I get love from my beauty [Quick Transmigration]

After the rain in June, the air is humid, the sky is high and the clouds are low, and the grass leaves on the roadside are covered with water droplets.

An Niannian walked lightly on the gray stone path with a bouquet of snow-white calla lilies in her arms.

This is a private cemetery where her biological parents are buried.

Not long after she finished the college entrance examination, the score was just announced, which is a good result.Although she is in the Lu family, her academic performance has little effect on her future, but it is always something to be happy about, so I came here to comfort my parents who have long since died.

When she was about to reach the destination, she raised her eyes and saw a slender and tall black figure standing in front of her parents' tombstone, so she buckled her pace and hid behind a nearby tree, looking around for a while. Sure enough, Tang Zhan was found far away on the other side.

A faint sourness suddenly appeared in her heart.

When she was very young, Lu Xixuan never came here, and often just parked outside the cemetery and let others lead her in.At that time, she didn't understand why, and she had no way to comfort Lu Xixuan.Until someone slowly untied his knot, he began to visit the old man in person, and be with that person.

Now that person is gone, Lu Xixuan will still come, but he will always be alone.

that person……

She buried her face under the calla lilies and took a slight breath.

It was her closest brother who cured her illness and watched her grow up.

She is also Lu Xixuan's lover.

It was Shuli who suddenly disappeared.

Before that, she never knew that a person's departure could be so relentless and without warning.

No... maybe not without warning.

She remembered very well that a few years ago, Lu Xixuan once asked her something... Or maybe it wasn't for her, but she happened to be by his side at that time, he was in a trance, and suddenly asked.

Lu Xixuan asked: "If there is one thing, you know that you are doomed to lose it in the end..."

He didn't go on talking in the middle of the sentence. She was puzzled and asked him why he lost it?Can't she protect it well?

Lu Xixuan lowered his eyelashes and didn't answer.

Although she is well-behaved and sensible, she has been pampered by everyone since she was a child. She is a veritable little princess of the Lu family. She also has a little youthful spirit and pride in her heart, so she said: "Then, then I will be together You won't want it from the start."

Lu Xixuan softly asked why.

She cracked her fingers and analyzed: "If it is something I like very much, how happy I am when I have it, and how sad I will be when I lose it. This is called 'empty joy' on the Internet, rather than having an empty joy , it’s better not to have it from the beginning, so that it can’t hurt me anyway.”

"Kong Huanxi." Lu Xixuan repeated it lightly, then smiled and said, "You are still young, so you don't understand."

She didn't understand, but she clearly remembered the slight emotion in Lu Xixuan's eyes when he looked at her, which made her feel a little sad.

Looking back now, when Lu Xixuan asked that sentence, it happened to be when Shuli's mental state was not right.

During that time, Shuli seemed to be in a daze occasionally, and his spirit was not very good, but there was nothing wrong with it when he looked closely, and he could adjust himself quickly, so no one cared too much.

A year later, Shuli disappeared.

She was sad and depressed for a long time because of Shuli's departure, and when she finally could calmly recall and think about this matter, she discovered these clues.Based on this, it is guessed that Lu Xixuan probably had expected it a long time ago.

He had expected that the person he loved would leave and the things he owned would be lost, but he did not respond to stop that person from leaving, or stop the loss in time, and stop a relationship that would eventually leave the body incomplete.

So ten years is just like a big dream.

After waking up from the dream, the two walked away, one didn't say a word, the other pretended not to know, but was actually awake all the time.

For the first time, she felt that living sober was such a painful thing.

Lu Xixuan stood silently in front of An Jiao's tomb for a long time, then left with his walking stick.Seeing Tang Zhan walking away behind Lu Xixuan, An Niannian stepped forward lightly, arranged the flowers in front of the tombstone, and talked with his parents for a while.

After seeing her parents, it was already evening when she returned home.

Lu Xixuan and her are now living in the main house of the Lu family. It is a manor built on the mountainside, covering a very large area. It takes nearly 10 minutes to drive from the gate to the main house of the villa.

The direct lineage of the Lu family died in the Lu brothers' internal strife except for Lu Xixuan, and the rest of the collateral relatives were not eligible to live here, only Lu Xixuan, Shuli and she could be regarded as the owners of this place.

But Shuli doesn't like this place very much. She thinks the place is too big, but there are not many people. It seems a bit depressing. It is far away from the city, and it is not convenient for her to go to school. So the three of them never moved back, and lived in the small garden before. In the villa.

In the second year after Shuli disappeared, Lu Xixuan moved back to the main house, and she followed suit.

It is now the third year.

She found Lu Xixuan on the bench under the rose trellis.

When Lu Xixuan saw her, he beckoned, so she stepped forward and sat down beside him.

Lu Xixuan asked warmly: "Have you decided where to go?"

"I want to stay in city n." She replied.

"Why? Don't you want to go out and have a look?"

