I get love from my beauty [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 82 Lin Tingchuan
Shuli was awakened by the bang of an explosion.
The shaking of the surrounding walls lasted for quite a while, he slowly opened his eyes, and found himself lying in a closed nutrition cabin, with magnetic sheets connected to thin tubes attached to his temples and limbs.
Very futuristic fantasy world style.
Shuli hesitated, peeled off these magnetic pieces one by one, groped to find the switch on the bulkhead, and successfully opened the hatch.
Unexpectedly, as soon as the cabin door was opened, a harsh alarm sound suddenly sounded in the room.Shuli stepped out of the nutrition cabin with limp hands and feet, one of them lost his footing and almost fell, and in a panic leaned on something beside him.
He paused and looked away.
That was also a nutrition pod, juxtaposed with the one he climbed out of.It's just that it's empty and there's no one there.
The alarm sound gradually decreased until it stopped. Shuli endured dizziness and looked around to see where she was.
It looks like a large and empty laboratory here, with a cool white metal texture. More than a dozen huge instruments are connected to the nutrition cabin placed in the middle of the laboratory, and there are occasional beeps when the data is running.
At this time, there was a sound behind her, and Shuli turned her head suddenly, and saw the laboratory door sliding open to both sides, and a group of people in white coats strode in.
His eyes were fixed on the leader.
It was a man who looked very young. His forehead hair was pulled back, revealing a fair and handsome face. He was slender and tall, and he wore a white coat with a sense of dignity.
At this moment, his expression was not very peaceful, his eyebrows were slightly frowned, his face was serious, and he quickly stepped forward to support Shuli and asked, "How do you feel? What's wrong?"
The voice is deep and magnetic, and when the tone is slowed down, there is still a slight chill, like the wind mixed with fine snow blowing through the bottom of the winter stream.
It is also a voice that Shuli is very familiar with, and has spent countless days and nights with him.
Shuli said in a daze: "...Asa?"
The young man paused, did not respond, but hugged Shuli by the shoulders, and walked out of the laboratory.
Shuli leaned in his arms, pale, and whispered, "I'm dizzy."
"Be patient," the man said with a steady hand, "It will be fine soon."
Shuli was quickly taken to a ward, where she was checked from head to toe by a machine, and she was carried to bed only after all vital signs were normal.
His mind was groggy, and he couldn't help falling asleep, and he heard a few whispered conversations in a vague way.
"Why did you wake up so soon? Didn't you say you have to wait two more days?" A female voice asked.
The man with the same voice as Asa tucked up the quilt for Shuli, and said in a deep voice, "I didn't expect the sudden accident."
"It's a very successful experiment... After so long, there is no problem with the physiological function, but it's not stable just after waking up..."
"...It will take some time for follow-up observation..."
"It just so happens that someone will come to hand over next week..."
Then they started talking about other things, and the female voice asked, "By the way, what about Jin Sheng?"
The warm fingertips covered Shuli's cold fingers from the infusion, gently kneading, the man said lightly: "Let him stand there, no need to eat lunch and dinner."
The female voice laughed, "It's time to learn a lesson..."
Later, Shuli couldn't hear the voice clearly, and he gradually sank into a deep sleep, and his consciousness was plunged into darkness.
……
Shuli had a deep sleep, and when she woke up again, she was a little dazed. She stared at the snow-white ceiling for a while, until a person came to the bed and leaned over to ask him, "Are you awake? Are you still dizzy?"
The visitor has big wavy long curly hair, phoenix eyes and a beautiful nose, exquisite makeup, and a graceful figure under a white coat. She is a charming beauty.
For no reason, Shuli felt a little familiar.
Shuli was helped up and leaned against the head of the bed, her voice hoarse: "It's much better, you are..."
The beauty blinked, "I'm Dr. Lin's assistant, just call me Nangong."
"Dr. Lin?" Shuli paused, "Asa?"
"Do you know Dr. Lin's English name?" Nangong Ci sighed rather strangely, "It seems that many things have indeed happened in the data world."
