please listen

With the appearance of these two words, the air became quiet.

At this moment, Han Shen was so shocked that he couldn't even breathe. He forgot, and stared at Yu Xingnan with wide eyes.

But Yu Xingnan just looked calm, and met Han Shen's sight, and the calmness in it seemed to be like this, as it should be, as it should be.

Han Shen was even more shocked by this attitude. He twitched his eyebrows, took a deep breath, and after a long while said, "Now, let's think about getting married?"

Han Shen just felt so surprised that he was only 23 this year!Falling in love and getting married are completely different things, not to mention he never thought of entering the palace of marriage so early!It's true that he likes Yu Xingnan, but that doesn't mean he will confess his life so early.

"Yes." Yu Xingnan looked into Han Shen's eyes with a serious expression, not at all? It seemed like he was joking, "Only getting married can make me feel at ease."

Han Shen frowned and shook his head, and retorted: "There are many ways to gain a sense of security, you have to try to trust me, understand, this is the problem."

Yu Xingnan said: "In the future, I won't be able to stay with you all the time like now. The relationship between lovers is too fragile. We all need a guarantee."

Han Shen frowned even tighter, and said anxiously: "Why are we so fragile? Why can't we have today? Is it because? You don't? Trust, not to mention that the marriage certificate is tied to it? It's just a title. What if? You and One of me has a sudden change of heart? Can it stop it? Can it stop it?!"

Yu Xingnan fell silent when he heard the words, stared at Han Shen with dark pupils, sighed lightly for a long time, and said tiredly: "Shen, you are always like this, right? The relationship is not firm, you are afraid of marrying me, why? What."

Han Shen was taken aback for a moment, then pinched his brows irritably, and said helplessly: "Xingnan, in fact, not long ago, I had the idea of ​​going back to Germany to marry you, this? I mentioned it to Fan Tian, ​​no You can ask him. The reason why we are not concluding now is because we feel that nothing is ready, not to mention that there are still unresolved conflicts, a lot of problems, and the timing is simply not right? Right? Okay."

"Shen, have you ever thought about breaking up with me?" Yu Xingnan suddenly asked in a low voice.

Han Shen pursed his lips and said, "No, since I found out that you were watching, I just wanted to be separated from you for a while?"

"So we? will always be together, right?"

Han Shen curled his fingers, thought for a moment and said, "Yes? The premise is that you want to make changes."

Hearing this, Yu Xingnan rubbed Han Shen's hair, and said, "The only meaning of marriage is for us to stay together forever. Since you won't break up, it doesn't matter to you. Bondage, at the same time it will make me feel at ease, why not? What's more, it's not about to end now, I have to see my family first, and there is a high probability that it will not be until next year."

Yu Xingnan said and kissed Han Shen's forehead lightly, and continued to whisper: "Shen, there is no priority in getting married. Our life after marriage will not change. Just take it as a reassurance. I promise. , will make changes for you."

Han Shen gritted his molars tightly. He didn't know what to say anymore. He couldn't say anything to Yu Xingnan at all. There seemed to be a stagnation in his chest, and he couldn't get it out. He was so bored. He panicked. "Forget it, go to sleep."

Yu Xingnan paused, and said for a long time, "No? Do you want to?"

Han Shen said helplessly: "I can't communicate with you, you don't at all? Know that I want now..."

"You want to be free." Yu Xingnan interrupted Han Shen lightly, "You want to get rid of all the shackles around you, you want to go to the bar all night, you want to do whatever you want? Stuck, no? Wants to define identity, no? Wants to stay in the same place. Am I right?"

Hearing this, Han Shen's heart trembled violently, and his breath felt heavier, but he didn't make a sound.

Seeing this, Yu Xingnan chuckled twice in the dark, "Actually, you like this shouldn't have provoked me at the beginning. Shen, I couldn't achieve long-term love before, not because the freshness faded, but because? Those people and You always want to get out of control, fight against me everywhere, and wear down my patience. So, if you want me to love you forever, please be obedient."

Han Shen froze, his palms were already sweating uncontrollably, but he didn't hesitate, and said stiffly, "No? I don't want to."

