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After Han Shen scolded, Yu Xingnan stopped talking, and his eyes darkened? He stared at Han Shen quietly.

"How many real characters are there in your sentence? You're still fooling around at this time. You really think I'm a fool." Han Shen was particularly angry at Yu Xing Nancai's reaction. He originally fantasized about this person Could he confess it when he asked? But no, Yu Xingnan was always pretending.

Seeing that Han Shen was about to explode, Yu Xingnan settled down, stared at Han Shen for a moment and asked in a low voice, "Shen, what do you know?"

Han Shen sneered, with anger in his tone, "What do you say I know, or what else I don't know? Positioning. Well, it's you, Yu Xingnan, who did it perfectly! If it wasn't for me yesterday Trapped there at night, how long do you want to monitor me? A year or two? Or a lifetime!" Han Shen became more and more angry as he spoke. It had been a long time since he was so angry because of a single person.

After Yu Xingnan heard the word "positioning", his face darkened in an instant. His eyes flickered slightly, and then he let go of Han Shen's hand, rubbed his brows, and then said in a declarative tone: " It was Samuel who told you."

Han Shen gritted his teeth and squeezed out a sentence, "Is this the fucking point?"

Yu Xingnan sighed lightly, turned to look at Han Shen and said in a low voice, "Shen, the location is just to clarify where you are, and it doesn't mean to monitor."

Annoyed, Han Shen laughed, "This is not considered surveillance, so what is considered surveillance? If you have no ghosts in your heart, why bother to install my mobile phone without permission?"

Yu Xingnan was silent for a while, then asked, "If I had told you, would you have allowed me to do this?"

"How? It's possible!" Han Shen didn't think about it. He didn't think: "I'm not a criminal, why should I be pretended to be a position? How is this different from tying a rope around my neck?!"

Although Han Shen is very talkative, there are also minefields that cannot be touched, that is, he will not accept control for any reason.He advocates freedom, he can treat Yu Xingnan's daily tricks as a little love affair between lovers, and let it pass, but today's matter is definitely not within the range he can accept!

Yu Xingnan raised his eyebrows slightly when he heard the words, "So? I didn't tell you."

Han Shen was taken aback for a moment, and then he raised his hand to pull the strands of hair. Yu Xingnan was so angry that he got a headache, he couldn't believe it, and said, "Because I don't like it, so? You came secretly?"

Yu Xingnan lowered his eyes, a trace of disappointment flashed across his face, "Then what should I do if I miss you."

"Calling? Phone? Video calls aren't enough for you?"

Yu Xingnan nodded, "No."

Han Shen: "..."

Yu Xingnan frowned slightly, and continued to whisper: "I can't help it, I want to know the distance between us all the time, this is the most intuitive perspective, how far can you make a phone call or a video call? , but only the distance is always changing, it makes me feel our connection, and, deep, and your dishonesty, makes me have to do it, "

Han Shen frowned, "Where am I being dishonest?"

"Would you like me to give an example?"

The corner of Han Shen's mouth twitched, and he couldn't think of a rebuttal for a while, because he would occasionally play a sloppy eye to save trouble, but, "This is not the reason for you to pretend to be a position."

Han Shen straightened his expression, "The two things are different in nature, don't you talk about it with me, because of your growing desire to control, I did that just to avoid quarrels. And you disregarded my wishes and did this kind of thing, it's purely In order to monitor, keep track of my position at all times, so as to satisfy your never-satisfying desire to control. Yu Xingnan, if one day, I no longer go to the competition, but cuddle by your side every day, on call, without Thoughts, obedient? Obedient, I think...you are the happiest and happiest at that time, right."

Han Shen didn't have any reservations this time, he just expressed all his views on Yu Xingnan so far?Things have developed to the point where he is today, and he can no longer make mistakes.He and Yu Xingnan have been dating for half a year, and this long-standing problem? It's time to solve it, otherwise he is afraid that if it continues to grow like this, the situation will eventually become irreversible.

Yu Xingnan quietly listened to Han Shen's words. Although he didn't show it on the surface, his heart had already set off a turbulent wave. No matter what, he didn't expect that Han Shen could see it so thoroughly!

Yes, Han Shen guessed right.Yu Xingnan really wanted Han Shen to have nothing in his life except him.But Yu Xingnan also knew that this was impossible, because from the first time the two met, Yu Xingnan had already deeply felt the uninhibitedness in Han Shen's bones, and wanted to tame such a person as himself? What he wanted It was no easy task, and there was no chance of success, so? He had to hide it?, using a subtle way to gradually change the other party.