After sighing, Nangongci's expression turned serious, and he stretched out his hand towards Shuli, "This is the Tayasi branch of HEAKOP Brain Synesthesia and Restoration Research Center, Shuli, nice to meet you."
Shuli didn't quite understand the series of proper nouns in the front, and the only thing he could hear clearly was the words "research center" in the back.
He glanced at the ward where he was, and the walls looked to be the same artificial inorganic materials as the previous laboratory, without windows.In addition, just now Nangong Ci said that this is the branch office of Tayasi Sai, and Tayasi Sai is a large desert with extremely harsh natural conditions and few people visit, and storms of all sizes are prevalent. It has never been heard that houses can be successfully built here .
Then it is easy to draw a conclusion - this institute is located underground in the Tayasisay desert.
When Shuli and Nangong Ci shook hands, they couldn't help hesitating for a moment, and choked out a sentence: "...the one with a certificate?"
Nangong Ci was silent for two seconds, then burst out laughing, "There must be." The pretty big sister patted Shuli's head and said with a smile, "You are so interesting."
The two chatted like this for a while, and Nangongci told him everything Shuli could know so far.Including how they picked up Shuli who hit a boulder in a storm and fell into a coma three months ago, how they couldn't find effective information about Shuli due to isolation from the world, and how they tried to use the latest technology in the research institute to delay the death of Shuli. Shuli's brain death process.
"Speaking of this," Nangong Ci asked, "Why did you come to Tayasisay alone? Even the planes have to fly around here. I haven't seen anyone come here on purpose."
Shuli's complexion was much better than when he just woke up. The boy with white skin and bright face leaned against the head of the bed, and raised the corners of his lips, "It is said that the stars in the Taixisai Desert are very beautiful, so I want to take a look. .”
"Young people nowadays..." Nan Gongci shook his head in disapproval, "The stars in Tayasisay are beautiful, but they won't kill you for it."
There was a knock on the door, and Nangong resigned and opened the door, pushing the dining car in and saying, "Although we can't leave here for the time being, the supplies from the research institute will be delivered every three months, which happens to be next Saturday. You can go home."
She put a porridge, a soup, and a few side dishes on the table, "Come and eat, you are still relatively weak now, and you will have to take care of it for a few days. I will leave a meal for Jin Sheng."
Shuli remembered the name of the person she had heard when she was half asleep and half awake, "The Jin Sheng you mentioned, isn't Asa..."
Nangong Ci laughed teasingly when he heard the words, "Dr. Lin said that, otherwise, according to the punishment Jin Sheng received during this period, he should be able to stop eating or drinking for half a year."
Shuli lifted the quilt, "I'm not hungry yet, I've been lying down for so long, can I go for a walk if it's convenient?" After Nan Gongyue nodded in agreement, Shuli wondered: "What did Jin Sheng do wrong to be punished? Because of your research institute?"
"That's not true." Nangong Ci turned around disapprovingly, "He was testing his new explosives and almost knocked down the door of the research institute. When you woke up, we were all outside."
Shuli paused when she got out of bed: "..."
He remembered the loud noise that woke him up, and he had reasonable doubts about Nan Gongyue's "certified" statement.
Following Nangongci to the office area, across the aisle, Shuli saw a tall and thin young man standing against the wall with drooping eyebrows.
Nangong Ci coughed, and he looked up in surprise when he heard the sound, and saw her gesture.
The young man has handsome eyebrows and two small canine teeth when he smiles, and he doesn't have a personality that loves to poke trouble at all.He nodded, followed Nangong Ci's gesture and ran out on tiptoe without a sound, his sneaky posture looked very skillful.
On him, Shuli felt the same familiar feeling again.
Shuli stood there in a daze, and suddenly understood the origin of this familiarity.
But he remained calm and let Nangong Ci take him around the rest area, office area, and dining area in the institute, and then pointed him out the way out of the institute.
"That's right here," Nangongci tapped the top button of the elevator to indicate, "If you want to see the stars, don't go far. There are no storms these days, but the temperature will be very low at night."
