Fu Xiaoyu was indeed pretending to be asleep, but even he himself didn't know why he reacted like this.

It's just that when he thought of meeting Xu Jiale at this moment, his mood was too complicated for a moment, so he could only subconsciously and weakly choose to escape.

The air seemed to freeze.

Fu Xiaoyu could feel Alpha's gaze, as if carrying substantial weight and warmth, silently cast behind him all the time.

Xu Jiale was very quiet, so quiet that it made Fu Xiaoyu agitated.Because I closed my eyes, the time seemed to become infinitely longer in the darkness, and every second became more difficult than usual.

"pay……"

Xu Jiale finally spoke. He was actually very soft when he spoke, but each word sounded extremely difficult: "Xiao Yu, are you... asleep?"

He is asking.

But in fact, it was like a paradox. If Xu Jiale believed that he was asleep, there would be no need to ask this question.

Of course Xu Jiale could see it.

"Brother Xu, Mr. Fu..." Wang Xiaoshan suddenly forgot to change his address to the unfamiliar "Mr. Xu" in front of Fu Xiaoyu.

Fu Xiaoyu finally opened his eyes.

Wang Xiaoshan was sitting opposite him at this moment, and he looked a little at a loss, as if he didn't know whether he should stop Xu Jiale from asking.

Fu Xiaoyu didn't speak immediately, but turned around, sat up slowly, and then leaned her upper body against the head of the bed.

Slow movement is to clear the mood.

He was inherently clumsy at disguising, and Xu Jiale was too good at observing.

Presumably from the very beginning, pretending to be asleep was a poor choice to cover up.

Fu Xiaoyu thought that he was embarrassed because of his clumsiness, but he never expected that the moment he raised his head and looked at Xu Jiale——

There was nothing but sadness in his heart.

Xu Jiale looked so embarrassed.

He may have completely forgotten the surprise of the climate when he went out. He was still wearing a long-sleeved thick shirt that was completely out of date in the hot Vietnam.

The beard had not been shaved in time, the chin was green, the narrow eyes behind the lens were faintly bloodshot, and the dry lips were slightly parted.

Fu Xiaoyu could almost feel the momentary hesitation before he wanted to speak, it was a painful hesitation.

"Fu Xiaoyu, you, are you okay?"

Xu Jiale seemed to think that this opening statement was too silly.

He pushed the glasses with his fingers, and then answered awkwardly: "Where's the body? Is there any other discomfort?"

"..."

Omega, who was lying on the bed, took a breath and didn't answer right away, but turned to look at the juice that Xu Jiale bought on the bedside table for a while: "I'm fine, I don't feel bad anymore."

Not uncomfortable anymore.

Obviously it was just such a simple four words, and it was obviously such a bland answer.

But Fu Xiaoyu's ending sound suddenly trembled.

Are you ok?

Not uncomfortable anymore.

These two lines of dialogue seem to carry vague puns.

The air froze again, only Wang Xiaoshan moved outside the ward in a silent manner, and then gently closed the door.

It wasn't until the two of them were left in the ward that Fu Xiaoyu finally spoke: "I heard Wang Xiaoshan talk about what happened last night this morning. Anyway, Xu Jiale... thank you."

In fact, not long after he arrived in Vietnam, he was already feeling uncomfortable.

Of course now he knows it's because of dengue fever.But at the beginning, because the symptoms were not too serious, he just thought it was a headache caused by climate change when he first came to Southeast Asia, so he didn't take it too seriously. Work was done.

More or less because of the painkillers, he lost his sensitivity to the alarm sent by his body.

He had a dengue fever attack in the hotel, and the fever was so high that he couldn't see what he was doing. He had to be slammed on the door to barely wake up, and then he was dragged and hugged by Wang Xiaoshan and others to the hospital in the middle of the night to hang water.

Even though the experience of this night was safe and sound in the end, how could it not make him feel afraid.

Of course he should thank Xu Jiale, but...

"But, in fact, you don't have to come to Vietnam."

Fu Xiaoyu said.

"I know, I just..."

Xu Jiale finally stopped dejectedly.

He knew, of course, that he was wearing a sweaty autumn shirt and clutching a small bag containing his passport and credit cards, but even so, he arrived later than anyone else.

Intellectually speaking, of course he "don't" come.

"You don't want to see me either, so..."

"Yes."

Fu Xiaoyu stopped him with just one word.

