"Are you willing?" Jiang Xumiao's voice was soft and soft, so provocative that it made people fall.

Fan Chengyu's throat slid, and the fire that burst out from her heart seemed to be burning at the base of her tongue. She said hoarsely, "It's you, you are willing anytime."

A bright moon hangs outside the window, the curtains in the room are only half drawn, the moonlight shines through the gaps in the leaves outside the house, and the shadows of the treetops hide in, the atmosphere in the house is quiet and ambiguous.

Jiang Xumiao hugged Fan Chengyu, and put her lips on it.

Asking and being taken are both expressions of love, just like the feeling of being loved when Fan Chengyu was in Jiang Xumiao's arms.

Two baggy T-shirts were thrown to the ground.

The most intimate contact, the closest heartbeat, unobstructed fit.

An electric shock-like feeling flowed all over his body, Fan Chengyu's head was dizzy, and his heart trembled just by light touch, and his shoulders couldn't help shaking.

She hugged Jiang Xumiao, feeling the faint fragrance between her hair, the fragrance poured into her head, just like drinking wine, making people intoxicated.

Jiang Xumiao hooked his fingers, and Fan Chengyu gasped, and raised his head, exposing his fair and smooth neck to the air.

She stared at the dark ceiling, feeling the touch of her lover. Wherever she looked, there were phantoms and surges. temptation.

The scorching hot lips were attached to every inch of Fan Chengyu's skin...

Jiang Xumiao was also very nervous, trembling when his hand touched it.

With the moonlight coming in from the window, I can see the beautiful body, the unique softness and beauty of a girl.It's hard to imagine that Fan Chengyu would be so beautiful at this moment, sighing so delicately, a little sweat broke out from his slender and tight waist, Jiang Xumiao felt his head was covered by the overwhelming heat. She was dizzy.

At a certain moment, Fan Chengyu felt that the scene in front of him was gradually swaying, flowing all over his body, as if it was about to break through a critical point. In the end, there was an illusion that time had stopped, and only the beating heartbeat remained. Unbearable shame.

Fan Chengyu was gasping for breath, breathing heavily to provide oxygen to her lungs. For the first time, she felt a feeling of "suffocating with joy".

How long did it take?She doesn't have a concept.I just feel that this feeling is strange and beautiful.

Jiang Xumiao turned sideways, gently hugging Fan Chengyu.

"Does it hurt?"

Fan Chengyu shook his head, raised a hand to cover his eyes, the end of his eyes were burning red.Her temples were still throbbing, and the scene that happened just now was still playing in her mind.

Jiang Xumiao didn't go in, just wandered around, but it was enough.

The first time, because I was too shy and I was too excited, it came very quickly.

There was a subtle change in Fan Chengyu's heart, a strange feeling that was hard to describe with accurate words.

It seemed that a certain part of her body had left and went to Jiang Xumiao.And the love for this person has become more complete.

After the turbulent calm, Jiang Xumiao patted Fan Chengyu's shoulder lightly, and whispered in her ear, "Do you want to take a bath?"

Fan Chengyu burrowed into Jiang Xumiao's arms, his voice soft and waxy: "Don't...don't want to move."

Jiang Xumiao's heart was about to melt, so she could only keep patting her on the back, "Okay, don't wash if you don't want to wash."

She was afraid that she would be hurt, and perhaps hesitant and unfamiliar, so she didn't go in, but it seemed that just this was enough for Fan Chengyu.

"Chengcheng."

"Ok?"

Jiang Xumiao hugged Fan Chengyu tightly, with a smile on his lips, "You are mine now."

"Pfft, are you taking an oath of sovereignty..." Fan Chengyu said lazily.

Jiang Xumiao repeatedly emphasized: "No one can take you away from me."

"Then if there is, what should you do?" This was just a simple question, and Fan Chengyu didn't think that day would come, because she was serious about Jiang Xumiao and wanted to have a good time with her.

Jiang Xumiao hesitated for a moment, then said in silence for a few seconds: "If one day you don't like me, just tell me and don't do anything to betray me."

"I won't dislike you." Fan Chengyu said very firmly.

But Jiang Xumiao didn't know what to do. While his feelings for Fan Chengyu deepened, he also felt afraid.What the future will look like, and whether people will change, Jiang Xumiao doesn't have a certain idea in mind.Although Jiang Xumiao had never been in love before Fan Chengyu, but in the love experience of the people around him, Jiang Xumiao felt that love may not be as innocent as it is written in the book.

