Flowers on the other side [Comprehensive Red House]

Mrs. Ji was not indifferent to her words as Mrs. Li said.After Mrs. Li left, she slumped in the chair, thinking over and over again what her aunt had just said.Those words, bumping back and forth in her heart, made her only feel that her mind was in chaos.She admitted what her aunt explained that "young, my young and the young of people, the concubine and the concubine are closer to themselves than other people's 'younger'", they call her mother.Their relationship with him is really "closer" than his relationship with Mrs. Li.

Ji asked herself, Auntie was always kind, did she...

Mrs. Li cared for her for more than ten years, and took her out of her grandfather's house—this loving care is a life-saving kindness, and it is not adulterated.Ji's mind became clearer, and she knew that Mrs. Li would not lie to herself about such a matter.She knew the status of the Li family in Qingliu and the weight of words, if Mrs. Li gave up on herself, the Ji family would shudder.

Is it really that he is not kind to Brother Mu? !She didn't dare to imagine that the married woman in the capital ignored what she was like; she also didn't dare to imagine what would happen if she was impeached by the censor and deprived of her imperial order.

She thought for a while and became afraid.

Those grievances that Lin Hai didn't save face for her, Lin Hai's hatred of favoring catkins and bastards in her heart, were all shaken by Mrs. Li's words.If he was deprived of the imperial order, the imperial wife in the capital would definitely reject him, that is, the son he gave birth to would get all of Lin's family, but, what kind of daughter-in-law can the son marry, how can he gain a foothold in the capital in the future? !

Let your son stay away from the capital to be a military officer?No, no.My father and mother sent me to the capital for a talent show. Didn't it mean that after sending so many gold, jewels and silver treasures, I couldn't get a job transfer back to Beijing?

Now she wants to ask her mother most, you also grew up in the capital, why are your own rules so different from what your aunt said?

She thought about it for a while, and was afraid again.

If you don't do what Mrs. Li said, the relationship between husband and wife will come to an end.There is no need to remind her, she understands.

Although Lin Hai closed the main courtyard, he did not prohibit the maids from leaving the courtyard, nor did he prohibit the maids and women from telling her about the affairs of the mansion.

She should know almost everything that happened in the mansion.The spring embroidery she carefully selected and ingenious was sent to the family temple, and the whole family was sent away.She originally thought that even if Chunxiu couldn't compare to Gui Ning's beauty for the time being, she could take good care of her for a few years, and after a few years, Gui Ning would be old and faded, and she would be able to slowly divert Lin Hai's attention.

She was thinking very well, but she never thought that Chunxiu would be so stupid.Stupid enough to go to the master who is in a bad mood!Judging by the spirituality of her embroidery, she shouldn't be someone with a smart face and a stupid stomach.

On the night when the main courtyard was closed, the Ji family heard from the maid who went to the kitchen to fetch food that Gui Ni was kicked and seriously injured by Lin Hai.Because Gui Ni didn't tell the master about Brother Mu's head injury.

If it wasn't Gui Ni, then it was just a chance to see the big girl that Brother Mu was knocking on.If the eldest girl understands better - the eldest girl is a sister who is looking forward to having a few more brothers.Her love for her three younger brothers was something Ji had never seen in any siblings she had known before.

The big maid who is accompanying Ji now is Chunliu and Shixi who came over as a dowry. Yan Yan helped to change the names of the two, named Qiushi and Dongyang, so they joined the four seasons.

Qiushi is solid-eyed, just like her name.She is a poor lady.From that day on, my wife cried during the day and at night.

"Madam, don't cry. You should talk to the master and admit your mistake." Qiu Shi handed the hot towel to Mrs. Ji. "You cry like this every day, and your body is hurt by crying. Who do Chen Guan'er and Min Guan'er count on?"

Ji took the hot towel and covered her face, thinking in her heart, it's as simple as admitting her mistake.Did Lin Hai look at Gui Ning's eyes, as if she didn't see it?Gui Ning was kicked and injured, but Lin Hai stayed in the study these days, obviously he did not forgive Gui Ning.Can it be useful to admit your mistakes?

Besides, it's not just a matter of admitting your mistakes, the young, the young and the young are what Lin Hai wants.

Ji's mind was confused, but he was awakened by the voice of the nanny and maid greeting Lin Hai.Lin Hai came to see his son again.

She immediately hid in the inner room and listened carefully to the conversations outside. Every day was like this, and she could recite it.These words were no different when she was pregnant and her husband came to see the baby.But she didn't want to miss every word.

This man is her husband, Ji closed her eyes with heartache, the vivid scene was the first time she saw him, the gaze he raised his hijab, the bright smile that met his eyes, thinking of the tenderness of the past, thinking of him Be considerate and trust yourself...

Ji shed tears again.

It never occurred to me that his "regarding it as his own child" was really treating him as his own child.

