邪门 的 爱情 出现 了

"I'll go see you, okay?"

Xu Jiale covered his forehead and looked at this sentence repeatedly. The words "I'm fine, no need" typed and deleted, deleted and typed, but never sent it.

Xu Jiale didn't know why they didn't post it.

But what is certain is that this kind of entanglement can be called a kind of physical torture for him who has a fever——

Perhaps it was the "typing in progress" display in WeChat that made the other party feel something. After waiting for two or three minutes, the phone vibrated again.

Fu Xiaoyu: I'll be there in half an hour.

The tone of this omega at this time has a strong flavor when the plan is confirmed in the work meeting——

He seemed to not allow Xu Jiale to say "no" anymore.

Fine.

Xu Jiale suddenly felt a sense of relief from the weight of the salted fish, and sent "Okay", and then collapsed on the bed.

He lay down for half an hour and then opened his eyes to check the time on his phone, only to find that Fu Xiaoyu came later than promised, which is of course rare for that punctual omega.

He lay down in a daze for more than ten minutes before he was finally awakened by the vibrating mobile phone.

"Hello?" As soon as Xu Jiale opened his mouth, he realized that his throat was already too hoarse.

"I'm at your door."

"it is good."

Xu Jiale struggled to get up, forced his sleepy hair down in front of the mirror, rinsed his mouth with mouthwash, and then put on a gray hoodie to open the door.

"Xu Jiale,"

Fu Xiaoyu stood at the door, breathed a little fast and said: "I'm here."

Xu Jiale supported the door frame, but did not speak for a while.

The tall omega stood in the early spring night, perhaps because she came out in a hurry, only wearing a baggy white tee, with her slender collarbone exposed from the neckline.

Fu Xiaoyu's fair skin glowed charmingly, and the orange light from the street lamp hit his face, making his eyes almost translucent amber.

Xu Jiale didn't know if he was delirious from the fever——

But at that moment, Fu Xiaoyu looked at him with concern and said "I'm here".

He really felt his heart beating faster at the sight of an unparalleled beauty.

"Are you okay?" Fu Xiaoyu was a little worried, and took another step forward, lifting up the plastic bag in his hand: "I bought you porridge, it's chicken porridge with mushrooms, the kind you ordered last time , and added an egg."

Fu Xiaoyu even remembered what he ordered at home last time.

"Thank you, thank you." Xu Jiale suddenly stuttered nervously, "You came here to bring me porridge at such a late hour. I have nothing to do, I just have a cold. I'll be fine after two days of rest. I asked for sick leave on DingTalk before. gone."

After a pause, he finally reached out to take the plastic bag, and said softly, "Fu Xiaoyu, thank you very much. It's so late, you, you go back, you have to go to work tomorrow..."

This sentence, of course, means refusal.

Fu Xiaoyu couldn't help standing there staring at him in shock.

Omega was busy delivering porridge to him, but he didn't even let him in through the door.

Xu Jiale knew how inappropriate this was.

But at this moment, he didn't care whether it was suitable or not.

He just wanted to strangle himself half an hour ago, didn't he notice the offensive meaning in that wechat message?

Why drag the battlefield to face to face, why not tell Fu Xiaoyu directly: no need to come to see him, don't come to see him.

"Ah sneeze!"

At this tense moment, a gust of night wind blew by, Xu Jiale suddenly turned around, turned his back to Fu Xiaoyu and sneezed loudly.

"Sorry." Xu Jiale was a little embarrassed, a sudden sneeze stopped his refusal, he had to run back to the living room to get a tissue, and wiped his nose vigorously when he came back.

His nose was rubbed red, of course he was in a mess, but just as he was about to continue, Fu Xiaoyu, who had been silent all this time, suddenly spoke up: "Xu Jiale——"

"Huh?" Xu Jiale raised his head, only to see Omega's round eyes looking at him.

It's hard to tell what kind of eyes it is, focused, serious, and faintly excited, a kind of bloodthirsty at the moment when a carnivore is about to start hunting.

