sword in the air

As soon as Xu Yunqian entered the courtyard, he noticed that something was wrong. No one was lighting the lights in the house. It looked like a dark hole. His heart sank, and he regretted that he didn't leave anyone to watch. Gu Yi.Xu Yunqian pushed open the door and went in. Sure enough, there was no one inside. The moonlight came in. On the table was a bowl of cold porridge and a bowl of bitter medicine that no one had touched.

The mattress was specially tidied, probably knowing that Xu Yunqian loves cleanliness, so everything was tidied up.

Gu Yi left?

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Xu Yunqian heard some movement from the roof, and when he went out, he saw Gu Yi sitting on the eaves with a full moon behind him.

Gu Yi changed his snow-white Taoist robe, and it seemed that he had changed back to his original appearance. He was dressed in black, with his arms and elbows propped on the ridge of the roof, and he was looking up at the moonlight, as if he had sensed the existence of Xu Yunqian. He beckoned, "Brother, come up and take a look."

Xu Yunqian tipped his toes and turned over, only to see a wine jar next to him. The wine looked familiar. Gu Yi said: "Master's."

Xu Yunqian sat down next to him, and Gu Yi drank some by himself. He didn't drink well, probably only drank less than three cups, his face was a little red, and he said, "I drank it secretly."

Xu Yunqian sat down next to him. They spent their childhood in this courtyard, and there was Wang Shengru at that time. Before Wang Shengru died, it seemed that no matter what happened in the world, it was not their turn to worry about it.What were they thinking at that time, Xu Yunqian was focused on pursuing the pinnacle of martial arts, and Gu Yi was focused on revenge.

At that time, Gu Yi always kept saying that revenge comes first, senior brother comes second.

Xu Yunqian always thinks that Gu Yi likes him very much, now that he has given up revenge, he has become the only one, but? He is not happy at all.

Xu Yunqian even hoped that Gu Yi would confront him tit for tat, and beat you to death for those old things.

Instead of the current situation, Gu Yi had a unilateral truce, he was on the verge of death, he had seen through too many things, and he was too lazy to take care of those grudges.

"I wanted to leave." Gu Yi said, he changed his clothes, and prepared to leave. The mongoose was right, and Gu Yi could only live by returning to Cao Haiping's side.

"And then?" Xu Yunqian asked.

Why didn't you run?

Gu Yi was taught very well by Xu Yunqian, and he knew that Xu Yunqian would be angry if he left.He also knew that he didn't want to live that kind of life anymore.

He wanted to gamble.

"Brother," Gu Yi changed the question, "What do you think Master thinks? Mine?"

Gu Yi figured it out by himself, but he still wanted to ask Xu Yunqian, he could only talk to Xu Yunqian about this question, no one in the world could understand Wang Shengru anymore.

Xu Yunqian turned his head to look at it? Gu Yi, Gu Yi's eyes were very bright, as if he was looking forward to Xu Yunqian's answer, Xu Yunqian softened his voice, "He said he wanted me to love you so much."

This was Xu Yunqian's first impression of Gu Yi. Wang Shengru took Gu Yi up the mountain, saying that his parents had died early, and that he had a pitiful background, so that he, a senior, would love this little junior.

Now that I think about it, Zhu Xueyang may have misunderstood what Wang Shengru meant. Wang Shengru did not stop the relationship between them. He was not leaving a way for Xu Yunqian, but for Gu Yi. He found a "good marriage" for Gu Yi , it is sure that the person Xu Yunqian identified will not let go easily.

Wang Shengru felt at ease when Gu Yi was handed over to Xu Yunqian.

Gu Yi felt sore when he heard this, he thought about it many times, Cao Haiping almost broke through his defense line, making him neither human nor ghost, and he was completely sure when he heard it from Xu Yunqian.

"Thank you." Gu Yi said.

Xu Yunqian went to touch his forehead, Gu Yi was a little hot, he frowned and asked, "Do you have a fever?" He didn't know what happened to Gu Yi, he was fine this morning.

Gu Yi pressed Xu Yunqian's hand? Heart, said: "It has nothing to do with you, I am always like this." Gu Yi always has a fever for no reason, especially this year, it is commonplace to have a fever, just like the day in Bailu City, most of his Sometimes the mind is dizzy, and it needs gold needles to seal the acupoints to be effective. Later, the gold needles are useless to him. To kill Cao Hai, he usually has to nail three iron nails on himself?

Xu Yunqian asked: "Show? Shen Shushu? Have you passed it?"

