[Chess Soul] The God of Chess Comes

Chapter [-] [Father's Answer]

"You don't have to rush to explain. After all, falling in love is your own choice. No matter how much your mother and I object, it's your life. Ever since you told me when you were a child, one day you will stand at the top of Go At that point, I realized that my son Kazuo Shinto is not a kid who will mess with his life at will. You have grown up long ago and have your own concerns, requirements, and plans. I have been thinking about it , about you and Xiaoliang, are you planning to never tell us as long as we don't ask?

Always in our hearts, we want to give you what we think is right and good.If you have a bad life, it will hurt us the most.So you have thought about what will be the final result without you and Xiaoliang going on like this? "

The father's words were finished calmly, without the rage that Xiaoguang imagined, and without the mourning and crying of his mother.

It was just a plain persuasion from my father who was sitting in the living room smoking a cigarette and waiting for him to go home after dinner.

"I...I don't know..." Xiaoguang was a little flustered and at a loss.

"What about Xiao Liang? What does he think?"

"I haven't asked him." Xiaoguang answered truthfully.

"You and Xiaoliang are both standing in such a dangerous place. If you were just an ordinary child, you wouldn't have such a big problem. But I feel that both Xiaoliang and that Fujiwara are very dangerous. You used to and Didn't Xiao Liang think about the current situation when they were together?"

"I thought about it, but I still can't separate from Xiaoliang." Xiaoguang said a little weakly and a little desperately.

"So which kind of relationship is your relationship? Are you confessing your love in private, or are you actually in love but not in the name of being in love?" For children of Xiaoguang's age, Shinto Kazuo is not at all ignorant.After all, who hasn't been in love when they were young?Stubborn?

"Xiao Liang, he has always taken care of me. He never intends to let me go. I...I like him too, but I haven't talked to him much."

"He can't get too close to you these days, can he?"

"En." Xiaoguang nodded.And my father was still smoking in the darkness, spewing out clouds from time to time.Xiaoguang could hear the slight sigh clearly.I don't want to burden my parents, and I don't want them to suffer because of my relationship.He didn't dare to promise his father that Xiao Liang was a choice he would never give up in his life.Only those who really fall in love with someone will know that there is no such thing as a vow of eternal love, and there is no so-called forever.

To put it bluntly, love is whether two people like each other or not, and whether they can hold each other's hand and go all the way.

If there is any accident in the middle, for example, one day I must choose between Go, my family and my relationship.Even Xiaoguang, who can no longer deceive himself, hopes that Xiaoliang can choose rationally and will never harm his future.Without Hikari Shinto, there is Go, and without love, at least there is fame and career.No matter how deep and severe the emotional hurt is, as long as you can get through it at the beginning, there will be no problem.

"Will you regret it in the future?" Xiaoguang heard what he expected his father to say.

I thought about many kinds of answers in my mind, and thought about what to do if I really want to break the pot with my parents?What if you really want to answer those questions that even you are not sure about?Xiaoguang also panicked and worried to the point of insomnia.But really sitting beside his father like this, quietly listening to his father's even breathing.

In Xiaoguang's mind are those memories of Xiaoliang being so meticulous and gentle to him that he almost couldn't live without Xiaoliang.

Xiaoliang is too gentle, but also too strong.Xiao Guang, who often chooses to rely on Xiao Liang, knows that he is almost a drag for Xiao Liang.But so what?Xiao Liang still loves herself, she will protect herself subconsciously, take care of herself unconsciously, and feel it the first time she feels uncomfortable.It's as if the heart wants to connect with each other, and it's almost impossible to satisfy the feeling of anything from the other party.Peaceful, sweet, sometimes stimulating but also extremely safe and at ease.

So the father said 'will you regret it later? '

"I don't regret falling in love with Xiaoliang. Even if we can't be together in the future, I don't regret it." Xiaoguang suddenly figured out what was on his mind, and then shed tears with a smirk.

Shinto Kazuo probably heard his son's suppressed choking, felt sorry for his child's grievances, and was sad at the same time, and felt extremely worried and worried about the future of the two.Finally, he couldn't help but sighed heavily and extinguished the cigarette in his hand.

The piercing sound seemed to be the scar of some facts that Xiao Guang didn't want to accept on his chest.

The same night, the same ache and exhaustion from the uncertainty of the future.When Xiaoguang suffered from insomnia all night, how could Xiaoliang sleep well.

Recently, the rumors about Xiaoguang have become more and more turbulent, and the arguments of various opinions and voices have almost turned the scandal that was originally not a big deal to the point of turning the world upside down.Some people say that Xiaoguang is a conspirator who has been extremely jealous since he was a child, meticulous in thinking and rich in means.Some people also say that Xiaoguang is just a fool who doesn't know much about the world in private, and only knows how to play chess.All kinds of voices became sharp and harsh in the Go world surrounding them.

All of a sudden, the things that I least wanted to imagine and most wanted to see suddenly became today's problems.

