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It was late at night, and Han Shen was breathing more and more heavily in the dark bedroom. He propped himself up and looked at Yu Xingnan's facial contours in the dark, and soon his eye sockets turned red.

"How long?" Han Shen asked in a hoarse voice. Before that, he never thought that Yu Xingnan would smoke.

Yu Xingnan was calm and said in a natural tone: "It's been more than a month, but only occasionally, and I smoked these six sticks in total."

Han Shen's eyelashes trembled, "It started in early November?"

Yu Xingnan nodded, silently speaking to Han Shen.

"It started after I lost the Mexican Grand Prix, didn't it?" Although Han Shen already had the answer in his heart, he still couldn't help asking.

Yu Xingnan's breath was stagnant, and Han Shen was surprised that he could guess it, and he responded lightly, "Yes."

Han took a deep breath, then fell down on Yu Xingnan's body as if he was powerless, and pressed his lips to his heart through the nightgown. At the same time, he closed his eyes and listened quietly to the steady and powerful heartbeat of the other party? It took a long time? ? Said: "That time was really an accident. I don't know what happened in the last ten seconds, but I definitely didn't lose the game on purpose."

Han Shen now understands everything, Yu Xingnan is because of this? Completely give up, no longer? Looking forward to, no longer? Go to the airport to wait for him, and start smoking.

"Well, no need? Explain, I believe you." Yu Xingnan said while wrapping his arms around Han Shen's waist.

Han Shen was silent for a moment, then let out a long breath, with a slight tremor at the end, "Then do you know how to smoke now?"

"No, it's uncomfortable to inhale into the lungs."

Han Shen smiled, "That's six more."

"It doesn't go through the lungs, it just smells."

Han Shen's throat choked, and it was self-evident why Yu Xingnan wanted to smell the smoke.Han Shenqiang said: "So? I like second-hand smoke."

Yu Xingnan laughed softly, "Maybe, but even if it's the same kind of smoke, the taste of second-hand smoke is different."

"What's the difference?"

Yu Xingnan was quiet, and said softly: "I can't imitate the smell of your second-hand smoke." Your breath was missing there.

Han Shen froze for a long time, rubbed his eyes on Yu Xingnan's lapel, and said in a tone of laughing or crying: "Then don't copy it yourself, the body is lying on your body."

The corners of Yu Xingnan's lips raised slightly, and he didn't say anything more.

The air was quiet for a while, and Han Shen suddenly asked softly, "Do you want to smell it now?"

"En." Yu Xingnan said.

Soon, a flame appeared in the dark night, and then disappeared, becoming a spark.

Han Shen only took a sip of this cigarette, but he didn't spit out the smoke immediately, but directly attached it to Yu Xingnan's lips, and passed it bit by bit.

After Yu Xingnan felt the warmth and softness of his lips, he immediately hugged Han Shenjin's thin waist tightly, and at the same time opened his mouth slightly, allowing Han Shen to send the smoke into his mouth smoothly.

Yu Xingnan knew what it was like to suck his whole brain into his lungs, but he still sucked it in without hesitation. After feeling the long-lost breath, the pores of his whole body seemed to be stretched out, feeling extremely smooth, his lungs were completely Accepted the smell of smoke with Han Shen's breath.

It was at this moment that Yu Xingnan realized clearly that he had long been addicted to cigarettes, a kind of addiction that he couldn't quit - he was addicted to the smell of smoke with Han Shen's breath.

The next morning, when Han Shen woke up, it was already bright. Unlike the previous two days, this time he was no longer the only one left on the bed, and Yu Xingnan was also there, but his eyes were still closed. In his sleep, he must have slept last night. Had a good night's sleep.

Han Shen rubbed his eyes and eyes, lifted himself up from Yu Xingnan's arms with light hands and feet, and then didn't move again, watching his sleeping face quietly.

Han Shen has never been tired of Yu Xingnan's handsome and extraordinary face. Every time he looks at it, he can be stabbed in the heart, making his heart beat faster.Looking at it like this, Han Shen's hand felt a little itchy, so he raised his hand and gently slid his fingertips across Yu Xingnan's cheek and along his forehead hair.

Touching and touching, a shameful thought flashed into Han Shen's mind. He just felt that Yu Xingnan looked like Sleeping Beauty, so if he kissed him, would this person wake up immediately?

But as soon as this idea was formed, Han Shen couldn't help but want to slap himself? His mind was flooded. It's a shame that a big boy actually thinks that a little girl will take fairy tales seriously.

But? However, this idea did not dissipate because of Han Shen's dislike, but intensified like a snowball, until Han Shen put his mouth on Yu Xingnan's lips in a daze.

Han Shen's eyes widened, as if two of himself were arguing in his heart.One yelled at him to stop, pretending to be a fucking white? Prince Ma, disgusting!But the other smiled and asked him to continue, softly? Said your Sleeping Beauty is about to wake up.

As a result, Han Shen blushed, swallowed unconsciously, and pressed his lips tightly at the same time.

Han Shen now only feels that he is not clear-headed, a little dizzy, and can only walk blindly according to instinct, but he kissed for a long time, but he did not see "Sleeping Beauty" waking up.

However, just as he stopped to think, he suddenly felt a trace of warmth slipping across his lower lip, and then he heard a deep voice, "Kiss seriously."

