Long time no see (GL)

It turned out that she was an unexpected child, and her birth ruined her mother's life.

Yun Shu stumbled downstairs, accumulating bitter water, unable to spit it out, but swallowed deeply.

She was overwhelmed by her life experience, and disgusted by the man who claimed to be her father.

Maybe she shouldn't have come to this world, her birth was a kind of original sin.

Why give birth to her?Why did Yun Xiwei give birth to her?

Since childhood, she has been more sensible than other children.

She knew she didn't have a father and never asked why.She has no one to take her with her, except for going to school, so she can only follow Yun Xiwei.For a long time, because she brought her child to court, Yun Xiwei became the laughing stock of others.

Also because of the moral shackles of "pregnant before marriage", Yun Xiwei cut off contact with her relatives. After her mother passed away, she took Yun Shu alone and lived hard.

Yun Xiwei is proficient in Chinese law and international law, and her professional English taught by herself is unparalleled. She could have galloped in the legal profession, but for the sake of her daughter, she is willing to be an ordinary little lawyer.

Yun Shu didn't understand at that time, she just thought that her mother was the most beautiful and capable woman in the world, and her capable professional attire was like a war robe, which made her invincible in defense.

She is the flower of Gaoling, Yun Shu is afraid of her, respects her, and loves her, no matter how hard life is, as long as she is with her, Yun Shu feels satisfied.

But this satisfaction is too short-lived.

I always feel that my mother is sorry for me. Now it seems that I am the one who really drags her down. Yun Shu doesn't know how to face everything in front of her. She just feels so tired. Her heart is full of holes. She wants to escape and leave everyone.

Desperately, she leaned on the wall to go downstairs, and looked up to find Gu Weiran standing at the stairs with her clothes in her arms.

"Are you okay?" Gu Weiran found that she was not in the right mood, Yun Shu said weakly: "Weiran, I want to go home."

It was as if countless needles had been stuck in her heart, causing Gu Weiran to feel so much pain that she almost didn't catch her breath. Yun Shu's fragile and helpless appearance made her feel extremely distressed. She didn't know what happened, and she didn't ask. Wrapping her, he said softly, "Okay, I'll take you home."

Yun Shu leaned half close to her, trembling like a frightened lamb.

What did Ming Shangdong say? Did she do something wrong again?

She knew where Yun Shu wanted to go. There was only one place where Yun Shu could feel at home all these years.

Gu Weiran thought that the result of this conversation would be that Yun Shu went to Xuan'an Hotel to find Yun Xiwei, and she thought that Ming Shangdong would at least make Yun Shu feel so moved.

However, why did she seem to have been greatly hurt?In the end what happened?

The more Gu Weiran thought about it, the more frightened she became, she didn't dare to ask or speak.If Ming Shangdong hurt her, wouldn't he be the indirect murderer?

On the road, silence circulated between them, becoming the main tone in the car, and no one spoke.

Yun Shu just wanted to go back to the home where Teacher Lin used to be, and she wanted to go back to the time when she didn't have to think about anything.

This was the first time she wanted to hide so much.

Without Teacher Lin's home, something always seems to be missing. If it wasn't for Gu Weiran's presence, Yun Shu might not even want to come back here.

"Are all Teacher Lin's belongings there?" Yun Shu suddenly wanted to look through the old things.

"Yes, I'll bring it to you." Gu Weiran found the storage box under the bed in the master bedroom, which contained Lin Yun's most cherished things during his lifetime.

After she left, Gu Weiran didn't move, and Yun Shu also deliberately didn't look at it, for fear of bringing up the wound in his heart, often the things he was least willing to face were rooted deeper in his heart.

Today, she wanted to feel Teacher Lin's breath, even if she lied to herself, pretending that the whole family was still together.

Lin Yun is an exquisite person. She organized these storage boxes by herself, and the word "Treasure" was pasted on the outside of the boxes.Inside are the greeting cards and letters sent to her by the students. She categorizes them and arranges them neatly. The thick stack of envelopes is the highest achievement of her teaching career.

"No matter how late she was busy in the past, my mother would reply to these students' letters, and read each one more than once." Gu Weiran sat cross-legged, reading through with Yun Shu.

Envelopes of different thicknesses are strangled by yellow rubber bands, full of a sense of age.Yun Shu found that there were a few thin letters sandwiched between cardboards, which were very conspicuous.

She opened it and saw that it was written in her student days. Every time Lin Yun went out to support education, Yun Shu would write letters. Once and twice, there were so few rare letters.

In the past, cars and horses and time were very slow, and each letter became a unique existence. Technology has made life convenient, but communication between people seems to have degenerated, and there are fewer and fewer memories that can be sealed.

"At that time, there was no signal in the mountains, and there was no way to talk on the phone. I was too lazy to write. I always told you to write. Sometimes I felt that you missed my mother more than I did." Gu Weiran looked at Yun Shu with her face in her hands.

Yun Shu didn't speak. She found an envelope embedded in the inside page, which was not written by herself.The buildings and stamps on the letter were neither like domestic ones. Looking at the envelope, she felt that the handwriting looked familiar.

