Is Mr. Jiang jealous today?
Chapter 69
How should I tell her that the times are different, and the impossibility in the past can also become possible?
Fan Chengyu and Li Rong were silent. The mother and daughter found a chair and sat down. The dim street lamp flickered a few times, and the light and tree shadows overlapped, shining on Ms. Li Rong's face.
Even though she has entered middle age and started to gain weight, with wrinkles creeping up her cheeks, the appearance of her facial features makes it easy to imagine her beautiful appearance when she was young.
Fan Chengyu sighed unconsciously in his heart, and almost forgot that his mother was also young.
She tentatively said, "Mom, can you tell me which girl it is?"
Ms. Li Rong let out a sigh from her nasal cavity, "There is nothing to say."
That being said, Ms. Li Rong's gaze lost focus.She remembered being obsessed with a girl when she was young.It's just that people in that era were simple and didn't know that this was love, so they all moved aside in the direction of friendship.
After so many years, there is still contact, but no one will expose it.
"It's you, Aunt Xiao, we are living well now."
Aunt Xiao, whom Fan Chengyu met many times when she was young, is Li Rong's best friend.After she grew up, Aunt Xiao was no longer in City A, so she naturally saw her less frequently. She heard that her son had gone abroad these years, and she followed him.
"Mom, since you understand, besides you who can support me, I don't know who else can help me. Teacher Jiang's mother slapped her when she heard the news today and said she didn't recognize her. Before she came out I thought, since she has already received this slap, then this slap cannot be in vain, I thought that even if you slap me ten or twenty times, I will not separate from her. "
"Chengcheng, why don't you understand this truth?" Ms. Li Rong frowned and was full of anxiety. She had her own position. As her daughter, Fan Chengyu certainly didn't want her to suffer.She tried to persuade: "At that time, I was not as stubborn as you. I listened to my parents and married your father. Don't I have a good life now?"
Fan Chengyu retorted: "Then do you love my dad?"
Li Rong was silent.
"You can obviously love the person you love, can't you? Why do you wrong yourself."
Li Rong murmured: "It's not wronged, your father is very good and treats me very well."
Fan Chengyu turned his head away, feeling sour in his heart, besides being sour, he also felt that her father was miserable, and wondered if her mother was sending her father a good person card...
Noticing Fan Chengyu's micro expression, Li Rong immediately explained: "It's not that I don't like your father, I have been with your father for so many years, of course I like him so I can live with him."
Seeing Li Rong's embarrassed expression, Fan Chengyu couldn't bear to expose it.
"Mom... whatever you say is what you say."
Li Rong kept silent, her eyes stared at Fan Chengyu for a long time, she looked at her daughter.
Since she was a child, Chengcheng was a cute and cute girl. Li Rong thought more than once, maybe this is the grace of God, allowing her to get another return after losing one thing.
She wants Fan Chengyu to find happiness, just like finding a man like Fan's father, he should have a good life.
When Fan Chengyu came back from Country Y, seeing that she wasn't interested in dating and was not interested in a blind date, she felt unspeakably flustered.In fact, for many moments, Li Rong wondered if her daughter was going to go her own way, so she frequently introduced partners to her.
She was afraid, afraid that her daughter would face strange eyes like her past self.She is also afraid, afraid that Fan Chengyu is too young and will suffer greater and more hardships.
When I am old, I want to pretend to be foolish and lie to myself.
When seeing Fan Chengyu's eyes looking at Jiang Xumiao several times, Li Rong didn't doubt it.When Fan Chengyu moved to the teacher's apartment, or when the two of them went on a trip during the May [-]st holiday, the idea was even stronger, but she couldn't be sure, and she had no reason.
What if it's a girlfriend?What if it's a fun friend?
Li Rong was unwilling to lean Fan Chengyu over there.
If it wasn't for Zhuo Fei's sudden visit in the afternoon, Li Rong would never have broken through this relationship. She would still introduce someone to Fan Chengyu, and she knew that she would still refuse, but this way would make her feel better .
