Seeking the Law of Summoning in Taisho

"Dazai," Oda Sakunosuke said slowly after a moment of silence, "I have already lost my qualifications to write novels."

Since writing a book means writing about people, he, who has violated the principles and has blood on his hands, is no longer qualified to write about other people's lives.

"What is that..." Osamu Dazai lowered his head, his tone sounded a little lonely, "Odasaku, it's too much, you not only gave up your life for that kind of person, but also gave up your dreams."

If a normal person listens to this, he will definitely feel something is wrong. It sounds like he is complaining about Oda Sakunosuke, why Gide is so important in his heart, so important that he even sacrificed his dreams and life to die with him.

If this is a relationship between lovers, perhaps it can be summed up in one word - jealous.

It's a pity that standing here is Oda Sakunosuke.

He just felt that these words were similar to what Dazai joked about him back then - "The boss of the enemy will woo you violently as soon as he meets you. Is there going to be a wedding this weekend?" Without thinking too much, I just explained:

"Dazai, I'm not for him—"

"Don't those children also hope that you can fulfill your dreams?" Osamu Dazai interrupted him, but he still didn't look back. "Don't you want those children to worry about you as an elder in Huangquan?"

"Of course I don't want them to worry about me," Oda Sakunosuke said.

However, after saying this, he didn't know how to continue to refute.

He has always firmly believed that "once you betray, you must accept revenge", and what he did undoubtedly betrayed his own principles. He should no longer write a pen to fulfill his dream with peace of mind.

At the same time, he felt that Dazai was a little strange at this time, maybe even the other party didn't realize that he was eager to complete the obsessions left by Oda Sakunosuke's death.

Like tasting hard tofu, like wanting to watch him finish his novel.

As urgent as if being chased by something.

"... Forget it." Seemingly aware of his willfulness, Dazai Osamu broke the silence again, "Even if you are asked to write it now, there is no way for it to be published... It would be a pity if no one watched a good work .”

"Sorry, Odasaku."

After he finished speaking, he took the coat off his shoulders, held it in his hand, and stepped lightly on the approach.However, when Oda Sakunosuke looked at the opponent's back, he suddenly felt a palpitation, just like when he watched the opponent walk towards the enemy's gun, but was powerless to stop it.

"Dazai—!"

... caught.

Oda Sakunosuke stared blankly at his hand grabbing the opponent's wrist, and couldn't recover for a while.

The scene in front of me slowly overlapped with the memory, but in the end I got a different result.

"oops."

Osamu Dazai turned his head to see this scene, and shook his arm a little funnyly, but seeing that he didn't shake off the opponent's hand, he said, "Is Oda Saku still worried that I will fall down on the way down the mountain, and insist on pulling me away? I also It’s not a child anymore, this kind of approach is only a little tired from walking too long, only a fool would fall.”

"Hmm..." Oda Sakunosuke responded, his mind was still a little confused, so he unconsciously followed his words and asked, "Then are you tired?"

Osamu Dazai: "...Huh?"

Oda Sakunosuke paused for a moment, and his thoughts finally returned to their place at this time.He looked at Osamu Dazai, and after realizing what he said, not only did he not feel that there was any problem, but he continued: "If you are tired, I can carry you on my back, Dazai, after all, you were busy last night and didn't take much rest. .”

"..." Osamu Dazai subconsciously shifted his gaze and smiled, "No need, I'm an adult after all, so it would be strange to memorize like this."

"……yes."

--got rejected.

Is it because you disagreed with the other party's proposal to write a novel just now, so you are unhappy?

Oda Sakunosuke slowly let go of his hand, and his eyelids fell with his wrist, covering the look of distress that seemed to appear in his eyes.

Osamu Dazai subconsciously took the opponent's hand again.

Oda Sakunosuke raised his eyes and looked over. The other party lowered his eyes and said with a puckered mouth: "I don't want to leave by myself, I want to sleep."

Oda Sakunosuke actually didn't quite understand why the other party suddenly changed his mind, but since the other party had spoken, of course he would not refuse, and he bent his knees and squatted down slightly after responding.

Osamu Dazai walked around behind him, looked at the other's broad back and muttered.

Although it is true that he is unhappy because of Gide, but there is no way to get angry with Oda...

