Long time no see (GL)

Yun Xi relaxed slightly and lay down peacefully. Shen Hanyue looked at her for a moment, took off her clothes, washed herself, and changed into clean clothes.She dried her hair, brushed it lightly, and closed her eyes to feel Yun Xiwei's touch when she was alive.

She always said that she is suitable for black, long and straight, and she also likes to see her own hair. She can't get enough of it, so Shen Hanyue kept her long hair all her life. Apart from shaving her hair, Shen Hanyue never thought about it. She does whatever she likes.

She was sitting on the dressing table, looking at her face, her face was yellow and thin, just as Yun Xiwei left, it was as if her soul had been taken away, leaving only a shell.

So ugly...Shen Hanyue inspected the dressing table and began to put on makeup for herself. In the past few years, Yun Xiwei sometimes had a whim, and put on makeup together to compare who is more beautiful.

Yun Xiwei actually loves beauty, every time she sees her emaciated self, she will sigh, except for the bathroom, Shen Hanyue removed all the mirrors, and threw away the small mirrors, so as not to make her uncomfortable.

Shen Hanyue put on the base makeup for herself, and her complexion improved obviously. After adding lipstick, in the mirror was a face that had been forgotten by the years, full of charms.

"Xiwei, do you think I'm so beautiful?" She walked to the bed and turned around. Today she was wearing the clothes Yun Xiwei chose for her, a dark blue satin shirt with black wide-leg pants, elegant Elegant, with the temperament of a famous family all over his body.

However, Yun Xiwei could no longer respond to her, Shen Hanyue's mood was stable, like a straight line on the electrocardiogram, the trajectory of life had disappeared, and people were moving like a machine.

"Xiwei, you always say that you are getting ugly and getting old, before you go far, let me put on some makeup for you too." Shen Hanyue actually smiled, she wiped Yun Xiwei's body clean, put on a still The new clothes that Shen Hanyue didn't have time to wear were carefully selected by Shen Hanyue. The suit was paired with a pleated skirt, which was half professional and half casual, and restored what Yun Xiwei wore when she was a lawyer.

Thinking of Yun Xiwei's radiance in court, Shen Hanyue smiled even deeper. If she hadn't been tortured by a serious illness, she would have used what she had learned all her life to benefit many people.

"Xiwei, do you know? I like watching you in court the most. I like watching you argue until your opponent is powerless to refute. I like watching you shine brightly when you are full of self-confidence. I like watching you remain calm even if you succeed. I like watching you Intimidating the audience, I like the gentle way you look at me..."

Shen Hanyue's eyebrow pencil fell on the end of Yun Xiwei's eyebrows, and she murmured: "I threw away the sleeping pills, I will listen to what you say, don't worry, I will not choose to die by jumping off a building or cutting my wrists to accompany you, that would be too much." Ugly, what should you do if you dislike me when you see me in the future? I still want to see your Ayun, didn't you say that you would introduce us to each other when we were reunited?"

Yun Xiwei's face gradually glowed, she seemed to be in deep sleep, but unfortunately she could no longer respond to the world, and Shen Hanyue could no longer see the eyes that reflected her shadow.

"My Xiwei, even though her appearance has changed, she is old and sick, she is still the same in my heart. You blame me for hiding the mirror, and today I will show you how beautiful I am." Shen Hanyue smiled and put the mirror on. In front of her eyes, said: "See, the outline is exquisite, the facial features are three-dimensional, and she looks better than me."

"Oh, I'm sorry, I forgot that you can't answer me now, it's okay, anyway, you can only show me the beauty." Shen Hanyue put the mirror back and took a last look at herself in the mirror.

She put the previously written letter on the table, went back to the bed, and took out another letter from under Yun Xiwei's pillow.

"Don't think I don't know that you secretly wrote a will for your child. I won't read the content. You can't hide your thoughts from me." Shen Hanyue put Yun Xiwei's letter together with her own, and put it on the cover Write the word "Xiao Shu".

"You don't sign your name either, in case others see it, of course I am afraid that the children will be confused." She talked to Yun Xiwei relaxedly, without any hint of grief.

After doing all this, Shen Hanyue returned to Yun Xiwei's side, until this moment, she had no tears.