In real life, most people's love is vulgar. Some people can give up love for profit, and some people can give up love for selfishness.And the remaining few, with a pure heart that is unwavering in love, step by step, overcoming thorns and thorns, resisting temptation, and finally get the fruitful love.

Jiang Xumiao hoped that she and Fan Chengyu were the latter, not the former.

So the only thing I can do now is to live every day with Fan Chengyu.

Fan Chengyu said: "We will be fine, always be fine."

"Chengcheng, although it's too early to say this now, but... but here, Auntie, have you thought about how to face it in the future?"

Li Rong really wanted Fan Chengyu to fall in love, Jiang Xumiao could see this.One year or two is fine, but what if it is three or four years or even longer?At that time, would Li Rong still say those words today with a smile?

In the darkness, Fan Chengyu's smile faded a little, and his tone became no longer brisk: "My mother, I have to wait for a while."

"Well, I didn't urge you. Even if you don't want to say it, we can never say it for the rest of our lives."

"I'll find a way."

Putting a kiss on Fan Chengyu's forehead, Jiang Xumiao said, "No matter what happens, don't give up."

Fan Chengyu reached out to touch Jiang Xumiao's face, tracing the contours of her cheeks, and the two of them swayed for a while.

Before going to bed, Fan Chengyu said: "I think the future doesn't have to be so pessimistic. Maybe many things will be solved naturally. There must be a way before the car reaches the mountain. We must have confidence in our future."

Jiang Xumiao smiled, very happily, and she said, "Then I believe in you~"

I seem to have an answer in my heart, why I like Fan Chengyu, apart from all kinds of reasons, the most important thing is that she can give her the courage to see the future.

Tired physically and satisfied, the two soon fell asleep with their arms around each other.

In the middle of the night, in his sleep, Jiang Xumiao dreamed of his biological father, the man with a scar on his forehead who always spoke in a rough voice.

He took a feather duster and slapped his brother's back a few times, back and forth a few times, leaving several red and hot blood marks on his skin.

And the reason for being beaten was because he forgot to buy salt, such a trivial matter, he was beaten like that.

The scene in the dream turned to another scene.Jiang Xumiao saw his brother's bloody hands, his painful expression in a pool of blood, and the sentence:

"Sister, help me."

Jiang Xumiao suddenly opened his eyes, panting heavily, feeling as if his throat was blocked, very uncomfortable.When she woke up, Fan Chengyu was also woken up. Fan Chengyu reached out to hug her, patted her on the back lightly, guessing that Jiang Xumiao was having a nightmare.

"Nightmare?"

Jiang Xumiao wiped the sweat off his forehead, his tone trembling: "Yes."

"What did you dream about?"

"My brother."

Fan Chengyu turned on the night light on the bedside table, lost all sleepiness, and stood up, "Huh? You still have an older brother?"

I've never heard Jiang Xumiao say that.

"He has passed away." From Jiang Xumiao's words, she couldn't hear her emotions, but Fan Chengyu knew that waking up from a nightmare in the middle of the night should not be a very good thing.Besides, Jiang Xumiao never talked about her family, rarely, except for her mother, who occasionally said a few words, there were really few others.

"Sorry." Fan Chengyu grabbed her shoulders, feeling an inexplicable pain in his heart.

"It's okay. I didn't mention these things to you because I thought I had let go of them a long time ago."

Why is it that people from city H insist on coming to work in city A and choose to live in this city alone?Apart from his love for City A, the biggest reason is that Jiang Xumiao doesn't want to recall that period of the past.

Now she is doing well.

And her mother, after finding that uncle, lived happily ever after.

She is willing to call that uncle Papa, because he really cares about himself and treats himself like a daughter.And the biggest tacit understanding between Jiang Xumiao and his mother is not to mention his brother.

Brother is a taboo topic in the Jiang family.After his death, for a long time, the family was lifeless. First, his biological father was imprisoned, and then his mother was depressed. If he hadn't met his current stepfather, Jiang Xumiao didn't know what the family would be like.

Later, no one mentioned it, so there was an illusion that my brother never appeared or existed.

Because if you think this way, the living will feel much better.

Can time dilute sadness?Jiang Xumiao felt that it was impossible. Although she no longer dreamed of her brother as before, she still thought of him sometimes.

Time may be able to paint a thick layer of mud on grief, and sometimes the scars are invisible, and it seems that the pain will not be felt over time.

Regarding her biological father, Jiang Xumiao hated her extremely. She never thought that the person she hated the most in her life was actually her own biological father.

