doing."

Si Wei hummed, watched him put on his coat, change his shoes, and open the door to go out.

The smile that had been on his face slowly dissipated. Zhou Wei never shy away from calling Lin Yuanyuan, and he could do it in the room.Going out now is just to digest his coming out of the closet just now.

Zhou Wei went downstairs and walked all the way to the snow outside the hotel.

There was still light snow in the sky, falling on the face, making the person who had just come out of the warm room shiver.

He wrapped his coat tightly, lowered the brim of his hat, and walked aimlessly towards the no-man's area - he didn't really want to call, he had already contacted him in the evening.

He just wanted to be alone for a while.

Before knowing Si Wei's orientation, he had no scruples about talking dirty, joking, and making body movements, because these are things that can be done with other straight boyfriends.

It's not a problem to cuddle and hug each other after drinking too much, and put your hands on your waist to support each other.

Si Wei's coming out of the closet had a huge impact on him!

Combined with some of his thoughts and reactions to Si Wei, he was faintly afraid.

Many of his friends are gay, and Leo is just one of them.

In the past, Leo said that he would bend him and let him join the army of gay friends. The two have been friends for nearly ten years, and he can stand it!How could it be possible to be influenced by someone who has known him for half a year?

He knows that sexual orientation is innately determined, but sooner or later he discovers it differently.

Some people discover it at the budding of puberty, some people don't know it until they are 16 or 7 years old, and some people don't understand it until they are 4 or 50 years old.

He does not reject or discriminate, but it does not mean that he can accept his own curvature.

When Si Wei came out to him publicly, the one who was really worried about being ripped off was himself!

At first, Si Wei impressed him deeply as a muddlehead who was oppressed by others. He saw in the other party the shadow of his early days of entrepreneurship-the difficulty of being excluded by others without fame, and the job he finally won was cut off by others.

Later, seeing his tenacity and self-discipline, he was willing to be friends with him.

How did it go beyond friendship?

Thinking about it now, Si Wei always looks at him seriously, gratefully, or pleadingly, and his eyes always make him feel happy sincerely. This is not a normal friendship between two boys!

And the first morning when he woke up in the same bed with Si Wei, when he saw Si Wei blushing, his heart was a little bit moved!

But he attributed that kind of heartbeat to his lack of nourishment in love, and Si Wei's face is indeed so beautiful that people can be moved.

Just now, he leaned over Si Wei, looking at Si Wei's full pink lips, if Si Wei hadn't pushed him away to escape, he really had an urge to kiss him!

It was precisely because of this cognition that he lost his composure when Si Wei confided his orientation.

Si Wei is really brave enough at certain times, he can't compare it!

Even if you find that you have desires for men, you have to push back!Over the past ten years, hundreds of girls have chased him, and he has flirted with countless girls, and he has been flirting with Wen Xiaoyue for more than ten years.

Once you find yourself being bent?It's too hard to accept!

What is more difficult to accept must be his family!

Mom will probably scold him, then immerse herself in her love and leave him alone.

Dad will be furious and threaten to break his legs!

As for the aunt's reaction, there is probably no other reaction except to stop her.Anyway, my uncle will definitely raise his blood pressure!At the beginning, he didn't even dare to say that he broke up with Wen Xiaoyue, and dared to come out to him?

However, he carefully recalled the time when he fell in love, and he was still not sure that he would like another boy.

It must have been broken love for too long to have fantasies about Si Wei!If you find a girlfriend, you should be able to correct it.

After making up his mind, he rubbed his feet back and forth on the snow-covered road a few times, but there was no warmth, they were still numb and cold.

Turn around and walk towards the hotel.

Gently pushing open the door of the room, the light in the room was obviously dim, only a soft light was still on by the head of the bed.

Si Wei was already asleep, with his back turned to his bed.

Zhou Wei took off his coat, changed into his slippers, went to the bathroom, and returned to his bed lightly.

Turn off the small light at the bedside, lie on the warm bed and watch the snow light reflected on the glass window, Zhou Wei began to suffer from insomnia - I believe that Si Wei didn't sleep well either, and I haven't heard his regular and long breathing for a long time.

The next day, Zhou Wei was a little top-heavy when he was woken up by the alarm, and he seemed to have a fever when he touched his forehead.

Si Wei was not much better either, there were obvious dark circles under her eyes.Knowing that he had a fever, I hurried to buy him antipyretics.

I have to catch a plane, and I can't go back to sleep and go back to the cage. I cheered up and went downstairs by myself. My feet felt like I was stepping on cotton, and I almost fell when I drifted a few times.

Fortunately, Si Wei had quick eyesight and hands to support him.

Si Wei not only took care of him, but also dragged two people's big suitcases, and soon became tired and sweaty. He felt very sorry, and felt that the illness came at an inopportune time.

When the two arrived at the airport, Lin Yuanyuan and Zhang Lei were already waiting there.

While waiting for the plane, Lin Yuanyuan kept scrolling the webpage with her mobile phone in her hands, but Si Wei asked him from time to time if he would like to drink water, if he would like to eat something, and if he felt uncomfortable?

Zhang Lei couldn't stand it anymore, and lightly touched his girlfriend with his elbow: "Brother Zhou is sick, why don't you go and take care of it and just play with your phone, is that okay?"

Lin Yuanyuan raised her eyelids and looked to the side, and said nonchalantly, "Si Wei takes good care of my brother, and is more careful than me, so I won't make trouble."

"..." Si Wei, who was pouring water into the lid of the thermos, stopped.

Zhou Wei squinted and asked coldly, "Lin Yuanyuan, are you human?"

Lin Yuanyuan was not convinced: "What's wrong with me?"

"I took care of you a lot when you were sick, but you just ignore me when I'm sick?"

Lin Yuanyuan curled her lips, put away her mobile phone, got up and took Si Weili away with the cup lid in her hand, blew on it, and handed it to Zhou Wei's mouth: "Come on, drink it! It's cold."

"..." Zhou Wei's fist hardened.

"You used to take care of me like this when I was sick. Now I reciprocate courtesy." Lin Yuanyuan complained mischievously, "When I was sick, it was Aunt Wang who took care of me. You would just pour me a glass of water and then run upstairs play in the dirt and make me cry by showing you you can go in the garden."

Zhou Wei was so angry that his teeth itch: "It's a good thing I brought Si Wei here! If I came with you two, my end would be so miserable and miserable! I'm sick, and you still want to be angry with me?!"

Lin Yuanyuan touched his forehead, and said disgustedly: "Oh, it's just a cold! It's not very hot, drink more water. Don't be hypocritical for such an adult! Look at you, you can't help Si Wei tormenting him. I couldn't sit down and rest properly."

"Shut up!" Zhou Wei said to Zhang Lei, "If you don't pull her away, I'll strangle her to death!"

Zhang Lei suppressed a smile, and pulled Lin Yuanyuan's sleeve, and the two of them moved a seat to the side.

Lin Yuanyuan was still complaining to Zhang Lei: "My brother has really changed. He was never so hypocritical before! He didn't take it seriously when he got injured and was hospitalized. Now a small cold can make people turn around. I think Si Wei treats him too well. Let him float away!"

Zhang Lei said: "He is not feeling right now and needs someone to take care of him, so please don't mess with him."

weekend:"……"

Si Wei: "..."