Why is he different from Daddy?Shu brother grew up like that, father never had any dissatisfaction with mother.

Lin Hai stayed with Chen Guan'er in Westinghouse for a long time, and Ji listened attentively to what happened in Westinghouse.I don't know what father and son are playing, Chen Guaner's laughter sounds very happy.

Ji suddenly realized that she could no longer be so muddled, not for the sake of her sons.Lin Hai carried Brother Mu to the study every night, and as time went on, Brother Mu and Lin Hai's father-son relationship was bound to surpass that with Chen Guan'er and Min Guan'er.

In a few years, the children will still have to be educated, and in the future, the children will not be able to leave their fathers, their old fathers at every step, such as taking an exam, becoming an official, and getting married...

This stalemate cannot continue.In a daze, Ji figured out what she had to do, she couldn't lose her husband!For herself, she didn't want to lose such a good husband, and for her son, she couldn't lose her husband.

Now I can no longer think about whether my mother is wrong or my aunt is right, I have to save my husband.

Ji stood up abruptly, and walked out, only a few steps away, she stopped again.It's easy to tell Lin Hai that he was wrong, but he has to ask himself if he can be "young, my young, and the young of others" in the future, and really "treat him as his own"?

Ji's stepping foot was slowly retracted.

Or if he just admits his mistake, will Lin Hai accept it?

Let’s do it first, let’s talk about whether to do it or not later? "no".There was a voice in Ji's heart reminding her, then she and Lin Hai would be completely finished.The more easy-going and mild-mannered a person looks, the less he can be vaguely fooled once they are serious.

Maybe he admitted his mistake, so he didn't ask?

Ji's family suddenly had a lucky idea. If he looked at his two sons and the relationship between the husband and wife in the past, and didn't ask himself, would everything have passed? !

But what if he must ask himself, and he is still not satisfied with his answer, and does not forgive himself?

Suddenly Ji was so frightened that his limbs became cold, as if falling into an ice cave.

——If the husband does not forgive, what will happen to me and my son in the future?

Ji Shi bit her lip and made up her mind to admit her mistake no matter what, and then try again.We must save the relationship between husband and wife before Lin Hai forgives Gui Ni!

Lin Hai played with Chen Guan'er for a while, and then carefully told the nanny to take care of the child.Coming out of the west room, he glanced at the motionless door curtain of the east room.Ji is stubborn, so let her go.The depression of talking with Mr. Li came to my heart again.

It was only after Lin Hai left the main courtyard that he heard light footsteps behind him, and a low and hoarse voice calling, "Husband."

Lin Hai froze, stopped, and turned around.Ji Shi was standing two steps away from her, still wearing a large coat for hospitality, with a ruby-studded bu yao gifted to her on her head.It's just that the person is very haggard, and the thin wrists seem to be unable to bear the weight of the bracelet, relying on the pale hands clasped in front of the abdomen to prevent it from slipping.With dark eye sockets, it is obvious that this period of time has not been easy.

"Have you figured out what is 'young, my young and the young of man'?" Lin Hai recalled Brother Mu's injury, and withdrew his sympathy for Ji.His voice was cold, his face was expressionless, and the warm and warm smile in the past was gone.

Such a cold tone and such a question fell on Ji's ears and heart, as if her husband's whole being had merged with the northwest wind.That cold face and voice, like a basin of ice water, was poured over her head, causing her to be frozen from head to toe, from outside to inside, and instantly froze her.

Ji stared at her husband who was close at hand but seemed like the end of the world, whom she hadn't seen for a long time, and suddenly found that Lin Hai's handsome and gentle face had changed a little bit, which she couldn't say immediately, but could feel.And this change and the ruthless coercion that rushed towards her and froze her in an instant made her distracted to resist the oppressive feeling.

"Have you figured out what is 'young, my young and the young of man'?" Ji could only feel the sound of a drum beating in her ears, the most difficult sentence she wanted to avoid and the one she wanted to avoid the most.She gathered herself together, and looked back at Lin Hai's cold eyes that forced her and waited for her to answer.He tried to open his mouth, but no sound came out.

"Since that's the case, think about it slowly." Lin Hai turned and walked out of the courtyard.

"Husband," Ji said anxiously, reaching out to grab Lin Hai's outer robe, as fast as lightning.Unexpectedly, Lin Hai seemed to have eyes behind him, and suddenly moved forward quickly, as if he didn't use any force, and as if he didn't touch the ground, his clothes fluttered out of the main courtyard.

Ji looked at his empty right hand, which was stretched forward in the cold wind.Between Kongluoluo's fingers, only the northwest wind passed by. It first blew the back of her hands, then her fingertips, palms, palms, her whole body, and finally even her heart.

She just stood in the yard in a daze, with only the back of her husband leaving like a frightened bird in her eyes.