Is Mr. Jiang jealous today?

Li Rong was hugged by Xiao Yishuang and couldn't sleep at all!Not uncomfortable, but too comfortable!

Xiao Yishuang's body was fragrant and soft.

When Li Rong was hugged by her, it was like being wrapped in a sea of ​​tenderness. She almost forgot how long it had been since he had such close contact with others.

In addition to liking, there is also a little shyness. "Xiao...you hug me too tightly." Li Rong touched her with his elbow, a little cautious, she didn't expect her to hug her like before.

Xiao Yishuang didn't let go, "Don't you like it?"

Li Rong: "..." My God, how do I answer such a question!

"It's been a long time since I saw you, so I hugged you~" Xiao Yishuang rubbed her chin on Li Rong's shoulder, her tone was a little coquettish.

Li Rong: "!!!..."

"You said I finally came back once, what's wrong with hugging you?"

Li Rong thought in his heart: It makes sense.

But she still dared not speak.

Xiao Yishuang continued to talk to herself: "After you get married, you won't let me hug you." She put one hand on Li Rong's hand, interspersed her fingers, and clasped her fingers tightly, "Now, I can't take it back." Is this reason to prevaricate me?"

Hearing her aggrieved tone, Li Rong's heart was filled with embarrassment.

After marrying Fan Wei, the two met several times, and each time it was Xiao Yishuang who came to find her.At that time, Xiao Yishuang also knew how to measure and didn't ask for much, just a hug, but Li Rong still refused.

In fact, it's not that she doesn't want to have physical contact with Xiao Yishuang, but that she can't.She is already married, not to mention that she is already a mother, and she has some responsibilities on her shoulders, so she can't do everything she wants.If she has anything to do with Xiao Yishuang, then she is the same kind of person as Fan Wei, and that's called cheating.

Of course, that's all in the past.Now that he has separated from Fan Wei, he doesn't have so much to worry about.

Li Rong was a little moved, but it was still a bit difficult to say it out.She didn't know how to face Xiao Yishuang, and she didn't know what she was thinking. She was afraid that if she crossed the line, even the current relationship would not last.

"Why don't you talk? Huh?" Xiao Yishuang moved closer, and the hot air from his nose sprayed on Li Rong's ears.

Li Rong felt hot all over, and even his voice became hoarse: "No... I don't know what to say."

"Why don't you tell me, what are your plans in the future?" Xiao Yishuang was guiding her.

"After that, it will be the same as now."

Xiao Yishuang cut to the chase: "Are you still planning to find a partner?"

Ah, sure enough, this is the problem.Li Rong had a vague premonition that Xiao Yishuang wanted to ask this, the most difficult question to answer.

Li Rong was silent again.

"Are you dumb?"

Li Rong: "..."

"Relax, don't be nervous." Xiao Yishuang relaxed a little, and she found that Li Rong was not only trembling while speaking, but his whole body was stiff.A little too formal.

After she let go, Li Rong let out a long breath and said, "I don't know. I never thought about it. There is not much demand for this."

"Pfft, where?"

Li Rong didn't change his face, "Emotional."

Xiao Yishuang pursed her lips, her expression suddenly became more serious, "Plan to live alone in the future?"

"I have Chengcheng."

"Chengcheng also has her own life, it's impossible for her to be with you forever."

Li Rong said awkwardly: "Then I can do it alone."

Now it was Xiao Yishuang's turn to stop talking.She couldn't see Li Rong's expression, so she couldn't be sure if what she said was true.But the tone is a bit similar.

Are you really planning to live alone in the future?For Li Rong, it seems that it is not impossible. After all, I heard from Fan Chengyu that she has a very rich life now, and it is estimated that she does not want to have more people to disrupt her life rhythm.

"What about me?" Xiao Yishuang's voice was very small, as small as a mosquito buzzing.But Li Rong has good hearing, so he still listened.

"You, you can do whatever you want." For some reason, after saying this, Li Rong felt a little depressed, as if he said something against his will again, hey, but what should I say!Li Rong was also very distressed.

Xiao Yishuang was silent for a long time, and finally said that sentence: "Then I want to spend time with you, do you want to?"

Unexpected and unexpected.

Li Rong had always thought that Xiao's return to China this time was just to handle his son's wedding, and then make proper arrangements for his husband's tomb, so he shouldn't stay for too long.

Then she said she wanted to settle in the country.

Even so, Li Rong forced herself not to think too much, she didn't hold out hope, after all, she was the one who was sorry for Xiao Yishuang and got married first, and she didn't expect Xiao Yishuang to reconcile with her.

But just now Xiao Yishuang hugged her and kissed her, now he says he wants to spend time together.

The meaning is clear, not beating around the bush, just like her, never covering up.

