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After a while, Grandma Chen took out a few letters and handed them to Shen Shanchu,? Shen Shanchu didn't even need to open the letter after receiving it, just looking at the handwriting on the envelope was already clear at a glance.

But he still didn't give up, opened one, another, and looked carefully, all of them were exactly the same as the words he gave himself on the show at that time, exactly, this time, this time, he again Even pretending to be a fool can no longer be avoided.

Grandma Chen saw that his face became extremely pale, and asked worriedly, "Are you okay?"

Shen Shanchu shook his head, and said weakly: "It's okay..." He was about to stand up, but suddenly his legs went limp, and he sat down again.

Grandma Chen asked concerned: "What's wrong with you?"

Shen Shanchu smiled and said, "It's okay, I just worked all day today, and I'm a little tired."

The two of them had nothing to say, Shen Shanchu quietly looked at the grandma in front of him, watching how the wrinkles climbed up her once young face;

See how her white hair drives out the last black hair;

See how good the person she loves silently is, so much so that such a long time still can't kill her love at all; so much so that she has already gathered her children in groups, and the moment she called the young master? It seems like just yesterday ,? Her young master was wearing a suit and looked at his pocket watch, and was still walking around in that shady old big house.

It took Shen Shanchu a long time to stand up, silently bid farewell to Grandma Chen, and asked the driver to take him home. The driver saw that he was too silent, so he didn't dare to disturb him.

Gu Yunxiao sent a few WeChat messages asking him if he was home, but he didn't reply.Gu Yunxiao called, but Shen Shanchu didn't answer and let it ring.Gu Yunxiao thought he was busy, so he stopped harassing him.

Shen Shanchu thought indiscriminately: If you look for me, how long can you look for me?

When he arrived home, great-grandmother was very surprised, because he was always busy and rarely came back. When he came back, he had to tell himself in advance that he was busy preparing meals.

In fact, great-grandmother is so old, her hands and feet are not very fast, and her cooking is not delicious. Sometimes she adds too much salt, sometimes she doesn't add it at all, and she can't taste it herself.

But Shen Shanchu ate very happily every time, telling his great-grandmother that she had eaten delicacies from mountains and seas, but her meals were always the best in the world.

The great-grandmother was so happy that she asked the servants to help buy vegetables and cook for herself.Shen Shanchu hurriedly hugged her, telling her not to rush and rush back later.

The great-grandmother was upset and asked him why he had to leave so soon as he came back so rarely.

Shen Shanchu smiled and coaxed the old man: "I miss you, hurry back and have a look, and come back next time."

He also said: "The recent program still hasn't found your great-grandmother, your brother, but your old man always says that I look like him, can you show me a photo."

Great-grandmother said: "Why do you want to see this all of a sudden? I wasn't interested before. I'll look for it."

Shen Shanchu was waiting for his great-grandmother in the living room, and his great-grandmother ransacked the cabinets like Grandma Chen, as if every old man had a treasure chest.

After much difficulty, the great-grandmother turned over a treasured photo and came out, it was a photo of her young self and her younger brother, and showed it to Shen Shanchu.

At first glance, Shen Shan found that Lin Piaofeng looked very similar to him, and he was really a powerful force of gene generation.His heart felt bitter as if a cup of coffee had been broken.

The great-grandmother was a little confused looking at the photos of herself when she was young, and then happily said to Shen Shanchu: "Do you look like that? It's just that my personality is not that similar. My younger brother is more introverted, and he doesn't talk too much. He is not as flamboyant as you. But his appearance It can be said that they are exactly the same, you are my compensation from God."

Shen Shanchu forced a smile, and murmured: "Yes, it's really like it, I can't tell it myself."

He is better than himself, he is more stable than himself, he has lofty goals, and wanders alone in the blue sky, so some people are determined to find him.

He looked at his phone and said to his great-grandmother: "I have to catch up with a schedule, I have to leave soon, and I will come back for dinner next time." He was afraid that he would not be able to stand up in front of his great-grandmother, so he showed his face and made the old man worry.

Shen Shanchu sat in the car blankly and asked the driver to drive casually.He thought in a trance, in fact, his own subconscious had guessed it long ago, but he didn't admit it, and he had to admit it if he had to show the evidence, didn't he?

The first time he met himself, he asked himself if he could fly a plane;

He met him by chance in Dai's ancestral hall; he loves to drink Chaozhou tea and tried his best to create a tea brand, while Dai Sizhou's family used to make tea, and he wanted to make up for what he owed to his family and his parents.

He doesn't eat spicy food, but loves Cantonese food. He can make rice rolls with his own hands, which seems to have supernatural powers. Now how many people can make rice rolls by hand?

Not a chef.He couldn't stand the heating, because it was too dry, unlike his hometown in the south, which was always warm and green all year round. The green plants spread in every corner, so lush and lush, it was almost suspected that there were monsters in ancient novels hidden inside.