No way, it's impossible...

She held the envelope and dared not open it, Gu Weiran also found this unusual letter, "Could it be..."

Yun Shu closed his eyes deeply, and mustered up the courage to pull out the inside page.

Ah Yun:

Zhan Xin is well, and I hope Teacher Gu, Wei Ran and Xiao Shu are also well.Just after the operation, I wrote this letter to you while recuperating. The illness will never get better. How long I live is my life. I hope you will accept the money I remitted to you. I can’t fulfill the responsibility of being a mother for my child. The greatest pain in my life, thousands of words are not enough to express your kindness to me, I hope Xiaoshu can also bring you a moment of joy, may she experience the warmth of human feelings in this cold winter night.

——A Wei

The letter slipped from Yun Shu's trembling fingers, Gu Weiran looked at her worriedly, picked it up and read it.

It turned out to be so, it turned out to be so. After meeting Yun Xiwei in the cemetery, she wondered if it was she who entrusted Yun Shu to her mother. This letter confirmed her guess.

"Surgery...what surgery? How did this happen?" Yun Shu's eyes were full of injuries, she sat slumped on the ground, wanting to cry, her heart seemed to have been violently stirred a few times.

"Go and see Aunt Xiwei, she..." Gu Weiran hesitated to speak.

"You have something to hide from me?" Yun Shu knew Gu Weiran too well, she couldn't hide her emotions and thoughts, so what exactly was that blurted out?

"I..." Yun Shu is the only one in Gu Weiran's world. She can't hide it anymore, and she feels that she can't hide it anymore. If you break your trust, you can break your trust. She gritted her teeth and said, "I met Aunt Xiwei in the cemetery on New Year's Eve. She She is not in good health, maybe she is undergoing chemotherapy, her hair is very short, there is no trace of color on her face, and her blond hair is just a wig."

Yun Shu stared at her blankly.

"I don't know what to do. She told me not to tell you. I agreed by mistake, but I was afraid that she would leave again and leave you with regrets, so I had to go round to find Chairman Ming. I don't know how he treats you. What did you say, seeing you lost your mind, I feel like I made a mistake again, I..." Gu Weiran shed tears as she spoke, how should Yun Shu face the truth and disasters that followed?

Yun Shu shook her head, unbelievable: "She said she had a case abroad and it was inconvenient to take me with her, so she turned it down, and then she suddenly disappeared, so she went to see a doctor? No, no..." She stood up and spun around like Talking to herself: "Why didn't she tell me when she saw a doctor?

She secretly entrusted me to Teacher Lin, so she just ignored it?But it's been so many years, why didn't she come back after living a good life for so many years? ! "Yun Shu finally roared out, his hoarse voice seemed to be crying.

"Don't be like this, okay, don't be like this..."

Yun Shu smiled shyly, "Hehe, Weiran, do you know how I got here?"

"What is it called?"

"It was Ming Shangdong who spoiled her while she was drunk, so I got me. She ruined her life because she was pregnant with me. I was the biggest burden in her life, you know? I shouldn't have come to this world Yes!" Yun Shu said hoarsely, as if he had exhausted all his strength, and his whole body was already on the verge of falling.

How strong does it take to accept these so-called "truths", everything can push her into the abyss.

Gu Weiran looked at her in disbelief, tears welling up in her eyes, so this is what Ming Shangdong told her about her life experience and past? !

She was wrong, it was her own cleverness, it was her childishness that exacerbated Yun Shu's pain.

"No, no!" Gu Weiran hugged her, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I shouldn't make my own decisions, I should discuss it with you first, I'm sorry."

No amount of saying sorry can make up for the harm done to Yun Shu. Gu Weiran hugged her and cried like a child. Hearing that Yun Shu was so hysterical, her heart shattered like ice that had been chopped into pieces.

Yun Shu's stiff body shivered a few times as if shivering, she slumped weakly on Gu Weiran's shoulder, and whispered, "I don't blame you, how can I be willing to blame you."

"You scold me, don't be so nice to me, woo woo, I'm sorry."

Gu Weiran would rather be beaten and scolded by Yun Shu, what kind of bastard is she, she will only add to the chaos, what else can she do?She didn't deserve to be next to Yun Shu at all.

"Go find her, okay?" Gu Weiran said sobbing.

Yun Shu's eyes flicked to the letter, calming down.Now is not the time to be sad, rather than breaking down here, it is better to ask face to face and untie the knot.

"Okay, I'll go find her."

Finally waiting for these words, Yun Shu hurried to the door, but found that Gu Weiran didn't follow.

When she turned around, Gu Weiran choked with tears in her eyes and said, "You must have a lot to say, so I won't go." She had no face to appear and was not qualified to be there.

Yun Shu nodded, turned and left.

Gu Weiran knelt on the ground weakly, tidying up those letters sobbing, she hated herself, never hated so much.

On New Year's Eve, Xuan'an Hotel is decorated with lanterns and festoons. In the antique atmosphere, the festive feeling is stronger.