Xu Jiale remained silent, bitterness gradually appeared in his long and narrow eyes.

After a long time, Omega suddenly spoke again: "Xu Jiale, why...you still care about me so much?"

"Why do you care if I'm sick? Why do you fly overnight to see me?"

Fu Xiaoyu's voice finally couldn't help trembling slightly: "Didn't we... break up already?"

This was the first time he met Xu Jiale alone like this since they broke up for so long.

For more than ten days after the breakup, he could barely manage to maintain his appearance of decency and calmness, but since last night, all his emotions had surged up layer by layer.

Hanging up in a hospital in a foreign country late at night, even accompanied by Wang Xiaoshan, the loneliness and helplessness are still indescribable.

So when he heard Wang Xiaoshan say that Xu Jiale was the first to find out what was wrong with him through DingTalk, and when he heard that Xu Jiale came to Vietnam overnight from China——

His defenses were broken.

Yes, they have broken up.

But even after they broke up, he could always vaguely feel that there was a secret thread between them.

Therefore, when he learned of Xu Jiale's actions, his first reaction was not even surprise.

It was as if... From the bottom of his heart, he knew that Xu Jiale would do that, and knew that Xu Jiale still cared about him all the time.

It was this mutual concern that made him heartbroken.

Omega's eye circles were red.

His face was pale, his lips were bloodless, and a thin layer of mist floated in his big round eyes.

This was the first time Xu Jiale saw Fu Xiaoyu in front of him, showing an undisguised fragility.

God, Fu Xiaoyu.

Xu Jiale could almost hear a painful muffled groan from his heart.

Alpha was completely panicked, and almost at a loss, he took a tissue from the bedside and handed it over. He said in a hoarse voice, "Xiaoyu, my—"

mine……

When he said this, he almost had to swallow hard to get back the last few words.

At this moment, all his restraint, patience, and calmness that he tried to pretend all collapsed.

He looked at Fu Xiaoyu who had red eye circles and nose tips on the hospital bed, and all he could think about was wanting to hold Fu Xiaoyu in his arms, and wanting to call him "my kitten" like before.

"Xu Jiale, it's impossible for you to always care about me like this."

Hearing the "Xiaoyu", Fu Xiaoyu couldn't help holding the tissue and raised her head: "I will still encounter all kinds of things in my future life, I will get sick many times, and I will have many setbacks. Can you Have you always been around me like this?"

"If it's not possible, listen carefully, I don't want this kind of one-time warmth and concern, not even once."

Obviously trying his best to be strong, but at this moment, he still choked up: "Xu Jiale, don't do this again, I will be sad."

This was the first time he expressed his grievance and sadness in front of Xu Jiale, even when they broke up, he didn't express his feelings, but at this moment he couldn't hold back anymore.

"Xiaoyu..."

Xu Jiale's eyes were also red.

Hold.

What the hell did he do.

Just when Xu Jiale was still in a state of confusion, a sound of "dong dong dong—" suddenly came from behind.

The door of the ward was knocked several times, Wen Huaixuan gently pushed the door open and walked in, seeing the expressions on the faces of Xu Jiale and Fu Xiaoyu, he couldn't help being stunned for a moment.

"Are you all right?"

Holding a bouquet of flowers in one hand, and a plastic bag in the other, he said softly to Xiaoyu, "I brought you some soup. I feel that your appetite should be poor now. If you can't eat, drink more soup."

"Mr. Fu..."

Wang Xiaoshan also followed helplessly, his eyes quickly scanning the faces of several people in the room.

The air in the entire ward had a stagnant atmosphere, Xu Jiale didn't say anything, but just stared at the bouquet Wen Huaixuan was holding in his hand.

"fine."

Fu Xiaoyu threw the tissue into the trash can, quickly regained her composure, and said flatly, "Why did you bring flowers?"

"Oh!"

Wen Huaixuan just took advantage of the situation and placed the bouquet on the bedside table by the window: "I saw someone selling it on the road. It's very beautiful, and the ward is monotonous. Putting a bouquet of flowers will make you feel better."

"Mr. Wen," Wang Xiaoshan couldn't help but said, "The doctor said that if he doesn't have a fever by tomorrow, Mr. Fu can leave the hospital and rest on his own. You even sent a bouquet of flowers—it's a pity that it can only be kept for a day."

"Thank you." Fu Xiaoyu didn't look at Xu Jiale anymore, but said calmly to Wen Huaixuan, "You're too kind."

