pilot and star

Shen Shanchu thought to himself,? I always thought that I owed him, which caused me to fall into this predicament of love. It turned out that he owed me.

Shen Shanchu felt that he must be crazy,? He made a decision that he couldn't even believe, he wanted to have more time to know him, and he wanted to fight hand in hand with him dignifiedly.

If there is a chance,? They will come back to perform this drama of the Republic of China. If there is no chance, it doesn't matter,? They will meet in the real troubled times of the Republic of China.

But he couldn't tell this decision to the man who was standing beside him now.

After Shen Shanchu made his decision, he felt much more relaxed.When he wants to leave by himself, who should he entrust his family to?

Naturally, Zhang Junjun couldn't let her know. After thinking about it, Zhen Xitian was the only person she could trust the most.

He asked Zhen Xitian to come to the house,? Zhen Xitian was very excited,? They had been in this stalemate for a long time, so long that she didn't know how to speak.

It's just that there is some faint uneasiness in my heart,? I always feel that it must be strange for Shen Shanchu to find himself so cautiously, but it must not be because of Gu Yunxiao again, she is particularly annoying this person now.

Zhen Xitian came to Shen Shanchu's house, and found that the curtains in his house were closed and mysterious, but he prepared a table of food and wine that he liked, and he had bad intentions at first glance.

Zhen Xi looked at her with a sweet smile and said, "What did you do to apologize to me?"

Shen Shanchu said: "We have been friends who have talked about everything for so many years. It has become a bit strange recently, so today I am going to have a good time today, and talk more."

Zhen Xitian saw that he was so frank, so it was hard to say anything. She was supposed to be a frank person too,? She decided not to ask about him and Gu Yunxiao tonight, so that both of them could be happy.

The two drank wine, their nerves gradually relaxed, talking and laughing, as if they had returned to the old days.

Only then did Shen Shanchu solemnly say: "I have something to tell you now, I hope you can help me in the future."

Zhen Xitian felt a little thumping in her heart when she saw his serious appearance, it must be because of Gu Yunxiao's messed up matter again.

But for him, she is obliged to do so, so she said: "You say, I will do my best."

Hearing the words "do your best", Shen Shanchu thought of Grandma Chen for some reason. He dispelled the messy thoughts in his mind, and told Zhen Xitian about the recent events. About Gu Yunxiao's real body was Dai Sizhou from the Republic of China. As for himself, it turned out to be Lin Piaofeng who broke through the iron shoes of Dai Sizhou.

Zhen Xitian was dumbfounded and said slowly, "Are you crazy! You really need to see a doctor."

Zhen Xitian vaguely knew that this was true, but she refused to believe it.As long as she believes, she has no chance at all.

Shen Shanchu said seriously: "Trust me, although it's hard to believe. But with our relationship, you should know that none of my words are false."

Zhen Xitian's eyes were red, but she didn't speak, and after a while she said anxiously: "You came to me to tell me this?"

Shen Shanchu shook his head and said, "I have decided to go back to the Republic of China. I hope you will support me. I hope you can help me take care of my family and stabilize Zhang Junjun after I leave. I know that only you can do it."

Zhen Xitian stood up suddenly, and the chopsticks fell to the ground. Two lines of tears rolled down her eyes, and she shouted emotionally: "You are crazy! You can't go, I won't let you go!"

Knowing that she would react in this way, Shen Shanchu said, "I've already made up my mind."

Zhen Xitian smiled bitterly and said, "Do you know what you're talking about? Where is that? It's a more dangerous place than Syria and Afghanistan!

Can you survive a day?Can I still see you?It doesn't matter if you don't see me or not! "

Shen Shanchu shook his head apologetically: "That's not the case."

Zhen Xitian was incoherent in anxiety: "Don't you remember what you said before? You said that even if you traveled to ten years ago, you couldn't stand it. You said that here are your parents and friends, and there is a career you love. You live here. It's so good, what are you going to do?

Have you ever thought that there is no air conditioner in summer, no running water when you get up to wash your hands, no car or high-speed rail when you go out, and even no toilets during the war. If you calm down and think about it, the place you are going will make your life worse than death.Going back to the people you grew up in the honeypot will only be a disservice! "

Shen Shanchu said calmly: "You said that I have thought about it, I know what I said before, but I am no longer the same as before."

"What's the difference? It's only been a few months, how can you be different from before?" Zhen Xitian asked in a crying voice.

"I also have a sense of mission." Shen Shanchu said.

"What?" Zhen Xitian asked.

"I know that I only existed in the past in a small way for a while, and I can't play any key role. But if I don't go back, what if the past has changed because of it?

If there is such a remote possibility, the war has protracted or what?I can't take it because I have the possibility of such a shock, this is my mission.and……"

Zhen Xitian burst into tears, telling him that it doesn't matter whether he goes back or not. People are powerless and insignificant in front of the vast and magnificent history. You will change nothing.But I don't know why she couldn't say anything.

