Twelve points of secret love for gl

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After being NG several times in a row, He Lan finally stood up and said to Mi Xingwei, "Xingwei, the state is not right."

Mi Xingwei was startled, and quickly apologized: "I'm sorry, I'll do it again."

Mi Xingwei was out of shape, her expression was erratic, and she hadn't settled down at all, so no matter how she acted, it was wrong.A routine scene of more than ten minutes was dragged on for two hours before the filming was finished.

Everyone on the set stopped, and the progress was delayed for a long time.

Tang Yi'an and Zhang Yan just arrived, and the whole production crew stopped. Mi Xingwei was sitting on the next step. She closed her eyes and tried desperately to regain her composure, but she couldn't hold on for two or three minutes. Yi's figure.

Tang Yi'an caught a glimpse of Mi Xingwei who was sitting there alone, she walked over and knelt down in front of her, keeping her eye level, and called her softly: "Ah Wei... If you still feel uncomfortable, don't hold on."

Mi Xingwei raised her head from her knees, staring blankly at the person in front of her, feeling a little guilty in her heart, "I'm sorry...it's my problem, I can't immerse myself in it."

Tang Yi'an stretched out his hand to pull her into his arms, and kept comforting her, "I understand, Ah Wei, don't think about it, don't think about anything, go back to sleep, and you will gradually get better."

Maybe she was wrong, she shouldn't have drawn Awei into this circle from the very beginning, she obviously couldn't fall asleep all day and night, her expression was in a trance, and she couldn't immerse herself in the script at all.

She is fighting with herself.

Regardless of the ending or not, they are suffering.

Zhang Yan, who was standing not far away, glanced in Mi Xingwei's direction.In the past few months, she has noticed Mi Xingwei's progress and acting talent, and she also understands that she has been stimulated a few days ago, but things have reached this point, and it is a pity to give up.

She raised her eyes and asked He Lan who was beside her: "Is it really impossible to get along?"

He Landao: "This is just the first scene, she can't enter the role. Acting is not a play, and it's not just me or Tang Yi'an who can decide. "Ming Jin" is the entire cast, including all the staff. If there is really no other way, for the smooth progress of the later stage, we can only change actors."

Zhang Yan understood what He Lan meant, and it was an unexpected decision to cast Mi Xingwei in the role. It was hasty at the time, and even the surprise training in the past few months was still risky.

He Lan has always been right about things and not about people, and Zhang Yan also knows that she is completely considering issues from the perspective of the overall situation.After all, a lot of hard work has been put into it, and it is her first work after many years, so she naturally needs to be responsible for all aspects.

"I understand, let's see what Old Tang has to say." Zhang Yan said softly.

Mi Xingwei closed her eyes and buried her head in her knees. Tang Yian was sitting beside her and guarding her. Suddenly, a voice came from above her head: "Xingwei..."

Mi Xingwei paused, it was Zhong Ruan's voice.

She looked up, Zhong Ruan was wearing a plain white cheongsam with twigs and dark patterns, behind her was the blue sky that had just rained, blue and blue, very clean.

Zhong Ruan stretched out her hand towards her, with fair and slender fingers, she opened her lips lightly: "Trust me? I can let you come out in just three days."

Mi Xingwei was stunned, she was gradually fascinated by the white palm.She didn't want to give up, she had worked hard for so long, and everyone's efforts were devoted to it.

And Tang Yian's, she said she believed her.

Mi Xingwei stretched out her hand in a daze, while Tang Yian saw this, frowned slightly and said, "Ah Wei..."

Mi Xingwei didn't hesitate anymore, she put her hand into Zhong Ruan's palm, and stood up with strength.Zhong Ruan tightly grasped her hand, pulled her up, and was about to leave.

Tang Yi'an immediately got up and grabbed Mi Xingwei's hand, and shouted anxiously: "Awei, where are you going?"

Mi Xingwei turned her head, she pursed her lips and said, "Tang Yi'an, I don't want to give up."

Tang Yi'an froze in mid-air, watching Zhong Ruan lead the people away, with nervousness in his eyes.

Zhong Ruan pulled Mi Xingwei to He Lan's place, looked her in the eyes, and said, "I only recognize Mi Xingwei as Gu Shiwei's candidate. You know better than anyone else the reason why I agreed to play Bai Sitong. It only takes three days , I will bring back a complete Gu Shiwei."

He Lan stared at her face, caught a glimpse of Mi Xingwei beside her, and said softly: "Okay, I promise you to wait for another three days. After three days, if it still doesn't work, I have to change."

Zhong Ruan said yes, reached out to He Lan for the car keys, took Mi Xingwei, and the two left the set together, leaving the entire crew staring blankly, all standing there in a daze.

Well, I guess it's going to be a holiday!

Zhang Yan turned her head to catch a glimpse of Tang Yi'an who was standing on the side looking through the autumn water, she curled her lips and teased, "Old Tang, are you afraid?"

Tang Yi'an narrowed his eyes at her, with unkindness in his eyes, and said coldly, "What do you mean?"

Zhang Yan knew that she was asking the question, and said with a smile: "Zhong Ruan is not a good idiot, Xiao Weiwei can't stand it." After she finished speaking, without waiting for Tang Yi'an's answer, she turned around and left the set with her hands in her pockets.

Tang Yi'an froze on the spot by herself, what Zhang Yan said just now echoed in her mind, she raised her eyes and looked at the direction where Zhong Ruan and Awei left, thoughtfully.

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Zhong Ruan drove Mi Xingwei on the road. In the city that had just rained, there was a faint smell of dust in the air.The car was driving fast, the windows were down, and the wind was blowing in my ears, giving me a refreshing touch.