To be honest, Xu Jiale was even a little panicked.

"I really like you."

Fu Xiaoyu looked into his eyes without any evasion.

This omega is so brave, only his cheeks showed a slight blush because of this naked show of love.

But he didn't stop because of shyness, but took another step forward.

The distance between the two of them was only ten centimeters.

Fu Xiaoyu said softly, "Xu Jiale, let me chase you."

boom--

If the Xu Jiale just now was still struggling after being targeted;

So at this moment, he was directly hit by a bang.

……

Xu Jiale held on tightly to the door frame, as if it was his only source of support.

Those few seconds of silence were so long for him.

But he can't just get caught like this.

He seemed to think a lot, but he didn't seem to think about anything, and finally said, "Fu Xiaoyu, that's impossible."

The air seemed to be stagnant, Fu Xiaoyu stared at him blankly.

His eyes are so big, which makes him even less good at hiding emotions.

Xu Jiale could clearly see his loss and hesitation at that moment, but immediately, he turned into stubbornness.

This omega has not retreated yet.

Xu Jiale had to grit his teeth, and said word by word: "I really can't promise you."

"Why?" Fu Xiaoyu asked stubbornly, "I'm the one chasing you, you don't even need to like me now, as long as you agree to let me chase you, I can do the rest."

"Fu Xiaoyu..."

This omega's words made Xu Jiale's voice tremble.

He tried his best to stand on the more experienced side and the more advantageous side as usual, and continued calmly with a rational attitude: "I understand, that estrus... was really beautiful, can you think so , is actually my honor.”

He paused for a moment before continuing: "But you have to understand, it may be because of that kind of beauty, plus the first sexual experience blinded you, causing you to have a little illusion, plus so many things that happened afterwards, You will regard this feeling of dependence and nostalgia as liking, but it is not, this feeling is temporary and will dissipate."

He is so good at reading emotions.

But it was extremely difficult for him to speak these words, as if he was not only convincing Fu Xiaoyu, but also convincing himself.

The second he said "it will dissipate", the omega standing in front of him showed a vaguely sad expression uncontrollably, and turned his head slightly.

This made Xu Jiale's tone suddenly a little weak, he hated himself like never before, and said softly: "Don't be stupid, Fu Xiaoyu."

"I'm a divorced alpha with a baby, my studies have been suspended, and I'm in the lowest and worst period of my life. An omega like you wants to chase me..."

He had a severe headache, and smiled self-deprecatingly. Although he wanted to make the atmosphere easier by teasing himself, he couldn't help but coughed again: "It's all for nothing, isn't it? Fu Xiaoyu , it can’t be like this.”

"Xu Jiale," Fu Xiaoyu suddenly said, "I like you...it won't go away."

He said this sentence very lightly, but every word was serious.

"Xu Jiale, I like you, not because of that one time of sex. Yes, that time was very good, and if possible, I really want to have a sexual relationship with you all the time, the kind that can be developed and sustainable. But sex not all."

Fu Xiaoyu spoke very slowly, and when it came to the sex part, the words she used could be said to be clumsy.

But that clumsy, so charming, "developable and sustainable sexual relationship" made Xu Jiale unable to stop listening to every word he said.

"Before I met you, my life only had a sense of accomplishment. My career progressed, or I completed a project, so I was very satisfied with myself. This was the best time for me. But Xu Jiale, when I was with you... Xu Jiale, this is the first time I know what happiness feels like, I don't have to work hard, be excellent, or even accomplish anything, even if I just sit with you on a dirty, abandoned pirate ship doing nothing..."

"I chase you because you are the only alpha who has brought me such happiness so far. How about you?"

Fu Xiaoyu's voice was very soft, trembling slightly because of anxiety: "When you are with me, is it true that you don't feel happy at all?"

Xu Jiale's heart was trembling.

He once told this omega to be honest with his emotions, and the same questioning came to him today——

What about him?