Gu Yi responded, "Look? I always have a fever, so I can't always take medicine." In fact, Gu Yi would feel sick after drinking medicine for a long time. up.

Xu Yunqian rubbed Gu Yi's back and asked, "Have you eaten?"

Gu Yi said: "Disgusting."

Gu Yi seems to have spent all his energy on the bed. Now he is sick, he can't eat, and he still feels sick. At this time, he still didn't forget to joke with Xu Yunqian, "Don't worry, I'm not pregnant, you don't have to take responsibility."

A long time ago, Xu Yunqian liked to kiss his belly on the bed, and then jokingly asked him if he could conceive, now this joke? It’s not so funny anymore.

Xu Yunqian said: "There will be a solution, Shen Shushu's master will be here in a few days." He sent someone out to find medicine, Jiang Yuan has been helping him find a miracle doctor, Shen Shushu contacted Poison Valley in Southern Xinjiang, and his master Lan Zhen will come out of the mountain In the past two days, the Poison King of Southern Xinjiang went to the mountain. Xu Yunqian from the Western Region invited him several times. Shan Po said that he would bring Hesa ​​from the northern border to Zhengxuan Mountain. It’s not like he hasn’t done anything for ten years. There is always one way to succeed.

Gu Yi didn’t speak? Shen Shushu’s method is to open his mouth to get rid of Gu, and take care of his body step by step? There is no time when you can’t see any effect in three to five years. In fact, if you don’t make a decision immediately, Gu Yi probably won’t live for a month. .

He was betting his life by staying here.

Gu Yi seemed to have a result with him today, he pulled Xu Yunqian's hand away, looked into his eyes, and said word by word: "I want to open my mouth to get Gu." He wanted to open his mouth, but he couldn't accept it. When he met Xu Yunqian on the battlefield, he didn't want to come to his senses and killed Xu Yunqian, just like he killed Wang Shengru back then.

He couldn't taste the pain when he came back to his senses for a second time.

Xu Yunqian didn't speak, but Gu Yi said to himself, he kissed Xu Yunqian's palm, looked deeply at him, "Brother, I'm chasing you."

For the first time, Gu Yi wanted to start over with Xu Yunqian. He wanted to invite his brother to the theater, he wanted to take him to eat the cakes at Xinghualou, and he wanted to give him a future, but Gu Yi had no future. He had to put this matter to rest. Think clearly.

"You just slept with me, so you don't have to be responsible to me." He knew how responsible Xu Yunqian was. The first time he slept with Gu Yi, he wanted to be responsible to him. At that time, he didn't like Gu Yi very much.

Gu Yi said softly: "If I survive, I will slowly fall in love with you." He couldn't delay Xu Yunqian's bright future, he wanted to wait until he survived, and Xu Yunqian promised him to be together again.

He spoke very happily, Xu Yunqian froze, Gu Yi only had a [-]% chance of surviving, Shen Shushu said that even if he survived, his chest would hurt when it rained, and Xu Yunqian was reluctant to live in pain every day in the future.

"What if you die?" Xu Yunqian asked in a hoarse voice.

Gu Yi said: "If you die, you..." He couldn't go on. A person with such a cold heart couldn't go on what to say next? Gu Yi? Forgot, sometimes he wonders if Xu Yunqian really cultivated the way of ruthlessness, would it be better, because it would not be so cruel to anyone.

"What if you die?" Xu Yunqian knew that it would be difficult for Gu Yi, but? He had to force him to look directly at this issue, saying that he was selfish.

Gu Yi paused, as if being pulled into? A trap, no matter what he couldn't escape.He raised his head and took a sip of the wine. The hot liquid poured into his throat, and some of it flowed down his neck.Xu Yunqian said: "I can capture Cao Haiping alive, trust me."

He can catch Cao Haiping, he can save Gu Yi from suffering, give him some time, he has already planned everything.

With a bang, the wine jar fell down. Gu Yi peeled off his clothes, exposing his chest. He held Xu Yunqian's hand close to him, letting him feel the broken heart.

The skin under Xu Yunqian's hands was criss-crossed with scars, and the scars from last time had not healed.

"Brother, there are bugs inside." Gu Yi said calmly.

It was the same at the foot of Tianyue Mountain. Xu Yunqian got up in the middle of the night and found that Gu Yi was gone. Gu Yi pointed a sharp knife at his heart, saying that there were bugs in it, and it hurt him, so he wanted to dig it out.