"... Dazai?" It seemed that because he hadn't moved for a long time, Oda Sakunosuke finally asked in doubt. After being reminded by him, Dazai slowly lay on the opponent's back, his hands crossed the opponent's shoulders, and his hands Still clutching his coat.

I have to admit that it is really comfortable not to have to walk by myself, and even the thought of sleeping as an excuse turns into reality when sleepiness surges.

He yawned lazily, and heard Oda Sakunosuke say at this time.

"Dazai, you don't seem to gain much weight."

"Huh?" Osamu Dazai frowned, "Impossible, I've obviously grown taller."

"But I feel that you are not much heavier than before."

before……

When he mentioned it, Osamu Dazai remembered how Odasaku and Ango sent him home when he drank too much in the bar a long time ago, but he has always been a good drinker, and the number of times he drank like that is one of the few.

"It's normal to forget my previous weight after being away for so long?"

After Osamu Dazai finished speaking, he found that he had brought the topic of the two of them to the part that he didn't want to mention the most. There was a moment of silence. Before Oda Sakunosuke wanted to apologize, he interrupted:

"At that time, the person who appeared in my dream at the end was you, Odasaku?"

It could only be him who forced the pistol into his hand and woke him up.

And that nightmare... If he guessed right, it should be the memory of "him" who became the leader.

Those thoughts that were restrained from thinking and forced to think that they were "impossible" reappeared again. Osamu Dazai listed the doubts he sorted out in the past one by one:

"Besides, the voice I heard when I summoned Zhou Fang-kun to pass out was the conversation between you and Aoi-kun?"

"Yeah." In this situation, there is no point in concealing it, and Oda Sakunosuke easily admitted it.

"What about Tian Spider Mountain?"

"it's me."

"The one who greeted me for the first time...?"

"Well, it's me too."

No wonder after that period of time, he always felt that Mr. Zhang split into two people talking to him.

He turned his head to look at the other side's calm side face: "Is there anything I don't know?"

Oda Sakunosuke thought for a while and said, "You have a fever again..."

"Ah!" Osamu Dazai recalled instantly, "You are that ice cube!"

Oda Sakunosuke was a little helpless: "Dazai, it's because your body is too hot."

Osamu Dazai kept a surprised look, but didn't answer.

After a while, he rested his chin on the other person's shoulder, and said in a very soft voice, "Since you have made up your mind not to come out to see me, why did you have to talk to me through the account after that?"

Oda Sakunosuke walked very steadily. He stepped on the downward steps step by step, and said slowly: "It's just that after recovering, I found that I can also control the account, and I happened to see that you were worried, so I called you subconsciously." hello."

Osamu Dazai lowered his head, buried his face in the opponent's shoulder, and slowly found a comfortable position.

"Oda Saku..." His voice was muffled by the cloth, "You always think that I will be sad if I know everything, but I am not sad, on the contrary, I am very happy, I am really... Very happy."

Nothing makes me happier than seeing you again.

——If I could see you sooner...

This idea was not fully formed, and was cut off by Osamu Dazai himself.

It doesn't have to be earlier, the situation is now... also very good.

You can't expect something that is so beautiful that it is unreal.

Because of Dazai Osamu's current posture, the short hair was piled up in a mess around Oda Sakunosuke's neck, a little itchy, but this feeling was completely ignored by Oda Sakunosuke at this moment.

All his attention was on Dazai Osamu's words.

Osamu Dazai seldom said such words. He only heard this kind of sincere and undisguised confession before his death, when the other party persuaded him.

Because it is extremely rare, it is particularly moving.

Oda Sakunosuke's heart suddenly softened at this moment.

His expression softened unknowingly.

"Well...me too, very happy."

After saying this, he didn't hear the answer from the other party. After a while, a long and shallow breathing sound came from his ear, and Oda Sakunosuke realized that Dazai had fallen asleep.

Scattered short hair hangs around his neck, dancing back and forth with the direction of the wind. When Oda Sakunosuke tilts his head, he can still smell the fragrance of beans stained on his body, which is a perfect fusion of sweetness and sweetness.

"Have a good dream, Dazai."

Aoi finally found a gap and slipped back into Oda Sakunosuke's pocket, sat down inside, but couldn't help sighing, "Mr. Dazai finally fell asleep."