He said he doesn't know how to fly a plane, but in times of crisis, he is more slick in command than anyone else;

Grandma Chen steadfastly called him Young Master, not only in description, but also in character, but he was so tender to Grandma Chen that she could call him whatever she wanted.

Who else could he be if he wasn't Dai Sizhou?Although it was very strange, and no one would believe it when he said it, he clearly and truly knew that the answer was correct.

It is not without reason that he is so kind to himself, and of course the reason is not himself, but because he is like the shadow of his old friend, he transferred the love and guilt for his old friend to himself.

And this old friend is his elder, so what can he resent?A person who has been dead for many years, what can he compare with?

And he didn't understand that he had become a stand-in, and complacently fell into a trap he hadn't planned to set up, and fell deeper and deeper.Who can blame this?

Because with his foresight and prudence, if he really wanted to hide it from himself, he would never have leaked so many flaws.

There is no need for him to go to see Grandma Chen with him and tell him that he loves Cantonese cuisine. He didn't intend to lie to himself at all, but he couldn't say it himself. If he found out, he would definitely not deny it. In fact, he was lying Own.

He himself is all for him now, but of course this person came to this world not for himself, he is for another person, he is desperately looking for another person, that person may be the ultimate goal of his life, and he is that person by chance Falling blurred shadows on the water.

He was thinking wildly, feeling that he and his pride had been completely defeated, and his countless thoughts seemed like the weather suddenly entered winter, and the leaves fell off overnight.

He was born decisive, always choose absolute or zero, never some or middle.

But he fell into such a ridiculous situation. He knew that the reason he never wanted it was because he had a choice, but did he have a choice this time?he didn't...

The car drove endlessly, from the city to the suburbs, until the dark suburbs, and then back.

The whole world became quiet, and he felt that he was alone. He felt like he was sinking at the bottom of the lake, looking up at the whole lake poured on his face, rippling, endless, but this endless It had nothing to do with him, overwhelming powerlessness overwhelmed him, overwhelming frustration overwhelmed him.

Gu Yunxiao, no, Dai Sizhou sent another WeChat message to ask how he was doing.He felt that he did not have the strength to deal with these things now.

But he didn't intend to hide it from him, so he said directly: I guessed who you are, Dai Sizhou.

Immediately, the other party's phone call came, and he picked it up, but there was a breathless tone, and the other party hadn't spoken yet.

Shen Shanchu first said: "Don't talk, let me calm down." He hung up the phone and turned off the phone.

He knew that he was not angry, but really didn't know how he should face all this.

He asked himself, when I go to the temple, do I feel that the Buddhas in the temples in this world really have spiritual power?No, it is people's love and admiration that give them spiritual power.

The person I love is not a god either, he has huge flaws, he has lingering old feelings, and even transfers them to other people, he is at fault.

The man I love is no more than a mortal.It was my love that made him a god.But this mortal man whom I love is also more outstanding than all men in the world.

And myself, I said to myself, I must have it.I have known for a long time that there is a major mistake in this, and I don't face it squarely, but because I want to get this person, I need to be responsible for my own love.

He laughed, so in the final analysis, there is no one to blame for all this, but Zhou Yu beat Huang Gai. If it is said that moths are flying into the fire, who is the moth and who is the fire?Can't tell...

Before I knew it, I had already arrived at the downstairs of my own house. In the middle of the night, there were few people. From a distance, I saw a tall man wearing a dark coat and a hat and mask standing there, like a street lamp that was extinguished.Who else is it not Dai Sizhou?

Shen Shanchu looked at him and sighed, really helpless.He said to the driver: "I'll get off here, you go first."

The driver followed him.Gu Yunxiao had obviously seen him a long time ago, when Shen Shanchu got out of the car, he walked over quickly.

The driver recognized them at a glance, and saw the serious expressions of the two people. He didn't know what the two were doing, and he didn't dare to care about this mess. He could only report to her secretly as Zhang Junjun asked, once the two met.

Shen Shanchu was also wearing a camel coat, with his hands in his pockets, walking in the wind in the late autumn night.

Gu Yunxiao followed him, looked at him sincerely, and said to him: "At the beginning of the mountain..."

Shen Shanchu looked back at him and said with a smile: "Hello, should I call you Gu Yunxiao or Dai Sizhou?"

In the middle of the night, the two of them breathed like clouds, and felt that they were truly living in this world.

Gu Yunxiao couldn't answer, obviously he had acquiesced to Shen Shanchu's discovery.Finally he said, "What would you like to call me?"

Shen Shanchu said: "My hope is not important, my hope has always been in vain on you."

Dai Sizhou came over to hug him, but he immediately broke free from him, leaving his home behind, and he walked straight forward, as if this road really had his destination.

感谢在2021-03-28?12:48:58-2021-03-29?17:37:56期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦——

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