This is a very complicated psychology. On the one hand, it is the responsibility of being a mother, and on the other hand, she vaguely hopes that Fan Chengyu will be happy, because she once passed by with happiness, and this kind of regret is actually not to be left behind. daughter's.
Li Rongchang sighed, closed his eyes, and a girl appeared in his head.
After so many years, she thought she had forgotten, but the girl's smile was still so pure and charming in her impression, and the throbbing feeling when holding hands with her seemed to be still in her heart.
After a long time, Li Rong looked sideways at Fan Chengyu and said, "Chengcheng, I actually want your happiness more than you."
"Then you support me to be with Jiang Xumiao."
"But I am also more afraid of hurting you. Life is long and everything is unknown. If you must choose this path, there will be many difficulties waiting for you, not only in the two families, but also in career and interpersonal relationships. ..."
"Mom, I'm not afraid of these."
"You just fell in love with her not long ago. Of course you are not afraid of anything. You wish you could be her forever. What about in the future? Is everything new? Can you be sure that this person will accompany you for the rest of your life? What if you are alone in the future? what to do?"
Fan Chengyu's lips were drawn into lines, and his brows were furrowed. She listened to every word Li Rong said, and there were some questions that could not be answered, only time could give the answers.She believed in Jiang Xumiao, and also believed in this relationship.
"What you said, isn't there such a risk for me to fall in love with others? You have met Teacher Jiang, and you know her character well. Even if we break up like you said, I won't regret it. I just want the present, the present moment. Can you give me the right to love freely." Fan Chengyu's tone was full of pleading, every word stuck in Li Rong's heart.
Li Rong didn't waver, and kept the previous principle, "I don't support you."
"But don't hold it against me either."
Looking at Fan Chengyu's stubbornness when he spoke, he clearly wanted to cry but didn't appear to be crying.
Li Rong's heart softened suddenly.That's right, the knife mouth tofu heart is her own right.
She doesn't want to talk to Fan Chengyu anymore, because it's not suitable now, and when the two are in love, they are inseparable.Secondly, she also didn't want to see Fan Chengyu like this, it made her feel distressed.
So I had no choice but to say: "Then you have to bear the consequences yourself, and my mother has to save face. If the neighbors in the neighborhood ask about this, I refuse to admit it."
Fan Chengyu raised her head, the tears in her eyes forced her back, if she didn't object, she supported, that was all she could think.I never dreamed that Li Rong would be able to back down a step, it was completely unexpected.
"As long as you don't object, Teacher Jiang and I will keep it a secret."
Li Rong's tone was a little tougher: "Don't get me wrong, I didn't support you." After all, she was still a little worried, and added: "I and Teacher Jiang's mother are on the same front."
Fan Chengyu seldom showed a smile, knowing that Li Rong was stubborn, and said: "You don't slap me, it is already the greatest support for me."
Li Rong didn't speak, but his eyes narrowed a little, thinking that Zhuo Fei is really a ruthless person, such a well-behaved daughter can also do it.
"Is her face all right?"
"I've already given her a cold compress." Fan Chengyu stuck it on Li Rong's body, sticky and greasy, and said, "Mom, you are really duplicity, saying you don't accept her, and wearing a skirt that he bought for you, like it Quite..."
Li Rong pushed Fan Chengyu away and forbade her to get close to him. This was a good deal, "I came out in a hurry, and I didn't have time to change my clothes."
Fan Chengyu ruthlessly dismantled it: "You don't want to take it off, do you... My brother said that you washed and dried the clothes and put them away immediately. If I knew you liked it so much, I would buy you two."
Li Rong immediately pulled Fan Chengyu's hair, "Can you shut up, can you stop listening to your brother every day, whether I am your father or he is your father."
Fan Chengyu was in pain, "Hiss, wrong, wrong, mom, I was wrong..."
Although the matter discussed was very serious, and Ms. Li Rong also corrected her attitude and said that she would not support it, but who can predict the future?Fan Chengyu can also see Li Rong's attitude, at least he won't be as troublesome as Jiang Xumiao's mother in the future.