Xu Jiale actually still remembered that the first time he saw Wen Huaixuan, this alpha hugged a large bouquet of flowers in a serious manner. Damn it, maybe he just had some obsession with sending Xiao Yuhua.

Normally, he might still be sarcasm and grudge, but now he is really not in the mood,

In the next second, he suddenly reacted a little slowly: "Can you leave the hospital tomorrow?"

"Yes."

Wang Xiaoshan sighed, of course it was a good thing to be discharged from the hospital, but seeing Xu Jiale who looked exhausted, he still felt a little bit inexplicable, and explained: "After all, it is a mild disease, and you can recuperate by yourself if you don't have a fever. You don’t have to stay in the hospital, you just need to change to a hotel when you go back, and don’t be on the terrace anymore.”

"Yes. I also thought of this."

Wen Huaixuan also interjected: "I think the hotel Mr. Fu stayed in before was too close to the river bank. Where there is water, there are easy to have Aedes mosquitoes. I helped to book a family suite with a good environment in the urban area. When the time comes, Mr. Fu I can take a good rest, and Xiaoshan can live together, so I feel more at ease."

"Thank you, Mr. Wen." Wang Xiaoshan said in a low voice.

That day, Wen Huaixuan stayed by Fu Xiaoyu's side almost all the time, occasionally talking about the progress of opening a branch in Vietnam, and also talking about his own hotel.

The small ward was very crowded, and the air conditioner was not fully activated, so sometimes when Fu Xiaoyu was tired of sleeping, Wen Huaixuan would go out to get some air.

Fu Xiaoyu didn't speak to Xu Jiale alone, that alpha was very silent, but when Wen Huaixuan was not around, he went downstairs to buy Vietnamese beef powder and fruit for Fu Xiaoyu and Wang Xiaoshan.

As the evening approached, Fu Xiaoyu's appetite did improve, and she ate beef noodles all night.

Xu Jiale sat on the side and silently peeled an apple, passed it to Fu Xiaoyu through Wang Xiaoshan, and then peeled another one for Wang Xiaoshan.

He didn't bother to peel it himself, and just drank a bottle of watermelon juice.

But the strange thing is that there seems to be only bitter taste in the mouth.

As dusk gradually fell, Xu Jiale's heart also slowly sank——

Fu Xiaoyu was about to be discharged from the hospital, and he probably really lost any excuse to stay by this omega's side.

In the future, it seems that there will be no more excuses.

At night, he didn't want to book a hotel at all. He just went to a convenience store to buy a razor and a toiletry set, took care of himself in the hospital, and then sat on the bench in the corridor and looked at the ward with the curtains drawn. He was in a trance all night.

But no matter how much he resisted tomorrow's arrival, it was useless. Fu Xiaoyu, who no longer had a fever, went through the discharge procedure as usual after a check-up.

Wen Huaixuan drove over early in the morning and took the two omegas to the booked hotel.

Xu Jiale didn't care about his face in front of Wen Huaixuan anymore. He silently walked for a while, watching Wang Xiaoshan and Fu Xiaoyu complete the check-in procedures, and then moved into a well-organized and mosquito-proof luxury suite inside.

"President Xu, you..." Wen Huaixuan looked at Xu Jiale probingly, and asked tentatively, "What about you? Stay in Vietnam."

Xu Jiale didn't answer right away.

It's just that until everything settled down, his embarrassing situation finally had nowhere to hide.

It's not that he can't be thick-skinned, and he's not afraid to get along with Wen Huaixuan.

But to this day, in his mind, what Fu Xiaoyu said yesterday, "I will be sad."

He really has no position to stay any longer.

"Brother Xu,"

Wang Xiaoshan also came out of the bedroom at this moment, pulled him aside, and said softly, "What's your arrangement?"

"Go back to China." The corner of Xu Jiale's mouth twitched slightly, but he couldn't tell what expression it was.

The day after tomorrow Murong Jingya will have an operation, and Xu Lang was still asking him yesterday if he could come back.

"Oh, you're so troublesome." Wang Xiaoshan couldn't help but sighed again, didn't know what to say, paused before saying, "Don't worry, I'll stay with Mr. Fu. If there's nothing wrong with him, he'll be fine later. In two days, I returned home as planned.”

"En." Xu Jiale finally walked to the door of the bedroom, knocked on the door lightly, and looked in: "Fu Xiaoyu. Then I'll go first."