"Understood." Shuli looked at Nangong Ci with a smile, the gleam in her eyes gradually brightened, and she looked very happy.
"Hey, don't look at me like that." Nangong Ci took a step back and said jokingly, "Let me worry if you're in love with me."
Shuli rolled her eyes, "Don't worry about this, I already have someone I like."
"Oh?" Nangong Ci raised an eyebrow.
Shuli drooped her long eyelashes, but smiled silently.
In the following days, Shuli did not see Asa again.
At first, he thought it was natural for Asa to be busy as the boss of the research institute.However, one morning, he woke up very early and noticed someone's slender five fingers caressing his forehead. Only then did he realize that it was Asa who did the necessary daily checkups for him.
Nangong Ci never mentioned it, probably because Asa didn't want him to know.
Shuli didn't open her eyes, she quietly listened to the opening and closing of the room door.
There was no voice telling him when and where to find someone, but when he walked out of the institute by feeling at night, he still saw a figure sitting on a sand dune not far away.
Little by little, Shuli walked up the sand dune and approached that person.
At night, the sky in the desert is very close to the ground, showing a mysterious and magnificent dark blue color, and the stars converge into a brilliant galaxy, shining brightly, like the continuation of the brilliance after the evening sun burns out.Even though the environment in Tayasisa is harsh, there are always people who are willing to risk their lives to take a look at such a starry sky and admire the magic of the Creator.
Asa's hair was blown by the wind, his black eyes were transparent and calm, his middle finger was slightly bent, and he knocked on his knees one by one, and he paused when he noticed someone sitting next to him.
Shuli glanced at his fingers resting on his knees, and then looked up at the grand starry sky with him, exhaled, and asked casually: "Are you avoiding me?"
"……No."
"I told Nangong that I came here to look at the stars, but it wasn't completely true. I think you guessed it."
The night wind was extremely strong, the temperature dropped below zero, and Shuli's nose was already red from the cold within a short while after coming out.He smiled, "Let me guess, when did you fully understand my affairs? I guess it was in the third world."
Asa closed her eyes and was speechless for a long time.
"The first world and the second world, you see my nature of lack of empathy, so you arranged for Pei Xingzhi to appear, so that I can know the consequences of doing that, right?"
After a moment of silence, Asa whispered no, “That’s not your fault.”
When he first appeared, he was covered in injuries, including moderate depression, post-traumatic stress disorder, and loss of affective syndrome, but none of them were his fault.
"I know." Shuli smiled, "I should thank you for saving me. Now I can finally look at the stars purely, I am very happy."
When the boy said he was very happy, he didn't look at the starry sky, but turned his head to look at Asa, his eyebrows and eyes were shining like a galaxy.
"Then, can I ask, in the last world, why did Ji Fengchi take responsibility for what should have happened to me?"
"..."
"If this can't be answered, what about the other question? Asa, at that time you told me that you would always be by my side, didn't it count?"
Asa said softly: "You should know that those are all fake."
Those worlds, those people, friends or enemies, glory and good dreams, tears and blood, self-defeating love and hatred, are all false, fantasies created by man.
Asa had warned him from the beginning.
But if he only regarded those as false, he would never believe it again, nor would he have the courage to wake up.
Shuli didn't speak any more.As so many times before, they were silent in the wind.
Later, Asa sent Shuli back to the room.After watching Shuli sit down by the bed, he turned and left, and suddenly heard the person behind him whispering that he had a headache.
Asa turned around quickly, Shuli leaned against the head of the bed, raised her hand to cover her forehead, revealing a bit of pursed lips, delicate and pale chin.
"What's the matter?" Asa frowned, bent down to touch his forehead, but was quickly wrapped around his neck.
"..." His half-bent back froze suddenly.
Shuli's eyes curved slyly, "I only asked you two questions outside, but there is actually a third one."
He asked softly: "Asa is just your English name, can I call you something else? For example, Shen Lian? Baili Yunrang? Pei Xingzhi? Or Liu Yuan? Mu Yin?...Ji Fengchi Or should I just call you by your current name—"
Shuli paused, and read out the three words on the nameplate on his chest word by word, "Lin Tingchuan?"