The two chatted for a while, and Fan Chengyu's arms began to itch. This summer is coming and there will be a lot of mosquitoes.
"Mom, do you want to come to my apartment?"
Li Rong got up and waved his hands, "Why don't I sit with you, I'm an eyesore."
"Then I'll take you home."
"I don't want you to send me off, I'm going to do a square dance in the park."
Ms. Li Rong came and left quickly, Fan Chengyu sent her to the opposite side of the road, watched her hurry and hurried away.
Fan Chengyu looked at her back with mixed feelings in his heart.
She doesn't know her mother, really.We have been together day and night for so many years, and I always put Li Rong in the role of "mother", so I always consider her from the perspective of "daughter", and feel that she is strong and fierce.
When I quarreled with Li Rong before, my father always said that my mother was hard-spoken and soft-hearted, but Fan Chengyu didn't believe it.
Especially after returning to China, she always forced herself to go on blind dates, but thinking about it now, Ms. Li Rong should have her own position.
And tonight, Fan Chengyu felt Li Rong's tolerance for the first time.
At least in this matter, Fan Chengyu was completely unexpected.
After parting from Fan Chengyu, Li Rong quickened his pace. It was almost dark, and he turned left and right to squeeze into the crowd. There was an open space in the center of the park, where the aunts danced. Rhythm dance music that moves every time.
When she was about to reach the dancing place, Li Rong paused and changed to a less crowded road. She walked through the tree-lined avenue and came to an empty pavilion to sit down.
Sitting quietly, looking at the surrounding trees, large branches and leaves seem to wrap her up.She was emotionally welling up, and the corners of her eyes felt hot.
He took out the paper in his pocket and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.
In everyone's heart, there is a deep and untouchable sea.And obviously tonight's Fan Chengyu touched Li Rong's deepest secret.
Li Rong didn't want to cry, but the tears in the corners of his eyes still couldn't stop flowing down.
She didn't know what to do, she didn't know whether this attitude gave Fan Chengyu freedom, or indulged her.She is a mother, and she is afraid of harming her child, afraid that this is a wrong decision.
But in the past, she was also a person who longed for love. It was a bit regretful that this love was not realized.
No one tolerated her in those years, and no one understood her.After so many years, shouldn't it be time to turn others' harshness towards her into tolerance, and put this tolerance on Fan Chengyu?
Although it is difficult, although I don't know if it is right.But Li Rong felt that if she didn't support Fan Chengyu, then Fan Chengyu would be alone and helpless.
Hearing the key sound, Jiang Xumiao held his breath until Fan Chengyu came in.
She observed her expression, whether it was anxious or sad or sad. During the hour when Fan Chengyu went out, Jiang Xumiao had already thought of countless possibilities, and had already prepared a draft, ready to comfort her.
As a result, Fan Chengyu didn't show any special expression.
Jiang Xumiao could only ask her: "How is it?"
Fan Chengyu closed the door smoothly, "Better than expected." His voice was a little hoarse.
She told Jiang Xumiao everything about the conversation with Ms. Li Rong.
Jiang Xumiao was too shocked to speak.Maybe this is life, never play cards according to the routine.She even thought that Fan Chengyu was going out just now to get a slap in the face, but in the end...
"She said she won't support me, but she won't oppose me like your mother. At this point, I think it's good."
Jiang Xumiao breathed a sigh of relief, "Well, it is already the greatest support for us."
Fan Chengyu leaned on the sofa, unable to calm down for a long time, "I think my mother is still a very emotional person. I found that I really didn't get to know her well before. I thought she was just an irritable and silly elder sister..."
After Fan Chengyu finished speaking, the phone suddenly vibrated twice.
Turning on the phone, I saw two WeChat messages, both sent by Ms. Li Rong.
Before opening the dialogue box, Fan Chengyu only saw the second item in the list: "Don't tell your dad just yet."
Fan Chengyu clicked on her dialog box, and when he saw the last message, the tip of his nose was sour, and the tears in his eyes suddenly couldn't hold back.