So don't mention it, so don't say it.

After waking up, Jiang Xumiao obviously felt a little depressed, and Fan Chengyu comforted her: "I can feel that you seem a little sad. You can tell me anything you have, and I'll listen. Of course, if you don't want to say it, I don't ask either."

"Chengcheng." Jiang Xumiao stared at the dark ceiling with a helpless tone, tears in her eyes.

"Ok?"

"Do you think the hatred for a person will dissolve?"

Undoubtedly, this is an unanswered question.Rather than saying that Jiang Xumiao is asking Fan Chengyu a question at this moment, it is better to say that she is talking to herself.

Fan Chengyu didn't know how to answer her, so he could only reach out and wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

She was willing to believe that these secrets were not hidden intentionally, but that the owner of the secrets was unwilling to take out those rotten and smelly things. Just like Jiang Xumiao said, she thought she had put them down.

Although he didn't know what Jiang Xumiao had experienced, Fan Chengyu could understand.Understand all her behaviors, all her fragility, and of course understand why she doesn't speak out.

It took a long time to coax her to sleep. In the second half of the night, Jiang Xumiao slept soundly, and Fan Chengyu went back to sleep after confirming that she was asleep.

The next morning.

The door of the room was knocked lightly a few times, and Ms. Li Rong's voice came from outside the door:

"Two little darlings, come out for breakfast~"

Jiang Xumiao opened her eyes, and let out a muffled laugh under the covers: "Pfft, your mother is so enthusiastic..."

Fan Chengyu stretched his waist, "Every time my mother asks me to have breakfast in the morning, she always calls me obedient, it's disgusting, isn't it?"

"No, I think Auntie is very cute, if only my mother was like her."

Speaking of mother, Jiang Xumiao paused, remembering the dream from last night.

But fortunately, Fan Chengyu didn't ask any questions, and the two of them were going to get up and have breakfast.

Jiang Xumiao lifted the quilt, stood up, and immediately got into the bed again.

Big speechless event!

she!without!wear!Clothes!Clothes!

Fan Chengyu teased: "Huh? Aren't you going to get up? Why are you shrinking in again?"

Jiang Xumiao was looking for something under the blanket with both hands, as if he was groping for fish. After a long time of blind groping, he finally found a pair of pants, but he couldn't find any clothes.

Fan Chengyu supported his head with his palms, as if he was watching a play, and his tone was teasing: "The clothes are on the floor, did you forget? You helped me take them off last night, and you threw them away too."

In an instant, her face turned red, and Jiang Xumiao looked sideways at Fan Chengyu, and found that there was a smile on her lips, with malicious intentions.

"Close your eyes, I'm going to pick up clothes."

Fan Chengyu covered his eye sockets with his palms, his eyes were exposed between his middle fingers, and he said, "I closed them."

Jiang Xumiao: "?"

Fan Chengyu: "I don't look at anything, I don't look at anything, trust me."

Jiang Xu is indifferent, how can there be a girl like Fan Chengyu who looks gentle but is airy?

Picking up the pillow in his hand, he dunked Fan Chengyu's head.

"Close your eyes for me! If you dare to peek, I'll make you look good." Jiang Xumiao stretched out her hand, and bent her long, white fingers. Fan Chengyu understood what she meant, and her face was hot and hot.

Damn, it looks like this guy is addicted to attacking.

Afterwards, Li Rong knocked on the door again, and the two of them didn't dare to procrastinate any longer, so they quickly got up and went out to have breakfast.

After seeing the two come out, Ms. Li Rong called them over and said, "I made the beef buns, cooked the soy milk by myself, and Fan Tao brought the beans from my grandma in the suburbs."

Jiang Xumiao glanced at the dining table, it was a hearty breakfast, the most important thing was that the beef buns were delicious.

Fan Chengyu is really a happy cub.

After eating half of the buns, Fan Chengyu realized that there was one person missing.

"Where's my brother?"

Li Rong said angrily: "I went to his shrimp pond early in the morning."

"Oh... isn't that good, it shows that my brother loves work."

Speaking of Fan Tao, Li Rong felt relieved and angry at the same time.

I am gratified, because I think this kid is quite honest and down-to-earth, and angry, because I feel that this is a bit too devoted. Since he contracted a certain shrimp pond in the suburbs, he has not paid attention to his love at all.

Li Rong frowned, and his face was full of confusion: "You said your brother, he is a 985 high-achieving student, why did he choose to feed shrimp? It's a bit overkill."

