The joy in my heart is related to you [entertainment circle]

"I'm sorry!" Si Wei sincerely apologized, "We talked too much and didn't keep our mouths shut. It won't be like this in the future, and I will tell her not to talk nonsense anymore."

Zhou Wei looked at him with deep eyes, unable to distinguish between emotions and anger, and just said flatly: "Your manager really has a big mouth!"

Si Wei guessed that he was still upset, and felt even more cramped.

"I'm not unhappy because of this. I'm not afraid of what they do behind their backs." Zhou Wei didn't want him to be so self-reflective, so he changed the subject and said, "I'm because I went home for dinner, and Wen Xiaoyue's parents were there too." The matter between me and Wen Xiaoyue was mentioned at the dinner table, I politely declined a few words, which made everyone unhappy, and then my aunt gave me one word - get out!"

As expected, Si Wei was distracted and asked, "Have you told the truth to your family?"

"I revealed a little bit, but I didn't say the whole thing. However, we have been separated for more than a year, and they are not stupid, and they can more or less understand. Today, I got together to mention this matter. On the one hand, the old man couldn't hold back, and on the other hand It should be what Wen Xiaoyue told his parents."

He took a banana from the bag on the table, peeled off the skin and ate it: "They kicked me out before I finished my meal."

Si Wei took out her mobile phone and said, "Let me order a takeaway for you."

"No need. I'm not that hungry after eating half of the meal. Just add some fruit." After speaking, he peeled another one and swallowed it in two or three bites.

The way he eats and devours his food doesn't match his fastidious attire.

The disposable water cup was gone, afraid that Zhou would show his dislike, so he brought his own cup over, intending to pour water into the lid and share it with him.

Zhou Wei pressed his arm, and quickly took the cup away: "Don't move, I can do it myself." After speaking, he took two big gulps.

"..."

Before Zhou finished drinking, seeing him hesitate to speak, he realized that he was using his cup, and smiled awkwardly: "I'll brush it for you later."

Si Wei said, "No need, I basically don't drink water at night."

Zhou Wei still insisted on taking the cup to brush, filled it with hot water, and put it on the table to cool.

He opened the accompanying folding chair on the other side and lay down on it. It was so narrow that he could only lie flat, and he would fall if he turned over and didn't pay attention.

Zhou Wei rested one arm under his head and rested his other hand on his eyelid, covering most of his face.

Si Wei said, "It's too tiring to sleep like this."

"It's also better than sleeping on the sofa in the studio by myself. It's dark and eerily quiet. Anyway, here's you."

Si Wei blinked: "Are you afraid of the dark?"

"No, I'm afraid of being alone."

Si Wei didn't know what the difference was.

Zhou Wei explained: "I don't like to eat alone, live alone, like being abandoned."

"..."

Zhou Wei explained with a smile: "When I was a child, I had the experience of being abandoned. I waited for a long time, but I didn't find anyone to wait for. So, I hate this feeling. I work and eat with my colleagues during the day, and go home at night. Being with 'family', even if I'm locked in a room and I can hear them walking, talking, or even the TV in the living room, makes me feel at ease."

"Is it because of other people's movements that I feel at ease?"

"Yes. That's right."

"So have you tried playing the radio when you're alone?"

Zhou Wei put down his hand and looked over: "No. Have you tried?"

"Well, I think it's useful." Si Wei thought about it, "I ask a question, don't be angry."

"You ask." He turned towards Si Wei and looked at him.

Suddenly, Si Wei didn't dare to look into his eyes, and her eyes moved to the gap of the folding chair on which he was resting.

"Then why don't you start a family? I don't mean that you and Miss Wen are going to get married. Anyway, you like you, and you like so much. You can find a suitable one to start a family. Someone will accompany you when the time comes, and you don't have to be afraid of yourself." Alone."

Zhou Wei lay flat again, staring at the roof in a daze, as if he didn't want to answer his question.

Si Wei is interested and doesn't ask any more questions.

Rustle was busy for a while, lying on his side stretched out his hand to pat Zhou Wei's arm, and handed over the rolled quilt: "Here you are!"

Zhou Wei sat up and blocked it with her hand: "No need! You can cover it."

Si Wei said: "I took off the quilt cover and covered it. In such a hot day, the air conditioner is not turned on enough to cover the thick quilt. It will be more comfortable for you to spread it underneath."

The leather surface of the folding chair is not breathable, and it is stuffy and hot to lie on. After a while, sweating will soak the clothes.

Zhou Wei saw that the white quilt that was originally covered outside the quilt was on his lap.

