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"Shen, that's just vitamins." Yu Xingnan resisted the turbulence in his heart, looked at Han Shen with deep eyes and said.

Han Shen closed his eyes and let out a sigh. When he spoke again, there was a slight tremor at the end of his voice, "Why are you hiding vitamins? I'm afraid I'll eat them?"

Yu Xingnan took a few steps forward and took away the medicine bottle in Han Shen's hand, "I didn't hide it, I left it here after eating last time."

"I checked." Han Shen said suddenly.

Yu Xingnan paused, and then heard Han Shen speak clearly: "I saw it the first night I came here, and I checked it while you were taking a shower. This is a hypnotic and sedative drug with no short-term use restrictions. Okay. ? Nan, tell me, how long have you been using it, and haven't been able to sleep in the past few days?" When Han Shen got to this point, he had already blocked Yu Xingnan's chance to find a reason to prevaricate.

Yu Xingnan looked at Han Shen silently. The air in this corner seemed to freeze. The two of them were in a stalemate for a long time. Yu Xingnan was the first to break the silence, sighed softly and hugged Han Shen's waist, and kissed him With flushed eyes, he whispered, "Don't cry."

Han Shen raised his hand and hugged Yu Xingnan tightly, resisting the choking in his throat: "Then tell me." Han Shen gritted his teeth, "You don't say anything, I thought you were fine, but in fact... "

At this moment, Han Shen could only feel his heart being severely tugged, and even began to regret his insistence on separating from Yu Xingnan half a year ago.If he had been more patient then, would Yu Xingnan be fine now? He would forcefully ask him about his movements, he would kiss his neck with red marks, he would take the trouble to call him to ask where he was, and he would be banned from going to bars .

"Actually, I'm fine." Yu Xingnan picked up Han Shen's words, "Don't worry, I'm fine."

"Is it okay to take all the medicine?"

Yu Xingnan said: "I won't eat it in the future."

Han Shen: "..." He closed his eyes helplessly, then pulled Yu Xingnan back to the bedroom, threw him on the bed, stared at him for a moment, and then said seriously: "Xing Nan , Now what do I ask, what do you answer, no concealment is allowed, okay?"

Yu Xingnan also stared at Han Shen lying on top of him, and nodded when he heard the words, as a sign of agreement.Yu Xingnan knew in his heart that according to Han Shen's inquisitive nature, he couldn't hide it no matter what.

"Since when?"

Yu Xingnan looked at Han Shen, "Five months ago."

In fact, to be more accurate, it should be the first day after returning to Germany. Since then, Yu Xingnan has never had a complete sleep.The memory about Han Shen is like a powerful vortex, as soon as he touches it, it is difficult to break free from it.He couldn't? He didn't use work to hypnotize himself, and he sorted out the music score without sleep, so as to slow down the unbearable longing like insects and ants, and his desire to control his body that was about to burst.

Not long after the two separated, he eagerly wanted to know who Han Shen was with, whether he had made new friends in the bar, who he lay in bed with every night, and even more curious about how his body felt. Will not be touched by other men, is the tattoo on his leg still there... Day after day, these thoughts eat away at his heart and nerves, until he can't even work? Hypnotics were used.

Being hypnotized by drugs, he doesn't even dream again, and feels the comfort of sleeping until dawn and opening his eyes to the morning sunshine for the first time in a long time.

Once you taste the sweetness, it is very difficult to quit later.He edited the music scores during the day and used hypnotics at night, so that his life was on the right track, but his drug addiction also unknowingly entangled him.He tried to quit, but Han Shen's marks on his heart were too deep, and only medicine could temporarily suppress it, so he had no choice but to continue taking medicine.

On the night when Han Shen first arrived, the joy he had not seen for a long time made him forget to take his medicine for the first time, so he opened his eyes and watched Han Shen for a whole night.Although there was still time for Han Shen to eat before he fell asleep, he didn't want to. He wanted to look at Han Shen more than sinking his consciousness into darkness.Early the next morning, he hid the medicine in the watch box in the cloakroom. In order to ensure his energy during the day, he did not stop after that until Han Shen discovered it today.