Fan Chengyu swallowed the beef buns in his mouth and said, "Mom, why can't 985 high-achieving students feed shrimps? Now times have changed, no matter what kind of agriculture or fishery they are engaged in, they must be managed scientifically. My brother is called living." Learn and use."

Jiang Xumiao ate in silence, listening to the conversation between the two.It turns out that Fan Tao is a 985 high-achieving student in City B, which is quite unexpected.But thinking about it, it doesn't seem very surprising, after all, my sister is also very powerful, and there must be something inherited in the family.

"But do you think he has been fed for almost two years? Hasn't he improved?"

Fan Chengyu said: "This is slow work and careful work, so there is no rush."

In fact, she didn't know what to do. Fan Chengyu didn't know much about Fan Tao's shrimp farming and selling. All she knew was that her brother likes to mess around. I guess... the income is barely enough to eat?

Fan Chengyu didn't know either, and thought that maybe he could ask Fan Tao privately when he had time.

After the meal, Fan Chengyu offered to wash the dishes, and Jiang Xumiao felt that she was being obedient every time she rushed to wash the dishes.

After washing the dishes, Jiang Xumiao and Fan Chengyu were about to go back to the teacher's apartment when a phone call came in.

The light in Jiang Xumiao's eyes dissipated the moment he received the call.

She hangs up.

Fan Chengyu was changing shoes at the porch, watching Jiang Xumiao standing where he was, he didn't speak in a daze.

She asked her: "What's wrong with you?"

"No."

"Then come and change your shoes."

Jiang Xumiao walked to Fan Chengyu's side, squatted down to change his shoes, wanted to say something, but still couldn't say it.

Then Li Rong walked to the door and said, "Be careful when you go back."

Fan Chengyu nodded, "Yeah, got it."

Li Rong asked Jiang Xumiao: "Mr. Jiang, will you come to our house for dinner next week?"

Jiang Xumiao nodded with a smile: "If you are not busy then, you must come."

Li Rong watched the two young people leave, and closed the door to go home after they disappeared from sight.

The two walked in the alley, Jiang Xumiao was very silent.

Fan Chengyu didn't know the reason, thinking about who it would be who called just now.

She was waiting for Jiang Xumiao to speak.

Finally, at the next corner, Jiang Xumiao stopped.

Fan Chengyu also stopped to look at her.

"I have something very important to tell you."

"it is good."

"Find a place to sit and talk?"

Fan Chengyu nodded, "Yes."

It was still the park from last time. After walking for a few minutes, Jiang Xumiao was sorting out the whole thing, thinking about what he would say to Fan Chengyu later.

After arriving at the park, I found a bench and sat down.

"It's like this." Jiang Xumiao paused, "It's about my dad, it's about blood relationship, but I don't admit it in my heart."

She looked at Fan Chengyu, and continued, "I said it because I didn't want to hide anything, but I don't really want to bring up this past."

"So I'll make a long story short." Jiang Xumiao looked up, and when he looked at Fan Chengyu, there was a hint of hatred in his eyes.

"He was, in fact, a murderer. He killed his son, that is, my brother."

Jiang Xumiao only said these three paragraphs, and conveyed the most concise content to Fan Chengyu, so that the amount of information was too large, and Fan Chengyu didn't react at all.

Looking at Fan Cheng's gloomy pupils and his speechless expression, Jiang Xumiao lowered his eyes and lowered his head.

"My mother just called me and said he left yesterday."

Fan Chengyu wanted to ask why, but his voice almost burst through his throat, and he swallowed it alive again.

gone?Is the one she understood gone?

So last night's dream... It's kind of mysterious when I think about it now.

Jiang Xumiao went on to say: "In my heart, he is a lunatic, a complete lunatic. My mother said that he had a conflict with others in prison yesterday, and he injured his internal organs and failed to rescue him."

Fan Cheng frowned, and asked, "Just what happened last night?"

"Ah."

For a moment, Fan Chengyu was a little speechless, because Jiang Xumiao's tone was too flat.What happened could make a daughter feel unruffled when she described her father's death.Besides, Fan Chengyu knew that Jiang Xumiao was not a cold-blooded person.

"Do you think it's ridiculous, or do you think I'm indifferent?"

Fan Chengyu opened his mouth and shut it again.Before he could recover, he finally said, "It's ridiculous, but I don't think you are indifferent."

Jiang Xumiao went on to say: "The result of the judgment is that he is not the real murderer, but in my heart, he is."