The above one is:
[Forget it, you are brave enough to love. 】
Fan Chengyu and Li Rong were silent. The mother and daughter found a chair and sat down. The dim street lamp flickered a few times, and the light and tree shadows overlapped, shining on Ms. Li Rong's face.
Even though she has entered middle age and started to gain weight, with wrinkles creeping up her cheeks, the appearance of her facial features makes it easy to imagine her beautiful appearance when she was young.
Fan Chengyu sighed unconsciously in his heart, and almost forgot that his mother was also young.
She tentatively said, "Mom, can you tell me which girl it is?"
Ms. Li Rong let out a sigh from her nasal cavity, "There is nothing to say."
That being said, Ms. Li Rong's gaze lost focus.She remembered being obsessed with a girl when she was young.It's just that people in that era were simple and didn't know that this was love, so they all moved aside in the direction of friendship.
After so many years, there is still contact, but no one will expose it.
"It's you, Aunt Xiao, we are living well now."
Aunt Xiao, whom Fan Chengyu met many times when she was young, is Li Rong's best friend.After she grew up, Aunt Xiao was no longer in City A, so she naturally saw her less frequently. She heard that her son had gone abroad these years, and she followed him.
"Mom, since you understand, besides you who can support me, I don't know who else can help me. Teacher Jiang's mother slapped her when she heard the news today and said she didn't recognize her. Before she came out I thought, since she has already received this slap, then this slap cannot be in vain, I thought that even if you slap me ten or twenty times, I will not separate from her. "
"Chengcheng, why don't you understand this truth?" Ms. Li Rong frowned and was full of anxiety. She had her own position. As her daughter, Fan Chengyu certainly didn't want her to suffer.She tried to persuade: "At that time, I was not as stubborn as you. I listened to my parents and married your father. Don't I have a good life now?"
Fan Chengyu retorted: "Then do you love my dad?"
Li Rong was silent.
"You can obviously love the person you love, can't you? Why do you wrong yourself."
Li Rong murmured: "It's not wronged, your father is very good and treats me very well."
Fan Chengyu turned his head away, feeling sour in his heart, besides being sour, he also felt that her father was miserable, and wondered if her mother was sending her father a good person card...
Noticing Fan Chengyu's micro expression, Li Rong immediately explained: "It's not that I don't like your father, I have been with your father for so many years, of course I like him so I can live with him."
Seeing Li Rong's embarrassed expression, Fan Chengyu couldn't bear to expose it.
"Mom... whatever you say is what you say."
Li Rong kept silent, her eyes stared at Fan Chengyu for a long time, she looked at her daughter.
Since she was a child, Chengcheng was a cute and cute girl. Li Rong thought more than once, maybe this is the grace of God, allowing her to get another return after losing one thing.
She wants Fan Chengyu to find happiness, just like finding a man like Fan's father, he should have a good life.
When Fan Chengyu came back from Country Y, seeing that she wasn't interested in dating and was not interested in a blind date, she felt unspeakably flustered.In fact, for many moments, Li Rong wondered if her daughter was going to go her own way, so she frequently introduced partners to her.
She was afraid, afraid that her daughter would face strange eyes like her past self.She is also afraid, afraid that Fan Chengyu is too young and will suffer greater and more hardships.
When I am old, I want to pretend to be foolish and lie to myself.
When seeing Fan Chengyu's eyes looking at Jiang Xumiao several times, Li Rong didn't doubt it.When Fan Chengyu moved to the teacher's apartment, or when the two of them went on a trip during the May [-]st holiday, the idea was even stronger, but she couldn't be sure, and she had no reason.
What if it's a girlfriend?What if it's a fun friend?
Li Rong was unwilling to lean Fan Chengyu over there.
If it wasn't for Zhuo Fei's sudden visit in the afternoon, Li Rong would never have broken through this relationship. She would still introduce someone to Fan Chengyu, and she knew that she would still refuse, but this way would make her feel better .