After a while, Lin Tingchuan said, "When did you know?"
"Do you mean to know that they are all the same person? Or do you mean to know that you are them?" Shuli turned her head and thought for a while, "The former one is actually not too early. The fourth world knows it. If it refers to the latter one, Well, the suspicion was not long after waking up, and it was definitely just now."
"How could you..."
"When I don't love someone, I don't care what he looks like. When I love someone, I can see what he looks like. You should know this better than anyone else."
"..."
"So Lin Tingchuan, let me ask again, and it will be the last time." Shuli stared at him without blinking, "You said you would always be by my side, doesn't that count?"
Lin Tingchuan looked at his own reflection in Shuli's eyes, "Shuli, you have to be clear, I won't be Pei Xingzhi, I won't be Xu Changsheng, and I won't be Mu Yin. I won't be any of them. Alone, I'm just Lin Tingchuan."
After a few breaths of silence, Shuli suddenly laughed out loud.
"So you're afraid of this?" He put his arms around Lin Tingchuan's neck, his voice soft, "For me, whether it's Pei Xingzhi or Mu Yin, they are all you, but I know you are not any of them People. Tell me, is this a clear distinction?"
At a very close distance, they looked at each other and stared at each other.Those stories and memories seem to give birth to a glimmer of light, running over their brows and eyes, and flowing a gentle and soft love.
Lin Tingchuan finally compromised.
He lowered his head, and pressed his lips lightly to the corner of Shuli's eyes.
He said softly: "According to the story line I set, you will re-experience what you have experienced at that time, and then I will take you out. But,"
He thought of the face sleeping peacefully among the rose bushes on the rooftop that afternoon, "But even if it is a cure, I still feel that it is too cruel to you in such a last resort situation."
"Why?" Shuli raised her head and asked softly.
"Because I love you."
The author has something to say: The story of Shuli and Lin Tingchuan ends here.
Here's some long-winded nonsense:
As I wrote in the copywriting, this is actually a story of two-way love and two-way redemption.
In every world, it seems that Gong is the object of salvation, such as Pei Xingzhi who has just entered the other world, such as the ghost king Liuyuan and Lu Xixuan who have such a past.But the process of every Shuli loving them and redeeming them is actually the process of Shuli being loved and redeemed.
So readers who are aware of it may find that sometimes the clips are obviously sweet and relaxing, but they have an inexplicably sad tone.This kind of sadness is not only because of the irresistible fate and separation at the end, but also because of Shuli.
He was sick from the beginning, and it was only in the first two worlds that he was so heartless. At that time, his acting skills might not be that good, and Shen Lian also realized that he might not love himself as much as he showed.But he loves him, so he chose to tolerate him.
Shuli fell in love with the task object in the third world, her emotions began to loosen, and her feelings as a human were slowly returning.So that time at KTV, he said to Pei Xingzhi, because you are my salvation.
Most of what he has been saying since he started the mission was lies, but that sentence was true. The person who spoke was not the homeless "Shuli" in the small world, but the real Shuli.
Because he fell in love with Pei Xingzhi, he could see what Pei Xingzhi looked like, and when he found the same thing in Xu Changsheng in the next world, he realized that they were the same person.From then on, all they got was two-way love, and Shuli grew up in this love.He still often says some half-truths and half-truths, but liking is not fake, no matter how much he struggles.
As for the be in each world, the first few times were more to knock on Shuli's disguise and heart door, and the latter few times were to allow him to escape from the world.Of course, indulging in illusions is not enough. What Shuli needs is to leave the past behind and move forward.At the same time, I hope these stories are also tender.
In the end, no matter how cruel the small world was, finally Shuli came out.The story of him and Lin Tingchuan will continue in their world. They will love each other very much, be very happy, and will find their mother in the future, turning all regrets into perfection.
Thank you for your company during this time, bow.
