sweet kiss bitter summer

Perhaps because of the rain, the online car-hailing driver drove the car into the community responsibly and parked it downstairs of Liang Luoan's house. Liang Luoan got off the car and went directly into the apartment building without any rain.

But even so, Liang Luo'an was still a little unhappy. He didn't like rainy nights in late summer and early autumn. The hot and humid air seemed to stick to his body, which made people feel very uncomfortable.

He changed his clothes and took a hot shower first. He felt a little more comfortable, but he was not so comfortable that he wanted to cook, so he only cooked a bag of fresh shrimp and fish without fresh shrimp, and he could not find fish boards. Plate instant noodles.

The noodles were still very hot, Liang Luo'an put the bowl on the table, picked up the chopsticks in one hand to cool the noodles, picked up the phone with the other hand, and called Mama Liang back.

"Son, come home from get off work."

Mama Liang's voice sounded very relieved.

In fact, Mother Liang is usually a relatively quiet woman, and she rarely has such a cheerful mood.

While Liang Luo'an gave a casual "um" to express her affirmation, she couldn't help but wonder what happened today that caused her to have such a tone.

"Are you tired of working overtime?" Mother Liang asked again.

Liang Luo'an seemed to understand a little bit, maybe it was because of this.

Probably working overtime is something that every real social animal has to go through, and once you experience overtime, it seems to have experienced some remarkable transformation.

"Not tired."

Liang Luo'an took a bite of the cold noodles.

"Did anything interesting happen in the company today?" Liang's mother is a primary school teacher, and she habitually conducts daily chats in the form of questions and answers.

"it rained today."

Liang Luo'an looked out the window, paused, and said, "Today, a new supervisor came to our department."

"Oh, how is the new supervisor?" "He wants to invite me to dinner today and wants to drive me home."

Liang Luo'an didn't directly say good or bad, but every word seemed to be understood by Liang's mother as "the new supervisor is a very good person", so she smiled with satisfaction and said, "That's very good."

"But I didn't go to eat. I called a car and came back at night."

Liang Luoan said.

"Son, now that you have entered the society, you have to learn how to communicate with people.

Mom knows that you are shy, but you can't become timid. Make more friends and have a better relationship with the leader. There is always nothing wrong with it. "

Mama Liang began to educate Luo'an earnestly.

Liang Luo'an took advantage of his mother's talk and began to eat noodles. When his mother said that he was tired, he finished eating his noodles. After saying goodbye to his mother happily, he hung up the phone.

When the phone reached the screen-off time, Liang Luoan was still staring at the blackened screen in a daze, thinking about a question that didn't make much sense.

If a person has not been in touch with his family for seven years, will his family still treat him as family?Liang Luo'an didn't know very well, if it was Liang's mother, how would she think about this issue.

However, Luo An suddenly felt a little dejected, if it was like this between a couple, it would probably be impossible to go back to the past.

Before the grease in the noodle soup solidified, Liang Luo'an cleaned the dishes, rinsed, and then lay on the bed.

The sound of continuous rain outside was like music to help sleep. He soon felt a little drowsy, but he didn't sleep very peacefully.

He had a dream.

I dreamed of a hot summer, hotter than now, the lemon tree in the yard of my house was full of leaves, and the immature lemons were greenish yellow, picked by impatient people, cut into slices and soaked in water, adding enough There is enough honey, so there is no sour taste at all.

Someone handed him a glass of lemonade and asked him to drink it. The water had a sweet taste. He liked it very much and felt a little happy, so he kissed that person.

But this kiss seemed to be the catalyst for the sweetness to go bad.

The taste became like the medicine he always took, and he frowned from the bitterness.

This is very unreasonable.

So he opened his eyes and saw the person kissing him, very close, but because it was a dream, he could see clearly.

Then, when Liang Luoan really opened his eyes, what he saw was an empty ceiling.

Liang Luo'an felt his heart beating very fast, so he encouraged himself to calm down, put his hands on his heart, and took deep breaths.

After a while, Luo An felt better, but he didn't feel sleepy at all, so he got out of bed and started walking around the house aimlessly.

The house Liang Luoan rented was not very big. He walked from the bedroom to the living room, then to the kitchen, walked to the refrigerator, opened the refrigerator door habitually, and after looking at it for a while, took out the cold water bottle filled with lemonade. Pour any remaining lemonade into a glass.

Liang Luoan took a sip, it was too cold to taste, and his teeth were shaking from the ice, so he held the cup in both hands, and kept turning the cup in his hand to prevent his hands from freezing turn to.

He took the cup and walked to the living room window, opened half the screen, and smelled a damp smell unique to the rain.

The street lights outside were still on, but there were no pedestrians. Luo An stared blankly for a while, feeling bored, sat on the sofa in the living room, and leaned on the backrest with her head raised.

The ceiling of the living room is pure white. In contrast, Luo An prefers the ceiling of his bedroom with wallpaper with less obvious patterns.

He subconsciously recalled the pattern of the wallpaper, but accidentally remembered the face that remained in his consciousness when he woke up from the dream, and was close in front of him.

The brow bone is straight and straight, the pupils are black and bright, the eyelids have narrow inner eyes, a protruding curvature can be felt on the nasal bone, the lower lip is thicker than the upper lip, it feels good to kiss, the corners of the mouth are slightly raised, so even when there is no expression , does not look dull.

Liang Luo'an didn't have time to stop himself, when he realized it, he had already thought so much.

He seemed to wake up suddenly, his body jumped up from the backrest, and he looked blankly in front of him, only the living room furniture was dimly lit by the afterglow of the street lamp, nothing unusual, but he felt a little bad.

He seemed to remember every detail about Tan Chen very clearly.

What's even worse is that Liang Luo'an realized belatedly that Tan Chen not only appeared in his dream alone, but even began to reappear from his life.

In the past, he was a reliable older brother who grew up together, then he was a close boyfriend, then he was a stranger whom he hadn't seen for a long time, and now he is a boss who bows his head but does not look up.

In Liang Luo'an's 27 years of life so far, Tan Chen has played too many roles, so that when Luo'an just got used to living in a certain state, everything turned upside down again. This caught Liang Luoan by surprise.

The bad thing is that he will have to face Tan Chen tomorrow, the next week, or even until he retires or Tan Chen changes jobs.

And he didn't know how to face Tan Chen at all.

Luo An felt that Tan Chen was very strange. He could leave for seven years without hesitation, but how could he take care of him as if nothing had happened when he came back? Because of this, he felt that he became very strange, why he still couldn't restrain his heart palpitations and fear when Tan Chen was so friendly and kind to him.

Liang Luo'an is not smart, so he can't think of answers to many questions.

It is also a good choice to give up thinking at this time.

This is what the very smart Tan Chen taught him before.

Liang Luo'an didn't intend to think about it anymore.

He was going to finish the lemonade in the glass, rinse his mouth, and try to sleep again.

Pieces of water droplets condensed on the glass wall. When Luo An picked up the glass, the water droplets dripped onto his legs and the hem of his clothes. It was a bit cold, but he didn't care.

He tried to be indifferent to everything, to be indifferent, to learn from others, to imitate the characters in TV dramas who drank the lemonade in the glass by drinking in the bar after falling out of love.

I don't know if the lemon was soaked in the kettle for too many days, the honey lemonade became very bitter, Luo An put down the cup, frowning in pain.

There are so many strange things in the world, he couldn't help thinking.

After Luo An lived by himself, he made honey lemonade many times, but no matter how much honey he added, it was not as sweet as the sour lemonade that summer.