Although the air conditioner is on, the indoor temperature is still hot, and the quilt provided by the hospital is too thick, and it is indeed covered with sweat.

"Thank you." Zhou Wei spread the quilt on the folding chair and lay down again.

The two were lying on their own, and there was no other movement in the room except for the uncle snoring on the next bed.

After a long time, when Si Wei was about to enter a daze state again, Zhou Wei's fingers lightly pinched his arm.

He turned his face away, Zhou Wei was looking at him.

In the dim light and shadow, the eyes have a deep brilliance.

Zhou Wei had a nice smile on his face, and he said softly: "I thought about your question just now. I am indeed a scumbag. I have dated so many girls, but I don't want to marry them. Because I don't believe that love can last forever, and I don't want to marry you." Take responsibility, and don't want to be bound by anyone, and we will be scarred when we separate."

Si Wei moved towards him, and said slowly in a voice that could be heard by the two of them: "I understand. Nowadays, many young people like to fall in love, but they don't want to get married, because life after marriage will become The trivial things. There will be old people and children who need to be taken care of, and their own rhythms will be disrupted. It’s better to just fall in love, stay together if they get along, and separate if they don’t get along.”

"You think so too?" Zhou Wei's eyes lit up, and he quickly fell silent again, "However, I'm a different kind - I not only don't want to get married, but now I'm tortured by my ex-girlfriend, I don't even want to talk about love. I just like to enjoy ambiguity Once the other party makes me feel troublesome, I want to run away."

Si Wei remembered that Zhou Wei told Guo Jinnian about his parents, and guessed that his parents' divorce had a great impact on him.Coupled with the ten-year separation and reunion with Wen Xiaoyue, it is estimated that the potential of the scumbag has almost been upgraded.

The aunt in the next bed got up and covered the uncle with a quilt, and kicked the quilt against him, and the uncle shouted unconvincedly that it was hot.

The old couple argued for a few words and then fell silent.

The uncle soon began to snore again.

Si Wei said softly: "Look, love when you are young, becomes companionship and protection when you are old. Jumping out of the smell of fireworks, you can ignore it when you fall in love, or you can turn around and leave without worrying about trouble. But love is like a rose. If you want to It will bloom for a long time, and it won’t work if you put it in a vase, or you have to grow it in the soil and take care of it, what do you think?”

Zhou Wei chuckled and asked, "How old are you?"

"22." Si Wei glanced at him and said, "I know what you want to say. Although I am younger than you and have never been in a serious relationship, I have participated in several romantic dramas! Of course it will beautify all of this, but no matter how beautiful love is, if it cannot take root, it will turn into a colorful bubble, do you understand? It’s very eye-catching once in a while, but it’s boring to see too much. Have you ever heard a saying: The smell of fireworks is the most soothing to the hearts of ordinary people."

Zhou Wei let out a chuckle and said, "You child, you can talk better than me when you open the chatterbox. It's alright! It's getting late, go to sleep." He turned to the other side, "I'll get up early tomorrow, I'll go to bed first !"

Si Wei was so shocked that he didn't want to say a word.Turning his back to him, he buried his head in the quilt.

Hearing that he didn't speak, Zhou Wei couldn't help but look back, and raised his hand to pull down the quilt: "Don't cover your head! It's scary to cover your head with a white quilt."

"..." Si Wei let him pull down the quilt, let alone talk to him.

After staying in the hospital for the third day, Si Wei developed a pair of dark circles under his eyes.

After all, it was young who recovered quickly, and the intravenous drip for three consecutive days also exerted the effect of the medicine. The pain in the abdomen was already very light, and it was not a serious problem to get out of bed and walk.

He was really not used to living there, so he asked the doctor to go home and rest, and insisted on leaving the hospital.

Zhou Wei slept on the folding chair all night, and when he got up in the morning, even though he said nothing and pretended to be fine, but he inadvertently shook his neck and relaxed his shoulders, Si Wei could tell that he was quite tired from sleeping at night.

Si Wei felt very sorry.

The doctor arranged for him to be discharged after the examination the next day, which was delayed by two days.

On the fifth day, after getting the injection in the morning and completing the discharge procedures, Zhou Wei asked for leave to pick him up and send him home.

I deliberately drove the car downstairs to his house so that it was convenient for him to go upstairs.

His family lived on the third floor, and the cement steps of the old building were all worn out.

"Come in." After opening the anti-theft door, Si Wei led the way, "The room was not cleaned in time, don't mind."

The author has something to say: Zhou Wei: Open the first step in entering the classroom (￣▽￣)／

Si Wei: ...I always feel that something is wrong.