pilot and star

He seems to have stepped on the wrong stairs, or the elevator did not stop at the proper floor, and fell directly to the ground. His whole body was full of unexpected weightlessness, and he called Zhang Junjun lifelessly to tell Zhang Junjun that he was temporarily unwell. Ask Zhang Junjun to attend the birthday party on his behalf, so as not to be rude to his friends when the time comes.

Zhang Junjun didn't know what happened to him who was still very excited? Before he had time to ask, he hung up the phone.

He slowly thought,? A little bit to understand,? Because he knew that a person didn't like him,? He felt so sad and lonely in life. There was only one reason,? He liked him.

He has never liked a person,? He doesn't quite understand what liking is, but he thinks it's probably what liking is.

So it was not Gu Yunxiao who dreamed about the other party but himself? When the plane stopped, it was not Gu Yunxiao who hugged the other party tightly but himself. How could he be so belated?

He has been worrying for so long, and he forcibly designed the story to be very twists and turns. His mind was twisted and twisted, and the answer was revealed. He didn't like himself, but he liked him.

So, how ridiculous, human ignorance and arrogance, why is it that others always like themselves?His irremediable sense of superiority.

Because he played basketball well in high school, he attracted a lot of screaming admiration. After a long time, he felt that these admiration were superficial, because people who claimed to like him did not know themselves.

After becoming a star, with a huge halo like Lord Jesus, there is more love in a steady stream, and he is particularly sober, feeling that these loves are too vain to be taken as real.

Shen Shanchu thought wildly, for an adult, is playing basketball considered an advantage?

I danced well but gave up a long time ago. What is going on with me? Every day I feel that I am special.

In fact, I'm such a big joke. If my story is made into a movie, it can be among the top ten box office of the year, haha.

It turns out that liking doesn't necessarily make people happy, sometimes it makes people more lonely, and he is doing well by himself.

Now liking someone is like falling into an icehouse. God must be punishing me for my consistent contempt for other people's love.

And he doesn't even know who he is yet, but does it matter who he is?Emotional bloggers have said: liking someone has nothing to do with who he is, or even what gender he is.

That's right, thinking of this, he shuddered. He was obviously a straight man, so why did his feelings suddenly become so complicated like twisted twists.

He stayed in the dark for a long time, and someone came to ring the doorbell again. He thought it was Zhang Junjun. He didn't want to answer the door at first, but the doorbell rang urgently. He thought he had to explain to her, so he went to open the door in boredom. .

Unexpectedly, it was Zhen Xitian standing at the door.

As soon as Zhen Xitian and Shen Shanchu met face to face, she felt something was wrong with Shen Shanchu.Shen Shanchu looked at Zhen Xitian with a face full of lifelessness, and turned back to the sofa. Zhen Xitian turned on the light casually, expressing his innocence. He didn't know where the young master got the bad luck, but he lost his temper on himself.

Zhen Xitian shook her head and lamented that women have such a hard life. A stupid man gets ashes outside, and when he gets home, he takes his anger out on the yellow-faced woman. Fortunately, she is not a yellow-faced woman, but a rich woman who is well-known both at home and abroad.

Finally, under Zhen Xitian's continuous questioning, Shen Shanchu finally said: "I have a relationship trouble."

"You are the only one who still has emotional troubles?" Zhen Xitian turned pale with shock, as if hearing the Arabian Nights, thinking that he could only love himself for the rest of his life.

Shen Shanchu remained silent, as if someone had revealed the insider trading of stocks to him, and if he said it to the outside world, he would have to go to jail. He was extremely tormented, he didn't want to say it, but he really wanted to.

Zhen Xitian saw that he was so entangled, and her mind turned: "Is it related to Gu Yunxiao?"

Shen Shanchu snorted.Zhen Xitian knew that she had received the correct answer, so she continued to ask: "What else? Then?"

Shen Shanchu said: "Then there is no after."

Zhen Xitian knew that he must be hiding something and didn't tell herself. Shen Shanchu thought how she would laugh at me if she found out. The two of them have their own ulterior motives.

Shen Shanchu thought for a while, he had to get rid of this difficult situation, at least he had someone to discuss with.

If you want to tell someone that you are in love with someone of the same sex, then this person can only be Zhen Xitian, and even Zhang Junjun cannot know.He said: "I talked to Gu Yunxiao."

Zhen Xitian wondered: "Isn't it a good thing to talk about it?" For some reason, a strange uneasiness rose in his heart, and there was a faint worry under his words, thinking that his next sentence might be a bomb.

Shen Shanchu said: "I think it's the opposite, it's not that he likes me."

Zhen Xitian listened for a long time but didn't understand what the opposite meant, and after a while she said incredulously: "Impossible! How is it possible?"

Shen Shanchu didn't expect Zhen Xitian to have such a reaction, and asked instead: "Why is it impossible? You don't talk about it every day."

"Because..." Zhen Xitian was a little at a loss for a moment, and it was difficult to express.

Shen Shanchu thought to himself that this person also thinks the matter is too big?Usually he always likes to make jokes about himself and Gu Yunxiao, but now, he is even more flustered than himself.