Ps. I haven’t decided which one to write next, so you can go to the column to have a look at the cuties. If you are interested, you can click to save it^-^
The shaking of the surrounding walls lasted for quite a while, he slowly opened his eyes, and found himself lying in a closed nutrition cabin, with magnetic sheets connected to thin tubes attached to his temples and limbs.
Very futuristic fantasy world style.
Shuli hesitated, peeled off these magnetic pieces one by one, groped to find the switch on the bulkhead, and successfully opened the hatch.
Unexpectedly, as soon as the cabin door was opened, a harsh alarm sound suddenly sounded in the room.Shuli stepped out of the nutrition cabin with limp hands and feet, one of them lost his footing and almost fell, and in a panic leaned on something beside him.
He paused and looked away.
That was also a nutrition pod, juxtaposed with the one he climbed out of.It's just that it's empty and there's no one there.
The alarm sound gradually decreased until it stopped. Shuli endured dizziness and looked around to see where she was.
It looks like a large and empty laboratory here, with a cool white metal texture. More than a dozen huge instruments are connected to the nutrition cabin placed in the middle of the laboratory, and there are occasional beeps when the data is running.
At this time, there was a sound behind her, and Shuli turned her head suddenly, and saw the laboratory door sliding open to both sides, and a group of people in white coats strode in.
His eyes were fixed on the leader.
It was a man who looked very young. His forehead hair was pulled back, revealing a fair and handsome face. He was slender and tall, and he wore a white coat with a sense of dignity.
At this moment, his expression was not very peaceful, his eyebrows were slightly frowned, his face was serious, and he quickly stepped forward to support Shuli and asked, "How do you feel? What's wrong?"
The voice is deep and magnetic, and when the tone is slowed down, there is still a slight chill, like the wind mixed with fine snow blowing through the bottom of the winter stream.
It is also a voice that Shuli is very familiar with, and has spent countless days and nights with him.
Shuli said in a daze: "...Asa?"
The young man paused, did not respond, but hugged Shuli by the shoulders, and walked out of the laboratory.
Shuli leaned in his arms, pale, and whispered, "I'm dizzy."
"Be patient," the man said with a steady hand, "It will be fine soon."
Shuli was quickly taken to a ward, where she was checked from head to toe by a machine, and she was carried to bed only after all vital signs were normal.
His mind was groggy, and he couldn't help falling asleep, and he heard a few whispered conversations in a vague way.
"Why did you wake up so soon? Didn't you say you have to wait two more days?" A female voice asked.
The man with the same voice as Asa tucked up the quilt for Shuli, and said in a deep voice, "I didn't expect the sudden accident."
"It's a very successful experiment... After so long, there is no problem with the physiological function, but it's not stable just after waking up..."
"...It will take some time for follow-up observation..."
"It just so happens that someone will come to hand over next week..."
Then they started talking about other things, and the female voice asked, "By the way, what about Jin Sheng?"
The warm fingertips covered Shuli's cold fingers from the infusion, gently kneading, the man said lightly: "Let him stand there, no need to eat lunch and dinner."
The female voice laughed, "It's time to learn a lesson..."
Later, Shuli couldn't hear the voice clearly, and he gradually sank into a deep sleep, and his consciousness was plunged into darkness.
……
Shuli had a deep sleep, and when she woke up again, she was a little dazed. She stared at the snow-white ceiling for a while, until a person came to the bed and leaned over to ask him, "Are you awake? Are you still dizzy?"
The visitor has big wavy long curly hair, phoenix eyes and a beautiful nose, exquisite makeup, and a graceful figure under a white coat. She is a charming beauty.
For no reason, Shuli felt a little familiar.
Shuli was helped up and leaned against the head of the bed, her voice hoarse: "It's much better, you are..."
The beauty blinked, "I'm Dr. Lin's assistant, just call me Nangong."
"Dr. Lin?" Shuli paused, "Asa?"
"Do you know Dr. Lin's English name?" Nangong Ci sighed rather strangely, "It seems that many things have indeed happened in the data world."