Han Shen woke up suddenly, looked at Yu Xingnan's dark blue eyes that he didn't know when to open, and was in a daze, and then recalled himself? Just now? That shameful thought, his whole face suddenly turned red, and he was only in a moment of urgency. Gu Deshang sat up, waved to Yu Xingnan and said, "Good morning."

Yu Xingnan blinked his eyes, looked at Han Shen and asked, "Why are you blushing?"

He was stupid early in the morning, fantasizing about fairy tales? How can he not blush!However, Han Shen just yelled in his heart, but said seriously on the face: "Just woke up? I feel a little hot."

Yu Xingnan raised his eyebrows, apparently not believing it, but in order to save Han Shen's face, he didn't ask again, sat up and said, "When did you wake up?"

"I was going to ask you." Han Shen smiled and said, "When did you wake up?"

Yu Xingnan looked at Han Shen and narrowed his eyes, and said lightly, "It started when you touched my face."

Han Shen: "..." It's so fucking embarrassing.

After that, the two lingered on the bed for a while, and then they washed together and went downstairs to cook together. The atmosphere of getting along was obviously much more relaxed than the previous two days, and Han Shen's mood brightened from this?

After dinner, Han Shen and Yu Xingnan went for a walk outside. He took the initiative to hold Yu Xingnan's hand. He walked on the stone path paved by the warm winter sun. After looking around, he squinted his eyes and said lazily, "Your house occupies a huge area. You can build a real estate."

A smile appeared in Yu Xingnan's eyes, "But there is often no one living here."

"Why? Uncle and aunt, don't you live here?"

Yu Xingnan replied: "They often go to various places to participate in concerts, and only come back occasionally to stay for a few days."

"Then what about this time, when will you be back?"

Yu Xingnan was taken aback for a moment, inevitably thinking that Han Shen wanted to go back to China, but he didn't say much, just whispered: "Three or four days later."

Han Shen understood, "That's just right, I will take advantage of these few days to find a time to treat someone to dinner."

Yu Xingnan's eyes flickered, and he asked lightly, "Do you have any friends here?"

Han Shen smiled, looked at Yu Xingnan and said, "I don't know anyone here besides you. Inviting her to dinner is just a gift. Thank her for that precious recital ticket."

"When are you going to go?"

Han Shen thought for a while: "Just in the last two days, before my uncle and aunt come back."

"Need I introduce the restaurant?"

Han Shen was startled when he heard the words, he held Yu Xingnan's hand tightly, and then said in a teasing tone: "When did you become so generous?"

Yu Xingnan's eyelashes flickered, "What do you mean?"

Han Shen stopped, then pushed Yu Xingnan against the tree trunk next to the stone road, stared into his eyes, and asked closer, "Aren't you jealous, and introduce the location for me, huh?"

Yu Xingnan also stared into Han Shen's eyes. The breeze blew his hair into a mess, and a few strands fell to the side of his face. "If you want, no one can stop you, so I choose to trust."

Han Shen was stunned. He said this sentence to Yu Xingnan half a year ago. At that time, the two had disagreements. He thought Yu Xingnan didn't take this sentence to heart, but he never thought that this person actually remembered it until today.

In fact, Han Shen was not completely right. Yu Xingnan did not remember until today, but it took half a year to understand the meaning of this sentence.

After Yu Xingnan said this, Han Shen felt very uncomfortable. He used to be too casual and said that he loved Yu Xingnan, but when he felt that he lost his freedom, he still kicked him away mercilessly. She was so focused on how to find herself, she seldom considered how Yu Xingnan would live without him.

"I..." Han Shen's voice was a little choked up. He didn't have the courage to continue to look at Yu Xingnan, so he put his forehead on the other's generous shoulder and asked softly, "Is it very selfish?"

Yu Xingnan was taken aback, looked down at Han Shen's hair, then put his palm on the back of Han Shen's white neck, and said softly, "No." Yu Xingnan sighed softly, "It used to be I want to control you, and you are right to leave at the right time."

Han Shen had a sore nose, "But I was so ignorant at the time? I often lied to you, and even went to bars behind your back."

Yu Xingnan let out a low laugh helplessly, and said, "I've lied to you too."

Han Shen laughed, "So it was two liars who were dating before."

Yu Xingnan also smiled, "Maybe."

Han Shen raised his hand and hugged Yu Xingnan tightly, put his cheek on the side of his neck, closed his eyes and said, "Aren't you very tired before, you have to watch out for me going to the bar."

Yu Xingnan let Han Shen hold him, and said in a low voice, "Yes."

Han Shen sighed softly, "It's because I'm not good enough that I keep worrying you."

Yu Xingnan smiled, "I told you that you are right, but I am too sensitive and tend to magnify some small things."

"So it's not sensitive now?" Han Shen asked suddenly.

Yu Xingnan paused for a moment, then said seriously: "Shen, people always change, and I am no exception at the age of 32."

"Then what have you changed?"

Yu Xingnan thought for a while, then said in a low voice: "I can't feel it myself. But the difference between now and the past is all because of you."

Han Shen's eyelashes trembled, and a warm current surged in his heart, "So you can rest assured that I will go out to play with friends in the future?"

"It's not reassurance, it's trust."

Han Shen chuckled lightly, then remained silent for a while, and then turned back to the previous topic when he spoke again, "Then you really don't want to know all the information about the person I want to thank?"

The air was instantly quiet.

After a long time, Yu Xingnan just sighed, and asked in a calm tone, "Is it a man or a woman?"