Zhen Xitian managed to organize her words, stood up and said, "Because I never thought you had such a tendency. Are you being misled by me because I don't know how to speak? Damn me. I usually joke too much." big."

Zhen Xitian is very regretful at this moment that she talked nonsense before and had no taboos.Because she knew that Shen Shanchu had never had any inclinations in this regard, and hearing Shen Shanchu say it at this moment simply overturned her own inherent cognition, and her mood was not a simple regret that could be finished, although she didn't know why it was so deep in her heart. regret.

Shen Shanchu didn't expect that Zhen Xitian would take this as a mistake, and then attribute the mistake to herself, shaking her head to comfort her: "Never mind your business. Calm down, I've never heard that making a joke can make a person fall in love with another person." people."

"But..." Zhen Xitian hesitated to speak.

Shen Shanchu said seriously: "Emotions and sexual orientation flow linearly. If I didn't like him before, it doesn't mean I don't like him now. If I really like him, I'll admit it."

Zhen Xitian struggled to clear and receive this huge amount of brand new information, and it's been a long time since he saw her. Why did he recognize it here?She asked, "Does Gu Yunxiao know?"

Shen Shanchu shook his head: "Of course he doesn't know, I just figured it out too."

Zhen Xitian hurriedly said: "Are you sure you understand? It may be a momentary distraction!"

Shen Shanchu didn't speak, stood up and walked to the dining table: "You are here, have a drink."

He looked at the red wine that Gu Yunxiao sent, and he took a look at it. The year of the wine was his own birthday. For some reason, he was reluctant to open it and drink it.Putting it down, I found another bottle from the wine cabinet and opened it.

Zhen Xitian sat there, alone at a loss, maybe the news came too suddenly, her heart was as complicated as Shen Shanchu's, for some reason she had the illusion that she was about to lose a close friend, she asked: "Then what are you going to do? "

It may be because he shared his thoughts with Zhen Xitian, but his mood strangely recovered.

He poured the wine, looked at the sparkling glass, and said, "Maybe I made a mistake. When I wake up tomorrow, it will be different. Maybe I'm just crazy and thinking wildly."

Zhen Xitian said: "Then what if there is no mistake?"

Shen Shan made it clear at the beginning, but became happy instead: "That's a good thing, I've never liked someone before, it was at most a secret love in high school, but when she came to confess to me, I was immediately disillusioned.

I originally thought I was a freak fit for being single for life.But now I can also like people, how good it is to be able to like others, I can try it. "

Zhen Xitian said: "But they don't know at all, and they didn't say they want to be with you."

Shen Shanchu said: "It's one thing what he thinks, even if he likes it, it doesn't mean we want to be together."

Zhen Xitian shook her head heavily, recalling the past, she couldn't help but smile wistfully: "You can think about it. Do you remember the first time the two of us filmed a drama together? We said we didn't have a date at the age of 35, so we just got married .”

Shen Shanchu laughed when he thought about it.At that time, he and Zhen Xitian started to have a good relationship. At that time, both of them were nobody in the entertainment industry. The heroine of that show was set to be a firework girl. Zhen Xitian played a maid, and he played a villain. money whores.

There are not many roles in each of them, but they run through the whole drama, and they have to stay in the crew for a month to portray others.

The crew was originally a miniature venue with the most obvious class attributes.The lead actor naturally brought a team, including makeup and assistants. When they appeared on the stage, seven or eight people appeared together.

And they are the ones who don't even look up to the set notes. Once when they entered the crew and changed the venue, the prop mover turned around and hit Zhen Xitian with the prop.

When the worker saw that it was her, he scolded Zhen Xitian in a rough voice for not looking at her, not knowing where to stand, and being in the way of other people's business.

Shen Shanchu couldn't bear to look at it and began to scold the workers, making the scene messy.

On-set time is precious, and no one has the luxury to worry about who is right and who is wrong between a worker and a performer. They just hate that they delayed the shooting time and missed the next sunset shooting. They were all kicked out of the crew. Fortunately, the director thought it was troublesome. After all, although they were minor, they were the background of many scenes, and it was even more troublesome to change people.

Zhen Xitian was isolated and helpless. In the end, Shen Shanchu started to take care of Zhen Xitian. Whenever he was free, he took Zhen Xitian to see the doctor for a change of medicine. Once he came back very late, and their shooting location was very barren. Of course, it was impossible to have a car. pick them up.

After they changed cars a few times, they walked a few kilometers on foot. In the dark wasteland, Zhen Xitian was very scared and felt that her life was like this wilderness. In the end, she might find that there was no light, only cliffs.

She cried and asked Shen Shanchu when they would be like this.Is their effort meaningful.

This article also spans a year. Whether it is writing or life, it is a short passage on this planet. I will always be grateful for everyone's company.

Now v is also added, to remind the little angels who followed the article before adding v: some of the previous plots have been modified, as long as the date shows March 2021, 3, it has been modified.

If you are afraid that the plot will not be connected, you can go and have a look. If you think there is no problem, then it is not a big problem.

In the future, unless there is a sudden card text, we will insist on daily updates.In any case, everyone will be happy together in 2021, hehe.

感谢在2021-03-12?19:52:28-2021-03-14?19:17:54期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦——

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