After sighing, Nangongci's expression turned serious, and he stretched out his hand towards Shuli, "This is the Tayasi branch of HEAKOP Brain Synesthesia and Restoration Research Center, Shuli, nice to meet you."
Shuli didn't quite understand the series of proper nouns in the front, and the only thing he could hear clearly was the words "research center" in the back.
He glanced at the ward where he was, and the walls looked to be the same artificial inorganic materials as the previous laboratory, without windows.In addition, just now Nangong Ci said that this is the branch office of Tayasi Sai, and Tayasi Sai is a large desert with extremely harsh natural conditions and few people visit, and storms of all sizes are prevalent. It has never been heard that houses can be successfully built here .
Then it is easy to draw a conclusion - this institute is located underground in the Tayasisay desert.
When Shuli and Nangong Ci shook hands, they couldn't help hesitating for a moment, and choked out a sentence: "...the one with a certificate?"
Nangong Ci was silent for two seconds, then burst out laughing, "There must be." The pretty big sister patted Shuli's head and said with a smile, "You are so interesting."
The two chatted like this for a while, and Nangongci told him everything Shuli could know so far.Including how they picked up Shuli who hit a boulder in a storm and fell into a coma three months ago, how they couldn't find effective information about Shuli due to isolation from the world, and how they tried to use the latest technology in the research institute to delay the death of Shuli. Shuli's brain death process.
"Speaking of this," Nangong Ci asked, "Why did you come to Tayasisay alone? Even the planes have to fly around here. I haven't seen anyone come here on purpose."
Shuli's complexion was much better than when he just woke up. The boy with white skin and bright face leaned against the head of the bed, and raised the corners of his lips, "It is said that the stars in the Taixisai Desert are very beautiful, so I want to take a look. .”
"Young people nowadays..." Nan Gongci shook his head in disapproval, "The stars in Tayasisay are beautiful, but they won't kill you for it."
There was a knock on the door, and Nangong resigned and opened the door, pushing the dining car in and saying, "Although we can't leave here for the time being, the supplies from the research institute will be delivered every three months, which happens to be next Saturday. You can go home."
She put a porridge, a soup, and a few side dishes on the table, "Come and eat, you are still relatively weak now, and you will have to take care of it for a few days. I will leave a meal for Jin Sheng."
Shuli remembered the name of the person she had heard when she was half asleep and half awake, "The Jin Sheng you mentioned, isn't Asa..."
Nangong Ci laughed teasingly when he heard the words, "Dr. Lin said that, otherwise, according to the punishment Jin Sheng received during this period, he should be able to stop eating or drinking for half a year."
Shuli lifted the quilt, "I'm not hungry yet, I've been lying down for so long, can I go for a walk if it's convenient?" After Nan Gongyue nodded in agreement, Shuli wondered: "What did Jin Sheng do wrong to be punished? Because of your research institute?"
"That's not true." Nangong Ci turned around disapprovingly, "He was testing his new explosives and almost knocked down the door of the research institute. When you woke up, we were all outside."
Shuli paused when she got out of bed: "..."
He remembered the loud noise that woke him up, and he had reasonable doubts about Nan Gongyue's "certified" statement.
Following Nangongci to the office area, across the aisle, Shuli saw a tall and thin young man standing against the wall with drooping eyebrows.
Nangong Ci coughed, and he looked up in surprise when he heard the sound, and saw her gesture.
The young man has handsome eyebrows and two small canine teeth when he smiles, and he doesn't have a personality that loves to poke trouble at all.He nodded, followed Nangong Ci's gesture and ran out on tiptoe without a sound, his sneaky posture looked very skillful.
On him, Shuli felt the same familiar feeling again.
Shuli stood there in a daze, and suddenly understood the origin of this familiarity.
But he remained calm and let Nangong Ci take him around the rest area, office area, and dining area in the institute, and then pointed him out the way out of the institute.
"That's right here," Nangongci tapped the top button of the elevator to indicate, "If you want to see the stars, don't go far. There are no storms these days, but the temperature will be very low at night."