Omega who was lying on the bed looked up, exchanged a glance with him, and said softly, "Okay."

Although they looked at each other for only a few seconds, it seemed that everything was lost in silence.

Xu Jiale looked at Fu Xiaoyu's face, at Omega's round eyes, pale complexion, and thin lips.

His gaze was already wandering around greedily and desperately.

Missing has quietly entangled his feet at this moment of separation.

Xu Jiale returned to Ho Chi Minh's airport with a small bag as he did when he arrived.

I don’t know if it’s because he didn’t sleep well for two days. The five-hour flight was like a torture. He was sweating all over his body. His stomach pain and tinnitus were unprecedented. Almost collapsed.

Discomfort is not an illusion.

Xu Jiale really fell ill.

As soon as he got home, he vomited and pulled again. He felt like he was in love with the toilet, and he couldn't be separated for a moment.

He was paralyzed on the bathroom floor in the middle of the night, and Xia An was frightened by his appearance. He lay on his feet and used his little white claws to scratch him from time to time.

"baby."

Xu Jiale looked at Xia An, called out in a hoarse voice, and then closed his eyes again: "Baby."

As long as he closed his eyes, his mind would be full of Fu Xiaoyu.

All of them were Fu Xiaoyu.

After breaking up, he never dared to let himself miss Fu Xiaoyu like this.

Because of that feeling, like some kind of sacrilege.

But after going to Vietnam for a day and a half, he suddenly found that he couldn't control his brain anymore.

He recalled frantically——

After coming back from Vietnam and getting sick, Fu Xiaoyu rushed to confess his love to him in a white tee.

Fu Xiaoyu held his hand shyly during the first estrus.

Fu Xiaoyu's round cat's eyes, Fu Xiaoyu moaning uncontrollably in his ear, Fu Xiaoyu lying on her stomach wearing a shirt clip, Fu Xiaoyu's petite glands at the back of her neck, Fu Xiaoyu finally punching him in disappointment.

In the end, Fu Xiaoyu held the tissue and said "I will be sad" to him.

He could no longer love Fu Xiaoyu.

Once he no longer has the status of Fu Xiaoyu's alpha, he is no longer qualified to love Fu Xiaoyu.

In a long life, a person will encounter too many accidents.

Dengue fever is not the most dangerous kind, but no matter how many storms there will be in the future, he will never be able to accompany Fu Xiaoyu again.

The more he thought about it, the more he felt his stomach twitch violently, and he felt like he was vomiting bile.

When Ke Ke was leaning against the wall, he still fumbled his phone out of his trouser pocket, scrolling through the WeChat chat records with Fu Xiaoyu over and over again.

After dating, Fu Xiaoyu actually didn't like to send WeChat very much, and the emoji packs were even rarer. Sometimes he would call directly if something really happened, so sometimes a large number of messages were sent by him.

-.-: Hello, Fu Xiaoyu, send some sweet words over here?

-.-: No post, right?

-.-: Okay, no post, what does my kitty want to eat today?

-.-: Miracle kitten, is there a greatsex today?Do you have enough time?

-.-: Baby, do you get off work at 9 o'clock?I will pick you up?

Obviously only these ten days have passed, but looking at the happy Crayon Shin-chan's head portrait in that conversation, it is long and strange.

He was so happy.

When he was in love with Fu Xiaoyu, and when he was by Fu Xiaoyu's side, he had touched true happiness.

Xu Jiale's hands trembled slightly, and he couldn't help sending "Xiao Yu" over.

The expected red exclamation mark jumped out——

He is no longer the friend of the other party.

Xu Jiale's eyes felt a little hot when he saw it, and he nervously sent seven or eight "Xiao Yu" over, and then watched seven or eight exclamation marks appear together, and finally closed his eyes in collapse.

Collapse is not only physical, but also psychological.

The moment he collapsed on the floor, Xu Jiale knew he was done.

He is finished.

After the breakup, it was at this point that he really lost control of everything.

Any restraint and any moveon are fucking bullshit.

For more than ten days, he made a big mistake.

He thought he could bear the pain of losing Fu Xiaoyu, but he couldn't.

No matter what status he was living in, as long as he was still alive, as long as he was still breathing, he couldn't bear it.

He regretted it.

Fuck, I didn't expect this chapter to be shorter than I expected. I owe more than 1000 words.

I'll make it up next week when the plot is longer!

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