Shen Shanchu continued: "And I have no way out."

Zhen Xitian understood that what he said was that for Gu Yunxiao, he could only put all his eggs in one basket and had no room to retreat.

Zhen Xitian suddenly hugged him tightly, and cried, "You have, I'm your way out. Come back, I've been waiting for you."

At the beginning of Shen Shanchu's soft jade, he suddenly understood why Zhen Xitian was hot and cold recently. It turned out that Zhen Xitian liked him, and he felt heartbroken. For Zhen Xitian, it turned out that he had wronged Zhen Xitian, but they each had There is nothing he can do to help each other with their own fate.

He let Zhen Xitian hold her, let her tears wet her clothes, and only hoped that Zhen Xitian would get better.

Zhen Xitian's heart darkened, his silence let her know that his decision cannot be changed.He is such a person, if he decides, he will die with no regrets.What a madman.

She felt desperate, tears dried up, she let go of her hand, feeling that she had lost her composure, wiped away her tears and walked directly to the door, without looking back, said: "Shen Shanchu, let me tell you, I will not agree to your request Yes, if you want to go, go, as long as you are willing to leave everything here, I will not take care of any of your parents and friends.

When you leave, don't tell me, I won't see you off!You have to know that in this era, you are responsible to many people, so please wake me up. "

Shen Shanchu sighed, and sat down weakly, feeling sorry for Zhen Xitian, he didn't know how she felt for him, yet he asked her to help him with these things.

He knew that he was really gone, and Zhen Xitian would definitely help him take care of everything here. She was such a woman, who said the cruelest things and did the softest things.

It was no surprise that Shangguan Qianyang knew about his decision, knowing that he could not change his decision.

It's just that he looks miserable because he's been here for nothing and nothing has changed.

Shangguan Qianyang said: "I don't need to introduce how dangerous it is, you know it very well after a few episodes of that show. Desperation is the source of your courage, and it may also destroy you."

Shen Shanchu was indifferent, and nodded without hesitation.

Shangguan Qianyang looked at such a resolute Shen Shanchu's face, and thought lonely: I am madly in love with you who are madly pursuing love, but the love you pursue is not me.

Is this also a paradox, I look at you all the way, but if you stop pursuing love, will I still love you madly?There is no solution.

He smiled self-deprecatingly.

Shangguan Qianyang said: "So what do you want me for?"

Shen Shanchu said: "At the time Gu Yunxiao agreed with you, I will hide in advance and rush up at the last moment. Don't tell him."

Shangguan Qianyang thought that he had been wondering who sent Shen Shanchu to the past for so many years, and it turned out to be him.

Shangguan Qianyang said seriously: "I must remind you that going back to the past is unpredictable, just because you went back at a certain moment, it doesn't mean that you went back to the same place this time.

Because quantum mechanics does not support determinism, it believes in the unpredictability of everything.Moreover, just because you are with Gu Yunxiao doesn't mean you can go to the same place. "

Shen Shanchu was a little stunned when he heard it, and felt that it was different from what he thought, but he also felt that Shangguan Qianyang was trying to scare him. He firmly believed that no matter how bad it was, he would see Dai Sizhou from the Republic of China. This was his belief.Shen Shanchu said: "I believe in fate."

Shangguan Qianyang shook his head feebly: "If you want to go, it is fate; if you don't go, then you won't."

Shen Shanchu looked at Shangguan Qianyang, thought for a while, and smiled: "It's hard to control myself, and I have no hesitation."

Shangguan Qianyang heard his eight words clanging like iron bones, he didn't need to say any more, instead he laughed out loud.

Shen Shanchu also became happy with him, but for some unknown reason, he asked, "Why are you suddenly happy?"

Shangguan Qianyang said: "I know you in the future. Once a person likes someone, he wants to know his past, so I am very lucky to see you now, and naturally my heart is surging."

Shen Shanchu was very moved but he could only refuse him, he half-jokingly said: "Oh, then you really have a lot of misfortunes."

Shangguan Qianyang nodded: "Yes, when I meet you, misfortunes never come singly."

After Shangguan Qianyang sent him downstairs, he accompanied him to the parking lot, and turned around after watching his car buttocks disappear, thinking that he, an iron-blooded man, didn't know why he had to suffer these tortures. After looking for him for a hundred years, it is difficult for outsiders to explain the extreme hardships, and I feel that it is meaningless to talk about it.

After all, talking to Shen Shanchu would only increase his futile guilt.It's really that the wind that has no origin makes me laugh at myself for being stupid.

Thinking of the obsession, suddenly there was a sound above his head, which startled Shangguan Qianyang, only to find out that a street lamp above his head had short-circuited and exploded, and it went out all of a sudden.

He couldn't help laughing: It's really ridiculous. The life cognition he summed up as an adult can see through the street lights, but he can't see through himself.

Tomorrow is the last update, let's sprint together.Finally, I am almost finished writing, and I feel relieved and feel lost.