Fan Chengyu took Jiang Xumiao's hand, patted the back of her hand, and said tentatively: "If you are willing to talk, I am willing to listen. If not, I will not ask in the future."

"I can tell you." Jiang Xumiao looked up, and looked at Fan Chengyu with trust in his eyes, "But you can't tell anyone."

Fan Chengyu nodded, "I promise."

"My original surname was not Jiang, but Xiao. Jiang later changed his name to my stepfather's surname. I won't go into details about my stepfather. He is a very good person."

"And my biological father, Xiao Long, has a very irritable personality. He is simply the shadow of my childhood. I don't know how my mother fell in love with him. No one in our family has the same temperament as him. He loves to drink and loves to drink. Gambling, and beating, he has many enemies. In my impression, it is common for him to beat my mother, and it is common for him to beat my brother, and he can beat him whenever he wants."

Fan Chengyu couldn't help asking her: "Then he hit you?"

Jiang Xumiao shook his head, "It's strange, he doesn't hit me."

Then Jiang Xumiao said: "My brother's death was entirely caused by him."

"Twelve years ago, he quarreled with my mother again when he came home. Halfway through the quarrel, my brother went to fight. I don't know why, Xiao Long saw my brother became even more irritable that day. A burst of blows."

"My mother couldn't hold her back. She was crying and walking to the balcony. She probably didn't want to live anymore. My brother saw it and went to pull my mother. Xiao Long rushed up and beat my mother. My brother couldn't take it anymore and yelled at Xiao Long. Xiao Long pushed my brother directly, and my brother staggered to the ground."

Jiang Xumiao closed her eyes, raised her head to wipe her tears, and Fan Chengyu handed her the paper. Hearing these things, her mood could no longer be described as depressed.

This seemingly gentle and considerate girl who is full of tenderness towards everything has such a nightmare past. It is hard to imagine what Jiang Xumiao's life was like at that time.

"Then, Xiao Long yelled at my brother, saying that he is a bastard, born by my mother and another man."

"Then my mother and Xiao Long had an argument, and I stood aside and watched my brother cry."

"I just remember that at that time, my brother was [-] or [-] years old, and he was in adolescence. Under Xiao Long's oppression for a long time, his psychology was actually a bit extreme."

"When he heard Xiao Long scolding him for being a bastard, I saw that he was slightly stunned, dazed and stunned for a moment."

"Then he stood up from the ground, turned around and jumped, without any hesitation. Before that, I thought I saw despair in his eyes, even though he was only a teenager. Since I was sensible, I remember my brother often Being beaten, you will be beaten if you don’t get full marks in the exam, you will be beaten if you go home a few minutes late, and you will be beaten even if you can’t finish your meal. I have never understood why Xiao Long can be so ruthless.”

Fan Chengyu gritted his teeth, feeling extremely hated in his heart.What qualifications does a person like this have to be a father?

Jiang Xumiao wiped away tears, and said in a pale tone: "The point is, my brother is Xiao Long's son. But after Xiao Long married my mother, he has been suspicious."

Fan Chengyu was confused: "Paternity test?"

Jiang Xumiao shook his head, "The misunderstanding in this is too deep. The result of the first appraisal was not, that is, the time my brother jumped off the building."

Fan Cheng frowned, "Why?"

"But after my brother died, another appraisal was made, and the result was again."

Jiang Xumiao took a long breath and said, "Anyway, on the fourth floor, if you jump down, you will be gone. I remember that when I ran downstairs that day, my brother was still breathing. He was lying in a pool of blood and stretched out his hand towards me. The last words he said to me were "sister, save me". At that moment, I understood everything. He didn't want to die at all. He thought that after jumping from the fourth floor, he would not die. Maybe that was a part of his resistance. kind of way."

After saying this, Jiang Xumiao looked sideways at Fan Chengyu, and found that she was silent and depressed.

"So Chengcheng, after hearing Xiao Long's death, I am not only not sad, but feel relieved."

Fan Chengyu raised his head and sniffed, "If I were you, maybe I would feel the same as you."

Jiang Xumiao pursed her lips, held back the tears she had just suffocated, and said, "So the family members of the prison are asked to collect the body, can I choose not to go?"

Fan Chengyu nodded, "Of course."

Not only can you not go, but you can never forgive him.

The author has something to say: Jiang Gong is over (Why does the author feel tired after writing this)

Regarding Teacher Jiang's family, the follow-up plot will slowly unfold, and questions will be answered later.

Rest assured: This article is sweet and will not be too cruel.rest assured

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