Blade of the Sun [Comprehensive]

Suffer in silence.

There is never a desire for autonomy.

If you don't tell him "eat", he won't eat even if the food is bad.

If you don't tell him that you can roll the dice, he will just stare blankly at the game board.

……

A Yuan is such a child who must have orders to act.

In other words, he has no self-awareness.

It must be because of my father.

It must be because of the servants.

……

There is no self-awareness.

In this way, if one day he (Ah Yan) is not by his side, what will Ah Yuan do.

Ah Yan couldn't imagine that one day Ah Yuan would starve to death in that small room that no one would enter because he didn't know how to eat.

"Remember to eat, remember?" He stroked his brother's messy hair, but the child who couldn't hear would only look at him with those big dull eyes.

Ah Yan and Ah Yuan are brothers with exactly the same appearance.

Therefore, two people have the same big eyes, and the same shallow lips.

But Ah Yan's eyes are piercing, full of vitality and worries about the future.

He is still so young, but he has already thought about things that will happen a long time later.

Thinking about it, Ah Yan, who was playing double six, threw the dice out of the board.

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It was the first time that A Yuan made such a request.

shocked.

Simply stunned.

"Isn't this Master A Yuan? I heard that you can speak recently, which surprised me." Father's subordinates are usually very talkative, but when facing A Yuan, a fragile child, he always Will unconsciously show contemptuous expression.

Yes, contempt.

Unconsciously, he showed such an expression.

In an era of disputes between people, although force is not the highest standard for judging a person, it is definitely the most important point.Although Mitsuhide Akechi, one of Oda Nobunaga's right-hand men, is also a brainsman, he wins with brains, but he is also a guy who can chop off the heads of more than 100 people with a gun.

That's why he showed that expression.

Ah Yan's expression trembled.

But he thought to himself, this is also good, let Ah Yuan know how far he is from the realm of a warrior, and then give up that unreachable wish.

The reason why a wish is called a wish is that a person's ideas come together to form a thought.

But if the "wish", if the "goal" is too far away from you, like an insurmountable peak, an insurmountable sea standing in front of you, then such a "wish" can only be called "fantasy".

Let go of this fantasy.

Don't be that utopian who is ridiculed by half of the future generations.

The subordinates jokingly gave A Yuan a bag of bamboo knives.

The seven-year-old Ah Yuan was much smaller than Ah Yan, so when he picked up the bag of bamboo knives, he felt like the knife was about to fall off.

Father's subordinates took a pose that was not serious at all.

Even a child like Ah Yan could tell that he had no intention of dealing with a weak child.

Ah Yuan recalled for a moment, the actions this subordinate made when teaching Ah Yan.

In the funny eyes of his subordinates, he attacked like that.

……

what happened?

Ah Yan didn't understand what happened.

Like a gust of wind blowing, like a flash of lightning.

The body of the younger brother (A Yuan) flashed past, as quickly as a bolt of lightning flashed in the black sky.

What's wrong……

Ah Yan stopped thinking.

The father's subordinates, who had been in an awkward position, fell to the ground.The bag of bamboo knife in his hand was thrown aside, and he himself was lying on the ground crying.

Wailing.

Ah Yan's subordinates, who had never been hit before, were lying on the ground and howling.

it hurts.

It hurts.

The other party's face was full of that expression.

Yan's expression was expressionless.

His heart is so cold.

why?

full of doubts.

full of doubts.

what happened to you?

Ah Yuan...

A Yuan stood where he was, staring blankly at the bag of bamboo knives in his hand.

……

Without any hesitation, he threw the bag bamboo knife to the ground.

"My lord, my lord, when will you be free?"

……

……

Ah Yan licked his lips.

At some point, his lips were dry and peeling.

……

Ah Yan couldn't speak.

A Yuan looked at him with big eyes, still as pure and innocent as before.

……

While passing by the servants, I heard something about that subordinate.

Where A Yuan hit, a fist-sized lump swelled up.According to legend among the maids, that subordinate was depressed all day long because he was defeated by a child, and eventually he did not want to be a samurai anymore.

At that moment, Ah Yan was filled with fear.He was completely grasped by great fear, his heart was pinched in the palm of others.

He doesn't understand.

He really didn't understand why A Yuan, who had been sticking to his mother's left half, was able to defeat his father's men, who he had been unable to hit.

From that day on, Ah Yan felt that he was carrying ten mountains on his back.In order to understand why Ah Yuan, who was thinner than himself, could easily defeat his subordinates, he started to please Ah Yuan just like those servants who please their master.He began to compress his time, and devoted all the time he had left to his younger brother who was no longer the same.

He gave the other party his own toy - even if he was scolded by his father, he was no longer as afraid as before.Compared with the pain his father gave him, the fear that A Yuan brought to him was even greater than the former.

He accompanied each other to fly a kite, play double six, and the two of them played the flute together in a small room...

A Yuan's smile gradually increased.

It wasn't that he couldn't hear.

It's not that he can't speak.

He just doesn't fit in with the world because of his particularity.

Later, after realizing what kind of person Ah Yuan is, Ah Yan finally knows the reason for the attitude that the other party presented to everyone before the age of seven.

After courting the other party for a while, A Yuan finally told his brother the truth.

However, his first sentence made Ah Yan fall into hell.

"The world is transparent."

A world beyond Yan's imagination.

If there is anything to compare it to, it's what's under the water.

"When people move, muscles and blood will behave differently."

Muscles will compress and blood will flow in one direction or another.

This is not something that can be compared with things under the water.

An object placed under the water surface is the original object, and its inside cannot be seen at all.

Ah Yan didn't know how he asked that question.

"Is this the reason why you were able to hit father's subordinates so easily?"

A Yuan touched the flute in his hand, and said: "Because when I saw his blood flowing to his arm, I knew he was going to cut it. So just rush over and break the lower part of the body first."

He spoke so easily, as if he had crushed a small ant that could be seen everywhere.

...But that is a powerful subordinate who has fought with his father for a long time.

"Then... how can I do this?"

Ah Yan swallowed, and asked in a low voice.

"No need to do anything. The world is transparent."

"When you are born, the world is transparent."

was hit.

In the end, Ah Yan could only hold back a dry sentence, "It must be hard work like that?"

But at the same time, his heart was bleeding.

Because he has never seen the world in A Yuan's eyes, he thought that this ability possessed by the other party was a gift from heaven.

It is precisely because he has never seen it that he will feel such a strong feeling of jealousy in his heart in the future.

"In the past..." A Yuan's tone was very slow, "But with my elder brother around, it's not hard."

Almost cried.

Just wanted to cry on the spot.

Ah Yan wanted to ask something else, but Ah Yuan said: "Stop talking about these boring things, I want to play kites and Double Six with my brother."

do not talk.

Please, stop saying such nasty things.

The corner of Ah Yan's mouth was bent, but he held back the desire to cry.