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In the bathroom, Han Shen washed? After that, he changed into the clothes that Yu Xingnan prepared for him last night. They fit well and were handsome. At a glance, he knew that he bought them according to his usual dressing style.

After finishing his rectification, Han Shen found a note on the table when he was about to go out to find Yu Xingnan, so he stopped and turned back to look at it. He saw a line of vigorous and powerful handwriting.

Deep, get up later first floor. --South

Han Shen looked at this line of words, his eyes always stayed on the first word. He fixedly looked at this familiar address, and for a while, he had the illusion that they had never been apart.

I still remember the last time Yu Xingnan left him a note, when he locked him in the hotel and went out to buy groceries. At that time, he was very angry and tore the piece of paper into disrepair.Thinking of this, Han Shen couldn't help but pursed his lips, folded the current note squarely, and finally put it into his jacket pocket.

Han Shen didn't go downstairs immediately after finishing all these, but picked up a stack of music scores on the table and flipped through them. Although he couldn't understand the little tadpoles on the staves, he knew the title of the song written in Chinese on the top. , love deeply.

Dozens of staff papers are full of this? A? Title, it seems that it may be a draft.But even so, Han Shen looked at it very seriously, as if he could see through it? Yu Xingnan's slender fingers when playing.

Han Shen admired one by one, thinking that each page was a music score, but he never thought that one of the staff papers was full of Chinese characters, which seemed out of place in the thick pages full of music scores.

And more importantly, Han Shen has seen this distinctive staff paper before, and it can even be said that he created it, because the first line on it is written with "Guarantee" in three big characters.

This was written in person before he and Yu Xingnan formally communicated. It has been a year, and this piece of paper is still as good as new and well protected.

Han Shen looked at each word, his nose soon became sore, and he saw that starting from the third line on the staff paper, it read:

[-]. Yu Xingnan should allow Han Shen to take a bath with him every night.

[-]. Yu Xingnan's bedtime routine every night: massage Han Shen, kiss Han Shen, and refresh Han Shen.

[-]. Yu Xingnan should keep himself clean and keep a distance from people with bad intentions at all times, including but not limited to friends, colleagues, ex, etc.

Promisor: Yu Xingnan

Supervisor: Han Shen

See? In the end, Han Shen's eyes became hot, and his vision gradually became blurred.It was at this moment that he suddenly realized that he had missed a lot of Yu Xingnan's gentleness, the gentleness that he was accustomed to, like a trickle.

After a long time, Han Shen let out a long breath, raised his head and blinked, blinked his red eyes, suppressed all the tears, went back, and then re-clip this voided letter of guarantee to the music score, and then Went to the bathroom to wash? After cleaning up my face and emotions, I strode out? The bedroom door, ready to find Yu Xingnan.

I came here in a hurry last night, so Han Shen didn't pay attention to the decorations in this building. It wasn't until now that I realized that all the decorations inside are extremely elegant, retro and precious, with a strong artistic atmosphere. Han Shen left After half a lap, I just want to sigh that I am worthy of a family of music.

However, what is more surprising is that there is not even a single nanny in such a big family, which is a bit unreasonable.

Yu Xingnan was easy to find. He was cooking in an apron in the open kitchen on the first floor. Han Shen saw it as soon as he went down.

"Good morning." Han Shen had already sorted out his emotions, pressed the matter of the guarantee letter to the bottom of his heart, and said to Yu Xingnan with a smile.

Yu Xingnan turned his head to look at Han Shen, with a slight smile on his lips, "Good morning, but it's already noon?"

Han Shen smiled and walked to the opposite side of Yu Xingnan, and the two operated the platform with a distance between them. Han Shen put his hands on it and looked at Yu Xingnan with burning eyes, "Then tell me again, good afternoon."

Yu Xingnan held the handle of the knife and began to chop vegetables. He didn't say hello, but asked in a low voice, "Are you hungry?"

"Very hungry."

As soon as Yu Xingnan heard it, he sped up the movement of his hands, "Wait a few more minutes, it will be ready soon."

Seeing this silence for two seconds, Han Shen bypassed the operating platform and moved to Yu Xingnan's side. Without saying a word, he held Fangzheng's hand bowl holding the knife, and raised his lips under his surprised expression: " Let me chop the vegetables, these hands are so precious, what if they get hurt? What to do."