This is a very complicated psychology. On the one hand, it is the responsibility of being a mother, and on the other hand, she vaguely hopes that Fan Chengyu will be happy, because she once passed by with happiness, and this kind of regret is actually not to be left behind. daughter's.
Li Rongchang sighed, closed his eyes, and a girl appeared in his head.
After so many years, she thought she had forgotten, but the girl's smile was still so pure and charming in her impression, and the throbbing feeling when holding hands with her seemed to be still in her heart.
After a long time, Li Rong looked sideways at Fan Chengyu and said, "Chengcheng, I actually want your happiness more than you."
"Then you support me to be with Jiang Xumiao."
"But I am also more afraid of hurting you. Life is long and everything is unknown. If you must choose this path, there will be many difficulties waiting for you, not only in the two families, but also in career and interpersonal relationships. ..."
"Mom, I'm not afraid of these."
"You just fell in love with her not long ago. Of course you are not afraid of anything. You wish you could be her forever. What about in the future? Is everything new? Can you be sure that this person will accompany you for the rest of your life? What if you are alone in the future? what to do?"
Fan Chengyu's lips were drawn into lines, and his brows were furrowed. She listened to every word Li Rong said, and there were some questions that could not be answered, only time could give the answers.She believed in Jiang Xumiao, and also believed in this relationship.
"What you said, isn't there such a risk for me to fall in love with others? You have met Teacher Jiang, and you know her character well. Even if we break up like you said, I won't regret it. I just want the present, the present moment. Can you give me the right to love freely." Fan Chengyu's tone was full of pleading, every word stuck in Li Rong's heart.
Li Rong didn't waver, and kept the previous principle, "I don't support you."
"But don't hold it against me either."
Looking at Fan Chengyu's stubbornness when he spoke, he clearly wanted to cry but didn't appear to be crying.
Li Rong's heart softened suddenly.That's right, the knife mouth tofu heart is her own right.
She doesn't want to talk to Fan Chengyu anymore, because it's not suitable now, and when the two are in love, they are inseparable.Secondly, she also didn't want to see Fan Chengyu like this, it made her feel distressed.
So I had no choice but to say: "Then you have to bear the consequences yourself, and my mother has to save face. If the neighbors in the neighborhood ask about this, I refuse to admit it."
Fan Chengyu raised her head, the tears in her eyes forced her back, if she didn't object, she supported, that was all she could think.I never dreamed that Li Rong would be able to back down a step, it was completely unexpected.
"As long as you don't object, Teacher Jiang and I will keep it a secret."
Li Rong's tone was a little tougher: "Don't get me wrong, I didn't support you." After all, she was still a little worried, and added: "I and Teacher Jiang's mother are on the same front."
Fan Chengyu seldom showed a smile, knowing that Li Rong was stubborn, and said: "You don't slap me, it is already the greatest support for me."
Li Rong didn't speak, but his eyes narrowed a little, thinking that Zhuo Fei is really a ruthless person, such a well-behaved daughter can also do it.
"Is her face all right?"
"I've already given her a cold compress." Fan Chengyu stuck it on Li Rong's body, sticky and greasy, and said, "Mom, you are really duplicity, saying you don't accept her, and wearing a skirt that he bought for you, like it Quite..."
Li Rong pushed Fan Chengyu away and forbade her to get close to him. This was a good deal, "I came out in a hurry, and I didn't have time to change my clothes."
Fan Chengyu ruthlessly dismantled it: "You don't want to take it off, do you... My brother said that you washed and dried the clothes and put them away immediately. If I knew you liked it so much, I would buy you two."
Li Rong immediately pulled Fan Chengyu's hair, "Can you shut up, can you stop listening to your brother every day, whether I am your father or he is your father."
Fan Chengyu was in pain, "Hiss, wrong, wrong, mom, I was wrong..."
Although the matter discussed was very serious, and Ms. Li Rong also corrected her attitude and said that she would not support it, but who can predict the future?Fan Chengyu can also see Li Rong's attitude, at least he won't be as troublesome as Jiang Xumiao's mother in the future.
