sweet kiss bitter summer

After lunch, Tan Chen took Aunt Tan and Tan Xin out just as Mother Liang said.

Liang Luo'an only sent them to the door, but was stopped by Liang's parents and Liang's mother, so he stood at the door for a while, watching the backs of the three people walking away, watching Tan Chen holding his sister's hand , inexplicably feeling very anxious.

This anxiety lasted for a long time, Liang Luoan stayed in his room all afternoon, looked through all the photo albums from childhood to adulthood, and found many photos of him and Tan Chen holding hands.

In each photo, the two people clasped their hands together and smiled very happily. Liang Luoan looked at it very carefully, but the more he looked at it, the more obvious his heart palpitations became.

When Tan Chen held his hand, he obviously smiled sincerely, but why when Tan Chen held his sister's hand, there was still only the back that was fading away.

Liang Luo'an knew that Tan Chen was just taking them around today, so he would be back soon.

But he can't be sure, when he doesn't know, Tan Chen will go farther and farther, go to a place where he can't keep up, walk into the home of his real relatives, and then maybe he won't come back , even if he came back, it might just be a guest, greeting him and his parents with the best of polite words, asking them if everything was okay recently.

Liang Luo'an thought for a long time depressedly, and felt that if things really turned out as he expected, his daily life would become bad and sad, but he couldn't directly tell Tan Chen to keep him away from his family. It's a very unkind thing.

Liang Luo'an currently has no way to solve this problem, so he can only settle for the next best thing and focus on the immediate matter first.

He put away the messy photos covering the bedroom, moved a stool to the shadow of the lemon tree in the yard, and waited for Tan Chen to come back like a watchman.

During the waiting period, it was dinner time, but Liang Luoan had no appetite, so he only took two symbolic bites, and then sat under the lemon tree and waited tirelessly.

The evening wind in midsummer is also a heat wave, blowing through the gaps between the grass leaves in the flower garden, the first sound of night insects began, and Liang Luo'an felt a bit chill abnormally.

He rubbed the goosebumps on his arms with his palms, and when he was about to quickly go back to the house to put on a coat, he heard footsteps approaching from the door.

The sound of the soles rubbing against the ground was not loud, and the stride frequency was regular and stable. Liang Luo'an accurately judged that it was Tan Chen's footsteps.

When he trot to the door in a non-quick manner, Tan Chen just entered the door. When he saw Liang Luo'an, he was slightly taken aback. He reacted slightly, but he was more tired, as if he didn't have the strength to make other expressions.

Liang Luo'an looked behind Tan Chen, it was empty, no one came in, so he asked Tan Chen: "Tan Chen, where are they?" "They have already left, I will send them to the station."

Tan Chen's voice was a little hoarse.

"Oh, it's gone."

Liang Luo'an followed behind Tan Chen, out of some strange psychology, he asked nervously: "Did they say when they will come next time?" "No."

Tan Chen paused, as if he was thinking, but his tone was just speculation: "Auntie said that she just brought my sister to see me, and nothing else, so I probably...wouldn't come here casually."

"so."

Liang Luo'an should have felt a sigh of relief, but he heard Tan Chen's depressed mood, and he couldn't care about himself, so he hurriedly cared about Tan Chen: "Then have you eaten tonight? It's past the meal time It's been a long time, but there are still some dishes left, do you want to eat them warm up?" "I've eaten outside."

Tan Chen stopped and stood at the door of his room, instead of going in, he looked at Liang Luo'an behind him.

Liang Luo'an was slightly startled, and after a while he reacted very quickly, thinking that Tan Chen must be very tired after walking outside all afternoon, so he turned sideways and passed over Tan Chen's body, and took the initiative to help Tan Chen open the door of the room, Tell him: "Tan Chen, go to bed early."

Tan Chen didn't speak, and didn't enter the room immediately, Liang Luo'an stood with him at the door for a while, when he was wondering, he suddenly felt his wrists being bound, and then was brought into the room by Tan Chen, the door was very tight Closed softly.

Although Liang Luo'an didn't think about struggling, he was still a little baffled. He sat beside Tan Chen's bed, looking at Tan Chen who was opposite him cautiously with some doubts.

The silence didn't last long, Tan Chen stretched out his hand to touch the surface of his arm, and said in a deep voice, "How long have you been waiting outside, your body is so cold."

"It's not very cold either."

In order to enhance the persuasion, Liang Luo'an specially explained: "It's always hot in the afternoon, and it's a little cold after the sun is gone at night."

Tan Chen didn't speak again, just looked at Liang Luo'an, his pupils looked like black agate stones were about to melt, clear and secret, hiding some emotions that Liang Luo'an didn't quite understand.

This kind of look made Liang Luo'an a little embarrassed. He supported himself on the edge of the bed with both hands, subconsciously used certain movements to avoid embarrassment, and kept smoothing out the wrinkles on Tan Chen's bed sheet again and again.

In the sound of palms rubbing against the sheets, there was a sound of intestinal peristalsis, which caused Liang Luoan's hand to stop suddenly, but the sound of bowel sounds intensified and continued, and the gurgling sound overwhelmed the other.

Tan Chen frowned slightly, Liang Luo'an seemed to be tortured by invisible eyes, so he had no choice but to tell him: "Tan Chen, I didn't have a good meal tonight."

He thought he had done something wrong and was already preparing to wait for the judgment, but he heard Tan Chen's apology: "I'm sorry, Luo'an."

"I promised you the shaved ice, but I forgot to buy it."

Tan Chen said again.

"Ah?" Liang Luo'an was a little surprised, he didn't think of this at all, and he didn't mean to blame Tan Chen because of this, so he said urgently: "I don't need to eat shaved ice, Tan Chen, don't want you to apologize to me .”

But Tan Chen still looked very disappointed, Liang Luo'an was anxious, but his mouth and brain were stupid, and he didn't even know where to start with a useful comfort.

A gust of wind blew in the yard, Liang Luoan heard the rustling of leaves, and saw the lemon tree in the yard through the window.

"Tan Chen, I don't want shaved ice anymore, I want something else."

Liang Luo'an leaned forward, his mouth was close to Tan Chen's ear, and his voice was very low, as if he was making a secret agreement with Tan Chen: "Tan Chen, I want to drink lemonade...how about we pick a lemon secretly?" Come down."

Tan Chen raised his lowered eyes, turned his head slightly to look at Liang Luoan, the soft and warm breath passed over his chin, his Adam's apple moved up and down, he turned his head back again, and said very rationally: "It's only now When, the lemon is not ripe yet, it is very sour.

Aren't you most afraid of acid? "" Don't be afraid, Tan Chen. "

Liang Luo'an laughed, and told Tan Chen proudly: "I looked at it in the afternoon, and now there are 42 fruits on the lemon tree, and the best one is only half green. We eat the other half, and it won't be sour. .”

Tan Chen didn't answer right away, Liang Luo'an guessed that he had been persuaded a little by himself, but he might still hesitate, so he grabbed Tan Chen's hand, and scratched his palm lightly, if nothing.

"I suddenly want to drink too much, please, Tan Chen, let's pick one, just one, okay?" Tan Chen held Liang Luo'an's dishonest hand a little tighter so that he could not move around, and finally had no choice but to Compromise and said: "Yes."