As soon as these words came out, Yu Xingnan was startled for several seconds.This is the first time that Han Shen feels sorry for him cooking with his hands playing the piano.

However, Han Shen's face was normal at this time, he took the kitchen knife as it should be, and began to cut with his hands, and said at the same time: "I just washed my hands, they are very clean."

Yu Xingnan looked at Han Shen, "Will you cut it?"

Han Shen raised his eyebrows, looked at the potatoes on the chopping board, and said with a smile, "Tsk, you still underestimate me. If you don't believe me, take a look." After that, he gave it according to the potatoes. Also make a living.

After the talent show, Han Shen looked at Yu Xingnan and raised his eyebrows with a smile: "How about it, isn't it bad?"

Yu Xingnan looked down at Han Shen's achievements, and hummed in a low voice.

Han Shen smiled, and said in a relaxed tone while chopping vegetables: "I used to help my mother occasionally, wash and cut vegetables, turn on the fire, and so on. We can cook together in the future."

Yu Xingnan paused when he heard the words, apparently capturing the meaning of Han Shen's last sentence.But he didn't continue to ask, just answered, and then began to look for things to do again.

It's not that Yu Xingnan didn't want to ask, but he was afraid that the answer he finally got would not be what he wanted. Instead of doing this, why not just accept it? The two of them really have a future.During the six months that Han Shen was away, what he learned most thoroughly was deceiving himself and others.

The answer may not be romantic, but anticipation always is.

In fact, Han Shen also wanted to thank Yu Xingnan for cooking for him for free for half a year. He wanted to blame himself. He never took these things to heart, but he swallowed them back when he said them. Stomach, these have been lost Meaningful words are still suitable to rot in the bottom of my heart.

When eating, Yu Xingnan and Han Shen were the only two people around the big long table. They naturally sat around a corner. The food on the table was Chinese style, which Han Shen liked. Fragrant scallion pancakes.

Han Shen took a mouthful of congee, took another big bite of scallion pancake, and sighed after swallowing it all: "It still tastes like it used to. I feel like I haven't eaten it for a long time."

Yu Xingnan smiled lightly, "Is it delicious?"

Han Shen raised the corners of his lips, "I suggest that you start a side business in the future. The name of the store has been thought up for you. It's called Yuji Scallion Cake. It will definitely become a signature." Han Shen paused for a while, and then Then he smiled and said: "You can't miss the advertisement, this sentence is good, the scallion cake that the world champions eat! How? How about it?"

A smile welled up in Yu Xingnan's eyes, looked at Han Shen and said in a low voice, "If that's the case, I'll only sell it to you."

Han Shen smiled? Laughed, "Then you will lose money? Because I won't give you money."

Yu Xingnan said: "No need to pay."

Han Shen leaned over and asked, "Then what? You can't eat for nothing."

Yu Xingnan's eyelashes flickered. He wanted to say that he would pay it back in a lifetime, but what he finally said was, "You can eat for nothing."

Han Shen paused, sat down and drank porridge, and then said with a smile: "Is this the legendary free lunch? Let's leave later? Aren't you and I going to starve to death?"

Yu Xingnan almost blurted out, "Then what have you been eating for the past six months?"

Han Shen was taken aback, met Yu Xingnan's eyes, and said after a long time, "We ate at the hotel."

"After returning to China." After Yu Xingnan asked this sentence, his hands under the table suddenly curled up? Curled up.

Han Shen was silent for two seconds, did you say it? Honestly, "Fan Tian did it."

As soon as the words came out, Yu Xingnan immediately looked away, looked at the porridge in the bowl and said in a low voice, "Well, just eat what you have."

Han Shen: "..." Too much talk is bound to fall short!What was he talking about just now? Without Yu Xingnan, he would starve to death. It's like digging a hole for himself. How stupid?!However, since we have already said this, we can't just leave it like this. What if Yu Xingnan is so sad that he can't sleep because of this? What to do...

So Han Shen thought about it? After thinking about it, he said: "What I just said is that in the future, you will need your green onion pancakes to continue your life, and you must eat them regularly."

