[Heirs] Journey

Yin Canrong looked at Jin Tan walking out of Liu Rachel's office dejectedly with an expression of "I knew it would be like this".

Jin Tan asked him again: "Can you talk to Liu Rachel again?"

"No." Yin Canrong refused so simply.

"Yeah, you're Eunsang's best friend!"

"That's why I came here."

In Li Baona's opinion, Cha Eunsang's horoscope must be at odds with her.At Jin Tan's birthday party, she had just informed everyone that she was about to get engaged, and Jin Tan pulled Cha Eunsang to announce the news of her marriage.Moreover, their wedding date is just the third day after their engagement.Now everyone forgot about her and cared about Jin Tan and his Cinderella fiancée.How annoying!

And the world that Cha Eunsang will face is not easy. As the core figure of this high-profile wedding, she needs to do too much preparation.But Rachel Liu did not expect that Jin Tan would ask her for help.Is his skull broken?

Using Li Baona's busy engagement and Xianzhu's sister-in-law's busy charity foundation as an excuse, Jin Tan found Liu Rachel.Of course, he did it for selfish reasons.

His father agreed to his marriage with Enshang, the relationship between him and his elder brother has long been eased, and he and Yingdao have also reunited.Jin Tan's life seems to have been completed, but there is one regret that has been buried in his heart-Liu Rachel.

After a short conversation in Mingxiu's studio in the third year of high school, Rachel Liu thoroughly fulfilled her promise.This circle is so big, and they have had many opportunities to meet each other over the years, but she really never said a word to him again.

His heart was tingling slightly.Of course, this is not some old-fashioned love plot like "you know how to cherish when you lose it". He is just regretting the loss of a friend.

They used to be friends, when they weren't engaged.Strangely, after the engagement, the two drifted away.By the end the engagement blew up and their relationship fell apart.

Out of the selfishness of retrieving an old friend, he asked Yin Canrong to help persuade Liu Rachel to be Eunsang's etiquette guide. He hoped to slowly break the frozen relationship between the two through this method.

However, he was rejected.

"I have done my best as a friend." Yin Canrong patted him on the shoulder. "Now, it's time for me to do my brother's duty." He gave advice. "If you really think Rachel is a friend, don't come to her again. No matter what you think, in the eyes of others, you are a failed engagement relationship."

When Liu Rachel thought the incident was over, Jin Tan's mother came to visit with Cha Eunsang.It's not Zheng Renshu, the mother who used to be on household registration, but Han Qiai, Jin Tan's biological mother.

Three years ago, when Chairman Kim Nam Yoon woke up from a coma, he chose to divorce Jung In Sook.However, Han Qi'ai failed to get on the household registration as she wished, and became the justifiable wife of the president.As a father, Chairman Jin prefers his younger son; but as a man, his favorite is always his wife who died young.The only thing that made Han Qiai happy was that she was finally able to appear in front of everyone holding Chairman Jin's hand, as a girlfriend.The life of a woman is really sad.

Facing such an elder, Liu Rachel still received Han Qiai and Cha Eunshang politely as she did in high school.

As a mother, her son's hope is her hope.Although he still has various dissatisfaction with Che Eun, what can he say if his son likes her.However, she still hopes that Cha Eunshang can appear at the wedding in a manner that does not belong to any lady.So, even though she might be scolded, she still made a request to Liu Rachel.

However, things seemed to be smoother than expected, Liu Rachel smiled and asked Cha Eunsang to stay.So, Han Qiai left with the joy of completing the task.

However, when Jin Tan came to pick up Cha Eunshang in the evening, the atmosphere in the study seemed to be different from what mother said.Cha Eunshang was sitting alone on the sofa, while Liu Rachel was reading a book leisurely in a swivel chair with his back to her.

"Che Eunshang, you go out first, I have something to say to Jin Tan." Liu Rachel coldly issued the order to evict the guest.

Sending the anxious Cha Eunshang to the living room, Jin Tan returned to the study. "Rachel..." He had a lot to say.

"I thought you just had no ideas," but Rachel Liu took the first step, "Now it seems that you are really thick-skinned! I have already said, don't talk to me. We are not in a good relationship! If You haven't heard clearly before, so I've made it clear enough today."

"I also have something to say." Whether it was because of the years, Jin Tan's tone softened a lot, and it was no longer the way she should take it for granted in her memory. "No matter what you do in the future, at least today, please let me finish my sentence."

but--

"This is not a church. If you want to confess, go to another place." She didn't want to hear him.

However, Jin Tan stood at the door of the study, blocking the only way out.He made up his mind today, even though Liu Rachel's eyes kept beckoning at him, he remained motionless.

Helpless, Rachel Liu sat on the swivel chair again and picked up the book.She faced the increasingly dark window, leaving only the back of Jin Tan's head.

Jin Tan left the door and sat on the sofa, crossing his fingers uneasily, took a deep breath and finally spoke.

"At that time in Mingxiu's studio, I thought about what you said later. You are right, my love is of no use to Eunsang. I only think about myself, and I only care about whether my feelings can be obtained. Respond. But what she really needs, I never seem to think about it. So, I lost Eun Sang..."

Liu Rachel flipped through the book impatiently, why did she sit here and listen to him say these things!

"...In these years, I often wonder why God wants me to go through this. Then, I thought of you..."

It's not my business!

"...'You thought I wouldn't be hurt, and that's wrong.' I didn't remember what you said at that time..."

The hand that turned the pages of the book finally stopped.

"...I thought I was tolerant enough, because I never blamed anyone, my parents who made me a bastard, my brother who exiled me, and you who got engaged to me without asking my opinion. So , no matter what I do, I take it for granted. I have never complained about you. Why do you blame me? Before I realized it, I had hurt a lot of people, my father, mother, brother, and you! "

At this moment, outside the window is the occasional boundless night, and inside the window is Liu Rachel's face holding back tears.

Yes, you hurt me!

You have left a wound in my heart that cannot heal for a long time. In the dead of night, this wound festers and festers alone.I tried my best to hide this wound, not daring anyone to find out, because no one can help me heal this wound.Not even Choi Young-do.

As long as this wound is lightly touched, it will make me feel piercing pain.Whenever this time, I would like to ask: Why did you treat me like this, did I do something wrong?

You let me, who is obviously a victim, bear such shackles.

"...Maybe God wanted to punish me, so I lost Eunsang, and let me reflect on what I did. I'm sorry, because the hurt in my heart caused others to be hurt. I'm really sorry!"

sorry!

Yes, all I want is an apology from you.Because of this wound, only you can heal it.After all these long years, it's finally starting to scab because of your apology, and one day this wound will heal.There will still be a scar in my heart, but it won't hurt anymore.

And I don't have to wake up from a dream alone in the middle of the night with those self-doubts.It was you who did it wrong, not me.

Your apology is late but better than never!

There was the rustle of the sofa behind him, and Jin Tan got up to leave.But when he reached the door, he turned back and solemnly clarified to Rachel Liu, who had his back turned to him: "That... I, like my mother, believe in Buddhism."

The tears that were about to fall were held back because of this sentence, and Liu Rachel couldn't help laughing.From the age of 18 to 25, she laughed because of Jin Tan for the first time.

In the middle is her youth.

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