Li Rong admitted that she was moved, very moved.It would be a lie to say that in the past 20 years, I have never had the urge to find Xiao Yishuang in my heart.

She also thought about it in her dream, if the two hadn't separated, what would it be like now.

But in the world of adults, dreams are always dreams and have nothing to do with reality.

Just like now, when Xiao really asked her if she would like to live together, Li Rong felt so unreal.

Li Rong thought for a long time, and finally shied away: "I don't know what you mean."

"Together again, just like before. Would you like to?"

"I don't want to."

Xiao Yishuang frowned, puzzled: "Why?"

Li Rong turned sideways, no longer avoiding Xiao Yishuang's gaze this time, and met her gaze. "Do you know what it means to be together again?"

It means whether their children will be prejudiced against them, and their family members also need to worry about it. Parents, who are seven or eighty years old, probably feel uncomfortable hearing this kind of news.

Li Rong also thought of Fan Wei. If he found out, he would probably be proud to say to others, "I knew they had been having an affair in private, otherwise they wouldn't have divorced me. So it's not my fault at all!"

Xiao Yishuang looked at Li Rong's sad face, this face overlapped with the past, as if he saw the entanglement and fear in Li Rong's heart when he first decided to be with her decades ago, it was exactly the same as now.

"Don't be afraid, okay? What I'm asking now is whether you still like me or not. So you just need to think about this issue clearly. As for the rest, we'll discuss the matter of people in the family and people outside. " Xiao Yishuang paused, and then said: "For so many years, I have never stopped liking you. I didn't want to see you and Fan Wei when I went abroad. Now that you are separated from him, shouldn't it be time to think about yourself? Of course , if you no longer have feelings for me, I won't bother, after my son gets married, I'll just leave right away."

Hearing that she might leave again, Li Rong panicked: "You are not allowed to leave!"

Xiao Yishuang smiled and said: "If you don't take me in, there will be no place for me~"

' The tone was joking, but Li Rong couldn't bear to hear it. Thinking about it carefully, Xiao Yishuang probably doesn't have many friends in China that he keeps in touch with often.She seemed to be getting closer to herself.

After Li Rong was defeated, she never knew how to reject Xiao Yishuang. "Then you... let me think about it again."

The light in Xiao Yishuang's eyes rekindled, and she said with a smile: "Okay, don't worry, I'll wait for your reply."

This back and forth chat, also talk about the spirit.Not going to sleep anymore, Li Rong got up and looked at the time, he ate lunch late today, and was moaning on the bed, it was already five o'clock in the afternoon.

She asked Xiao Yishuang: "What are you doing at night?"

Xiao Yishuang asked her: "Do you have any plans for the evening?"

Li Rong shook his head, "Not tonight."

"Do you know how to ride that electric car in the yard?"

"Of course I will, I ride to buy vegetables every day."

"Then take me for a drive~"

In the past, I used to ride a bicycle for a ride, and it was also in summer. At that time, Xiao Yishuang liked riding a bicycle the most, carrying Li Rong on the uneven country roads, looking at the loofah, bitter gourd, and big watermelon in the vegetable garden. Leave and go home at night.

Now high-rise buildings have been built, country roads have become spacious roads, and bicycles have become electric vehicles without pedals.

But people still haven't changed.

Li Rong carried Xiao Yishuang through one road after another, passing through parks, downtown areas, and finally arrived at a relatively quiet suburb.

In summer, after the sun goes down, with the residual heat of the scorching sun, the wind blows past the ears, making it cool and hot.

Xiao Yishuang asked her: "Where are you going?"

"I don't know where to go."

"No destination?"

Li Rong smiled and said, "Isn't that what driving is all about? No destination is the most free."

Xiao Yishuang looked at her and smiled, and the smile on the corners of her lips couldn't be stopped, "Okay~ You can go anywhere, just listen to you."

There were no people in the suburbs, the sky gradually darkened and turned dark, Li Rong was driving at a gentle speed, and the road was surrounded by verdant trees with a faint fragrance of flowers.

Xiao Yishuang hugged her from behind Li Rong, and whispered in her ear through the wind: "Do you know what I was thinking when you left the train that day?"

train.As long as the train is mentioned, Li Rong has a feeling of suffocation. She often dreamed of the train. She clearly felt that there was a bright light ahead, but she did not expect to fall into the abyss.

"I do not know."

Xiao Yishuang hugged her tightly, resting her chin on Li Rong's shoulder.Under the cover of darkness, it became a matter of course to confide in one's thoughts.

"I was thinking, must we separate? After thinking about it, we must separate. There is really no other way. After thinking about it, if we must separate, can we still be together in the future? I thought you would not get married .”

Hearing about getting married, Li Rong's eyes became foggy. In fact, getting married was not her original intention.After she was arrested, she was deprived of personal freedom for a long time. People followed her when she ate, went to work, and wherever she went.

