Korean Entertainment Scandal

After the meal, Bae Yong Joon went to work in the study, while An Yi sat cross-legged on the carpet in front of the window, brewed a pot of tea, took out his laptop that he hadn't used for a long time, and planned to write something, and by the way made a copy for "Blue Bird" After repairing it, I plan to show it to him after repairing it this time.

Habitually open and check the e-mail, and delete the full spam in the mailbox one by one.When I was about to read the thesis sent by the professor, I found the e-mail sent to her by Sato Yuki later. Judging from the time displayed on the e-mail, it should be sent before she committed suicide.

This discovery made An Yi feel remorseful and wanted to strangle herself. What was she doing during that time?Working on some papers?Or something else?Why didn't she find out sooner?Wouldn't she have died if she had found out earlier?No, thinking like this is wrong, I tried to clear up my confused thoughts, closed my eyes and rubbed my face vigorously, slid the arrow with trembling hands, and clicked.This is a farewell letter from Yuki Sato, and in a sense, it is also a suicide note.

"Yi-chan, when you see this e-mail, maybe we are separated from each other. Counting the relatives and friends around me, I found that you are the only one I want to say goodbye to. But I didn't see you Courage on the one hand, afraid to see you feel ashamed of your avoidance and regret your decision, just as I have always regretted taking that child so much.

I've always wanted to say to you, I'm sorry, I lied to you.Since I came to London, I have been very uncomfortable, and the pain in my heart has tormented me day and night.Mom and Dad divorced, and I still don't know the reason. Only after I got home this time did I find out that I have a younger brother who is only three years younger than me.I suddenly felt that love is just an investment, and marriage is just a scam, which can be closed at any time.What am I holding on to so ridiculous, what is my pain?

When I was in London, I missed him every day and every night, and missed the time we were together. Maybe I was not so happy before, and I will not be so miserable now.His leaving made me so painful, but the strange thing is that I don't hate him at all, but expect him to be happy. Do you think I am cowardly in love?

At that time, I wanted to go back to Tokyo to see him every day, even if I just had a glance at him from a distance, but I lacked courage in my heart, and I also had my own reserve. I didn't want to lose my love and my final dignity.

When I received an invitation from my college classmate Cangmu Yuzu’s engagement ceremony, you don’t know how happy I am, because I can finally see him again, without having to struggle in my heart, and I can appear in front of him in a fair and honest way, and treat him Smile and say, long time no see.

I told my mom I was going to a high school reunion and lied to her because she wouldn't let me go if I said it was a college friend's engagement.When I saw him at the banquet, I realized that I had overestimated myself.When I saw the woman standing next to him, the devil in me made me impulsively do something uneducated.I'm sorry for ruining Cangmu's engagement ceremony, I clearly know the jealousy and hatred in my heart, which you can't imagine.

After I came back, I suddenly found that the sweet and beautiful memories before had become bitter, replaced by pain, and all the good things in life became worthless.Love made me seem like a different person, jealousy made me no longer kind, and I began to be afraid that I would do crazier things if I went on like this.

do you know?I was so happy for you when you told me you had a boyfriend.Life in London made me feel miserable. During that time, you were the only reason to keep me going. I knew you needed the warmth I brought you.Now I finally breathe a sigh of relief in my heart, because after I leave, you will not be left alone alone.Now that you have finally found your pillar, I sincerely hope that you will be happy.

Yichan, I know exactly what I am doing. Although I am sorry for my mother, she already has her happiness and future. She will be happy again soon if she is strong.

I also remember what you said, don't remember the dark side of life, but look forward to the bright arrival.But I really can't hold on anymore, I am full of disappointment in my love and life, even my only memory has become worthless, I have completely lost my courage.Moreover, this world no longer needs me, and death is my only way back, and it will also allow me to be free forever.

Goodbye, my friend, you must be happy.

I will always love you, Yuuki."

After reading the email, An Yi lay on the carpet, her mind went blank, she couldn't think of anything, and she couldn't find any reason to criticize her.She is very persistent in life, but You Ji gave up so easily.Although she was alive in her previous life, she was struggling in her own world alone, and in the end she couldn't even entertain herself.But she just doesn't want to give up her life, she wants to see all the people waiting for her to die disappointed, she doesn't want them to be relieved like this, and then erase the imprint of her existence, and live easily, she wants to pull everyone to follow her Pain together, she is so vicious and paranoid.