Yu Xingnan didn't have much reaction to the words, he just responded with the ?, and ate in a leisurely manner.And the reason for this is just because his mind is full of images of Han Shen and Fan Tian sleeping on the same bed, and the resulting jealousy makes him unable to speak at all.

Seeing this, Han Shen pursed his lips? He began to eat sullenly and didn't say any more.

After the meal, Han Shen helped Yu Xingnan wash the dishes, nestled in the sofa? After that, he didn't move, watching a movie with Yu Xingnan.

Of course, both of them were not focused on the movie. Han Shen would glance at Yu Xingnan from time to time. Yu Xingnan's gaze seemed to be on the movie, but in fact he didn't let it go? Han Shen's every move.

Soon, Han Shen still couldn't bear the itch, and turned his head to find something to say: "At home? What's the matter? Just you? What about the others, don't you have an aunt?"

Yu Xingnan responded naturally: "Auntie has something to do these two days, so she's not here."

"Oh, that's it. If you don't create? Are you watching movies here?"

"No, usually in the bedroom."

Han Shen raised his eyebrows and asked, "Always there?"

Yu Xingnan nodded.

Han Shen, oh? He didn't continue to ask, but suddenly got up and said, "Then go to your bedroom now."

Yu Xingnan was a little surprised, "Stop watching movies?"

Han Shen narrowed his peach blossom eyes and smiled? Smile, "Who can see in now."

But after arriving in the bedroom, the two of them didn't know what to do. Han Shen sat on the rattan chair and hugged the cat, while Yu Xingnan sat at the table, arranging his music scores.

The atmosphere between the two has never been so embarrassing as it is now. Han Shen was a little depressed for a while, so he didn't pretend to be relaxed anymore. He looked at Yu Xingnan and said seriously: "How is the past six months?"

Yu Xingnan paused, but quickly returned to normal, and whispered: "It's okay." "What's the matter? Are you happy? Are you happy? Let me hear it?"

Yu Xingnan completely put down the music score in his hand, turned to look at Han Shen and said, "There was one piece yesterday."

Han Shen was taken aback. Although he had already guessed it for a while, he still asked, "What?"

"You came?."

Han Shen gritted his teeth, "Apart from this? What else?"

Yu Xingnan didn't say anything.

Han Shen was stunned, then pulled out an unnatural smile, and said something in a hoarse voice, "Well, I'm pretty much the same, actually."

Yu Xingnan narrowed his eyes, and asked in a low voice, "How have you been doing for the past six months?"

Han Shen smiled? Laughed, and said frankly: "Let's do it." He said in silence for two seconds, "It's gym exercise, racing car, catching a plane, and back and forth."

"Have you made? New? Friends?" Yu Xingnan asked.

Han Shen frowned and thought about it, but soon heard Yu Xingnan say: "If it's not convenient, don't force it, talk about something else."

When Han Shen heard this, his mood was a little complicated, and he quickly said: "I don't force it, not at all, I just couldn't remember it for a while, and I met all of them? What kind of friends."

Han Shen looked at Yu Xingnan, smiled and continued: "But I really don't know any new friends, because I met you before, so I think others are too ordinary. But it's worth mentioning that I put Quit the bar? Haven't been to the bar for half a year?"

Yu Xingnan was stunned, his eyes flashed? It was unbelievable, but since Han Shen said it seriously, it must be true.

After a long time, Yu Xingnan asked in a low voice, "Why?"

Han Shen raised the corners of his lips, raised his eyebrows at Yu Xingnan, and said with a smile, "Besides you, why else?" Han Shen wanted to say all the necessary words at this moment, and exchanging their hearts was what they needed to do most at the moment.

Yu Xingnan fell silent when he heard the words, Han Shen didn't care, and continued: "We were able to separate half a year ago? I must have something wrong. Thinking about it now, I was really not good at that time? I would love someone, and I was more greedy." Playing, didn't take into account? Your feelings, so I have to change it too."

Han Shen kept looking at Yu Xingnan when he said these words, "Actually, to be honest, I have been forcing myself for the past six months? Don't think about you, you have left too deep marks on me. If you think of it accidentally, you will It was very uncomfortable, and in the end I even became a little scared, afraid of all the emotions you brought me, and also afraid of facing you again."

