domestic devil

Dugu Jieao knew that Ou Jingnian would be unusually sensitive sometimes, but he didn't expect that Ou Jingnian would be so sensitive.In the past, she often talked about earning money, and she also spontaneously learned modern new technologies, but these are indeed not the reasons why she is so anxious recently.

Dugu Jieao pursed his lips, and did not immediately answer Ou Jingnian's question.

Ou Jingnian did not urge Dugu Jieao either.She just kneaded a circle on Dugu Jieao's head and neck gently, and used her index finger and thumb to part a few locks of long hair for Dugu Jieao, and said something irrelevant: "Baby, in fact, you You can cut your hair."

Dugu Jieao rubbed his head against Ou Jingnian's arms a few times before asking, "Do you want me to cut it?"

Ou Jingnian understood her implication: "Baby, I hope you can let go of the past and live here properly." She touched Dugu's unruly face with her other hand, and smiled softly: "However, Letting go of the past doesn’t mean you have to cut your long hair.”

Dugu raised his head in bewilderment, looking at her from the side.

Ou Jingnian squeezed her face with both hands: "You go online every day, you must know that we are very particular about personalization here. The so-called personalization is actually to let everyone live according to their own wishes. Of course you can cut a mainstream mid-length hair or Short hair and long hair will not be disliked by everyone. Look at the street, although most people have the same makeup, but there are still some people with strange clothes, people may not accept this kind of Aesthetics, but I will not go to reprimand and insult them, forcing them to change their clothes."

Dugu laughed mockingly: "If this is the case, then everyone should be very tolerant towards homosexuality."

Ou Jingnian's hands trembled, she lowered her head to look at Dugu Jieao, and Dugu Jieao was also looking at her, the child's eyes were shining, and the anger in his eyes was obvious: "I don't think this place is as tolerant as you said at all. Your family , those bastards on the Internet who don’t know where to work, or even a low-status cleaner in the community can comment on us at will. They are ugly, poor, and stupid people, but just because they like the opposite sex, It's like being superior to us."

Ou Jingnian frowned: "Did my uncle look for you again? Or...my aunt?" Ordinary people's words would not make Dugu Jieao care so much.

Dugu Jieao was full of disdain: "It's your aunt."

Ou Jingnian immediately became angry: "What did she say to you?" Before she knew it, Dugu Jieao seemed to have become her weakness. She could be a good person in other places, but once it involved Dugu Jieao, she always I can't control my temper a bit.

Dugu Jieao turned over from Ou Jingnian's arms, crawled forward a little bit, lay on Ou Jingnian's body, looked at Ou Jingnian from top to bottom, with the tip of his nose pressed against Ou Jingnian's: "She said that you are still worried about what happened back then. , the two of us will never have a future together."

When Ou Jingnian heard that it was just this, his expression relaxed again: "Xiao Hong and I have already passed away..."

Dugu Jieao interrupted her: "That's not what your aunt is talking about, it's... about your parents' death."

Ou Jingnian suddenly fell silent.

Dugu Jieao carefully observed her facial expression, bent his arms slightly, put his nose on Ou Jingnian's and said sullenly: "That matter... you are still blaming yourself, right? I will answer truthfully when you ask me You, but when I asked you, you always kept secretive and refused to explain to me."

Ou Jingnian forced a smile, and hooked Dugu's unruly chin with his finger: "It's not that he refuses to explain to you, actually...I don't know what's going on." Her eyes were a little confused, as if she was caught in memories , and seemed to be in a daze: "Sometimes I think, if I didn't come out to my parents so anxiously at that time, or if I didn't leave so recklessly after I came out, would my father not be happy for me? I can't sleep because of things, and I don't get distracted while driving. Or, would things be better if I didn't pick girlfriends so badly? I know these thoughts are meaningless, deceased Gone, and, even without me, Dad could have been distracted by other things, or maybe even got hit by another car or something. Legally, I'm not responsible for anything, but... that feels sad I don’t know if you’ve ever had the feeling that even if there are gods in the world, who have pre-determined the life and death of every mortal, you still feel sad when you see someone close to you pass away, and you can’t help but make A lot of futile assumptions... do you understand?"

Ou Jingnian's voice was calm, but his eyes were a little wet. Dugu Jieao looked at her, leaned over gently, and licked away the tears from the corners of her eyes with his tongue: "But if you don't come out, maybe what you regret now is that you haven't come out." Confess to your parents."

Ou Jingnian remained silent, letting Dugu Jieao rub his nose against her forehead, nose and chin. After a while, she said, "Who knows." Neck: "I know the truth, I just need some more time. And, sometimes when I think about it, in the face of such a major event as life and death, in fact, other things, such as money, shares, other people's eyes, and even marriage, It's all small things. Two people can be together and be happy, one day counts as one day, it's better than anything else, right?"

Dugu Jieao stared at Ou Jingnian, pursed his lips, and said after a while, "You didn't say that when you refused to be with me before."

Ou Jingnian raised his eyebrows in surprise, and after thinking for a while, he remembered his worries back then: "At that time, I wasn't sure..."

Dugu Jieao interrupted her words with his eyes: "You have been running away."

Ou Jingnian laughed dryly: "If you must think so..."

Dugu Jieao interrupted her again: "At first, you obviously liked me, but you didn't dare to be with me. Later, you were together, but you kept looking for reasons to break up. Now, you are with me Now, and you refuse to talk about the future with me. You are afraid that we will have no good results, so you dare not take me seriously." She added indignantly: "I am very serious about you."

Ou Jingnian smiled wryly: "I'm serious about you too. It's just that falling in love and getting married are really different..."

Dugu Jieao wrinkled his nose: "It's really different. If we are in love, we are together, and no one can do anything to us, but if we want to get married, we can only go to a foreign country, pass many exams, and stay there , this kind of marriage is considered effective-everything in it will cost a lot of money, time and energy." Dugu Jieao stared at Ou Jingnian: "You are afraid that you have invested a lot of money to do these things, but still fail. So I'm escaping even more, after all, you... have no confidence in me, right?"

Ou Jingnian was silent for a while, and then slowly said: "It's not so much about you, it's better...it's about us, and we don't have confidence in the matter of gay marriage." Only when you have to do it will you know the difficulties.Back then, she and Yang Aihong were both international students, and it was so difficult to go through the formalities, not to mention Dugu Jieao, a semi-literate...

Dugu Jieao clenched his fists, and rarely said a single big word.