Your uncle spoils his father

Zhou Jingwei spent the whole day in the hospital on Sunday.

The child asked Lin Yichen to help send him to extra-curricular classes, while he went to the hospital at home, cooking at home and sending it to the hospital.

Father's current condition is not particularly good. Although he is a lot more awake, there are still many restrictions on diet when he is fine for surgery.

The loud voice in the past has now reduced the volume of speaking a lot, but my mother is now talking more.

Throughout the day, he chatted with his mother about a lot of things.When I was young, I played wildly everywhere, and when I grew up, I lived with my parents after working.

During the period, he jokingly said that recently his mother's words have become more and louder, but he is a bit like his father.

"There is a loud voice at home who is used to listening, and he suddenly stopped talking. If there is no sound, I will feel empty." Mother said.

"By the way, why does your friend sleep in your room?"

There is nothing to hide from the family about the ins and outs of Lin Yichen living in his own house. Zhou Jingwei said frankly: "He originally planned to rent here for a period of time. I thought you didn't have a bad waist, so let him Free up the room for you to live in first. When Dad's condition is stable, he will move back to your house after you go home."

It's just that the relationship between the two is still concealed from the family.

Parents should not be able to accept such a relationship, so it's better not to talk about it for the time being.

He turned his head aside and looked at the trees outside the window. It was November, and some of the leaves on the trees outside had almost fallen.Some have a few sparse leaves left, and a few gray-black birds are scattered on the branches, which look like a line score that has not finished composing the music, accompanied by chirping calls. A bit bleak.

"I think he's pretty good. I don't know if he has a date now. If he doesn't have a date, I'll ask Aunt Lin next door to tell him about one."

"Mom, don't worry about other people so much."

"Do you think I really want to take care of you! You are also the boss and you are not young, so I don't see any movement on your side. After Xiaoyuan grows up and works outside, you really plan to live alone in the future."

"..."

Zhou Jingwei was powerless to refute these words.My own situation is indeed a fact with my mother, and the current relationship is also the kind that cannot be disclosed to the outside world.

There is nothing wrong with the mother's starting point, she just wants to see her children have a home.

Zhou Jingwei knows everything about it, but now is not the time to think about it.

"Don't think I'm nagging, my words may not be very pleasant to your ears. We also know about your father's illness, and there is not much time left for us. Your father is 56 this year, and I am 55 too. , I don’t know how many more years we can live.” As she spoke, the mother’s eyes turned red at some point, “It’s just as if we can still see that our children have a home before we leave, otherwise you My heart is always uneasy, and I always feel a little owed."

These words made Zhou Jingwei's mind buzz.

He never knew that his mother thought so, and he really didn't have much communication with his parents over the years.The busiest time is not the holidays, and basically I can't see my parents.

Not to mention any communication.

It's okay now, ten days and a half months later, I can still play a video with my son at home.

The last time I had a video with my family, my father didn't seem to be so serious.

Unpredictable things may be like this. A familiar person may fall down or even leave when he doesn't know something.

"Mom, don't say that." His mother's words seemed to hit a soft spot in his heart, and Zhou Jingwei's eyes turned red. He forced a smile and said to her, "You and my dad will both live a long life." Year-old, the doctor said it was just a minor operation, it’s fine.”

He wanted to keep laughing and talking, but the gradually choked voice still gave him away.

Back home at night, lying in bed.

The result of his father's operation did not come down, and Zhou Jingwei was always restless.

"It's okay, I asked my friends in the hospital, and they said that this operation is not a major operation, and the success rate is very high."

The people around him tossed and turned, and Lin Yichen also lost sleep. Because of this incident, Zhou Jingwei's face has been haggard for the past two days.

It hurts so much to watch.

"My mother told me a lot today, she said she wanted to see me have a home."

Zhou Jingwei turned over to face Lin Yichen, with a bitter smile on his face.

"As a person, I may not really deserve to have those. The one in college, I don't blame you. If it wasn't for me not doing what others thought, she wouldn't be so easy to be pried into a corner; graduation In the last marriage, he also left me in the end—maybe I am like this, maybe I really don’t understand what love you are talking about, I just want to work hard and have a more stable life... "

Recalling the past, Zhou Jingwei found that he had been like this since he was a child.Since childhood, he has been a model of hard work in the mouth of his relatives, and his academic performance is also good, and his relationship with other people is also good.

