Seeking the Law of Summoning in Taisho

The tiny light went straight into the sky, and then exploded among the clouds, transforming into a huge spark, illuminating the entire night.

The reflection of the firework flowed in Yiwozuo's eyes. He sat cross-legged on the mountain, quietly watching the last firework in the ceremony gradually dissipate.

He actually didn't understand why he stayed for such a meaningless thing, but when the fireworks exploded in the air, he subconsciously looked up, and couldn't think of leaving anymore.

He thought of a word out of nowhere——

home.

It sounds ridiculous, so he won't tell anyone that the moment he saw the fireworks, he actually felt that he had found something more important than an evenly matched strong man.

Thinking of this, he twitched the corners of his mouth, and his eyes moved down from the dark sky again, and fell on the festival that had ended at the bottom of the mountain. It was just an unconscious glance, but unexpectedly saw a familiar person.

To be precise, ghosts.

The other party seemed to feel his gaze, and turned his eyes to look over. The black pupils are really rare among the ghosts. Even if Yiwozuo didn't deliberately remember it, when he saw the other party, his mind still quickly turned up. the other party's name.

Kazuki seemed a little surprised, but quickly walked towards him.

The road connected to the foot of the mountain was behind him, and even when he heard footsteps, Yiwozuo didn't look back.

"Master Yiwozuo, what a coincidence."

Yi Wozuo responded, although his attitude was not good, but it was much more friendly than when he was treating Tong Mo: "Do you have anything to do with me?"

"There are some." Yixi asked straight to the point without going around in circles, "Does Master Yiwozuo know where Master Tong Mo often goes now?"

Upon hearing this name, Yiwozuo's expression became ugly to the naked eye, and his tone became impatient: "How do I know about him?"

Hearing what he said, Yixi was not angry, but nodded with some pity: "Then there is no other way."

After the words fell, he turned around and left.

Yi Wozuo didn't intend to continue after listening to him talking, and the question was still related to Tong Mo, and his heart suddenly became angry, which made him who was always too lazy to meddle in his own business suddenly turn around and ask, "What's the matter?"

"Ah." Yixi stopped turning around, and laughed a little unexpectedly, "It turns out that Lord Yiwozuo is also interested in this."

He turned his body to the other side again, "It's nothing, just after I left from Infinite City just now, I saw Master Tong Mo who left before me, he was walking with another person, the back of that person seemed...somewhat familiar, Makes me a little concerned."

"Familiar?" Yi Wozuo raised his eyebrows.

"Yes." Kazuki nodded, then hesitated for a moment before saying, "It looks like... Osamu Dazai."

"what?"

Yi Wozuo stood up when he heard the words, the ugly look that appeared because of Tong Mo dissipated in an instant, and turned into astonishment.

"The Osamu Dazai you're talking about is the one who was beheaded by your lord?"

Yixi nodded again, "Because he was disguised, his back is too recognizable for me."

"what."

Yiwozuo let out an exclamation of unknown meaning, then raised the corner of his mouth, and smiled slowly: "This is really interesting."

Yixi lowered her eyes, hiding the flickering darkness in her eyes, and when she spoke again, her tone was still very flat, even slightly soft.

"So I just want to know the whereabouts of Master Tong Mo, so that I can verify my guess, so as not to wrong Master Tong Mo. Of course, it would be even better if Master Yiwozuo is interested in this, after all, I am now When facing Mr. Tong Mo alone, I still feel a chill on my head."

Yi Wozuo glanced at him.

He did understand the conflict between Yixi and Tong Mo, and he could guess that he might have ulterior motives in telling himself the news so kindly, but on the one hand, he really wanted to make Tong Mo feel uncomfortable, and on the other hand, he was very interested in the one who could stop him. The man who hit and even came back from the dead is very interested.

Therefore, this time, it seems that he must go.

"Let's go to Kagurazaka."

Yixi was taken aback: "What?"

"Didn't you ask Tong Mo where he often goes? That's the answer." Yi Wozuo passed him and walked down the mountain first, "Another thing to mention, whether you want to go or not, I must go to see his excitement."

With his back turned to him, Yixi laughed silently as he heard the footsteps leaving step by step, but the words he spoke were not infected with specific emotions.

"Master Yiwozuo, what if I'm wrong?"

Yiwozuo's voice came from afar: "I just happened to see something dirty tonight."

Yixi smiled for a moment, until the footsteps disappeared, and his expression gradually faded.

He lowered his eyes, touched the fur edge of the cloak, and whispered to whom he did not know:

"Then, wait for your good news."

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The place Tong Mo took Osamu Dazai to was the "relic" of Kagurazaka Church.

The building that once looked like a small shop is now only ruined walls, covered with black ash, and surrounded by a fence made of wooden piles by the government. Looking from afar, you can't see the "brilliance" of the past at all. ".

Osamu Dazai thought that Tong Mo would always say something, but to his surprise, he just dragged Osamu Dazai silently and walked inside, stepping on the uneven clods under his feet, and finally stopped at a place that was somewhat open area.

According to the original layout, this should be the backyard of the church.

Tong Mo let go of his wrist, took two steps forward, then picked up the iron fan and dug on the ground.

Osamu Dazai put his hands back into his pockets and just looked at him quietly.

No one spoke, only the sound of rubble and soil being turned over for a while, and the slight crisp sound when the iron fan touched the pebbles.

After a while, the iron fan touched something in the soil, and there was a slight movement.

And Tong Mo sighed without emotion: "It really is here."

Osamu Dazai raised his eyebrows, and it took him a while to realize what was inside.

"Zhijun, do you still remember this?" Tong Mo reached in and took out a wooden box from the soil, the decoration on it was very familiar——

After all, Osamu Dazai buried it himself.