Of course, it is impossible for Yu Xingnan to tell all these experiences and feelings, and more to mention them briefly. He doesn't want Han Shen to know this bad side, but just wants Han Shen to treat him as People who can rely on each other become irreplaceable roles in each other's lives.

"Is there any possibility of quitting again?" Han Shen buried his face in Yu Xingnan's neck and asked in a muffled voice.

Yu Xingnan put his warm palm on the skin of Han Shen's back, rubbed it and said in a low voice: "Of course, you can reduce the dosage first, and then reduce the frequency of use. If things go on like this, you won't need to eat any more."

Speaking of this, Han Shen suddenly remembered something, and then contacted today's incident, and immediately realized that something was wrong, so he raised his head and asked bluntly: "You were sleeping when I came back after six o'clock last night, and you were very sick. Shen, you didn't wake up after screaming several times, did you take medicine again?"

Yu Xingnan's eyelashes trembled, and he moved his mouth. Before he could make a sound, Han Shen emphasized again, "To be honest, don't lie to me."

Yu Xingnan: "..." No way? He could only nod his head, his tone a little unnatural, "Well, I thought you came back very late." It also stopped me from thinking wildly.

Han Shen was very helpless: "You can call and ask, no matter how bad you are, you can send a message. Why don't you say it? I won't drop any of my wife's phone messages."

As soon as the word "wife" came out, Yu Xingnan was in a daze for a moment. It had been a long, long time since Han Shen called this title.Yu Xingnan unconsciously hugged Han Shen tightly, a faint smile floated on his lips, "I will call and ask later."

Han Shen pursed his lips, sucked Yu Xingnan's thin lips, and then buried his face into his neck. It took him a long time to say clearly, "You said you were insecure with me before, remember?"

Yu Xingnan was taken aback for a moment, he thought Han Shen had forgotten.

"There will be in the future." Han Shen said to himself: "I will learn to give you a sense of security."

As soon as these words came out, Yu Xingnan's breath changed slightly, his Adam's apple twitched, and thousands of words were choked in his heart, but in the end he just responded in a low voice.

Han Shen let out a muffled laugh, "Just now downstairs, you asked me if I would like Fan Tian." Han Shen paused as he spoke, "Why, I'm so unconfident about myself."

Yu Xingnan raised his eyebrows slightly, but still asked, "So what's your answer?"

Han Shen let out a sigh of relief, leaned close to Yu Xingnan's ear and whispered: "My life is in your hands, how can I fall in love with others? Fan Tian...is my very good friend, wait I will make it clear to him after returning to China, don’t worry, I will not confuse friendship with love.”

Hearing these words, Yu Xingnan's eyes turned slightly red. Suddenly, he turned around with force and pushed Han Shen down. Without any hesitation, he pressed his lips against the other's lips. He also started to be unruly, until Han Shen couldn't help shouting to stop.

Han Shen's lapel was already a little open, and he was breathing heavily, "OK? Nan, can't you do it now?"

Yu Xingnan paused, his eyes immediately recovered, and then he looked at Han Shen's flushed handsome face and said in a low voice, "Sorry, you still have a fever."

Han Shen couldn't help but smile, squinted his peach blossom eyes and rubbed Yu Xingnan with his hip bone, "What, I'm afraid that my uncle and aunt will come back."

Yu Xingnan stared down at the hickey on Han Shen's neck, "It's okay."

Han Shen noticed Yu Xingnan's gaze, and then suddenly remembered something, and asked: "You got a few on my neck last night, do you want to cover it later?"

Yu Xingnan chuckled, "No need."

"By the way, do uncles and aunts know which of us is going up and who's going down?"

Yu Xingnan's eyes trembled slightly, and after a little deliberation, he said, "They never thought I would be here."