"Understood." Shuli looked at Nangong Ci with a smile, the gleam in her eyes gradually brightened, and she looked very happy.
"Hey, don't look at me like that." Nangong Ci took a step back and said jokingly, "Let me worry if you're in love with me."
Shuli rolled her eyes, "Don't worry about this, I already have someone I like."
"Oh?" Nangong Ci raised an eyebrow.
Shuli drooped her long eyelashes, but smiled silently.
In the following days, Shuli did not see Asa again.
At first, he thought it was natural for Asa to be busy as the boss of the research institute.However, one morning, he woke up very early and noticed someone's slender five fingers caressing his forehead. Only then did he realize that it was Asa who did the necessary daily checkups for him.
Nangong Ci never mentioned it, probably because Asa didn't want him to know.
Shuli didn't open her eyes, she quietly listened to the opening and closing of the room door.
There was no voice telling him when and where to find someone, but when he walked out of the institute by feeling at night, he still saw a figure sitting on a sand dune not far away.
Little by little, Shuli walked up the sand dune and approached that person.
At night, the sky in the desert is very close to the ground, showing a mysterious and magnificent dark blue color, and the stars converge into a brilliant galaxy, shining brightly, like the continuation of the brilliance after the evening sun burns out.Even though the environment in Tayasisa is harsh, there are always people who are willing to risk their lives to take a look at such a starry sky and admire the magic of the Creator.
Asa's hair was blown by the wind, his black eyes were transparent and calm, his middle finger was slightly bent, and he knocked on his knees one by one, and he paused when he noticed someone sitting next to him.
Shuli glanced at his fingers resting on his knees, and then looked up at the grand starry sky with him, exhaled, and asked casually: "Are you avoiding me?"
"……No."
"I told Nangong that I came here to look at the stars, but it wasn't completely true. I think you guessed it."
The night wind was extremely strong, the temperature dropped below zero, and Shuli's nose was already red from the cold within a short while after coming out.He smiled, "Let me guess, when did you fully understand my affairs? I guess it was in the third world."
Asa closed her eyes and was speechless for a long time.
"The first world and the second world, you see my nature of lack of empathy, so you arranged for Pei Xingzhi to appear, so that I can know the consequences of doing that, right?"
After a moment of silence, Asa whispered no, “That’s not your fault.”
When he first appeared, he was covered in injuries, including moderate depression, post-traumatic stress disorder, and loss of affective syndrome, but none of them were his fault.
"I know." Shuli smiled, "I should thank you for saving me. Now I can finally look at the stars purely, I am very happy."
When the boy said he was very happy, he didn't look at the starry sky, but turned his head to look at Asa, his eyebrows and eyes were shining like a galaxy.
"Then, can I ask, in the last world, why did Ji Fengchi take responsibility for what should have happened to me?"
"..."
"If this can't be answered, what about the other question? Asa, at that time you told me that you would always be by my side, didn't it count?"
Asa said softly: "You should know that those are all fake."
Those worlds, those people, friends or enemies, glory and good dreams, tears and blood, self-defeating love and hatred, are all false, fantasies created by man.
Asa had warned him from the beginning.
But if he only regarded those as false, he would never believe it again, nor would he have the courage to wake up.
Shuli didn't speak any more.As so many times before, they were silent in the wind.
Later, Asa sent Shuli back to the room.After watching Shuli sit down by the bed, he turned and left, and suddenly heard the person behind him whispering that he had a headache.
Asa turned around quickly, Shuli leaned against the head of the bed, raised her hand to cover her forehead, revealing a bit of pursed lips, delicate and pale chin.
"What's the matter?" Asa frowned, bent down to touch his forehead, but was quickly wrapped around his neck.
"..." His half-bent back froze suddenly.
Shuli's eyes curved slyly, "I only asked you two questions outside, but there is actually a third one."
He asked softly: "Asa is just your English name, can I call you something else? For example, Shen Lian? Baili Yunrang? Pei Xingzhi? Or Liu Yuan? Mu Yin?...Ji Fengchi Or should I just call you by your current name—"
Shuli paused, and read out the three words on the nameplate on his chest word by word, "Lin Tingchuan?"