Unfortunately, the facts before his eyes told him that he hadn't succeeded, and Han Shen was still the same Han Shen he was half a year ago.

Yu Xingnan's eyes were heavy, and after thinking for a long time, he denied in a low voice, "No." Yu Xingnan still wanted to come back with Han Shen? The last game, "Before I met you, my understanding of lovers was exactly as you said, and I wanted to completely control them. But, it’s not anymore, Shen, the motivation for everything I do now comes from my love for you, maybe there will be some shadows of my past mixed in, but it’s not in essence.”

Yu Xingnan said and slowly held Han Shen's hand, "I hope you win the championship, and I hope you stand on the podium to be admired and liked by more people. Shen, I am changing for you, can you feel it... "

Han Shen looked at Yu Xingnan's dark blue pupils in silence, wondering whether he should believe what the other party said.

That is? At this time, cold sweat broke out on Han Shen's forehead, and he woke up instantly.Because he found that he could no longer see the inside through Yu Xingnan's skin, and even if he saw it, he was hesitating whether it was real or just an illusion used to confuse him!

At this moment, Han Shen lost his trust in Yu Xingnan.

But in love, trust is the place of the soul and the foundation. If there is no trust, this fragile relationship will collapse one day and disappear in the dust accumulated by time without a trace.

Han Shen was always looking at Yu Xingnan, but as time passed, he couldn't see anything. There seemed to be a fog in front of him. The real Yu Xingnan was behind the fog. He tried his best to get rid of it. , It's a pity that there is nothing you can do? Why? You can't see Yu Xingnan's true face.

Thinking of this, Han Shen stood up abruptly, and resolutely broke away from Yu Xingnan's hand in the process. He looked at the void in front of him, took a deep breath, and returned to reality when a smell of fresh vegetables came into his breath, and his eyes focused on the distance , his eyes fell on the vegetables on the table not far away, this is the dish that Yu Xingnan will cook later.

Han Shen settled down, exhaled slowly, looked down at Yu Xingnan who was in a daze, moved his Adam's apple, and said in a hoarse voice: "Xingnan, maybe now, we all need to calm down."

After Han Shen finished speaking, he raised his legs and walked resolutely towards the door. At the same time, he said, "Give me some time. It's best not to meet each other during this period."

As soon as these words came out, Yu Xingnan's pupils shrank suddenly, he stood up and shouted at Han Shen's back, "Han Shen, stop!"

Han Shen's back froze, he curled his fingers, and then turned his head and said in a trembling voice: "Sorry, Xingnan, I feel like myself? Now... I can't see through you, it feels bad, I need time to unravel, wait After I figure it out, I will take the initiative to contact you."

What Han Shen didn't say was that he felt suffocated and depressed at the moment, and desperately wanted to escape from this room with Yu Xingnan.

When Yu Xingnan heard the words, panic flashed across his face that he had never seen before. He strode towards Han Shen, and at the same time said in a deep voice, "Shen, it's you who said that you can't fight coldly when you encounter problems."

Han Shen looked at Yu Xingnan who was gradually approaching him, and couldn't help taking a step back. He shook his head helplessly and said, "It's not a cold war, it's just calmness. What's the matter? Let's call? Contact, don't chase after him." At the end, Han Shen did something to Yu Xingnan. He made a stop motion, then took a deep look at him, turned and left without looking back.

Han Shen walked out of the room, closed the door and took a few deep breaths. After confirming that Yu Xingnan would not chase him out, he breathed a sigh of relief. Perhaps it was because he hadn't eaten breakfast that his legs were a little stiff at the moment. ?soft.

Han Shen closed his eyes helplessly, leaned against the door and let himself go. After his mood improved a little, he moved to the next door and knocked on the door of An Dong and Tang Xiaochao's room.

Han Shen can't go anywhere now, and he has to catch a plane in a few hours, so for the time being, he can only stay with his two most trusted people.

It was Anton who opened the door. He was still wearing pajamas. The lumpy muscles all over his body looked extremely sexy against the thin nightgown. His whole body exuded strong male hormones. At this moment, he was holding a Half of corn, must be eating breakfast.

Seeing that it was Han Shen, An Dong raised his thick eyebrows and said unexpectedly, "Han? Are you here? This..."