He is a "good student" that parents always talk about.

The problem of puppy love in high school has never been found out on his head. At that time, he was only focused on studying and trying to get into the university he wanted.

It seems that the topic of falling in love has never appeared in his high school career.The evaluations given by his classmates are that he is hardworking, has good academic performance, and is rigid like an old pedant.

When I went to college, there were more recreational activities, and the contact with the opposite sex gradually increased.But when everyone in his dormitory has a partner, he is still single.

It is true that I have enough sincerity to people, and the relationship with others is very strong when I am friends, but this method does not seem to be suitable for lovers.

He once had a love affair during college, and it was the woman who bravely chased after him.

As a result, after getting along for a month, those characteristics that were originally liked by others turned into shortcomings that others complained about.

Stiff and serious to the point of being boring, this is the evaluation given by others.

I don't understand romance, I don't understand fun, and I can't even say some so-called love words.

Someone sent a large bouquet of red roses on Chinese Valentine's Day, but he sent a large box of red Fuji to him because it was delicious and healthy.

He still can't forget the slightly embarrassed expression on the woman's face when she finished the box of apples.

Although Lin Yichen is now in the stage of dating with himself, but after a long time, these despised places of his own will definitely suffer the same fate.

For these he is convinced.

"I think you are a very good person. I have always thought so." Lin Yichen lay down and did not look at him, and began to talk about himself, "You are much better than me."

It was only in high school that he found out that he liked men. He once thought that there was something sick in his heart, and then secretly went to the school's psychology teacher.

The psychological teacher said that this is a very normal thing, and it is a person's freedom to like what kind of person.

It's freedom, but the neighbors in the neighborhood don't think so.

That year, the neighbors in the neighborhood said one word-"Second Chair".

It was a family in the neighborhood next door. They said that a man left his wife and children and ran away with others. Everyone called him "the second chair" and called him a shameless "freak".

He was young and didn't know what the second chair was, so he mistook it for something crazy.

Until later, when he was playing chess with a few neighbors' grandfathers on weekends, he asked them what "two chairs" meant.

"It's homosexuality! That guy made himself a man and a woman all day long, and finally ran away with a man! It's disgusting!"

The neighbor's grandfather's words made him have a psychological shadow from then on, and he knew that he was the disgusting "second chair" and "freak" that people said.

He's not stupid either. Since everyone hates this kind of thing, he should keep it well hidden.

He kept observing what the ordinary boys around him were doing every day and how they got along with others.

It turned out that he seemed to be no different from an ordinary boy except that he liked men.

In this way, there are very few things that need to be hidden.

So life went on as usual, and everything was fine.

He passed high school and college smoothly and stepped into the society.

There are many people of all kinds in society, and interpersonal communication is also extremely messy.

He knew the purpose of everyone approaching him—some for money, some for sex, and some just wanted to use him to do something.

It's not that he has never been on a dating website, nor has he never used a dating software. It may be because it is too messy, and he chose to quit silently in the end.

So many years passed.

Until that woman knocked at the door.

All the peaceful life was broken, and he became a new "second chair" and "freak" in the neighbors' mouths-a homosexual/sexual/homosexual monster who meddled in other people's marriages.

"And then you lost your job and left your hometown to come here?"

After listening to the other party's words, Zhou Jingwei felt that Lin Yichen was indeed a pitiful person. He had kept his secret for more than ten years, only to be exposed by such vicious words.

As a result, I lost my job and was forced to leave my original city.

Worse still, he seemed innocent.

"I also want a more stable life, but when I was called into the house by that person, I knew that such a life would never happen again."

He turned over again, with his back to Zhou Jingwei, and then he didn't say a word.

Seeing that the other party stopped talking, Zhou Jingwei also tried to close his eyes.

This time, he fell asleep smoothly.

The night passed like that.

The next day, Monday.

Zhou Jingwei got up very early. When he woke up, it was [-]:[-] in the morning, and the alarm clock hadn't even sounded yet.

Dad is going to have surgery today...