Can he really be [-]% honest?

"your hands……"

Out of the mood of evasion, Xu Jiale turned his gaze away, but just in time to see a band-aid on Fu Xiaoyu's index finger: "What's wrong with your finger?"

"It's scalding." Fu Xiaoyu lowered her head and squeezed her fingers: "When I was cooking porridge, I accidentally scalded it."

"Let me take a look." Xu Jiale carefully stretched out his hand to open the band-aid on Omega's finger, saw a big blister was formed inside, subconsciously blew it, and suddenly remembered something: "Didn't you buy the porridge?" ?”

"At first I cooked it by myself, and I added Parma ham, but it was cooked for too long and it was unpalatable, so I threw it all away." Fu Xiaoyu said in a low voice, "Later, I went outside to buy it for you, so I was a little late. "

Xu Jiale suddenly felt his nose sore as hell.

Fu Xiaoyu is so stupid.

How can there be such a stupid omega, who obviously cooked the porridge himself, and his fingers were scalded with blisters, no matter how unpalatable it is, you have to bring this porridge in front of him, and tell him: I cooked it myself.

Holding the plastic box in his arms, he suddenly sat down on the doorstep, took apart the disposable chopsticks fiercely, and ate the bowl of smooth chicken and mushroom porridge in big mouthfuls.

Fu Xiaoyu also quietly sat beside him, watching him eat in embarrassment.

Xu Jiale finished most of the bowl in almost a minute or two. He scooped up a piece of shiitake mushroom with a spoon, looked at it, and suddenly couldn't hold back anymore, and murmured: "I'm happy too."

The moment he said those words, Xu Jiale thought of that night in Shuncheng.

In the small ktv booth, when he was singing the song "No Man's Land", from the corner of his eye, he could see Fu Xiaoyu looking at him intently——

Omega's bright and obsessed eyes were so hot that he had to close them.

He really couldn't lie to himself, let alone Fu Xiaoyu like this.

Xu Jiale's voice was so soft that it could almost float in the wind at any time: "I really don't have an answer to many things and my future life. I'm worried..."

Fu Xiaoyu's voice was very hasty, and she said firmly: "I am chasing you, Xu Jiale. Chasing means that the ending is unknown. I don't want you to take any responsibility. My only request is that you don't let me get involved in other people's affairs. In the relationship. If you want to return to Jin Chu's side one day - tell me, is this okay?"

Xu Jiale's mind went blank, the high fever made him dizzy, and in his life, he had never had such a complete downtime moment.

All his rationality was telling him that this was destined to be a dangerous and turbulent journey, and he knew nothing about the way ahead.

In this world, there is no such thing as "chasing". If the party being chased is meaningless, the game will not be possible at all.

Once you agree to "chasing", in fact——

It means that he is in love with this omega.

"Xu Jiale, I've been an adult for so long, but I've never been in love. This is the first time I've longed for love so much. You are the one I want the most. Let me chase you, is that okay?"

When Omega said this, he clenched his palms almost desperately, and there seemed to be a pinch of flame burning in those eyes.

fuck it.

Xu Jiale once told Fu Xiaoyu to learn to "fuck it", but it was ridiculous that this was the first time he said these four words to himself in his life.

Fuck it, he didn't want to think rationally tonight.

"it is good."

He said.

"Xu Jiale!"

Fu Xiaoyu immediately jumped up excitedly, knocked the porridge bowl aside, and wanted to kiss him excitedly like a little lion: "I will treat you well, really."

"Don't, don't..."

Xu Jiale struggled weakly, pressed the omega's head against his chest, and said helplessly, "I have a cold, do you want to catch it?"

He said so, but hugged so tightly for several seconds, and finally couldn't help but kiss the back of Fu Xiaoyu's head.

This omega didn't wear perfume today, his body...was completely scented with gloxinia.

It was an early spring night.

Everything is so fragrant.

The author says:

Xu Jiale: Should I just lie flat on his back?