"I've seen enough outside, I want to spend more time with my uncle." She bent her eyes and acted like a baby in a soft voice.

There was a little smile in Lu Xixuan's eyes, "It's also good, there are so many universities in N City, you can choose a good one."

"Ah."

"If you don't want to live in the school, Qiong Yuan's house..." Lu Xixuan stopped suddenly.

Qiongyuan is the district court outside the University City in N City. They have spent 11 years there, and there are traces of Shuli's life everywhere.

She lowered her eyes and held back her slightly sore nose. Just as she was about to say something, Lu Xixuan continued as if nothing had happened: "The housekeeping has been taking care of it, and the flowers are blooming well. You can live there."

"Yeah." She responded softly.

Lu Xixuan touched her head and said gently: "Good boy, let's go play."

Three years ago, when she was so uncomfortable that she couldn't eat because of Shuli's sudden disappearance, he also used this gentle tone to comfort her and said, be good, eat first.

Even though she never showed it, she knew that the person who suffered more than her was clearly him.

"Uncle—" If you want to cry, just cry, okay?

For a split second, she was about to blurt out.

"Huh?" Lu Xixuan tilted his head and asked her with his eyes.

She looked into his eyes.The black pupils inside were heavy, without a trace of wetness, calm and clear.

Lu Xixuan was always elegant and calm. She had never seen him break down emotionally. The only time when he showed a trace of embarrassment was the day when he found Shuli missing.

He sat quietly in the garden and waited for the whole day, but he didn't wait for Shuli to come back.When she approached in the evening, he finally raised his eyes. There was a blush in the corner of his eyes, but his eyes were calm, and then he called her name very softly, with a slightly unsteady and trembling ending.

Even such a moment of embarrassment is enough to be remembered for many years.

She almost swallowed what she was about to say in an instant, pursed her lips, nodded and said yes.

When she turned around, a tear suddenly fell, and she quickly raised her hand to wipe the corner of her eyes without stopping.

The sky gradually darkened.

As she walked, she remembered the night before Shuli left.

She didn't tell anyone that Shuli came to her that night.

I don't know what time it was at night, she was gently awakened by Shuli in her sleep, Mimi opened her eyes, and found that Shuli was sitting sideways on the head of her bed.

"Brother?" She was about to sit up.

But Shuli pushed her back on the bed, pressed the corner of the quilt for her, and said softly: "It's nothing serious, just lie down."

She answered.

"I'm going out tomorrow to a far away place, so I'll come here and tell you."

"Going out?" She woke up suddenly and wanted to sit up, "Where are you going?"

"Don't worry." Shuli comforted her, "It's not a big deal, be good."

His tone was gentle and gentle, like a gentle and sporadic whisper in a dream. She quickly calmed down and gradually began to feel sleepy.

"Is uncle going with you?" she asked vaguely.

Shuli said softly, "I'm alone."

Even though she noticed something was wrong, her dizzy head made her unable to think about anything. Her thoughts turned slowly for a few rounds, and then she asked, "When will you be back?"

"It will take... a while."

She half-closed her eyes and looked at Shuli sleepily. There was no light in the room, and the light was very dark. Most of Shuli's face was hidden in the darkness, and she could only see the glimmer of light dripping from his eyes.

Subconsciously, she was a little strange and a little sad. She didn't know how long a period of time would be, and she didn't understand why Shuli's voice suddenly seemed a little sluggish.

After a while of silence, Shuli said again: "When I'm not around, you have to be good and take care of yourself."

"Ah."

"Also take good care of your uncle, don't make him too tired. His emotions are too reserved, and he won't say a lot of things..." He told her softly, "You should spend more time with him and make him happy."

Drowsiness surged up layer by layer, she struggled to distinguish Shuli's voice, and muttered: "I see."

Shuli seemed to smile, leaned over and kissed her forehead, with the pampering and pampering of her elders, said: "Nian Nian, go to sleep, good night."

"Hmm..." Her consciousness became more and more blurred, she gradually closed her eyes, and fell into a dark dream again.

The conversation between Shuli and her in the middle of the night happened so quietly that she even forgot most of it when she woke up the next day, thinking it was just a dream without logic.It wasn't until she never saw Shuli again that she realized that it really happened, and it was the last time she and Shuli saw each other.

That person asked her to take care of herself and Lu Xixuan before leaving.

She thought about telling Lu Xixuan, but she knew it was useless. It would neither make him happy nor relieve him.Maybe the mention of that person's name would make him even more sad.

She couldn't help but look back.

Lu Xixuan sat quietly under the rack of roses, the breeze blew, the fragrance of the flowers rose and fell, and a petal fell on his knee.

There was no expression on his face, he just lowered his eyes slightly, and gently brushed the petals away.

——"You are still young and don't understand."

What Lu Xixuan said echoed in her ears.

An Niannian seemed to suddenly understand something.

The author has something to say: Farewell to Mr. Lu and Nian Nian