Xu Yunqian wants to take back his hand? Gu Yi refuses, he wants to let Xu Yunqian see? It is clear, what kind of crippled body is he, holding Xu Yunqian's hand forcefully, and let him hold it tightly? Gu Yi's movements were so strong, but his voice was so soft, "I want to be free."

He wanted to be relieved, it had been ten years, it hurt too much, he couldn't stand it.

"I want to like you completely." Gu Yi said.

"Gu Yi, wait a little longer." Xu Yunqian was trembling, he had never faced this matter so directly, he couldn't make this decision at this time.

"What will you do if you meet me?" Gu Yi asked.

Xu Yunqian was almost restraining his instinct, he forced himself to calm down, "I'm not afraid that you will kill me."

Xu Yunqian is not afraid, if Gu Yi really becomes a puppet and he wants to kill himself, then he admits it, he can't let Gu Yi bet on the [-]% chance at this time.

"I'm afraid." Gu Yi lowered his head, resting his forehead on Xu Yunqian's shoulder.

Being drunk is very similar to being bewitched, in that you can't distinguish between reality and the environment, as if your body is temporarily handed over and nothing is left.

Xu Yunqian didn't understand that feeling, as if he couldn't find his own thoughts, couldn't tell what was real and what was fake, he began to doubt himself, whether he wanted to kill Wang Shengru or Cao Haiping wanted to kill Wang Shengru, whether these emotions belonged to him or not. Belongs to Cao Haiping?

Gu Yi's heart was cold, the alcohol was coming up, and his brain was chaotic. He tried hard to think about something, but he didn't know what to think, but he felt that he had to think about something, but no matter how he thought, his mind was full of chaos, intermittently , There is no starting point and no end point, he thought he might really go crazy.

"Are you happy these two days?" Gu Yi asked, he felt that the time was short and he hadn't done enough, but he didn't have time.

Xu Yunqian patted him on the back lightly, "Happy."

I haven't been this happy for a long time. Gu Yi brought a lot of fun to him.They watched a play together in the rain, and watched a Wu Song fight a tiger that no one cared about.They kissed under the umbrella, listening to the crackling raindrops on the umbrella, they shared the joy of fish and water, he liked to hear Gu Yi call his senior brother on the bed, he liked to see Gu Yi stretch his limbs without reservation, he liked Gu Yi when parting Yi poked his head out from under the quilt and gave a teasing kiss. He liked the pair of black eyes hiding behind the quilt, staring at him wetly.

After only getting along for a few days, Xu Yunqian can list a lot of happiness.

"Brother."

"Huh?" Xu Yunqian hugged him tightly.

Gu Yi said: "I like you." I have liked you for many years, from the age of 15 to now, when I went to Zhengxuan Mountain, I have liked you for almost my whole life.

Xu Yunqian caressed his hand on his back? After a pause, Gu Yi had quarreled with him and had sex with him in the past few days, but? He had never talked about love with him so bluntly. Gu Yi said these words at this time? The meaning is obvious, he will not be afraid when facing Cao Haiping, he can go to death calmly, but he cannot face Xu Yunqian calmly.

Such Gu Yi leaned tightly in his arms and said that he liked him.

Xu Yunqian didn't want to respond to him. He was afraid that Gu Yi would not survive, and wanted to use himself as a bait to lure him to move forward. He touched the back of Gu Yi's neck and said cruelly: "You haven't caught up yet, I don't want to agree you."

Gu Yi hugged him tightly, as if he didn't hear Xu Yunqian at all, or didn't care what Xu Yunqian said at all, he just wanted to express himself, while? Before he went completely crazy, while? He hadn't become Cao Haiping's puppet, what can he be sure about now, his chest is throbbing, as if something is about to come out, and he said again: "I love you."

Xu Yunqian paused, the first time Gu Yi said this word to him, he never said love.

Xu Yunqian's heart began to collapse, and he could hardly hold on to himself.

Afterwards, Gu Yi did not speak for a long time. Xu Yunqian only heard the sound of light breathing. Gu Yi lay on his stomach obediently and quietly. Xu Yunqian thought that this person had fallen asleep, and wanted to pick him up and go back to his room to sleep, but suddenly felt a chill , fell on his neck.

It was hot at first, and then it became icy cold when it was blown by the cold wind.

Gu Yi actually cried.

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-03-2322:51:21~2021-03-2422:50:08期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: chocolate bear cheek meat, Hao Wenwen 1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Ading Ding Ding;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!