"It's already late." Yu Xingnan whispered, "Shen, you have no way out."

After that, neither of them said anything.The room was very quiet, so quiet that he could hear each other's heartbeat. Han Shen fell asleep in the sound of Yu Xingnan's gentle and powerful heartbeat. How long can he hold on, because? This night, he felt unprecedented suffocation. Yu Xingnan's feelings for him made him feel as if he was stuck in a quagmire. There were only two roads ahead, either to escape or to be swallowed.

Han Shen slept until the next morning. After waking up, Yu Xingnan had already prepared breakfast. After washing up, he ate a few bites before going to the gym.

As Yu Xingnan said earlier, he did send Han Shen to the gym this time, and said he would pick him up again in the afternoon.Yu Xingnan greeted Han Shen's teammates before leaving. During the period, he and Donald looked at each other for a moment, with a hint of warning in their eyes.

Han Shen didn't smile all the way, he held a cigarette between his fingers and smoked one puff after another. He didn't raise his eyes when Yu Xingnan left.

There were not many people in the gym, and they were all concentrating on exercising, so only Tang Xiaochao, who was resting at the side, noticed Han Shen's state? Yes? He went over and asked a few words.

Han Shen? He wanted to mention more about the matter between him and Yu Xingnan, so he found an excuse to prevaricate it. After warming up on the spot, he got on the treadmill, put on the earphones and started exercising.

Although Tang Xiaochao's heart is simple, he still knows Han Shen very well. Knowing that this person has something on his mind, he wanted to go over and care about him, but he was stopped by Anton who came over halfway, saying that Han Shen Quiet alone, it is best not to disturb.

Tang Xiaochao saw that it was Anton's proposal, so he didn't think about it any more. Finally, he looked at Han Shen worriedly and followed Anton away.

How did the day go by? Soon, Han Shen finished his exercise in the afternoon and was about to go downstairs after taking a shower when Yu Xingnan called.

Han Shen looked at the caller ID, and stayed there for a while, until he was about to hang up automatically, then picked up, slowly put the receiver to his ear, and said expressionlessly: "Xingnan."

"Shen, I'm downstairs."

Han Shen said: "Yes."

"Come down after you're done, don't you? Don't worry, we'll go to the supermarket to buy some ingredients together later, and cook what you like tonight."

Han Shen was quiet and said, "Okay."

The car Yu Xingnan drove was from the hotel. On the way, Han Shen sat in the co-pilot and looked out the window. His eyes became a little out of focus after a long time. Seeing this, Yu Xingnan asked in a low voice: "What are you thinking about? "

Han Shen came back to his senses, blinked his sore eyes, "It's nothing, I just feel like you're idle."

Yu Xingnan didn't respond to the sarcasm, he just said: "I'm on vacation, take it easy? It's normal."

"Then you follow me 24 hours a day? It's fine, worry-free? It's easy."

When Yu Xingnan heard the words, he glanced at Han Shen lightly, and then said: "It's not so leisurely, the sonata is writing the third movement."

Han Shen lit a cigarette, "It seems that you are quite busy. You have to create and watch me."

Yu Xingnan's eyes darkened, no? He wanted to argue with Han Shen, so he changed the subject, "What do you want to eat tonight?"

"It's all right."

Yu Xingnan: "..." He was silent for a moment, then said seriously, "If you don't want to go to the supermarket with me, you'll stay in the car later."

Han Shen: "Okay."

In this way, after arriving at the location, Han Shen was locked in the car by Yu Xingnan, and he was only given two car windows for ventilation before entering the mall.

On the surface, Han Shen didn't say anything about this, but as soon as Yu Xingnan left, he suddenly stomped his foot hard, roared angrily, and finally covered his face with his hands and didn't move.

Twenty minutes later, Yu Xingnan got into the car with a bag of things. At this time, Han Shen had recovered and was playing games with a cigarette in his mouth.

On the way back to the hotel, neither of them spoke. It was not until after entering the door that Yu Xingnan asked again: "Shen, do you want to eat scallion pancakes? I can make some later."

