Blade of the Sun [Comprehensive]

【This world is so sad, pitiful and helpless...】

A Yuan's maid, Chacha, told him a story.

"There used to be a place blessed by the gods. Some of the people will be blessed by the gods and gain abilities beyond ordinary people. But the blessed are good and bad, and the blessed ability is strong or weak... One day , a terrifying woman with the blessing of ice appeared! She took revenge on the world she lived in, and turned the world inhabited by everyone into a world of ice and snow that cannot survive without fire."

Chacha rested her chin, telling stories that she dug out from some wild books.

"There was a man—he was still a teenager when the story began. He had seen the world before the ice and snow came, and he was very eager to see that world with his sister who depended on each other. But the world was so cold that it made people feel cold. Chills, shivering, and choking.” [1] “‘If only we had the ability to fire.’ The two of them have thought more than once. But it is a pity that although both brothers and sisters were Well-wishers, but they are regenerated well-wishers. That is to say, no matter where they are cut off, the cut-off place will grow again. It is because of this that they have endless value in the snow-capped world. food……"

"'Isn't this kind of life pretty good?' My brother said to his sister. But one day, a man came here with an army, and he saw that everyone in this village was eating people—he didn't know the meat They belonged to brother and sister, so he burned the whole village with his blessing."

"Yes, his blessed ability is fire. The fire will not stop until the burned object completely disappears."

"The one who was burnt to death first was my younger sister. My brother originally wanted to go with my younger sister, but he was really unwilling. He really wanted to take revenge on that flaming man."

"The flames burned him constantly, and his regenerative powers repaired his burned body again and again."

"Just like this over and over again, going through the death-rebirth-death-rebirth stage again and again, this boy finally grew into a man."

"In those days when a person walked alone with a flame on his back, he felt that the world he lived in was so cold, empty, sad, painful, pitiful, and helpless... The world was a sword, a sharp weapon for killing people... He was always Killed by the world..."

"After so many years, the man finally found the enemy of the past. But compared with the strong guy back then, the guy (enemy) standing in front of him is already old."

"Men feel that the world is like a broken bubble that has been punctured. It's so sad, so sad..."

"The ending... what is the ending?"

"Ah, I forgot."

Chacha changed her posture, her little face was full of troubled expressions.

"Master A Yuan, is your world also like this?"

A Yuan with red eyes and messy hair ignored her.

But A Yuan did not listen to Chacha's words.

So sad, so pitiful, so helpless, so empty...

Is it like this?

The transparent world he saw.

……

A Yuan's world is a small room the size of three stacks.There are no windows, just a narrow door.The shadows of certain people are often reflected on the paper door, and the voices of many people can be heard from the crack of the door.

But no matter the sound or footsteps, they will pass by outside the door like a cloud.

Disappeared.

completely...

So empty and helpless... This transparent world is so strange.

A world different from everyone else.

Really weird.

In fact, at first I thought it was nothing.

Because I don't know what is sad, what is empty, what is pitiful...

It's okay to be like this all the time.

"Mother" walked by the door, and her wailing came in.

"What should I do... What should I do? Ah Yuan, what should we do?" Even if he exchanged that monstrous anger for the second son's ten-year protection period, what should we do after these ten years have passed? ?The mother wept softly.

cry.

It's ok.

I really want to tell her that.

In fact, it doesn't matter like this.

The sky is so dark.

Because the roof of this house is the sky, it is pitch black.

Can't see the outside world.

It's useless to see it.

Because everything is transparent.

……

What does the world you see look like?

Sometimes, such as when it is very boring, such as when it is very noisy outside, I will think about something.

But it's all boring stuff.

Just get used to it.

It doesn't matter if you can't see the cherry blossoms, plum blossoms, pine trees, and white sand.

It doesn't matter if you can't see the faces of your brother, sister, sister, mother, father, and maid.

In the past, I always thought so.

until……

"A Yuan! I'm here to play with you!"

——The elder brother ran towards him.

Like the sun breaking into the dark night sky.

……

Chacha said that she has a sister who serves the daimyo who was recently baptized by missionaries from the West and changed her Christian name to "Mary".

The people on the other side of the sea seem to believe in a god called "Christ".But it should be no different from San Guizi and the like...

There are many gods in the world.

A good god, a bad god, a god who blesses mankind, a god who does not bless mankind...

But these gods are high above the clouds, and they have to give something in order to get something.

There is nothing wrong with an equivalent exchange.

……so high.

Can't see it at all.

What is God like?

Is there any difference between gods and humans?

Will my mother really be blessed every time she worships a god?

How was God formed?

Man is born of his parents, so is God born of God's parents?

Even the "well-informed" Chacha couldn't answer it.