Han Shenqiang smiled and interrupted: "Come here? Let's have breakfast. I don't know if you will come? Will you come? In time?"

Anton turned sideways and said, "Of course, just in time." After Han Shen entered the door, Anton asked again, "Mr. Beckmann is not here today? Isn't he always preparing your three meals a day?"

Han Shen's heart trembled, his fingers curled up, and he made an excuse casually, "He just accidentally overcooked the vegetables, and the smell in the room is too strong, should I come out? Hide."

Anton shrugged his shoulders when he heard the words, and immediately knew that this was not the truth, but he didn't expose it. He just patted Han Shen on the shoulder and said, "Okay, Tang Ye is eating, let's go together."

While speaking, Han Shen had been led to the living room by Anton, and Tang Xiaochao, who was nestling on the sofa while watching TV while gnawing corn, was very focused. He was surprised and said, "Brother, why are you here?"

Han Shen smiled, "Come on, let's eat." After finishing speaking, he glanced at the same half of corn in Tang Xiaochao's hand, and at a glance, he knew that it was shared with Anton.

An Dong said: "You can enjoy the food on the coffee table as you like, I will order more if there is not enough food."

Han Shen sat next to Tang Xiaochao, didn't see anyone else, took a big bite of a sandwich, and asked with a smile, "Why don't you two eat at the table?"

Tang Xiaochao pursed his lips and said nothing. An Dongdai replied, "It's Tang who likes to watch TV while eating. It's more convenient to sit here."

Han Shen was stunned when he heard the words, and his eyes were on the two of them? Turning around, he immediately felt something, but he didn't say it clearly, he just thought about it and said: "Just follow him like this, don't you always advocate eating? Do you want to concentrate, when did you become so talkative?"

Anton didn't change his face and said: "I think now, comfort is the most important thing"

Han Shen: "..." Forget that he didn't ask.

But from this, Han Shen began to think involuntarily, if it were Yu Xingnan, he would probably have to tell him the benefits of concentrating on eating. In short, the final result must be that he can't watch TV while eating, which is more important than his father. Also wide.

Thinking of this, Han Shen couldn't help sighing in his heart, and began to worry about Yu Xingnan's tough character.

After that, Han Shen stayed with Anton and Tang Xiaochao all the time, avoiding Yu Xingnan, but? It wasn't until he was about to get on the plane that he suddenly realized that when he bought the ticket yesterday, his and Yu Xingnan's seats were next to each other!And he dares to fight? Guaranteed, Yu Xingnan will definitely follow this time.

"Anton, can you sit next to Xingnan later? Let's switch seats. I just had a quarrel with him this morning. It's not appropriate to get too close now." Han Shen lowered his voice and said to Anton.

Without the slightest hesitation, Anton immediately responded, "No problem, as long as Mr. Beckmann doesn't dislike me."

Han Shen waved his hand, "No, you can rest assured, thank you brother."

In this way, Han Shen finally sat in Anton's seat, and Tang Xiaochao was beside him, which made him feel better instantly, but Donald was actually sitting behind him...

During the period, Donald looked very happy and was always talking to Han Shen? However, Han Shen's attitude was always indifferent and seemed very impatient. Staring at the back of Han Shen's head for a moment, he looked all the way.

Because they were on the same flight, it was inevitable for Han Shen to meet Yu Xingnan when he got off the plane.At the moment when others looked away, Han Shen saw that Yu Xingnan was also looking at him, and there was a grievance rarely seen in that gaze.

Han Shen gritted his teeth, not daring to turn his head, for fear of being bewitched.

Han Shen no longer shared a room with Yu Xingnan this time, so room allocation became a problem again. Tang Xiaochao could only be with Anton, so the rest of Han Shen would either sleep alone or with others. Teammates negotiated to live in one room.

But when he was struggling, Donald suddenly came up to him, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Brother, do you want to share a room with me?"

Han Shen pursed his lips and said decisively, "No, I live alone."

Donald was taken aback, and when he came back to his senses, only Han Shen's back was left.

In the evening when the group first arrived in Austria, Han Shen stayed alone in the empty room. After a long time, his chest felt a little stuffy.

Han Shen sat paralyzed on the sofa and rubbed his forehead, resisting the urge to go upstairs to find Yu Xingnan.

The current Yu Xingnan is too oppressive for him, and he doesn't know how to deal with it, but at this moment, his mobile phone suddenly vibrated twice, and when he opened it, it was Yu Xingnan's news: I made scallion pancakes, Want to eat.