Han Shen raised his eyebrows, "What, what if? I'm a burly man with a height of 1 meters, uncles and aunts will think you can hold me down?" Although Han Shen has already recognized the reality, he doesn't want to do 0 The 0 is not a good [-], so he still struggles occasionally.

"They've seen video of your game."

Han Shen: "..."

A few hours passed by in the blink of an eye, Yu Xingnan's parents had a strong sense of time, they said they would arrive at five o'clock in the afternoon, and they almost entered the door with a stopwatch.

At this time, Han Shen had already tidied himself up, his health improved, his fever subsided, and with his well-fitting outfit, he looked extraordinarily energetic, handsome, youthful and energetic, and he was as good as Yu Xingnan Station in terms of temperament. , the two are a perfect match.

Han Shen was careless before, and only remembered when he saw Yu Xingnan's parents in real life. He should have asked for a photo to see!Not to mention anything else, Han Shen was only amazed by his appearance.

Yu Xingnan's mother is a typical oriental beauty, age has hardly left any traces on her delicate face, her temperament is not gentle and charming, but gives people a cold feeling, indifferent like water.It was only after seeing her with his own eyes that Han Shen strongly realized who Yu Xingnan had inherited his temperament from.

It's just that Yu Xingnan's father surprised Han Shen even more. Han Shen never imagined that he would feel surprised by an old man in his 50s.It's not about how handsome he is, but that he carries coquettishness and nobility in his bones.Compared with Aunt Yu's indifferent demeanor, he looks humorous, with a smile in his eyes all the time, and even his wrinkles are charming, which makes people look very comfortable.

After seeing these two characters, Han Shen looked at Yu Xingnan next to him, and for a while just wanted to sigh the power of genes.

Along with Yu Xingnan's parents, there was the aunt who was cooking. She started preparing dinner as soon as she got home, while Han Shen talked with Yu Xingnan and his parents in the living room.

The four of them sat wide apart. At this time, Yu Xingnan's parents had already gone upstairs to wash up. They were all wearing home clothes at the moment, but even so, they still couldn't hide the aura exuding from them.

Yu Xingnan didn't talk much with his mother, but his father was very talkative, and he chatted with Han Shen very quickly.

"In this way, next year's F1 race is really exciting. I will watch every live broadcast in the future, but the main thing is to watch my son's sweetheart." Yu Xingnan's father spoke Chinese, and he couldn't hear it at all. Accent, this is what I practiced when chasing Aunt Yu.

Han Shen smiled and said, "Then I will definitely perform well next year."

As soon as Han Shen finished speaking, he heard Aunt Yu asking Yu Xingnan in a low voice, "Have you seen my bottle of cream in the blue package? It's still there when I came back last time."

Yu Xingnan: "..."

Han Shen: "..."

Han Shen's heart suddenly hung high, and he thought to himself, I have used up your son!Han Shen was worried about handing over such an important issue to Yu Xingnan, so he quickly took up the conversation, "Auntie, it's Xingnan who recently felt that the skin on his face needs to be maintained, so he accidentally used it up."

Yu Xingnan: "..."

Aunt Yu was very surprised, "Is it used up?"

Han Shen swallowed his saliva, and said with force: "Yes, I'm sorry, I have been using it for a few days since I came here, because the effect is too good, so the amount can't be controlled... But don't worry, we will make a decision tomorrow. Will buy you a new bottle to make up."

Aunt Yu was stunned for a long time before saying, "It's okay, you don't need to buy a new one, but..." She looked at Yu Xingnan as she spoke, and even squinted at the skin on his face, "Are you really taking care of it?"

At this time? Yu Xingnan's father was already holding back his laughter, while Han Shen was clenching his hands tightly, even sweating.

In this way, Yu Xingnan looked a little stiff under the gaze of the three different?He never expected that Han Shen would find such a lame excuse.But the matter has come to this, he just glanced at Han Shen lightly, finally looked at his mother, and calmly said: "Yes."