They didn't speak to each other along the way, and 10 minutes later, the car stopped by the roadside of Tingcheng Bell Tower.

Mi Xingwei looked at the bell tower not far away through the window, and the scene that happened that day immediately came to mind. As soon as she closed her eyes, she could see Ling Ziyi, covered in blood and blood, lying in a pool of blood.

Zhong Ruan glanced at her from the car window, "Sometimes the more you escape, the more you can't escape. The more you want to avoid, the more it will take root in your brain. Its roots Here, it’s up to you to uproot it or let it take over all of your life.”

After she finished speaking, she opened the door and got out of the car. Mi Xingwei stared blankly for a moment, then finally raised her hand, and slowly opened the door to get out of the car.

There are a lot fewer people on the clock tower, because of the accident just before, the railings on the roof have been raised a lot.

Zhong Ruan walked in front, Mi Xingwei followed her, and walked under the bell tower, Zhong Ruan turned to look at her with warmth in his eyes, and asked, "Are you ready?"

Mi Xingwei stared at her eyes, there was a faint light in those eyes, which was different from what she had just seen on the set.

She lowered her eyes and hummed, squeezed her sweaty palms, and said, "Ready."

Zhong Ruan caught a glimpse of her tightly clenched palms, reached out to hold her, and said lightly, "I'm by your side."

There is a sense of comfort.

Zhong Ruan led Mi Xingwei, step by step, to the top of the bell tower.

Mi Xingwei stood at the entrance of the steps, she stopped and did not go forward.That day, she was standing not far away, in front of the railing of the clock tower, Ling Ziyi jumped down...

She closed her eyes and forced herself not to think about it, like a city wall, blocking out all her thoughts, but she couldn't relax a little bit, as long as she slacked off, those memories would flood in like a flood, making her inevitable.

Zhong Ruan stood in front of her and slowly walked to the edge of the railing of the bell tower. She didn't know what happened here that day, but she vaguely understood that this was an obstacle in Mi Xingwei's heart.

Standing on a high place, the scenery of the city's Central Park is unobstructed.

"Do you know what it's like to fall into a pool of blood? It's warm, sticky, and smelly, staining your body, cheeks, and hands. You can feel it slowly drying up, and you can't move. Movement... For a whole day and night, the corpse beside him slowly became cold and hardened... There was no temperature, no life..." Zhong Ruan closed his eyes and recalled, "It has happened countless times, as long as you close your eyes, those feelings, smells, It’s like they’re coming back again, and I can’t get rid of them no matter what.”

Mi Xingwei slowly raised her eyes, looking at the person at the railing.

Zhong Ruan once told her about her experience, but it was actually an unforgettable nightmare. She didn't know how Zhong Ruan got here.

Zhong Ruan turned around and stretched out his hand towards the person in front of him, "Xingwei, come here. To overcome fear, you never rely on escaping, but memorizing it and being familiar with it. As long as you memorize that feeling in your heart over and over again , Tell yourself, all the encounters, you are not the one who should suffer, it is their fault, you should not pay such a high price for this. Xingwei, come here."

Mi Xingwei followed Zhong Ruan's words, her expression was slightly moved, she slowly stepped up, and walked close to her.

Zhong Ruan: "The root of all your pain is that you don't want to let yourself go. You don't need to feel guilty, let alone blame yourself. You have to tell yourself and learn to reconcile with yourself."

Mi Xingwei walked slowly to Zhong Ruan's side, she looked at that hand, like a piece of driftwood in the darkness, she struggled to grab it, and held it tightly.

Zhong Ruan picked her up and pulled her to his side, leading her to feel everything that happened that day.

In the clear blue sky, a gap gradually appeared in the clouds, and a dazzling light leaked in through the gap, shining on the city.

The gloomy sky finally dissipated, replaced by the warm rays of the sun.

The whole afternoon, until the sun went down, Zhong Ruan just sat here with Mi Xingwei, the sun was shining on her body, and she closed her eyes to feel all the temperature and breath.

After the sun went down, Mi Xingwei opened her eyes to see the flow of people coming and going from the cars getting off the clock tower, the lights were bright, and there was a lot of traffic.

Zhong Ruan's method seems to be really effective. Mi Xingwei sat here for half a day, she seemed not so afraid, and didn't care so much, everything around her was familiar.

The commercial building on the opposite side, the trees in the park, the lake, the small bridge... all suddenly softened under the shadow of the light.

The phone vibrated in her pocket, Mi Xingwei took it out and looked, it was Tang Yi'an calling.

"Hey."

"Where are you?"

Mi Xingwei: "In the bell tower."

Tang Yi'an froze for a moment, but then said, "I'll pick you up."

"Ah."

Half an hour later, Tang Yi'an drove to the bottom of the clock tower, and when she looked up from a distance, she saw two people on the top of the building.

She went up to the bell tower, and saw Zhong Ruan next to her, her eyes narrowed slightly, without saying a word, she turned to Mi Xingwei, and said, "Ah Wei, what's going on?"

Mi Xingwei looked calm, she lightly pursed her lower lip and said, "I'm not so scared anymore." After she finished speaking, she turned to Zhong Ruan, and said, "Zhong Ruan, thank you."

Zhong Ruan was wearing a cheongsam, and the bun on her head was removed. Her hair was very long. Because of the needs of the role, she had permed her hair in French waves, which was very reminiscent of the Republic of China.

She raised the corners of her lips and chuckled, and said, "I'm not for you, but for Gu Shiwei." After she finished speaking, she didn't stay any longer, and left downstairs with the small bag in her arm.

Mi Xingwei glanced blankly at her leaving back, and an indescribable meaning spread from the tip of her heart.

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