Go Qiantu and Xiaoguang choose one, which one to choose?

Even more unable to make a choice, Ryo Taya sat by the window blowing cold wind on the moon.Until the back began to go numb, and the face also began to stiffen.Xiao Liang felt that the coldness in his body was not as good as the stiffness in his heart that was too frozen to be resolved.

"Hey?"

"Xiao Liang? Why did you call mom so late? Did something happen?" Afraid of disturbing her husband, Ming Zi went to the stairs with her mobile phone.

Since my father chose to pursue his own Go happiness with his mother, he left Japan to travel around, and finally signed a contract with the Chinese team to settle down temporarily.China is a very magical and interesting world.In a place with a huge population and diverse cultures, my father can find both his opponents and his own pursuits.

The family members who basically talk on the phone once every half a month or a week, because Xiao Liang has been frighteningly independent since he was a child, although Ming Zi is reluctant to let go, she is still at ease.

"Mom, is father asleep?"

"Yeah? What's the matter so late? Is there anything you want to ask your father? Do you want me to wake him up?" Akiko was a little worried about his son.Usually it was a normal call, but this time it turned out to be in the middle of the night.

"I..." Xiaoliang suddenly didn't know how to tell his parents about his plan.So after being silent for a while, before Xiao Liang said that, forget it and call tomorrow.He heard a familiar voice on the phone.

"What happened to Xiaoliang's call so late?" Taya Yukihiro, who had retreated bravely and stepped down from his position as a top Go player in Japan.His mind was still as sensitive and calm as before.From the time his wife answered the phone, Taya Yukio had already woken up.

"Are you awake? Xiao Liang's phone call, I don't know what happened. You talk to him, I'll go in first." Ming Zi probably sensed that something important was about to happen in Xiao Liang's hesitation to speak.Out of respect for her son and her husband, Akiko returned to the bedroom after giving her mobile phone to her husband.

Ta Yayuki stood on the balcony of the apartment building, looked out the window and asked the phone, "What's wrong?"

Hearing his father's calm and low voice, Xiao Liang didn't know where to start with what he had already decided to ask.

"Father..." Xiao Liang took a deep breath, and then called out firmly and sincerely.

Holding the phone for a long time and hearing his son's voice, Tayaya was ready to accept any news that might surprise him.It's just that when Xiao Liang said what he said, neither the speaking Xiao Liang nor the obedient Taya Yukihiro ever thought that these words could be so direct.

"I'm in a relationship. But the object...is Shindo Hikaru."

The surrounding air began to thin out gradually, and it took Taya Yukihiro several minutes to fully understand Xiaoliang's meaning --- what does it mean that he is in love, but his partner is Hikari Shinto?

"Why did you choose to talk to me at this time?" Taya Yukio calmly asked Xiao Liang why he spoke so suddenly and directly.

"Because I don't know what I'm going to tell you?"

"I've also heard about it, because of the recent scandals with Hikari Shinto?" Taya Yukihiro frowned slightly, but unlike ordinary parents who would yell at their son for doing such an unconventional thing.Taya Yukiyo is obviously more stubborn than ordinary people, but at the same time, he sees higher and wider than ordinary people.He couldn't understand why an opponent who just played Go would fall in love in the end, but he knew that his son was a person who would hardly ask anyone for help.

If it was just a simple relationship issue, maybe Xiao Liang wouldn't even mention it at all.Perhaps it has something to do with some of Xiao Liang's decisions that made Xiao Liang feel so helpless that he even asked his father for help.

However, Taya Yukihiro still guessed wrong, and Xiao Liang didn't make this call to ask for help.Instead, he wanted to admit his mistake to his father.Xiaoliang is even stronger and more courageous than Taya Yukiyo guessed.

"Father... anything I do in the future may hurt your reputation. Can you forgive me?" Xiao Liang said such a sentence in a low, helpless and slow manner.

"Is it about you and Shindo Hikaru?"

"Yes"

"Won't you regret it?" That seems to be the question every sane father asks.They all want their children to figure out what they really want?It's just for a while, and I'm really sure that it's a relationship that can be lost in a lifetime but must never be missed.

"Father, when I was young, you told me to think about what I want when I do everything? This has always been the principle of my life." Xiao Liang thought that his father would not ask himself such a question.A family that is completely opposite to Xiaoguang, and a family that loves and cherishes its children exactly like Xiaoguang.

"I am no longer in Japan, and fame is no longer something that can affect my pursuit." Ta Yayuki gave Xiao Liang the answer he wanted.

Simple and unbelievable answer.

"Father…"

"I see." Taya Yukiyo didn't need his son to say sorry to himself.So before Xiao Liang said sorry to him, he answered him quietly.After hanging up the phone with Xiaoliang calmly.Tayayuki stood quietly facing the world outside the window for a long, long time.

It wasn't until he had to frown and sigh that he turned and went back to the bedroom to face his wife who was still waiting to know everything.

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