Yun Xiwei lay motionless, sleeping charmingly.

"Xiwei, are you cold? How can you sleep without me hugging you? Are you not afraid of being alone without me?" Shen Hanyue lay on her side, hugged Yun Xiwei, and lay on her pillow On her shoulder, she murmured: "I'm sorry, Xi Wei, when you see me..." Her voice became smaller and weaker, and her breath began to weaken, "You can blame me, you can scold me...just don't. ..don't... chase me away..."

The few people outside were immersed in grief and forgot that the time was passing. Only Cen Shuya kept looking at his watch. Shen Hanyue had been in for an hour and there was still no movement.

You shouldn't bother me at this time, but after a long time, I'm always worried that something will happen.

"Why don't you go in and see Aunt Shen?" Thinking of the cemetery's advice, Cen Shuya was a little worried. Her intuition was always accurate, and many times she hoped that she was just being careless.

"How long has she been in?" Yun Shu asked feebly, her tears had dried up, she was weakly leaning against Gu Weiran, and had no strength to support herself.

"One hour."

"It's almost there, I'm going to call Mom." Ming Yan walked to the door and knocked cautiously: "Mom, are you okay?"

No matter how painful others were, Shen Hanyue couldn't be more painful. She was too calm, without any tears, which seemed abnormal to Ming Yan.

"mom?"

Still no response.

"Sister, did I go in directly?" Ming Yan asked Yun Shu for instructions.

Before Yun Shu could answer, Cen Shuya walked over quickly, but when she wanted to open the door, she found that it was locked inside.

"It's locked, Weiran, do you have the key?"

"Yes, yes, I'll get it right away." Gu Weiran hurriedly went to the tool room to find a spare key, Yun Shu also felt that something was wrong, walked over and knocked on the door, and called out, "Aunt Shen, are you in there, answer me Is it okay, Aunt Shen?"

"Mom! Don't scare me, Mom!" Mingyan panicked and knocked on the door desperately.

Gu Weiran quickly found the key, opened the door, Mingyan rushed in first, Shen Hanyue lay quietly beside Yun Xiwei, there was nothing abnormal in the room, and there was no medicine bottle beside the bed.

Mingyan let out a long sigh of relief, she was really afraid that her mother would do something stupid.

Cen Shuya didn't relax, she observed Shen Hanyue carefully, and called softly, "Aunt Shen?"

Shen Hanyue clasped Yun Xiwei's hand tightly, with a faint smile on her lips, but her fingertips didn't have any grip.

"Aunt Shen..." Cen Shuya gently pushed, and Shen Hanyue lay down straight, but she never let go of Yun Xiwei's hand.

Yun Shu checked her breath in horror, but there was no breath, and when she went to find her pulse, there was no beating, and there was no sign of life in her whole body.

"Sister, what's wrong with my mother?"

Yun Shu said in a deep voice, "Yanyan, go call the doctor..."

Mingyan understood, and ran out in a panic, the doctor is not far away, mother can be rescued, it will be done!

Yun Shu staggered against the wall, close to the verge of collapse, she should have thought of it, she should have expected that Aunt Shen would be like this, but... this may be the best ending, just tell them how to face the living, Yan Yan What should I do?

"Don't worry, wait for the doctor to come and see." Gu Weiran frowned, supporting Yun Shu all the time, for fear that she would fall down, and even more worried that continuous blows would affect Yun Shu's body.

Birth, old age, sickness and death are normal in this world, but it is this normality that brings endless grief to people.

The doctor arrived quickly and brought over life-testing instruments to rescue Shen Hanyue.What is certain is that she has no wounds on her body, and she has not taken sleeping pills. Why did she suddenly do this?

Everyone was puzzled, and Ming Yan burst into tears.

"What's wrong with my mother, what's wrong with her?" She cried like a child, helpless and desperate.

"Listen to what the doctor said first?" Cen Shuya held her in her arms and gently rubbed her shoulders. Even if it was cruel, she would still say: "Yanyan, you have to be mentally prepared."

"What am I preparing for? Why should I prepare? My mother was fine just now." Mingyan lost control of her emotions. Everyone was psychologically prepared for Yun Xiwei's death, and they were also very sad, but she never thought that she would lose because of it. Mom!