After a while, Lin Tingchuan said, "When did you know?"
"Do you mean to know that they are all the same person? Or do you mean to know that you are them?" Shuli turned her head and thought for a while, "The former one is actually not too early. The fourth world knows it. If it refers to the latter one, Well, the suspicion was not long after waking up, and it was definitely just now."
"How could you..."
"When I don't love someone, I don't care what he looks like. When I love someone, I can see what he looks like. You should know this better than anyone else."
"..."
"So Lin Tingchuan, let me ask again, and it will be the last time." Shuli stared at him without blinking, "You said you would always be by my side, doesn't that count?"
Lin Tingchuan looked at his own reflection in Shuli's eyes, "Shuli, you have to be clear, I won't be Pei Xingzhi, I won't be Xu Changsheng, and I won't be Mu Yin. I won't be any of them. Alone, I'm just Lin Tingchuan."
After a few breaths of silence, Shuli suddenly laughed out loud.
"So you're afraid of this?" He put his arms around Lin Tingchuan's neck, his voice soft, "For me, whether it's Pei Xingzhi or Mu Yin, they are all you, but I know you are not any of them People. Tell me, is this a clear distinction?"
At a very close distance, they looked at each other and stared at each other.Those stories and memories seem to give birth to a glimmer of light, running over their brows and eyes, and flowing a gentle and soft love.
Lin Tingchuan finally compromised.
He lowered his head, and pressed his lips lightly to the corner of Shuli's eyes.
He said softly: "According to the story line I set, you will re-experience what you have experienced at that time, and then I will take you out. But,"
He thought of the face sleeping peacefully among the rose bushes on the rooftop that afternoon, "But even if it is a cure, I still feel that it is too cruel to you in such a last resort situation."
"Why?" Shuli raised her head and asked softly.
"Because I love you."
The author has something to say: The story of Shuli and Lin Tingchuan ends here.
Here's some long-winded nonsense:
As I wrote in the copywriting, this is actually a story of two-way love and two-way redemption.
In every world, it seems that Gong is the object of salvation, such as Pei Xingzhi who has just entered the other world, such as the ghost king Liuyuan and Lu Xixuan who have such a past.But the process of every Shuli loving them and redeeming them is actually the process of Shuli being loved and redeemed.
So readers who are aware of it may find that sometimes the clips are obviously sweet and relaxing, but they have an inexplicably sad tone.This kind of sadness is not only because of the irresistible fate and separation at the end, but also because of Shuli.
He was sick from the beginning, and it was only in the first two worlds that he was so heartless. At that time, his acting skills might not be that good, and Shen Lian also realized that he might not love himself as much as he showed.But he loves him, so he chose to tolerate him.
Shuli fell in love with the task object in the third world, her emotions began to loosen, and her feelings as a human were slowly returning.So that time at KTV, he said to Pei Xingzhi, because you are my salvation.
Most of what he has been saying since he started the mission was lies, but that sentence was true. The person who spoke was not the homeless "Shuli" in the small world, but the real Shuli.
Because he fell in love with Pei Xingzhi, he could see what Pei Xingzhi looked like, and when he found the same thing in Xu Changsheng in the next world, he realized that they were the same person.From then on, all they got was two-way love, and Shuli grew up in this love.He still often says some half-truths and half-truths, but liking is not fake, no matter how much he struggles.
As for the be in each world, the first few times were more to knock on Shuli's disguise and heart door, and the latter few times were to allow him to escape from the world.Of course, indulging in illusions is not enough. What Shuli needs is to leave the past behind and move forward.At the same time, I hope these stories are also tender.
In the end, no matter how cruel the small world was, finally Shuli came out.The story of him and Lin Tingchuan will continue in their world. They will love each other very much, be very happy, and will find their mother in the future, turning all regrets into perfection.
Thank you for your company during this time, bow.
Ps. I haven’t decided which one to write next, so you can go to the column to have a look at the cuties. If you are interested, you can click to save it^-^
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