Xueba, wake up

The sky was very overcast, with yellow clouds covering the old urban area at night, and it was about to drip out of the water. This year, there has been no heavy rain since the fall.

He Zhonghe felt bored.

I couldn't breathe, my head was a little dazed, and my hands were clasped together, both of which were cold.

The door of the emergency room was pushed open, and He Zhonghe stood up with a whoosh.

"It's all right, temporary cerebral ischemia, the patient's blood pressure is high." The doctor said, "Don't let her have mood swings now."

He Zhonghe's heart suddenly sank after hanging for more than half an hour, and he fell back to the chair.

After Du Lanzhen woke up, her mood returned to normal, and He Zhonghe didn't dare to talk to her again.

In the second half of the night, he stayed up all night, sitting by the side and watching over his mother.

No matter what time of day in the hospital, there will be hurried footsteps and flustered conversations in the corridors.He Zhonghe had lingering fears in his heart, and when he heard any movement, he panicked for a while, and his chest felt uncomfortable.

Before the quarrel, he said to his mother, "Can you speak normally".

Is mom abnormal?

My mother is the person who loves me the most, and my only relative.

But it wasn't once. He Zhonghe has seen his mother's sudden hysteria countless times since he was a child, and he has seen his mother's flustered expression and abnormal reactions countless times.

My mother is very anxious. This kind of anxiety is not reflected in work or life. Instead, it is all invested in He Zhonghe.

I often call Shi Yujie to check whether I have a healthy diet and whether I have fights or fights. I have to report in advance no matter where I go. Today's students must stay in the city's school.

And under these requirements, as long as he shows a little disobedience, my mother will be angry, panic, and abnormal.

"Don't go! Don't even go!"

"That's how your dad died! That's why he died!"

When she said this just now, her expression was full of horror.

How did dad die?

He Zhonghe saw his mother turn over and let out a few painful sleep babbles, he followed his mother's arm.

It was already 02:30, and he didn't feel sleepy at all, but his hands were still cold and he couldn't get warm.

Suffering from psychological or mental illness as a result of a loved one's death.

This idea has popped up since he was a child, but he dared not mention it to his mother.Not all mental illnesses can be cured or alleviated. It is a deep scar that my mother has stuck in the flesh. Unless it is a last resort, he is willing to soften his prickly temper in front of his mother, follow her, and not reveal it.

But this time he was really scared and hesitated, his future and his mother's health were stuck in this tangle.He didn't know what to do next, whether to touch his mother's scar, whether to remind her, you make me flustered, you are indeed not normal.

Yan Sheng slept very lightly, and was awakened by a loud "bang" outside the bedroom, the sound of the door closing.

To be precise, it was the sound of a door slamming, which made the door of his bedroom tremble. Even a fainted person could be woken up at such a decibel level.

Yan Sheng got a little restless and took out his phone from under the pillow to take a look. It was already midnight, 02:30.

The door of the next bedroom also slammed loudly, and the walking slippers rubbed against the ground, and the footsteps were hurried.

started again.

Yan Sheng pulled the quilt over his head.

Of course, the thin air-conditioning quilt cannot cover the sound of chickens and dogs jumping in the living room.

"Yan Deqiang, shameless, let me tell you, don't get sick and bring it back to this home!" Zhu Ling's voice sounded sharply.

This is the first time that Yan Deqiang has returned home after Yansheng's summer vacation.

Sometimes Yansheng would come up with a vicious thought, if Yan Deqiang died outside, never go home, would he be able to live in peace at home.

"Fuck you!"

Yan Deqiang's hoarse roar smelled like alcohol.

Then there was the sound of the table being lifted, pinging, rattling and rattling for several seconds, and at the end there was a pillar of unknown origin, which rolled for a long time before stopping, just hitting the door of Yansheng's bedroom.

It was quiet outside, and the two of them seemed to be waiting for the column to finish rolling, to make sure that nothing would ring again.

Yan Sheng touched the earphone from the desk, but before he could plug it in, Yan Deqiang's roar sounded again.

"Where I go is none of your business. If you have the ability to go to your mother to protect you, can you?! Can your mother?!" After Yan Deqiang finished speaking, he sneered loudly twice. "It's your mother's illness, bad luck for girls."

Zhu Ling's parents, namely Yansheng's grandparents, passed away last year, both of whom had cancer.

Yansheng's vicious thoughts popped up again for a moment.

There was a sound of fighting and fighting outside, as well as Zhu Ling's choked up crying, choking and choking.

The unbearable swear words when scolding each other, the muffled noise when fighting.

Suddenly there was a sound of glass shattering, and Zhu Ling's screams sounded at the same time.

Yansheng sat up, his heart beating fast.

But he didn't want to go out, and going out would only cause the three of them to fight.

The sound of something being smashed, it should be a flower pot.It was followed by the sound of chaotic footsteps, as if one of them stepped on the foam box and there was a "bang" sound.