Cen Shuya didn't know how to comfort her, Shen Hanyue should have followed Yun Xiwei away, and she walked very peacefully, without any pain.

But what about Yan Yan?Lost a loved one overnight.

Even knowing that this is a kind of fulfillment for Shen Hanyue, losing her mother is still an unbearable pain in life.She understood that she couldn't empathize with her, and she was not qualified to persuade Mingyan not to be sad, but to stay with her.

The doctor did not give up easily, and after 10 minutes of rescue, there was still no improvement. He shook his head helplessly: "Mr. Shen has already left."

"No, I don't want it! Mom! Wake up!" Mingyan threw herself on Shen Hanyue's body and cried until she couldn't help herself.

Yun Shu's legs softened, and Gu Weiran helped her to sit down.With red eyes, she asked, "Why?"

"It should be a cardiac arrest caused by excessive grief. She passed away without pain and was very peaceful. Please mourn."

"Thank you."

The doctor silently removed the instruments and left the room.

"Mom! I don't have a mother anymore, I don't have a mother anymore." Ming Yan was distraught and cried loudly, Cen Shuya hugged her weakly, tears fell silently.

A good person, if you say no, it will be gone, Gu Weiran remembered the only few times he met Shen Hanyue, and his eyes were full of tears.But Yun Shu in his arms seemed to be calmer. Perhaps for Shen Hanyue, following her was the only destination.

Without Yun Xiwei, she couldn't survive.

"There is something on the table, it seems to be a letter?" Cen Shuya finally found the two letters waiting quietly when he was looking around.

Yun Shu raised his eyelids tiredly, walked to the table, and found that his name and Mingyan's name were written on it.

"Yanyan, the seal is yours."

Mingyan was still sobbing, she wiped her tears and walked over, "Did mom write it?"

"should be."

Yun Shu opened his own first.

"Xiao Shu, while I can barely write, I have some things to tell you. After I leave, you must take good care of Han Yue. She loves too much and has an extreme personality. I am afraid that she will do something stupid. Fortunately, she Promise me, you should not break your promise, you have to visit her often, you look like me, it will make her feel that I am still there, and give her a sense of reality. When she is a hundred years old, bury her with me, I will always wait for her.

I'm sorry daughter, until the end of my life, the person I care about the most is Han Yue. Not only have I not fulfilled my responsibility as a mother in this life, but I have also passed on my illness to you. I hope that we will still be mothers and daughters in the next life. I will definitely give you the best Warm growth and companionship, and finally, I wish you and Weiran happiness. "

Yun Xiwei's letter caused Yun Shu's emotions, which had been so hard to calm down, to collapse again.She was still thinking about Shen Hanyue's future when she was dying, but Shen Hanyue had already followed her away.

Not because of suicide, but because of extreme love, bitter grief, and the death of the heart.

To love someone so much is astounding.

Looking at Mingyan again, she wiped her tears while reading the letter.

"Yanyan, people have premonitions when their lives are about to end. When you read this letter, your mother should have left with Aunt Xiwei. In fact, my mother had already thought about the ending and prepared sleeping pills in advance. Being discovered by Xiwei, my mother is really stupid. My mother promised Aunt Xiwei not to commit suicide, but she couldn’t stop her heart from dying. You and your sister must cremate us together and bury us together. You also love deeply and understand your mother Are you in the mood? Children, don't be sad, this is the best destination for mother, I hope you will be fulfilled.

I'm sorry, my mother has only lived for your Aunt Xiwei in this life. She has been busy looking for her all these years, and she cared and accompanied you too little, but mother wants to tell you that even though she didn't love or even hated your father, she was still looking for a surrogate At that moment, I changed my mind. My mother didn’t want to give up the chance to be connected with your life. Carrying you was my only happiness in the days when I lost Xiwei. I don’t deserve to be a mother. You have to choose a responsible person in your next life.In the future, I will study hard with my sister and be happy with Shuya. Mom will bless you in heaven. Farewell, my precious daughter. "

Mingyan knelt down and cried bitterly, "I don't want someone else to be my mother! I want you!" She stood up and rushed to Shen Hanyue's side, calling: "Mom, I want you back, come back!"

Unfortunately, Shen Hanyue could no longer hear.

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