Ever since he met Sakunosuke Oda and understood everything that happened, Osamu Dazai took him around like a chicken blood, and woke up again after not sleeping for a long time every day, and then began to plan for a new day. Journeys, such as overnight experiences like last night, are not at all uncommon in this journey.

It doesn't matter if the undead and the gods don't sleep, but Osamu Dazai still has a human body after all. Aoi was afraid that he would accidentally play with her, so she was very worried for a while.

Fortunately, now it seems that he also has his energy exhausted.

"Yeah." Oda Sakunosuke responded, "He's had enough."

Aoi was taken aback when she heard this: "Mr. Oda means that he is going to continue to complete the commission?"

"Yes. After all, Dazai has already promised."

Aoi was a little embarrassed and helpless: "Seeing Mr. Dazai's state these days, I was worried for a long time."

Oda Sakunosuke hesitated, "Dazai's condition...what's wrong?"

Aoi froze for a moment, and when she realized that the other party was really confused, she couldn't help being even more surprised: "Didn't Mr. Oda find out?"

"what?"

"Mr. Dazai's state is completely polarized lately!" Aoi looked up in the direction of Osamu Dazai, "When he was in front of Mr. Oda, Mr. Dazai was in a good mood, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that he was elated. But once the person in contact triggers the authenticity of Mr. Oda, the expression on Mr. Dazai's face will become horrifying."

He counted on his fingers, "Mr. Oda also found out about the Dosui building, and when you were going to the festival, you were accidentally bumped by a man on the way to buy cotton candy, and Mr. Dazai behind you His expression became unsightly, and I almost thought he had some horrible thoughts..."

When Aoi said this, she paused, "Fortunately, he just pretended to be casual and roasted the opponent's marshmallow with a fairy stick."

"..." Oda Sakunosuke thought for a while and said, "Cotton candy is too pitiful."

sunflower:"……"

He probably shouldn't expect much from Oda-san's focus.

But even though he said that, Oda Sakunosuke also began to think about what he would do according to Dazai's character.

But after thinking about it, he found that no matter what Dazai wanted to do, as long as it was decided, no one else seemed to be able to stop it.

This is not so good.

Neither the people nor the gods who were in deep thought noticed that behind them, the shrine gradually dissipated like a mist, like a mirage. After seeing it, it turned into a passing cloud, only a voice with a smile remained in the wind :

"Little god..."

-

Shortly after leaving Sando, Oda Sakunosuke found a hotel.

After placing Osamu Dazai on the bed in the room, he wanted to go to another bed to rest, but Osamu Dazai's paws were really not honest, before he got up, he grabbed his wrist and pulled him onto the bed again, Then, without giving Oda Sakunosuke time to react, the other party embraced his arm and pressed his forehead against it.

Dazai Osamu muttered something softly, and when Oda Sakunosuke wanted to get closer to listen, the other party fell asleep again.

...It seems to be used as a pillow.

After trying to pull out his arm and declaring failure, Oda Sakunosuke simply rested his mind, and took advantage of the opportunity to rest on this bed with his eyes closed.

And Aoi, who watched the whole process from the sidelines, sat on the table with her arms folded, lost in thought.

The author has something to say: ①

Odasaku: "Dazai, if you want to rest, I can carry you on my back, after all you were very tired last night..."

Ango: [Understanding.jpg]

②

Dazai: Odasaku and I had a fight yesterday.

Ango: Oh, why?

Dazai: He committed suicide for a certain guy, and he didn’t even write novels. I asked him to write, but he rejected me. In his heart, that person is more important than me.

Ango: That was really infuriating, what did you do?

Dazai: When he wanted to carry me, I also refused him.

Ango: ...Wow, the way you fight is really unique.

Dazai: But I regretted it a second later.

Ango: Do ​​you regret not treating him in a more cruel way?

Dazai: No, I regret not agreeing to let him recite it.

Ango: ...

Dazai: What kind of expression is that on your face? That's Odasaku!Can you be angry with Oda!

Ango: ... Gan.

③

Aoi: Do you have to share the same bed and hug to fall asleep in your friendship?

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Osamu Dazai woke up after a nap, and when he saw another person on the bed, he silently closed his eyes again.

[It must be the wrong way for me to open it. 】

——Excuse me, I accidentally slept with my lost and recovered friend, what should I do?

感谢在2020-08-2815:20:00~2020-08-2917:21:32期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 8 bottles of one-way street; 1 bottle of boon;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!