Fortunately, the upstairs and downstairs of his house were evacuated, otherwise the neighbors probably would have called the police directly.

"You are not human! You are a beast!" Zhu Ling cried and shouted, "Divorce! Divorce!"

The last word "Li" was uttered halfway and then fell silent in another crisp sound.

Yan Deqiang's slap may have been too hard, so that the crisp sound didn't sound very crisp.

"Brute! Yan Deqiang, you are a bastard!" Zhu Ling got up from the ground at the sound, picked up some porcelain and threw it at Yan Deqiang.

There was a loud noise when the vessel exploded and shattered to the ground, Yan De screamed in pain, followed by the muffled sound of fighting and insulting each other.

Too many things have been rattled tonight, and I will have to tidy up again tomorrow.

Originally, this night could have been calmed down after two hours of quarreling as usual, but this time Yan Deqiang slammed the door and left after beating, scolding and smashing until dawn.

It was because Zhu Ling said "divorce".

The company Yan Deqiang invested in was under Zhu Ling's name. After the divorce, the shares were not treated as common property, and all of them were in Zhu Ling's hands.Yan Deqiang only had such a few things in his life. He pointed to this job and could only rely on his wife to live. With that little money, he would drink and work in a kiln outside, and beat his wife when he came home. all of life.

Yan Sheng was also beaten by Yan Deqiang every day when he was a child, not only Yan Deqiang, Zhu Ling also used him as a punching bag.A child with a bigger fart, while being beaten by his own parents, cried and begged them not to fight each other. He felt sorry for his parents and didn't want them to fight.

Until Zhu Ling was about to divorce again, Yan Deqiang put a knife on Yan Sheng's neck.

He gritted his teeth sullenly and said to Zhu Ling, if you dare to leave, I will cut off the knife.

Yan Sheng was only 12 years old at the time. He was startled, looked at Zhu Ling blankly, and called her "Mom".

"You cut it." Zhu Ling waved her hands nonchalantly, turned her head and folded her arms, "I want a divorce."

Yan Sheng looked at the back of her head in shock, and felt his scalp go numb, his limbs felt as if they had fallen into an ice cave, and he almost lost consciousness.

He didn't even feel that Yan Deqiang's knife made a deep gash on his neck, and the blood flowed out.

Fortunately, at this time, the neighbors came to persuade them to fight, and they saw this scene as soon as they entered the door.

Yansheng was lying in the hospital, and he heard that they were still arguing outside, and someone was persuading him, but he heard more things like "This child from the Yan family is so pitiful", "These parents are not human", "Did you see, the blood That big hole in the red paste", "His house is too scary"...

No one came to see him after he was sent to the hospital. Needles were stitched on his neck, and the anesthesia was very painful.

He was afraid that if no neighbors came in at that time, his throat would have been cut by him.

Then, like the puppy in elementary school, it felt stiff and cold to the touch, unable to breathe.

He is afraid of death.

After being discharged from the hospital, the originally cheerful little boy seemed to be a different person, indifferent and taciturn.

People around said that it was frightened and stimulated, and a good child was ruined.

Only Yan Sheng knew that the knife had woken him up.He began to realize that the dearest parents in the world were dangerous to him, and he knew that they had been tortured to the point of being abnormal in this deformed life.

Yan Deqiang also started to guard against him, the child is getting bigger and bigger, who knows if he will act as a demon for his mother?

The ID cards of the whole family and the household registration books of the family are in Yan Deqiang's hands. Even the Yansheng high school entrance examination and the college entrance examination are the names that Yan Deqiang used his ID card to register for him.

At the age of 16, Yan Sheng struggled for a month to steal his ID card, and was beaten by Yan Deqiang, who developed a fever for a week afterwards.

But Yansheng won, his ID card was only in his hands for an afternoon, but he signed his live broadcast account with the company, and for the first time he had his own live broadcast assistant.

Economically, he no longer needs to rely on his family, and he is half free. As long as there is a suitable opportunity, he can get rid of Yan Deqiang's tighter control because of his precautions.

One day I will be able to fly out from the bottom of the abyss.

Once when he fought with Yan Deqiang, he was injured all over his body to record videos according to the schedule of the investor. In summer, the mountains and forests were humid, and continuous video recording prevented him from getting enough rest. The wounds on his body were inflamed, and he lived in the mountains with a high fever. for several days.

When looking for a new site, I found a secret open space surrounded by old trees with intertwined roots.

So he asked someone to find another material to transport up the mountain. He didn't start a live broadcast and didn't ask his assistant to help. He stayed in the mountains alone for a week and built a small tree house.

A tree house that no one knows, he built it himself with a high fever. He didn't know whether he was angry with himself or why, but he felt very happy after making it.

The tree house has not been made public since then, and he has never been to that forest again.

Keep it until you grow up and escape, and come back to see this tree house.

When he grows up, the illness will be cured and everything will be fine.

grow up well.