The two chatted for a while, and Fan Chengyu's arms began to itch. This summer is coming and there will be a lot of mosquitoes.
"Mom, do you want to come to my apartment?"
Li Rong got up and waved his hands, "Why don't I sit with you, I'm an eyesore."
"Then I'll take you home."
"I don't want you to send me off, I'm going to do a square dance in the park."
Ms. Li Rong came and left quickly, Fan Chengyu sent her to the opposite side of the road, watched her hurry and hurried away.
Fan Chengyu looked at her back with mixed feelings in his heart.
She doesn't know her mother, really.We have been together day and night for so many years, and I always put Li Rong in the role of "mother", so I always consider her from the perspective of "daughter", and feel that she is strong and fierce.
When I quarreled with Li Rong before, my father always said that my mother was hard-spoken and soft-hearted, but Fan Chengyu didn't believe it.
Especially after returning to China, she always forced herself to go on blind dates, but thinking about it now, Ms. Li Rong should have her own position.
And tonight, Fan Chengyu felt Li Rong's tolerance for the first time.
At least in this matter, Fan Chengyu was completely unexpected.
After parting from Fan Chengyu, Li Rong quickened his pace. It was almost dark, and he turned left and right to squeeze into the crowd. There was an open space in the center of the park, where the aunts danced. Rhythm dance music that moves every time.
When she was about to reach the dancing place, Li Rong paused and changed to a less crowded road. She walked through the tree-lined avenue and came to an empty pavilion to sit down.
Sitting quietly, looking at the surrounding trees, large branches and leaves seem to wrap her up.She was emotionally welling up, and the corners of her eyes felt hot.
He took out the paper in his pocket and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.
In everyone's heart, there is a deep and untouchable sea.And obviously tonight's Fan Chengyu touched Li Rong's deepest secret.
Li Rong didn't want to cry, but the tears in the corners of his eyes still couldn't stop flowing down.
She didn't know what to do, she didn't know whether this attitude gave Fan Chengyu freedom, or indulged her.She is a mother, and she is afraid of harming her child, afraid that this is a wrong decision.
But in the past, she was also a person who longed for love. It was a bit regretful that this love was not realized.
No one tolerated her in those years, and no one understood her.After so many years, shouldn't it be time to turn others' harshness towards her into tolerance, and put this tolerance on Fan Chengyu?
Although it is difficult, although I don't know if it is right.But Li Rong felt that if she didn't support Fan Chengyu, then Fan Chengyu would be alone and helpless.
Hearing the key sound, Jiang Xumiao held his breath until Fan Chengyu came in.
She observed her expression, whether it was anxious or sad or sad. During the hour when Fan Chengyu went out, Jiang Xumiao had already thought of countless possibilities, and had already prepared a draft, ready to comfort her.
As a result, Fan Chengyu didn't show any special expression.
Jiang Xumiao could only ask her: "How is it?"
Fan Chengyu closed the door smoothly, "Better than expected." His voice was a little hoarse.
She told Jiang Xumiao everything about the conversation with Ms. Li Rong.
Jiang Xumiao was too shocked to speak.Maybe this is life, never play cards according to the routine.She even thought that Fan Chengyu was going out just now to get a slap in the face, but in the end...
"She said she won't support me, but she won't oppose me like your mother. At this point, I think it's good."
Jiang Xumiao breathed a sigh of relief, "Well, it is already the greatest support for us."
Fan Chengyu leaned on the sofa, unable to calm down for a long time, "I think my mother is still a very emotional person. I found that I really didn't get to know her well before. I thought she was just an irritable and silly elder sister..."
After Fan Chengyu finished speaking, the phone suddenly vibrated twice.
Turning on the phone, I saw two WeChat messages, both sent by Ms. Li Rong.
Before opening the dialogue box, Fan Chengyu only saw the second item in the list: "Don't tell your dad just yet."
Fan Chengyu clicked on her dialog box, and when he saw the last message, the tip of his nose was sour, and the tears in his eyes suddenly couldn't hold back.
The above one is:
[Forget it, you are brave enough to love. 】
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