I heard that Dr. Cheng is not easy to follow.

Zhu Le never woke up, staying in his nightmare, but Cheng Sen hugged him all the time, even without taking off his coat, resting his chin on Zhu Le's soft hair, whispering softly, "Lele, Lele Le...", then there was no more text, the two had nothing to say all night, they hugged each other and fell asleep.

Early the next morning, Cheng Sen woke up first and took a look at Zhu Le in his arms. His expression was not right. Cheng Sen hurriedly touched Zhu Le's forehead. He had a fever. Cheng Sen sighed deeply, propped himself up and sat up Come on, move the sore joints, and then take off the coat that has bound him all night, and busy in the living room, looking for medicine, cooking porridge.

"Lele, get up and take your medicine." Cheng Sen was in a panic, he didn't know what happened to Zhu Le, why did he just go back to the compound once, Cheng Sen couldn't grasp Zhu Le's emotions, this made Cheng Sen the first time I was a little overwhelmed when I faced Zhu Le once.

Zhu Le escaped from the nightmare, frowned and opened his eyes. Cheng Sen got up and turned off the light in the bedroom, "Get up and take your medicine. I have three surgeries today, and I will take you to the hospital in a while."

Cheng Sen didn't ask what happened to Zhu Le.

Zhu Le rubbed his head, squinted his eyes and looked at Cheng Sen in the dark, sniffed, and said in a hoarse voice, "Okay."

Cheng Sen helped Zhu Le up, handed him the medicine in his hand, and a glass of water, "Whatever you want to eat, I'll buy some later on the way. I'll give you an infusion in my office today."

Zhu Le took the medicine and drank the glass of water under Cheng Sen's gaze. His chapped lips were finally moistened with water. Cheng Sen lowered his head and kissed Zhu Le's lips, sipping away the excess water. The water cup stood up, "I'll get you clothes."

"I want to drink porridge." Zhu Le's voice was still hoarse. After talking, Zhu Le cleared his throat, but it didn't work.

Cheng Sen came in with a change of clothes and said with a smile, "It's cooking, but it's probably too late to drink, let's pretend to drink on the road later."

Zhu Le didn't say anything, his dry voice made him unable to speak, and every word he said seemed to be cut by a sharp knife.

Cheng Sen packed up all the things, even afraid that Zhu Le would be boring in the hospital, so he brought the book that Zhu Le needed to verify, and the two went out.

When passing by the table in the living room, Zhu Le glanced intentionally or unintentionally. Everything was as usual, as if the incident with Zhu Le last night had never happened. If the broken cups were not there, Zhu Le would probably think that he was just doing had a dream.

Zhu Le walked behind Cheng Sen and took a deep look at Cheng Sen's back.

Regarding yesterday's self and yesterday's incident, Zhu Le didn't want to explain, didn't want to make some high-sounding excuses with Cheng Sen, but she couldn't tell her own reasons, but Zhu Le understood that Cheng Sen didn't have the obligation to take care of herself all the time, the two of them In love, they are equal.

Zhu Le didn’t want to be that appendage. From childhood, Zhu Le was the most independent one, and the one who didn’t want to drag others down the most. After meeting Cheng Sen, everything about Zhu Le changed, and she no longer resembled him. , becomes dependent.

Cheng Sen saw Zhu Le's preoccupations, and opened his mouth several times in the car, but in the end he only said something unimportant.

Neither of them ever mentioned it again.

This is not a qualitative change in love, but Cheng Sen's respect for Zhu Le, respecting his remaining pride, and respecting his few privacy.

After that day, life went on as usual, but Cheng Sen remembered that sometimes Zhu Le would silently look out the window alone, unable to see emotions or speak.

Zhu Le also stopped bothering Cheng Sen with some trivial matters. The two lived together almost every day, but it seemed that each other was a magnet, like poles repelling each other, and there was always an inexplicable force separating them.

Cheng Sen found a free day and went to the compound alone.

"What's the matter with Lele? He hasn't come back for a long time. Every time he calls me, he has a few words in a hurry, and the things are delivered by Xiaobai. Why did you come here alone this time?" Grandma sat On the sofa, she looked at Cheng Sen worriedly.

Cheng Sen smiled, "No, he was the one who asked me to come here this time. He's been busy doing research recently, so he feels sorry for you, and he asked me to buy things here because he was afraid that you would worry about him." Cheng Sen lied.

"That's good, that's good, I thought something happened to him." The mother-in-law was slightly relieved.

Cheng Sen rubbed his lips, and asked cautiously, "Mother-in-law, congratulations to him, when he was a child..."

The mother-in-law didn't seem to expect Cheng Sen to be so straightforward. She glanced at Cheng Sen and then looked out the window, as if she was thinking about something. Cheng Sen could always see Zhu Le's figure in that action.

It took a long time for the mother-in-law to turn around, and Cheng Sen smiled, "If you ask me, it means that Lele has never told you, that child, you have a tight mouth," the smile on the mother-in-law's face gradually disappeared. "Xiao Cheng, don't blame my mother-in-law for not telling you. This is Lele's business. Although my mother-in-law is his foster person, she has no right to talk about his affairs at will. My mother-in-law can only tell you, Lele's Dad has passed away, how can we be so obsessed with the past, Lele can't think about it," the mother-in-law paused, "You are Lele's friend, mother-in-law knows you are a good boy, you don't When the mother-in-law picked up Lele, Lele was only a little old. At that time, she loved to cry, and she would cry every now and then. But when she grew up, her mother-in-law never saw him shed tears again, even...he was born On the day my father passed away in front of his eyes, my eyes were just red." The mother-in-law stood up, "I don't have much education, but I know that this is not the behavior of a normal person."

Cheng Sen hurriedly went to help his mother-in-law. The mother-in-law walked to his bed, opened the bedside table, and took out a thick book. Cheng Sen took it, it was about psychology.

The mother-in-law sighed, "I checked, but it was of no avail. They said that most of the children who leave the orphanage are mentally unsound." The mother-in-law finally cried and wiped her face with her old and withered hands "But, that's my Lele, my first child. I've tried my best to raise him and take care of him. How could it be, how could it be..."

The mother-in-law kept chanting, wiping tears with her hands, Cheng Sen felt sore, and looked down at the book in his hand. Cheng Sen held it in his hand like a hot potato, but he held it tightly and didn't let go.

On the way back, Cheng Sen thought a lot. He has been a doctor for so many years, and he has treated many patients, including orphans. In fact, Zhu Le is very happy compared with them, but among so many people, Zhu Le is the one that makes Cheng Sen feel distressed the most.

Without the company of their biological parents, they suffer from all kinds of stares, contempt, contempt, low self-esteem and cowardice, and trembling. This is their current situation, not to mention that Zhu Le has been alone in society for so many years. Zhu Le has never been with Cheng Cheng. Sen mentioned the years when he worked part-time, but Cheng Sen never asked about it. Thinking about it now, Cheng Sen only felt sad.

For Zhule, for my mother-in-law, for myself, and for those orphans who have no home.