In a sense, she is the devil, and Yuuki is just a poor wretch struggling for love.The time they spent together was very short, but it was extremely beautiful, allowing her, a person full of darkness in her heart, to see the light.Now covered in gray dust, friendship has become a memory.She suddenly started to be afraid again, afraid of the passage of time, how many years can she remember You Ji?five years?ten years?lifetime?She can't find the answer herself, she can only let time to witness!

An Yi's dry eyes can no longer shed tears. The psychological activities of human beings are very complicated. Demons and angels coexist. Do you choose angels or demons?

She covered her mouth and curled herself up, restraining the hatred in her heart.If Yuuki hadn't said that she didn't hate Sasuke Fujiwara, she didn't know what impulsive things she would do.

In the past, she herself said that it was not easy to interfere. It was because outsiders were not qualified to intervene in emotional matters. How much did her poor You Ji suffer to commit suicide?

An Yi lay there thinking about it with a headache and couldn't think of an answer. She knew too little about Yuuki's life in Tokyo. She only knew that they were the same and had no friends at school. The only person she had was Sasuke Fujiwara!She suddenly had the urge to find him, to clarify the questions buried in her heart.

She convinced herself not to get rid of her inner self-blame, but to figure out why!But she knew very well in her heart that she just found a reason to be relieved.People just like to blame others for the cause of failure, and she is no exception.

She got up from the carpet, went to the bathroom to dry off the tears on her face, applied a hot towel to her eyes, and only after she looked less red and swollen, did she go to find Bae Yong Joon.

An Yi stood at the door of the study, staring blankly at Bae Yong Joon who was sitting on a chair and staring at the computer seriously, he is so perfect and elegant.Facing him like this, she suddenly became timid, and a strong sense of shame emerged from the bottom of her heart.

"What's the matter?" Sensing her approach, Bae Yong Joon raised his head and smiled at her.This smile was like a ray of sunshine in winter, dispelling the cold mist in her heart.

She walked over with firm steps and stood in front of him, "Is Oppa going to work in Japan?" There was no hesitation or apprehension.

He looked up at her. Although she tried her best to hide it, he could still see that she was not in a good mood. Did something happen that he didn't know?It was fine at lunch time.He held her in his arms, explained in a low voice, and confirmed his guess by the way, "Well, I may have to leave for a while to go to Japan to shoot commercials and promote the movie at the same time, what's wrong? Are you reluctant to bear me?"

An Yi turned around and hugged him, lowered her eyelids, and pursed her lips, "Well, I'm a little bit reluctant, but I have to go to school, Ouba also has to go to work, we can't be together all the time every day. It's just that Oppa is going to Japan this time, can he take me with him? I still have a while to start school, and then I can just come back by myself."

Hearing this, he raised his eyebrows and chuckled softly, "I thought you would never want to go to Japan again." After all, that was her sad place, how can he say how he is feeling now?Although he also hoped that she could accompany him at any time, she obviously didn't go there for him. He had never experienced this kind of sad and entangled emotion.

Although he looks noble and elegant in front of everyone, he also grew up as an ordinary person. Who knows how much he paid for it?He also had a crush on a girl in junior high school, had a girlfriend for the first time in high school, and had girlfriends after he was born in society, but no one gave him the feeling that An Yi gave him.She is like vanilla, practical and beautiful, easily intruding into people's lives, making it hard to forget.It is as beautiful and pure as a lily, but it also has the arrogance and fragility of an orchid, which makes people dare to watch it from a distance and not play with it.In short, the senses are very complicated. The longer you get along, the harder it is to give up on her. It’s like a thick and interesting book that makes people addicted, but you can never finish reading it, maybe until the end of your life.

He felt her body stiffen, but soon relaxed again. "Ouba is right. From the bottom of my heart, I don't want to go to Japan anymore, but it's a fact that Yuuki is gone, and it's useless for me to escape." She let her head rest on his, Like two connected cherries, close together. "I don't want Oppa to worry about me when he is so busy. I have grown up and I am no longer a child."

An Yi's last two words made Bae Yong Joon almost laugh. Since we met, although she has been trying her best to show herself mature, and she thinks she is very mature, but due to her lack of social experience, her behavior is straightforward and simple. You can tell what she's thinking at a glance. "That's right, our Bao'er has grown up!" He cast a suggestive glance at her chest, and it was true that he had grown up!

"Ouba!" Her face flushed red, and she punched him a few times with her hands. The force was like scratching an itch. He didn't take it to heart at all, and always regarded it as a pleasure.Sometimes he is actually quite bad, he just likes to see her embarrassed and doesn't know what to do. To be precise, he doesn't have to hide his bad side in front of her.