Han Shen said that his nasal cavity was a little sore, "Actually, this is also the reason why I have been procrastinating not coming to see you? But from last night to today, I feel a little regretful. I regret that I didn't have the courage to come to see you earlier..."

After that, Han Shen talked a lot, like a chatterbox that had been closed for half a year was suddenly opened, and he began to talk endlessly, from sitting to standing, and then from standing to talking. Lie on the bed and talk.

During the period, Yu Xingnan listened quietly, occasionally responding, until Han Shen fell asleep unknowingly, then got up and gently covered him with a quilt, and then sat quietly by the bed and looked at Han Shen's sleeping face , no more movement?

Han Shen's day and night have been upside down for the past two days. It's the time of jet lag, and he is more likely to get sleepy. When he woke up again, it was after five o'clock in the afternoon. He was the only one left in the bedroom, and the surrounding light was relatively dark. There is a feeling of not knowing what year it is.

After all his consciousness returned, Han Shen got out of bed and washed his face, and went downstairs to find Yu Xingnan.It's just that when he was approaching the first floor, he suddenly heard a chatter, followed by the sound, and went to have a look. Tao Shangqian was talking to Yu Xingnan on the sofa.

When Tao Shangqian saw that it was Han Shen, he immediately raised his lips and smiled and said, "Finally woke up? I heard from Erwin that you have slept since noon until now."

Yu Xingnan also turned back immediately, then got up and walked to? Han Shen asked in a low voice: "Are you still sleepy, are you hungry?"

After the conversation at noon, the atmosphere between the two of them obviously eased, and it was quite natural.

Han Shen smiled at Yu Xingnan, pulled his hand at the same time, and said: "I feel refreshed now, but I am a little hungry." After that, he greeted Tao Shangqian, "Come here? Ah, I was a little sleepy at noon. it's good now?."

Han Shen had already passed the time to speak. He went to sit opposite Tao Shangqian and asked with a smile, "What time did you come?"

"I just came here not long ago." Tao Shangqian raised his lips as he said, with a hint of a smile in his tone, he took the initiative to explain, "I came here to report the overall situation of the recital last night to Erwin."

Han Shen was taken aback for a moment, then waved his hands and smiled: "It's okay, you continue to chat."

At this time, Yu Xingnan said: "Have we finished chatting? What do you want for dinner?"

Han Shen narrowed his peach blossom eyes, "What are you doing? What are you eating? Oh."

Tao Shangqian just laughed, but didn't make a sound.

Yu Xingnan went to the kitchen after hearing the words, so only Han Shen and Tao Shangqian were left in the living room.

It was Tao Shangqian who opened the mouth first, and said with a smile, "What do you want to ask? Just ask, while Erwin is away."

Han Shen was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, drank up Yu Xingnan's remaining half cup of coffee and said, "What do you do? Know that I have something to ask?"

He really wanted to ask Tao Shangqian something, otherwise he would have gone to the kitchen to help Yu Xingnan chop vegetables by now?

Tao Shangqian raised his eyebrows slightly, "Guess."

Seeing this, Han Shen didn't continue to circle around, and asked bluntly: "You and him ended up in the car last night? Did you say something in German? Can you tell me?"

Tao Shangqian seemed to have expected it a long time ago. He was not surprised at all. He smiled and said, "Erwin asked in German last night, which means he didn't want you to know."

Han Shen raised his eyebrows, and was about to say something, but was interrupted by Tao Shangqian, "But?, I can tell you secretly."

Han Shen was a little surprised, "Why?"

"Because I think you should know." Tao Shangqian blinked while speaking, "But? Because he didn't want to tell you, so I can only say a little bit."

Han Shen's face was a little dark, "Let's talk."

"Before getting off the car last night, he asked me if it was true. I said, yes, he really came this time?" Tao Shangqian told Han Shen the truth.

Han Shen frowned, unable to react.

Tao Shangqian took the initiative to explain, and slowly said: "Because? Because before this, he has been to the airport? Twice, and each time he waited for a whole day. He said that his intuition told him that you would come on that day."

Han Shen's heart trembled suddenly when he heard the words, and the whole figure seemed to be frozen in an instant, unable to move a bit.

Tao Shangqian was not surprised by this reaction, and continued: "No one can understand what he did, let alone where his intuition came from. In short, he was very abnormal during that time, and Aunt Yu was very worried. "

"Then what about the end?" Han Shen couldn't help asking with hot eyes.