Her father said when to get married and when to restore personal freedom.

Unable to stand this kind of confinement, Li Rong thought, would she be a little freer if she had a boyfriend?It just so happened that Fan Wei was with her all the time at that time, and the two got closer. She knew that Fan Wei had always liked her, but the feeling was not deep.Xiao Yishuang never came back, and when she heard that she had a boyfriend, Li Rong was heartbroken, and finally gave in.

In the end, after getting married, I found out that "Xiao Yishuang has a boyfriend" was completely calculated.

But it's too late.

Li Rong put the car on the side of the road, thinking that there are some things that need to be clarified tonight.

"I got married because I thought you didn't want me anymore." She recalled the past with a trembling tone: "They showed me your photo, the wedding photo of a man. I heard that the man you met at work. I I got married in a fit of anger, I thought, since you ruined our agreement, then I don't want to insist on it."

The photos are real, but the marriage is fake.

Xiao Yishuang was not married at all at that time, and had been working in a new place for several years, and the family was very busy.In desperation, I could only find someone with a good relationship, took a picture and sent it back in a hurry.Unexpectedly, it was shown to Li Rong.

Xiao Yishuang smiled helplessly: "Since the day we were together, everyone has been plotting against us and stopping us. Did you find out?"

It's all because I was too innocent at that time, being played around by the adults in the family, there was nothing I could do.

In those days, a photo was really convincing enough.

Li Rong suddenly realized, and regretted: "So you were not engaged at that time?"

Xiao Yishuang shook his head, "It's nothing at all. Later I heard that you were married, so I went to country M in a fit of anger, and met the child's father, so I got married."

Li Rong was silent.

Xiao Yishuang was also silent.

Li Rong was thinking, if at that time they could even say a word to each other, it wouldn't be so erroneous.

But no, no, she was tightly controlled by her family, and all the letters sent by Xiao Yishuang were intercepted.

Obviously, Xiao Yishuang didn't know about this, she thought Li Rong ignored her.

The two stopped talking, the wind started to blow around, the woods rustled, and the atmosphere was dignified.

Who got married first, why did they get married, and what misunderstandings there were? Looking at it now, it seems that it is still too late.It has been so long, who should be blamed?

Xiao Yishuang sighed and said, "I, Xiao Yishuang, have only liked you in my life."

In a word, all the worries and defenses in Li Rong's heart were dispelled.Suddenly, very complicated emotions poured into Li Rong's heart.I didn't even know what to say.

After marrying Fan Wei, she was actually unhappy.She also had Xiao Yishuang in her heart.Sometimes thinking that Xiao Yishuang is married and has children, I feel very uncomfortable.But after thinking about it, I seem to be the same way.Each is helpless.

"What about you? Did you like me and then fell in love with Fan Wei? You divorced him because of his cheating?"

"I don't! I don't really have any feelings for him—" It's just that there's nothing I can do about it.

"What about me?" Xiao Yishuang's gentle voice fell into Li Rong's ears, with anticipation between the words, "What do you do to me?"

"You—" Li Rong's heartbeat began to speed up, and she felt as if she had returned to many years ago. Xiao Yishuang asked her if she had figured out her feelings that time.At that time, I was young and energetic, and I couldn't pretend to like what I liked in my heart, so I said it all without asking a few words.

"You—" Li Rong looked sideways at Xiao Yishuang, but it was dark, she couldn't see her expression clearly, she could only smell her scent.The smell that only appears in dreams is now hazy and vague, as if it is a little more real than a dream.

She recalled that early morning, on a rainy morning, she had loaded the train full of expectations, but in the end she took away the person she loved the most, and she never came back.At that time, they couldn't grasp it, couldn't keep it, even if they said the answer in their hearts thousands of times, they had to separate.

But now, after thirty years.Does she still have the ability to answer this question?

Li Rong was thinking, could she choose for herself once?May I?Don't get entangled with your parents, don't care about Fan Wei's gossip, and don't bear the heavy burden of the role of mother, is it okay?

Without them, only your own words.What will be the answer in my heart?

She looked at the trees around her, listened to the rustling wind, the wind crossed the other side of the mountain, passed through her palm, and ran away in an instant.

In this world, what can be waited for, what is kept by your side, is not illusory, what exactly is it?

She closed her eyes, Xiao Yishuang's face appeared in her mind.

Li Rong thought, maybe he should live for himself once.

She took the initiative to clasp Xiao Yishuang's hand, slender and cold to the touch.

"Just now you told me not to think too much and listen to my heart."

"If you must have an answer, then I would say—"

Li Rong took a deep breath and summoned up his courage:

"Actually, you are always in my heart, without him, only you."

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