"Oh, this kind of thing... I don't know if there is no god who answers me personally."

One day after he started talking, Ah Yuan asked Chacha this way.

"It would be great if there were people who have seen gods... But those samurai adults of the highest rank must have seen it too... Mr. Oda Nobunaga has definitely seen it! Look at how he built such a big castle... he But he is a great man who wants everyone to believe in him! If it is that adult, he must have seen God!" Chacha was very happy when he talked about this, and even danced.

Still can't understand.

but……

Ah Yuan thought.

If there is really a god in this world...

Do not……

My brother is my god.

From that day, from the day Ah Yan opened the forever closed "door" of his room, Ah Yuan decided that way.This belief has continued, no matter how long the years have passed, no matter how many lives have passed away... He still believes that his elder brother (A Yan) is his god.

Hmm, this point is absolutely unmistakable!

Even if the world is wrong, he will not be wrong!

……

Big brother can do everything.

Whether it's communicating with people or doing anything, he can handle it very well.

Not like me (A Yuan).

A Yuan (me) can't do anything well.

I (A Yuan) am nothing.

My elder brother is the sun, the stars, and all the best things in the world.

I really hope to become a capable person like my brother in the future...

This is a goal.

Maybe people who become like that will be popular.

……

In short, when bored, Ah Yuan would think of this.

When he thought of this, a smile overflowed from the corner of his mouth unconsciously.

If Mrs. Zi found out that A Yuan was smiling like this when he was paying his respects, she would reply to him with a very reserved smile.

"Ah Yan is really a good brother."

She always used this sentence as the end of the short conversation between her and A Yuan.

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This world is so sad, so pitiful, so helpless...

When sleeping, when in a daze, as long as the attention is not on the knife for a moment, such thoughts will pop up in the mind.

It's like living in a world of ice and snow.

Ah Yan felt that the ten hells on his body were burning with flames, and the magma was billowing and burning.

This world is so scary.

As long as he thinks of Ah Yuan, Ah Yan's heart will be occupied by such things.

Can't breathe anymore.

Can't move anymore.

It was as if he had become an ant that others could crush to death at will.

When he heard that A Yuan spoke fluently for the first time, A Yan was so shocked that he dropped the wooden knife.

After seeing Ah Yuan easily knocked down Mr. Swordsman who he couldn't touch with four consecutive blows, alas, I felt a warm liquid gushing out of my nasal cavity.

so scary so scary so scary...

Why can he be like this?

So far, Ah Yan still can't understand the "completely transparent world" that Ah Yuan said.

The two of them are obviously twins born together, why can't he see the world that A Yuan can see.

Jealousy has completely burned the seven-year-old child.

For him, A Yuan has changed from a "brother" to a devil, to a night wandering god, and to everything that represents terror.

He (A Yuan) is amazing.

A Yuan (he) is so powerful.

Like a child loved by God.

……

After discovering that the other party can easily learn anything, Ah Yan made such an evaluation.

A Yuan played a beautiful tune on that rough little flute.

A Yuan built a small castle with a pile of white sand.

Ah Yuan memorized the books his father asked him (Ah Yan) to memorize within a month within one day.

……

A total child prodigy.

Ah Yan has always felt that he can't do anything. In fact, his useless brother is better than him in everything.

He's the one behind.

He is the one who will be abandoned.

……

"A Yuan, can you, teach me what you did last time?" A Yan asked so softly with a huge fear of facing his younger brother.

A Yuan's red eyes are big, like the sun that was dyed crimson in the setting sun.

"Okay."

Perhaps it was because of taking care of his "weak" older brother who was different from him, so Yuan's every movement was slowed down.

A Yan didn't even dare to blink his eyes, for fear that he might miss something.

He remembered.

He remembered.

Every detail was noted.

Then it's his turn.

Ah Yan held the knife loosely like Ah Yuan.

Calm down... recall his movements.

To mobilize the so-called breath, muscles and blood...

"what!"

The knife is out.

However, the knife is not swung out, but thrown out.

A Yan hugged his arms and fell to the ground, his facial features were tightly wrinkled together due to the great pain.

It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts!

It was so painful that I couldn't wake up conscious.

The flute in A Yuan's hand collapsed and fell to the ground.

"My lord... my lord?!"

It hurts...it hurts.

Ah Yan felt that his arm was about to break.

But something that is more serious than the pain of breaking, that makes him more sad, that makes him despair—why can't I?

Why can't I swing such a sharp blow easily like him?

Tears overflowed from Ah Yan's eyes.He fell to the ground, clutching his arms, like a poor child abandoned by the world and himself.

A Yuan's face is close at hand.

Ah Yan only felt that the terrifying red mark on the other party's forehead seemed to be mocking his overreaching.