"In the end it suddenly became normal again? Of course, no one knows why he returned to normal."

Han Shen quickly asked again: "What is this? What happened?"

Tao Shangqian thought about it, thought, "I remember the first time he went to the airport to wait for you in September, and the second time he waited for you in October. I thought he would wait in November, but in the end he didn't, and after that, he Is it going to be normal?"

Han Shen's brain was working quickly, and soon, he recalled that the beginning of November was the Mexican Grand Prix, that time he missed the champion because of the promise Yu Xingnan mentioned in the text message, and that was after this time , Yu Xingnan once again sent a message saying that he would not have to fulfill the agreement to announce to the world and concentrate on the game.

Could it be because of this that Yu Xingnan gave up completely and returned to his normal appearance?

Thinking of this, Han Shen felt pain in his heart, as if he was being pulled hard, even to the point where he couldn't breathe.Although Tao Shangqian is an outsider, he has seen it very thoroughly and knows that Han Shen has deep feelings for Yu Xingnan, so this passage will definitely make Han Shen feel bad, and this is his purpose.

During the six months when Yu Xingnan returned to Germany, Tao Shangqian took time to see Yu Xingnan almost every week, so he watched Yu Xingnan's changes helplessly.

In fact, in the one month before the recital, Yu Xingnan has been gaining weight, because this will not make the difference from half a year ago, and this is why Tao Shangqian privately told Han Shen the truth, he wanted Han Shen Love a little more, so that Yu Xingnan's pain will be less.

Sometimes Tao Shangqian would laugh at himself and think, why?It wasn't until this time that he saw the distraught Yu Xingnan that he suddenly realized that what really attracted Yu Xingnan was nothing at all.

Obviously, Han Shen has the ability to influence Yu Xingnan's emotions and even his character, but he doesn't have it. He took the wrong path from the very beginning, which made his secret love that had been buried several feet deep lost. Chances of germination.

It's just that it's here? At his age, he's already looked down on love. He still chooses to be Yu Xingnan's forever friend with peace of mind. At least he can see him whenever he wants. the point.

He can play a good friend for ten years, and he can also play a good friend for a lifetime.Friends of course hope that friends can be happy, and he is no exception.Just to put it bluntly, he is a coward after all, a coward who only dares to hide and love his friends.

Tao Shangqian didn't stay for dinner in the end, and left after talking to Han Shen, leaving Han Shen alone in the living room in a daze.

Not long after, Han Shen quickly sorted out his emotions and went to the kitchen to help Yu Xingnan cook, because he just said at noon that he would help him chop vegetables in the future.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Han Shen lay on the bed with the cat in his arms and listened to Yu Xingnan playing the piano. He wanted to listen to the whole "Sonata of Deep Love", but Yu Xingnan just repeated the fourth movement over and over again.

Han Shen knows why Yu Xingnan? It should be like this.In this sonata, the first movement is conspiracy, the second movement is conflict, the third movement is grief, and only the final fourth movement is beautiful.Since Yu Xingnan just wants to repeat the good, then he can accompany you and just listen quietly.

Did Yu Xingnan stop playing? How many times did he stop? Seeing this, Han Shen immediately teased and said, "What? Are you tired of playing?"

Yu Xingnan shook his head, and said lightly, "I won't be tired if I play for you all night."

Han Shen pursed his lips and twisted wantonly on Yu Xingnan's bed? Twisted his body, "Then why stop, I still want to hear."

Yu Xingnan said: "It's already very late? But? If you're not sleepy, I can continue."

Han Shen immediately said after hearing the words: "Forget it? Let's take a rest. You did feel a little sleepy when you said it." He was not sleepy, but Yu Xingnan didn't sleep well, so he couldn't disturb him.

"Go take a shower first." Yu Xingnan said.

Han Shen didn't move, and stared at Yu Xingnan with a pair of peach blossom eyes. There was a scorching light in his eyes, and then he suddenly asked without warning:

"Wash together, okay?"

The author has something to say: Babes, tonight is the amount of the two shifts, make up for yesterday's!

And as I write this, I suddenly feel that the attack of the weak and glamorous beauty is not bad, and it is transformed from a black-bellied madman.