Han Shen walked towards the living room, waved his hands and said, "No? Eat."

Yu Xingnan narrowed his eyes, "Okay, then put the bag in the refrigerator that you won't use tonight, and the meal will be ready soon."

Han Shen responded casually, and then took a large bag of food that Yu Xingnan bought back, walked to the refrigerator, and started tidying up.The bag was full of vegetables and meat, and there were no snacks, because Yu Xingnan never bought those things.

No? But it was only at the end that Han Shen found out that the bottom of the bag contained the kinds of cigarettes he often smoked. There were six boxes in total, and there were six relatively thinner boxes next to the cigarette boxes. Han Shen raised his eyebrows. I picked it up and took a look. Sure enough? Of course, in addition to the six packs of cigarettes, there were also six packs of safety condoms...

Yu Xingnan has been cooking for half a year, and his cooking skills have improved a lot, so he is very proficient, and the carefully prepared dinner is quickly put on the table.After Yu Xingnan left the kitchen, he took off his apron and asked Han Shen to eat while it was hot. The smell of oily smoke on his body was heavy, so he went to take a bath first.

It's just that when he came out of the shower, the food on the dining table was still untouched, and Han Shen was still sitting on the sofa playing games.

Yu Xingnan's face darkened, he looked at Han Shen and asked, "Why not? Eat."

Han Shen didn't look up, and said casually: "You go first, I'll eat later."

Yu Xingnan narrowed his eyes, "Why don't I eat before cooking?" Yu Xingnan was afraid that Han Shen would be hungry, so he speeded up on purpose, almost hurting his hands.

"Isn't it? It's because of me that I will make you hungry." Han Shen put down his phone, looked at Yu Xingnan, and said with a hint of sarcasm in his tone.

Yu Xingnan sensed Han Shen's sarcasm, and could feel very clearly that this person was looking for him on purpose? Happy.Yu Xingnan began to approach Han Shen, and at the same time said seriously: "Shen, this approach is meaningless."

Han Shen was seen through at a glance, so he snorted coldly and blurted out: "Then what you have done during this time is meaningful?"

Yu Xingnan stood still in front of Han Shen, looked down at him and said in a low voice, "We? Can? Communicate."

"Communication?" Han Shen laughed, "You call that communication? It's obviously your unilateral arrangement!"

Yu Xingnan frowned, then sat down beside Han Shen, rubbed the center of his brows, and said wearily, "Shen, stop making trouble..."

Han Shen interrupted Yu Xingnan, "Then can you stop following me?"

Yu Xingnan's eyes trembled, and then he slowly turned his head to look at Han Shen. His eyes were a little red. His long hair was still wet after taking a shower. At this moment, a drop of water fell on his pale face, and then slipped down, leaving There is a water mark that is very similar to the tear mark.

Han Shen couldn't bear it the most. Yu Xingnan stared at him like this, and wanted to avoid it for a while, and planned to go to the bedroom to stay.

But before Han Shen entered the bedroom door, Yu Xingnan suddenly got up and rushed towards him, hugged him tightly from behind, and at the same time continued to move forward several steps according to the inertia, and finally stopped by the bed. Yu Xingnan continued to push harder, and Han Shen was caught Overwhelmed? Lie down on the bed, without any hesitation, Yu Xingnan bowed his head and kissed her.

Han Shen realized what Yu Xingnan was going to do almost instantly, and then he felt that Yu Xingnan's emotions were out of control... Han Shen couldn't help but curse secretly in his heart, shit, every word No? Let's go to him!

But although Han Shen felt angry, he didn't resist, but let him move, because as long as Yu Xingnan thought about it, he couldn't break free at all, and maybe it was because he still loved Yu Xingnan from the bottom of his heart, so he didn't want to be affectionate with you. No? Resist.

Not long after, Yu Xingnan's breath became heavier, and he asked in a low voice, "Where is the new condom, Shen..."

"have no idea."

"If you don't know, it won't work this time." Yu Xingnan said in Han Shen's ear.

Han Shen almost blew his hair, and then squeezed out a sentence through his teeth, "You fucking go get it for me, it's all under the sofa cushion."