Han Shen: "..." Such a straightforward temptation is definitely the only one he has ever seen in his life.

Although Han Shen was a little tempted, he finally replied: No, I just finished dinner.

The other side quickly replied: Then I will warm it up for you first, and then eat when you are hungry.

Han Shen looked at this line of words firmly, with mixed emotions in his heart. He thought that the only person in this world who cared more about him than his parents was Yu Xingnan, but yes, the person who cared more about him than his parents? Yu Xingnan .

Thinking of this, Han Shen sighed softly towards the screen, wondering when Yu Xingnan would be able to subdue his perverted desire to control a little bit.

This is like a sharp thorn lying between the two of them. If it is not pulled out, the two of them will never be able to truly be together.

Han Shen thought for a while before returning: "Have you had dinner yet?"

The other party replied: No.

Han Shen reluctantly took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, and then replied: Why don't you eat it, didn't you make green onion pancakes?

Yu Xingnan quickly replied: You are not here, I have no appetite.

Han Shen was speechless for a while, and replied: ... Then eat when you have an appetite.

Yu Xingnan Hui: My room is above yours, 8092.

Han Shen laughed, rolled his eyes in his heart, and replied: Why tell me your room number?

Han Shen thought that Yu Xingnan would threaten to wait for him to come before eating, but the other party replied: If you are scared alone at night, you can come and find me.

As soon as he saw this sentence, Han Shen's nose suddenly became sore. He thought that this person still remembers himself? He is not used to sleeping alone... Han Shen took a long breath and replied after a long time: "Okay, good night."

After answering this article, Han Shen turned off his mobile phone, took a shower, ordered a meal, and then began to rest. As expected, he had another nightmare.

Han Shengang dreamed that Tang Xiaochao was trapped in a swamp and couldn't get out, so he could only cry helplessly for him. He wanted to save him, but there was a fire in between. When he finally put out the fire to save Tang Xiaochao, Yu Xingnan suddenly appeared behind him , the voice is cold and deep, deep, where are you going...

The dream here was forcibly cut off by Han Shen. He gasped for breath after waking up, and then cursed in a low voice after his emotions calmed down a little, shit, this dream will escalate, why the hell can't it be refined!

Fortunately, it was already dawn at this time, Han Shen wiped the cold sweat on his forehead with a tissue, picked up his phone and looked at it, and there was another unread message, which was sent by Yu Xingnan half an hour ago: Shen, good morning, what will I want to eat later, I cut off the location on your phone last night.

Han Shen stared at the screen for a while, then returned after a long time: I'll have breakfast with Anton and the others, you don't have to prepare it for me.I have to slow down the positioning, and it will take a few days.

Two minutes later, Yu Xingnan replied: OK.

Looking at the lonely word displayed on the screen, Han Shen couldn't bear it for a moment, and thought helplessly in his heart, so it turns out that one word can express grievances, tsk.

After that, Han Shen began to soak in the gym and exercise, except for chatting with Yu Xingnan about three meals a day, there was almost no interaction.

Yu Xingnan was also very good this time. He didn't force him to meet again. This gave him a chance to breathe. After two or three days, he really relaxed a lot. Yu Xingnan talked openly and honestly, and then asked the other party to sign a letter of guarantee, and the matter of positioning was considered a turning point.

But at the end of the game, when Han Shenye wanted to go upstairs to find Yu Xingnan, Donald suddenly knocked on his door, and said softly outside the door: "Brother, I just went to buy some Chinese food, do you want to try it?" ?”

Han Shen frowned, originally he wanted to say no, but considering that this person might come to disturb him in the future, he thought why not take this opportunity to explain clearly what he should say, so as to save the other party from having to worry about it to bother him.

Han Shen opened the door, looked at Donald who was carrying the lunch box expressionlessly, and said lightly, "Just tell me, what's the matter."

Donald was taken aback, "Brother, why do you..."

Han Shen was a little impatient, "Stop talking nonsense?"

Donald's face changed, and he pursed his lips after confirming that Han Shen was not joking, his eyes became a little dodgy, and he asked in a low voice: "Brother, did I make you unhappy recently?"

The author has something to say: apples taste like apples, bananas taste like bananas, grapes taste like grapes, so what does Han Shen taste like?

Answer: "It's scallion pancake flavor."

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