When Shen Hanyue arrived at the door, there was already a group of people waiting for her respectfully. She was rejected last time, but this time she came prepared.

"Mr. Shen."

Without saying a word, Shen Hanyue went directly to the elevator to the sixth floor, followed by six people.

As expected, she was stopped by Yun Xiwei's people as soon as she got out of the elevator. Amy stood between the two bodyguards and said, "I'm sorry Mr. Shen, Mrs. Pole doesn't want to see you, please go back, this place is reserved , I hope you don’t come up again.”

"Hmph, private room? I've already bought the entire hotel, it's not up to you to stop me where I'm going!" After finishing speaking, the people behind restrained the three of them, and Shen Hanyue walked forward unimpeded.

Yun Xi was lying weakly on the terrace, and there were sporadic lights of thousands of houses in the distance. Xuan'an's New Year's Eve was still so lively, but it seemed that it had nothing to do with her.

The children's world is really beautiful, a few fireworks sticks can put a smile on their faces, and a snowfall can forget their troubles. Seeing that Mingyan is slowly recovering, Yun Xiwei is relieved, at least Yun Shu will not blame herself so much anymore, At least Han Yue won't be in such pain.

As a mother as well, Yun Xi understood her feelings slightly, the special plane was scheduled for tomorrow, so she should go.Pol and his son Syl will not let her stay here, she no longer belongs here, does not belong to this living world.

"Cough cough cough~" Yun Xi coughed a few times, her headache was about to split, and it seemed like tens of thousands of ants were gnawing on her body, she should take medicine.

Hearing footsteps, she thought it was Amy, and said without looking back: "Go and get the needle, it will be given early today."

"What needle?"

Yun Xiwei thought she was hallucinating, and before she could turn her head, Shen Hanyue walked up to her.

Yun Xiwei looked at her as if in a dream, and murmured: "Han Yue?" She still couldn't believe her eyes.

Mingde Hospital and Xuan'an Hotel are [-] kilometers apart. Last second, I felt that we were separated by mountains and seas. How could she appear beside me this second?

But she couldn't be overly happy, she just suppressed her emotions and asked lightly, "How did you get in?"

"Where I want to go, no one can stop me. Last time I came here in a hurry and didn't prepare. I think the night view on this rooftop is very beautiful. I think you like it very much, so I bought this restaurant."

Yun Xi smiled slightly and remained silent, Han Yue was still so domineering in her actions, but this domineering couldn't be annoying.

At this moment, she couldn't stand up and look at Shen Hanyue at the same level, and she didn't have any strength in her hands.

"Xi Wei, Boer is over 80, he can live for a few more years, what are you planning?" Shen Hanyue tried her best to talk to her calmly, as long as she said it, everything would be easy to handle, she was afraid of Yun Xiwei All buried in the bottom of my heart, unwilling to reveal the true feelings.

"More than 80 is not very good. When he dies, the large inheritance will be mine."

"Stop talking nonsense, you are not such a person at all, why do you say such things?" Shen Hanyue understood Yun Xiwei, how could her pride and self-esteem allow her to be greedy for money?

"What kind of person am I? You said it back then, but I didn't expect that I would be a flirtatious woman who would sleep with a man so easily. It's the same now. I'm a person who is greedy for money and power. You were the one who misjudged me. Besides, Is there anything wrong with this? If I have no rights, will there be a magic hand robot to protect your daughter's right hand? It's so naive."

These words made Shen Hanyue's mood fluctuate a little. She squatted beside Yun Xiwei, reaching out to touch her face. Back then, she couldn't accept Yun Xiwei's relationship with Ming Shangdong, so she slapped her impulsively. After this slap, Shen Hanyue regretted it, and regretted it for the rest of her life.

"I'm sorry Xiwei, forgive my impulsiveness at the beginning. I can give you money and power if you want, but please don't abuse yourself and give me another chance, okay?" She looked up at Yun Xiwei humbly, her hand hadn't touched It opens when it touches the face.

Yun Xi sneered slightly: "Give it to me? Can you afford it? Boer's company has more assets than Shen and Ming's combined. Boer's medical treatment can cure diseases and prolong life. Many things cannot be bought with money." , you'd better save your energy and be your chairman's wife."

After the sarcastic remarks, Yun Xiwei forced herself to stand up, and wanted to go back to the room to end the conversation.

Shen Hanyue became anxious, stepped forward to hold her hand, and said bitterly: "Xi Wei, Yan Yan was born in a test tube!"

Yun Xiwei's body trembled suddenly, she looked at Shen Hanyue in disbelief.

"She was looking for a nanny since she was born, and she never drank a sip of my milk. Back then, when the Shen family was facing a share split, I didn't have the heart to find someone to cooperate with and marry, so Ming Shangdong was cheaper." She lightly shook Yun Xiwei's other hand , eyes as gentle as water, with tears shining, said affectionately: "Xiwei, I never let him touch, never! I have always kept the most complete self for you, and my body and mind can only belong to you. "