"Master, do you want to listen to the truth?" Osamu Dazai looked down at him, seeing that the other party was silent, he said, "The truth is, I couldn't remember it until the master took it out."

"It's too much, Zhijun." Tong Mo raised his eyes and looked at him, his tone sounded like a false grievance, "You don't even have feelings?"

Osamu Dazai was a little surprised: "To whom, are you?"

Tong Mo nodded as a matter of course.

"Haha." Osamu Dazai seemed unable to hold back, and suddenly laughed out loud, "My lord, don't you think this sentence is also applicable to you?"

Tong Mo was stunned in a rare way.

He seemed to think of something through these words, and was slightly lost in thought.

After a while, I heard him suddenly ask seriously: "So in the eyes of those ladies, am I also like this?"

The smile on Dazai's face faded.

He sat on a rock casually, took out a small wine bottle from his pocket, opened the bottle cap slowly, and said in a weak tone: "Meeting is a lie, dating is a lie, all true feelings are just illusions , Only at the last moment did you reveal the true face of ruthlessness, isn't this you?"

——This is me too.

The sound of the bottle cap opening overwhelmed the confession in his heart, Osamu Dazai raised his head and took a sip of the wine, the liquid moistened his lips, he licked his lips for a aftertaste, and thought the taste was not bad.

Tong Mo opened the box, and two miniature icemen jumped out of it, and then ran around Osamu Dazai, looking very happy.

Tong Mo glanced blankly, but still asked in puzzlement, "Is there anyone in this world who doesn't lie?"

"No." Osamu Dazai said unhurriedly, "So the world is full of crimes, the difference is only the more or less crimes."

Tong Mo got up, walked to his side, and found a place to sit down.The outer shirt fell to the ground, stained with a layer of dust.

He tilted his head and glanced at the thing in Dazai Osamu's hand, "What is this?"

Without waiting for the other party to answer, he grabbed it directly and shook it slightly.

The color of the pale golden liquid under the moonlight is actually very dim, but the moonlight tonight is extraordinarily bright, the moonlight penetrates the liquid, and emits a glimmer of stars, which makes the things in the bottle look a kind of cold beauty.

"Alcohol." Osamu Dazai said concisely, and added at the end, "However, for a ghost like Master Tongmo, drinking doesn't taste much—eh!"

Seeing that Tong Mo poured the wine in without waiting for him to finish, Osamu Dazai was a little annoyed: "It's too much, my lord, this is my last bottle."

Tong Mo smacked his lips, and threw the bottle back to him, "It's tasteless——then why are you taking revenge on me for those people?"

His topic jumps a little fast, Dazai Osamu was silent for a moment, and then he spoke again, but he asked slowly: "Are you sad? About the fact that I lied to you."

"No." Tong Mo gave the answer almost instantly, "I don't feel anything, but you are the only man I want to eat besides women, I really want to keep you by my side forever, and then put your I buried my head under the cherry blossom tree, and I thought that maybe I could know what happiness is."

"Why the cherry tree?"

"You think that's beautiful too, don't you?"

After hearing this, Osamu Dazai actually smiled slowly, and the smile became bigger and bigger, so that it became a wanton laughter at the end.

He laughed so hard that his hand holding the wine bottle was a little unsteady. The wine in the bottle swayed back and forth with his movements, and at a certain moment, it merged unexpectedly.

There was no emotion on Tong Mo's face.

"No, it's impossible at all!" He still couldn't stop his smile, trembling his body, but said an abrupt topic, "You want to understand people's emotions, it's doomed to be impossible from birth ah!"

Just like the fact that he wants to find the meaning of life, it is simply wishful thinking.

They are different, but they are so similar. In their hopeless lives, they are pursuing things that are impossible for them.

It's really... Laughing to death!

"How can there be any result? How long do you live? How long is the darkness in front of your eyes. In your infinite life, you can't see the light at all."

So he will wander alone in this darkness until the end of his life.

Osamu Dazai looked at what he said, with desolation and sarcasm that Tong Mo couldn't understand on his face.

Tong Mo's eyes widened, as if a corner of his nutshell-like chest had been knocked open, revealing the empty inside.

Ah... that's right.

How long has it been since he looked directly into his empty heart?

Existing as a gentle leader for a long time, playing the role of the son of god who is not worthy of the name, guiding the confused and stupid believers, he almost forgot - he was not a complete person in the first place.

He pretends, he cheats, he does whatever it takes to pursue pleasure, but in fact, all the happiness, anger, and sorrow in this world to him are fake, and he can't feel anything at all!

No enjoyment, no joy, no guilt and sadness, he is like a walking dead, living in this world, ridiculous and sad!

"Ah, hahahahahahahaha..."

Tong Mo covered his face and laughed out loud, he seemed to have replayed the madness shown by Osamu Dazai just now, his whole body was like a dead beast, screaming in despair.

But is he really desperate?

Even if someone poked through his mask and disguise all along, he didn't show any anger or panic at this moment.

He just felt—

"Zhijun..."

He showed his eyes from between his fingers, and invited word by word, "Stay by my side forever."

"I beg you."

The author has something to say: Dazai: Daga, orally digging the way.

This chapter is very difficult to deliver, if you want to ask why - it is too difficult to control two people with mental problems going crazy together, if you don't pay attention to the plot, you will fly to a place where I can't hold it!

If you think OOC is my problem (Dogeza), if you think it is acceptable, we can discuss who is worse between the two (?)

Is it Zai who sees through the world so early that he is not interested in anything but still pretends to be forcibly?Or are you born with a lack of emotion so that you can't be interested in anything but you still have to pretend to be a grinder?